Chapter 394: Eat with Me
Unconsciously, Qin Jingtian drove the car to the dock, he threw away the cigarette butt, lit a cigarette again, and walked towards the edge of the dock.
When he arrived at the edge of the dock, he looked at the sea water in the night, and there was a slight sound, this is the place where Xu Xinwei and him made love.
Qin Jingtian still remembers that they have good memories here, but just now Xu Xinwei was able to say that sentence.
"Damn." Qin Jingtian threw away the cigarette butt and stepped on the ground fiercely and said.
No one has ever been able to talk to him like this, only Xu Xinwei.
Looking at the dark seawater, his chaotic heart gradually calmed down, turned back to the car, he opened the sunroof, and looked at the moon overhead.
Compared with his irritable mood, Xu Xinwei slept peacefully in the ward, and now she is in the dark.
Looking for something? In the dream, she kept looking for the child, but the child didn't seem to hear him, and played peek-a-boo with her.
"Child, don't go, where are you? Mommy is coming for you. Xu Xinwei called out loudly in her dream.
But there was still no child, she became more and more uneasy, very worried about his safety, and suddenly Xu Xinwei woke up from her dream.
She was so frightened that she sat up, and when she woke up, she found that her hands were tightly holding the glassware, which made her suddenly break out in a cold sweat behind her.
Xu Xinwei still can't understand, why don't you dream about children anymore? Could it be because Qin Jingtian gave her glassware?
Xu Xinwei sat on the hospital bed and thought about it, and there was no way to think about anything else.
She has been on the house for a long time, and I have no way to explain this kind of thing, and I looked at the glassware with a look of reluctance in my eyes.
Xu Xinwei sat like this until dawn.
She hadn't slept since she woke up from a nightmare last night, her eyes fixed on the glassware as if she were thinking about something.
It's like it's emptying again!
The door of the ward was suddenly pushed open from the outside, and Nian Junbo came to visit Xu Xinwei with a bouquet of flowers, seeing her so unrelenting.
Nian Junbo suddenly showed a worried look on his face, and quietly walked in not wanting to disturb her, but when he got closer, he realized that she was holding something in her hand.
"Xinwei, what's in your hand?" Nian Junbo asked with some uncertainty.
"Junbo, it turns out that you are here." Xu Xinwei came back to his senses and said.
Nian Junbo saw her state, and knew that his current mental situation was not very good, he was very worried about Xu Xinwei, and felt that if she continued according to this situation, she would definitely collapse completely.
He was sure that Xu Xinwei was holding the child she had lost, but Nian Junbo didn't understand, why did she put the child in the vessel?
Because Xu Xinwei didn't answer his words just now, Nian Junbo asked curiously again: "Xinwei, you haven't answered me yet, what is the thing in your hand?" ”
"Yes, my child." Xu Xinwei's eyes moved away from Nian Junbo's body, staring at the glassware he was holding in both hands and said sadly.
"Who gave it to you?" Nian Junbo asked incomprehensibly.
In Nian Junbo's opinion, this deceased child should not appear in Xu Xinwei's injury, and if she doesn't get it right, it will increase her psychological burden.
"It was given to me by Sedum, and he couldn't stand it when he saw me, thinking that the child could be by my side in another way and make my mood better." Xu Xinwei said as she stared at the glassware with soft eyes.
After hearing this, Nian Junbo said very approvingly: "Xin Wei, I don't think this is good, it's unfair to the child, he has already passed away, how can he leave if you use this method?" ”
"Is that really the case?" Xu Xinwei began to question and asked.
Xu Xinwei was a little unmastered, she was very nervous, and felt that what Nian Junbo said was very right, since the child had died, then I should let him leave safely.
He shouldn't be tied up too much, after all, they have trapped the fate of mother and son.
"Xinwei, you look at me." Nian Junbo put the bouquet on the head of the bed and said.
Xu Xinwei looked up blankly, there was no light in his eyes, and the sunny person Nian Junbo knew was completely different.
At this time, Xu Xinwei seemed to be immersed in endless darkness, and Nian Junbo felt from the moment he came in that the person who gave him sunshine and gave them warmth.
Now I am in extreme pain, extremely sad, but I have no way to express my feelings.
Nian Junbo felt that he was a failure, and said that he would always be by her side, but he didn't expect this kind of thing to happen to the other party.
"I'm sorry, Xinwei, I didn't take care of you." Nian Junbo said reproachfully.
Before, because Nian Junbo didn't want to be pestered by Qin Huai, he went to foreign affairs, just because there were companies abroad and had to deal with them.
didn't expect that when he came back, Xu Xinwei would become like this, and Nian Junbo asked sadly: "Xinwei, how could the child not have it?" ”
The reason why Nian Junbo asked this is because he knows that Xu Xinwei cherishes the child very much, not because of the irresistible factors of external forces, the child will not be gone.
Xu Xinwei heard his words and didn't speak for a long time, and finally she looked at him with dull eyes and said, "Yes, Qin Huai hit me, I rolled down to the bottom of the stairs, and the child was gone when I woke up." ”
She used a lot of courage to say these words, and Xu Xinwei felt a pain in her heart, as if someone was forcibly ripping her flesh.
No one knows how much Xu Xinwei is full of expectations for this child, but the child will still die like this in the future.
"What about Qin Jingtian?" Nian Junbo changed the topic and said.
"Let me scold away." Xu Xinwei said with a sigh.
"Xinwei, although I know, it's useless to say anything now, you can take care of your body with peace of mind first, and when you are discharged from the hospital, I will accompany you to bury the child together." Nian Junbo held Xu Xinwei's hand and said.
Xu Xinwei felt that Nian Junbo seemed to be transmitting strength to her, she thinks this suggestion is very good, you should look forward.
After all, the children have died, and he can't be left in the glassware anymore, which is a torment for him.
"Okay." Xu Xinwei nodded with tears in the corners of her eyes and said.
At this time, someone knocked on the door of the ward, and Nian Junbo said with a smile: "I just asked the bodyguard to buy breakfast, I think you must not have eaten breakfast so early." ”
Xu Xinwei was not in a high mood and said: "I'm not hungry. ”
He knew that he would get such an answer, Nian Junbo then got up and put the table away, and said to Xu Xinwei: "You're not hungry, I'm hungry, Xinwei, you should accompany me to eat." ”
Nian Junbo's words made her have no way to refuse, they have known each other for so many years, they have experienced a lot together, and he has witnessed many moments of happiness and sadness.
Xu Xinwei didn't know that he liked herself, she treated Nian Junbo as a family member.
Under the persuasion of Nian Junbo, Xu Xinwei finally ate the food, but there was still no way to relieve her from the problems in her heart.
can only come step by step, Xu Xinwei's blow is not something ordinary people can bear, she has done well enough, time will make him forget those unhappy things.
Xu Xinwei's mood gradually improved, she had already put the glassware in the box, and while they were chatting, the door of the ward was knocked on from the outside again.
It was Zhang Chuang who came in, he was very surprised to see Nian Junbo's appearance here, and stepped forward to greet him and said, "Madam, Mr. Qin asked me to bring you breakfast." ”