Chapter 34 Half-siblings
"Let's not talk about gender, I think, since you don't like her, don't hurt others."
Xiao Xin does not discriminate against homosexuals or bisexuals, but it is still wrong to play with people's feelings.
Lu Fei showed a little contempt. "Of course I know, but when I found out that the man I liked liked was a man, I was negative for a long time during that time, and Mu Mu was also familiar to me at that time. During that time, I drank and had promiscuity, and now I think about it, it's really bad. I thought it was the only way to relieve the pain, but now that I think about it, there are many things that don't need to be too extreme. ”
Because the man he likes is gay, Lu Fei also thinks that girls and girls are the same. Mu Mu was at that time... Trade. To put it mildly, it's trading.
Exchange the other person's heart for your own anesthesia.
Mu Mu is Lu Fei's younger sister, an ordinary friend who was originally like a stranger, and then something like this happened.
"yes... You don't have to hurt yourself if you love or not. Xiao Xin muttered to himself, not knowing what kind of way to judge the matter in front of him.
Lu Fei was a little stunned, he didn't expect to tell Xiao Xin about it, he thought that it would be discriminated against by the other party, but he didn't expect that the other party was worried about hurting himself. The gaze is sharp and narrows slightly, and it becomes warm by the rays of the sun.
"By the time I knew, she was already in love with me, and I didn't want to be irresponsible to her, and the relationship would have been broken off long ago because I didn't love her."
It's easy to say the feelings, and if that girl is here, it will be very sad.
"Well, how is Mu Mu now?" Xiao Xin raised her gaze, the lovely girl yesterday, the girl who can die for love, after all, her mind is still pure.
Speaking of Mu Mu, Lu Fei's frowning brows were gloomy, "After my persuasion yesterday, my mood has stabilized." However, it should take some time to relieve. Small children are trouble. Alas. ”
Xiao Xin shrugged his shoulders, "It's because I'm a child that I'd rather die for you." I think she has such a mind, even if you ask her to go to the train tomorrow to lie on the tracks. She would not hesitate to agree. ”
Because it is simple, it is kind, so stupid makes people feel distressed. So.... Really idiot.
"That's right." Lu Fei and Mu Mu both have their own lives, so Xiao Xin still decided to care about it so much. "By the way, how is Zhao Jiajia now?"
Opening up a topic, Lu Fei continued to murmur.
"Hello, excuse me, your dish." The service staff also happened to come to serve the food. Xiao Xin raised his gaze and said to the waiter by the way, "Bring me a big bowl of rice, plus a bowl of boiled water." ”
Xiao Xin has a habit of not drinking drinks or alcoholic things when eating rice, and plain water is the best.
The waiter was obviously stunned, and then said, "Okay." Please wait. ”
Lu Fei looked at Xiao Xinman's indifferent appearance, and said with the curvature of the corners of his mouth: "I finally know why Zhao Jiajia left you in that house." ”
Xiao Xin's already hungry stomach twitched, and he picked up the dessert that came up first and stuffed it into his mouth. "Oh? Why? He's fine now. There is something to do every day, there is money to be made, and there is no constraint. ”
When Zhao Jiajia was mentioned, Xiao Xin felt unappetizing.
"Because Xiao Xin, although you don't have a beautiful face, and your amazing ability is not smart enough, but you are very real, not a little pretentious, and you are very kind in your heart, and you are stupid and cute."
Xiao Xin didn't think Lu Fei was praising himself, "Hehehe, I can understand that you are comforting me." Zhao Jiajia kept me because I was a bully. ”
Xiao Xin has always thought so. The arrogant person always wants to find a completely opposite existence and bully him to find his presence.
"That guy has a bad personality sometimes, but he's not bad."
Xiao Xin didn't understand the current situation at first, Zhao Jiajia and Lu Fei didn't get along, Xiao Xin knew it, but now Lu Fei actually said good things about Zhao Jiajia.
"I don't think he's very good, I've been with him for so long, I think that guy's shortcomings could be written in a book, called how bastards are practiced."
Being persecuted by Zhao Jiajia every day, how could Xiao Xin say good things about him?
"Hehe~, actually.. Zhao Jiajia is my brother. Lu Fei covered the corners of his lips and smiled lightly, and said indifferently.
"Poof!!" The dessert in Xiao Xin's mouth immediately squirted out, and the table in front of him was in a mess. Xiao Xin choked a few sips, picked up the boiled water on the side and drank it to suppress the shock.
Are they brother and sister? How do you look like it....
While the service staff came to clean up the mess on the table with a disgusted expression, Xiao Xin instantly felt embarrassed, and apologized to the service staff again and again, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." ”
The service staff seemed to be smiling, and his gloomy eyes glanced at Xiao Xin, "It's okay, it's our honor to serve the guests." ”
"But, why is your relationship...", Xiao Xin continued to raise his gaze with a little puzzlement on this topic.
Lu Fei held his chin with both hands, and his face was a little cute. Rare expressions. "Because, he and I are not the same mother. We used to have a good relationship, but after learning about it, his prejudice against me grew more and more. It is said that our father and my mother were first love, and by accident they were not together. After that, our father married Zhao Jiajia's mother. Afterwards my mother became terminally ill and wanted to be with our father. Eventually, they were together. In just one year, my mother passed away after giving birth to me. So, there's a very delicate relationship between us. Zhao Jiajia knows this matter and has always refused to forgive her father, and she has never forgiven me. I keep saying I'm a pervert. ”
It turned out that the problem that had been entangled in her heart for a long time appeared here, because she knew that there was such a chaotic history in her family, so Zhao Jiajia began to hate the world, hated her family, and hated her sister, and since then she has fallen into a state of depression, and since then she has embarked on the road of no return, began to degenerate, and began to see people unhappy to become a breakup expert.
In this world, no one understands me. As if seeing Zhao Jiajia's bleak back, he said to himself the moment he turned his gaze. "Oh~ big idiot, when will that recessed half of the basin grow into a vast mountain."
Xiao Xin frowned, sure enough, no matter what the artistic conception is, he can't think of Zhao Jiajia in a sad place, maybe it's because that guy really doesn't have a good impression.
"Uh, that. In fact, I think the reason is no longer with you, it is Zhao Jiajia's own problem. You don't have to thank you too much. That person just has a bad personality. ”
Seeing that Lu Fei was suddenly silent, Xiao Xin said secretly, although Lu Fei usually doesn't seem to care about this matter, and rarely mentions it, but his heart is desolate, he has no mother since he was a child, and he doesn't recognize his father, and he has been lonely since he grew up, and he doesn't have much to do with his biological father. It's lonely.
"Actually, I don't think it's too much, or I'm used to it. It's quite comfortable to be alone. I have known Zhao Jiajia since I was a child, and he is actually quite good. Although he used to be very good, I think he is more suitable for himself now, because now he is very free and real, and he doesn't have to live so old-fashioned and vulgar. ”
Sometimes being too good is an illusion, and the world is simple.
Xiao Xin pursed the corners of her lips slightly, she hadn't seen Zhao Jiajia's former appearance, so she didn't know very well.
"Now, by the way, Xiao Xin, follow me to see Elder Ling in a while. There are some details to discuss about the reprint of his book. I want you to take this opportunity to learn. ”
The topic cut off again, without the slightest pity, Xiao Xin nodded suddenly, "Ao, okay." ”
"The main reason is that I think your personality is not suitable for business, so it is better to see if you have the potential to be an editor and artist." Lu Fei's words completely hit Xiao Xin's heart.
It turns out that everything that makes you study is an excuse, just to see where you fit in, which position to stuff. Pull down from the position of business manager. However, Xiao Xin admitted that Lu Fei was right, and Xiao Xin was a little at a loss for the current pressure, and he didn't know what he was suitable for.
Lowering his gaze, Xiao Xin said, "Okay, I know." ”
"By the way, don't tell you about Zhao Jiajia. You know that Zhao Jiajia's identity is not something that can be made public at will. There is no need to cause misunderstanding or sensation. "Zhao Jiajia's identity? Lu Fei said it lightly, but Xiao Xin didn't know the forces behind Zhao Jiajia at all, and looked at Lu Fei in confusion. "Excuse me, what is Zhao Jiajia's identity?"
With a somewhat puzzled look, Lu Fei looked incredulous. "Didn't they tell you?"
Xiao Xin shook his head. knows that Zhao Jiajia's identity is not ordinary, but he doesn't know which green onion is the hole card behind it.
Lu Fei sighed, shook his head helplessly, and showed the corners of his lips with a sneer, "Then I won't tell you either." But I'm sure you'll find out one day. ”
The gloomy gaze felt helpless again, what the hell is this guy doing? But identity or something, Xiao Xin didn't plan to know anything specifically. "Well, though, whatever his identity is, it has nothing to do with me, we're just tenant-to-tenant relationships, other than that. There can be no other development! ”
Xiao Xin is extremely sure that he will never have much contact with that man with a bad personality, personality defects, and even an extremely shameless man! Of course, Xiao Xin didn't know, it was just a dream.