However, I can't wait, I'm afraid that your light will shine, and I'm afraid that you will be coveted by someone with a heart, so this... Can you give me a reason for peace of mind? ”

This is the first time Lu Beichuan has said such a sensual love story, and it can't be regarded as a love story, but at least this is what Lu Beichuan said with his heart, and Ning Zhiyao thinks that he has no way to refuse.

Crying and nodded, "Okay, I'm willing." ”

Then he handed over his left hand and let Lu Beichuan bring a diamond ring to him.

Ning Zhiyao looked at the ring on his ring finger.

I have a lot of words in my heart, but I don't know what's going on, I just can't say it, only a giggle.

Lu Beichuan looked at Ning Zhiyao's happy appearance, and he was also happy.

"Zhiyao, although I can't accompany you now, but you have to believe that I will always be your thickest arm, no matter what problems you encounter, you can come back and lie in my arms and cry to me, no matter what I will solve for you."

Ning Zhiyao had already passed the kind of yearning that those adolescent girls longed for, but when Lu Beichuan said this, Ning Zhiyao had a lot of fantasies in his heart.

She knew that this was not a difficult thing for Lu Beichuan, but for the current Lu Beichuan, it really couldn't be done.

But Ning Zhiyao wanted to be willful and play his little temper.

Holding Lu Beichuan's arm, he said coquettishly: "Beichuan, did you say that you will satisfy me no matter what?" ”

"Of course, you're my favorite person."

Lu Beichuan thought that Ning Zhiyao wanted to ask him for a guarantee of peace of mind, but Ning Zhiyao's next words really gave him a lot of difficulty.

"Since you've seen my notebook, then you should know that my imaginary love is okay, two people holding hands, shopping on the street, will have disputes because this dress is good-looking, or that dress is good-looking, and will go to the cinema to watch movies together, will have disputes because I like this, you like that one, and I also want to go to the playground to play those projects together when there are many people, I have never played before."

If Lu Beichuan hadn't done all the previous things, but the last thing Lu Beichuan could say to Ning Zhiyao very seriously: "Zhiyao, the playground, we seem to have been there together." ”

But Lu Beichuan seems to have forgotten that there is a privilege to be a girl, that is, "whatever I say is right." ”

It was because he forgot this important thing that in the next two minutes, Lu Beichuan was stunned by Ning Zhiyao.

"Why do you say I'm not right? I'm telling you, at that time I didn't really recognize that you were the person I liked, and you didn't really say to me that I liked you, which means that at that time I was just your nominal wife and that's it.

You can't just say to me that you've done this because you took me to do it, and I've done it, and I've fulfilled my promise to you.

So we watched movies together, and you bought clothes for me, so does that mean you've done these things for me?

I'm talking about my boyfriend, you as my husband, I can convert my boyfriend into a husband, but those things can't be changed from a friend's perspective to a husband's perspective, you can't be so naïve. ”

Listening to Ning Zhiyao's words, Lu Beichuan felt helplessness for the first time.

Lu Beichuan has his own gentlemanly demeanor, and he will not refute when the lady speaks.

But Ning Zhiyao's words are indeed very reasonable, even if it is over, Lu Beichuan does not know how to refute.

Therefore, after Ning Zhiyao finished speaking, Lu Beichuan was basically in a state of being dumbfounded.

Ning Zhiyao glanced at Lu Beichuan and said very proudly: "How is it?" This time, you can see how powerful I am, so that you dare not underestimate me in the future. ”

When Ning Zhiyao said this, Lu Beichuan's thinking was disrupted, and I immediately reacted.

hurriedly apologized to Ning Zhiyao and said, "Okay, my aunt and grandmother are all wrong, you can forgive me." ”

Ning Zhiyao was on the upper hand of the battle, and he was rarely able to bargain under Lu Beichuan's hands, this time, he had to talk about it before stopping.

Therefore, Lu Beichuan's application for a stop was directly ignored.

"Beichuan, this matter has been said, then let's talk about other things, there is more than this contradiction between us, you are ready, my next words may make you very uncomfortable, but even if it is uncomfortable, you can bear with me, because these are all your fault."

Lu Beichuan listened to Ning Zhiyao's words, and really wanted to surrender, his face was full of reluctance.

But it was still ignored by Ning Zhiyao.

"Let's talk about you and the two uncles first."

Lu Beichuan was stunned, why did the matter between them involve the two doctors and uncles?

But he didn't dare to ask, he was afraid that if he asked, he would get angry.

"Ahem, let me tell you what the hell is going on.

In fact, this matter is not criticizing you, you are criticizing me, today because of me, didn't you let your wounds become infected? After talking to the two uncles, I suddenly realized that the relationship between us was not just my one-sided giving, or that I didn't seem to have paid at all. ”

Ning Zhiyao suddenly turned his head, stared at Lu Beichuan's eyes very seriously, and said, "Beichuan, can you understand my feelings?" Originally, I thought that all the feelings between us were blindly maintained by me, and it was because I was regressing, so I could be so good.

But suddenly one day, someone told me that everything you did was wrong, not to mention the relationship between two people's fingers, and even sometimes you did something that pushed two people away. Can you imagine how hard this blow was for me? ”

Looking at Ning Zhiyao's serious look, Lu Beichuan Beichuan also faced up to his attitude, and immediately adjusted the original mentality to a serious state.

Although lying on the hospital bed, his momentum was not weaker than Ning Zhiyao.

analyzed Ning Zhiyao very seriously, "Zhiyao, in my opinion, the relationship between us should not be judged by outsiders. is like the sentence "Zi Feiyu knows the joy of fish", doesn't that mean that you are not a fish, how do you know if he will be happy?

That is to say, others have not experienced the relationship between us, they are not you nor me, how can they know what our relationship is really like.

On the contrary, I think that it is because you are regulating the relationship between us, so every time we quarrel, we can reconcile so quickly, so that there will not be so many contradictions.

Could it be that you just completely deny our feelings because of someone else's words?

Zhiyao in my heart, you are a smart woman, you should have your own judgment, you can't start to panic because of a certain word from some people, you think that you have done something wrong, isn't this too ridiculous, your feelings for us, you think about it. ”

After listening to what Lu Beichuan said for so many years, Ning Zhiyao was also deeply touched in his heart.

She suddenly thought that she seemed to be really serious about this kind of feeling, so as long as someone denied it, she would really take this feeling seriously.

Ning Zhiyao didn't understand what kind of psychology she had? What the hell is going on with her? She didn't know any of them.

Ning Zhiyao sat aimlessly on the hospital bed, looking at the neon lights outside the window, which were very beautiful.

But she suddenly felt that she was very lonely, as if she did not fit in in this world.

Ning Zhiyao thought about it again and again, not knowing what was going on with him.

Throwing his hand the bed, he happened to touch a warm thing, Ning Zhiyao looked up and saw that it was Lu Beichuan's hand, and he himself was encouraging her with a smile.

Ning Zhiyao seemed to have suddenly woken up, and had his own thoughts about this matter, and held Lu Beichuan's hand vigorously.

"Kitagawa, I think I understand, why have I not been confident in our relationship for so long, why have I been questioning our relationship because of what other people think? I thought about it a lot just now, and I even wanted to ask if I was too isolated to say that I didn't fit in with this world, but now it seems that it is not, just because some people are jealous that I have you. ”

Listening to what Ning Zhiyao said so much, Lu Beichuan was also very moved, because the wounds on his body couldn't hug Ning Zhiyao.

had to use his own actions to tell Ning Zhiyao that he was very happy.

Looking at the wrist held by the big hand, Ning Zhiyao slowly lay on Lu Beichuan's chest, "Thank you Beichuan, thank you for being able to talk to me so much today, and thank you for all your tolerance of me today." ”

After Lu Beichuan felt the weight of his chest, he groped with his hand to cover Ning Zhiyao's face, and found that his hands were wet.

Looking at the ceiling above his head, he sighed: "There are too many things between us, and there is too much energy. There will also be contradictions because of some things, which are inevitable, and two independent personalities touch each other, inevitably with some wounds.

I've never regretted that I liked you, and I never regret it because I liked you, loved you, and trusted you.

I don't expect you to be just as honest with me, but I hope that you will always be able to stay away from me when we bump into each other, and that you will not think that I am covered with thorns and deliberately stay away from me because I have one of my edges and corners. ”

Lu Beichuan said very sensationally, Ning Zhiyao rubbed his eyes, and patted Lu Beichuan's hand with Ji: "It's all your fault, I can't help it anymore when I say anything sensational." ”

Lu Beichuan deliberately rubbed Ning Zhiyao's head vigorously, "Then if you can't help it, just cry, I don't dislike you." ”