Chapter 321: She Doesn't Deserve Happiness
She didn't want to agree, so she said at the time, "What's in it for me? ”
"Fulfill your request, whatever." Yun Moling said helplessly, and then lowered his head to look at the white quilt.
She was tempted by such a tempting condition, so she agreed to help him deliver the letter. She slowly approached him, close to his face in the sun, eyes met him, and kissed his lips softly under his slightly frowning expression.
Time stood still at that moment, and Jojo herself didn't know how long her lips stayed on Yun Moling's lips, anyway, she just looked at him like that, covering his cold lips with her own mouth.
"That's my condition!" She got up and took the letter away from Yun Moling's hand in a good mood, with a smile on the corner of her mouth.
"No matter what happens, don't hurt Moran." Yun Moling said this before Jojo left the ward, he knew Jojo's feelings for him, but he couldn't repay it, and not breaking it was the only thing he could do.
"Did you know I like you?" What Yun Moling didn't expect was that what he didn't want to pierce was pierced by Jojo so bluntly! She turned and looked at him earnestly.
"......" Yun Moling didn't know what to say, as if it was wrong to say that he knew it was not right to say that he didn't know!
"I'm not afraid of anything you're afraid of, a big man! I just like you, it's the first time I've liked someone, but you don't like me, but that's okay, but don't always mention it to me. Jojo felt that her request was not too much, she could send a letter for Yun Moling, or she could continue to surround him with a hot face and a cold ass when she knew that he didn't like her, she didn't care, she just didn't want to hear the name Mo Ran from him all the time!
"I'm sorry." Jojo is a woman who dares to love and hate, but she doesn't mess around, Yun Moling doesn't hate her, and even appreciates her, thanks to her for being so good to her, grateful for her willingness to help herself. But emotional things can't be controlled, he doesn't love JoJo, he just doesn't love, he can't lie to her, let alone himself.
"If I had known you first, would you have liked me?" Jojo knew that it was important to recognize the order of appearance, so she wondered if Yun Moling would fall in love with her if she hadn't met Mo Ran in advance.
But Yun Moling was silent, because there is no if in this world, he first knew Mo Ran, and the one he fell in love with was Mo Ran, so he couldn't make assumptions.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Jojo suddenly felt a little bored and turned around to leave.
"Mo Ran ......" Yun Moling saw that she was leaving, and wanted to mention what happened just now, but he only said a name, and was interrupted by Jojo.
"Got it." Jojo rolled his eyes with his back to Yun Moling, and then left the ward with the letter in his hand.
If Jojo knew that this was the last time she saw Yun Moling, she would definitely not leave so quickly, let alone let him go to the dock.
She will always remember that gentle kiss, and the bright sunshine that day, that was the feeling that Yun Moling gave her, and the only time she fell in love with someone
Feel!
So she hates Mo Ran, she hates Mo Ran and obviously doesn't love Yun Mo Ling, but she still makes him pay so much, why does she hate Yun Mo Ling why she doesn't give up Mo Ran even like this, and hates why she herself is not Mo Ran! Hate why she has known Yun Moling for so long later than Mo Ran!
But she promised Yun Moling not to move her, so although she hoped that Mo Ran could be retributed earlier in her life, she still didn't say a word to her.
Mo Ran is the cinnabar mole in Yun Moling's heart, and Yun Moling is her own white moonlight, for the sake of white moonlight, she can not move the cinnabar mole! Although, in her eyes, that cinnabar mole is worse than mosquito blood!
Mo Ran trembled in the empty hospital room and opened Jojo's letter to her, and Yun Moling's familiar font came into her eyes, and Mo Ran's tears began to flow down like no money.
"Mo Ran:
Forgive me for not being able to say this to your face, if nothing else, you will see that I have passed away when I wrote this letter. Hey, don't cry, you don't look good when you cry! Don't be sad, and don't blame yourself, you know I've always been willing! I can't stay with you all the time, you have to take care of yourself, Gu Mou loves you very much, you love him very much, don't let go of those grievances and try to accept him!
Mo Ran, it is my greatest luck to meet you in this life, and it is an honor to be a husband and wife with you. I didn't leave you, I just turned into a star in the sky to guard you, I said I will love you forever without hesitation, even death can't break my promise and firmness! Don't give up your happiness for me, you deserve a better life!
The period of being your husband is the happiest time of my life, I have never asked for anything too much, and I am very satisfied to be by your side for one more day!
I know you're going to be sad when I'm gone, but promise me, don't be sad for too long, forget about me when you're sad, don't send me flowers, and don't feel sorry for me, because my life has gone enough meaning, and that is to love you!
And I also said sorry to Yuyan on my behalf, I can't continue to take him to zoos in other countries! Remember to tell him that I didn't mean to break the contract, and that I still love him as always!
Loveyou Mo"
Mo Ran couldn't cry when she saw the whole letter, she raised her hand and pressed her heart hard but couldn't relieve a little pain, her heart really hurt, as if it was about to break! The image of Yun Moling closing her eyes appeared in her mind again, lingering!
At that time, he was so embarrassed, but he still smiled and was afraid that she would worry!
She should have made up her mind to follow Yun Moling abroad, and she shouldn't care about Gu Mou's affairs anymore, everything was a wrong decision she made!
When Wu's mother came back from buying porridge, she saw Mo Ran who was crying and was a little prostration, and immediately put down the porridge in her hand and patted Mo Ran's back to help her calm down.
Mo Ran kept holding on to the letter and never let go, as if the letter was the incarnation of Yun Moling, she was afraid that as soon as she let go, there would really be nothing!
"Madam, what's wrong with you!" Mother Wu patted Mo Ran's back, a little frightened.
"Ahh
… It hurts, my heart hurts! Mo Ran cried while hammering his chest, his mind full of Yun Moling.
When Gu Mou walked into the ward, he saw such a strange dye, his eyes fell on the letter in her hand, and Gu Mou immediately understood everything.
Calling Wu's mother away, Gu Mou walked to Mo Ran's side and held her in his arms regardless of her struggles.
"Mo Ran is good, breathe first!" She was already crying so much that she couldn't breathe, Gu Mou patted her back and said softly.
Mo Ran choked up, as if he had suddenly forgotten how to breathe.
"Mo Ran, breathe!" Gu Mou forced Mo Ran to look directly at him and taught her how to breathe.
Mo Ran slowly came to his senses, but he still cried silently.
"He doesn't want you like that, does he?" Gu Mou said. He didn't need to read the letter to know what Yun Moling said.
Mo Ran looked at Gu Mou suspiciously, Yun Moling didn't want her to be like this, so what should she do? When nothing ever happened? But she couldn't do it, the letter said that she deserved a better life, no, how could she still be worth it? Her happiness is long gone.
"He wants you to be happy, not depressed." Gu Mou knew that he was actually not qualified to say these words, because Yun Moling was killed by him, but for the sake of Mo Ran, he didn't care about anything.
"Happiness? Can I still be happy? Mo Ran smiled a little self-deprecatingly, so much had happened, how could he still say that he wanted her to be happy? If it weren't for him, she might have been happy a long time ago!
But who was she to blame him? If it weren't for the fact that she always had him in her heart, she always couldn't ignore him, Yun Moling was right, she loved Gu Mou, but because she loved Gu Mou, she brought too many bad things to her and the people around her.
She didn't dare to love anymore, she didn't dare to love before, and now she doesn't dare to love even more! How can she admit that she loves Gu Mou.
"There is no one who does not deserve to be happy, and even if there is, that person is not you." Gu Mou whispered, Mo Ran's self-blame touched his heart, and he thought that he owed not only Mo Ran but also Yun Moling in his life.
Mo Ran shook her head vigorously, the person who didn't deserve happiness was her!
The snow was falling harder outside and everything was white!
"I will take care of you for him and give you happiness." This is the first time that Gu Mou has used the identity of a substitute to say that he wants to give Mo Dye happiness.
In the past, he had always been reluctant to admit everything Yun Moling had done for Mo Ran, insisting that he was the one who loved Mo Ran the most. But now he had to admit that Yun Moling did what he didn't do, protecting Mo Ran with his life. His thoughts about Yun Moling had changed, at least he was no longer resistant.
"Don't, you don't want to love me anymore, and I don't want to love you anymore." Mo Ran cried and shook his head, his voice trembling.
She didn't want to sacrifice the people around her anymore, she didn't want to see those people suffer because of her, and if this was the price of her happiness, then she would rather not be happy!
"Mo Ran, don't push me away anymore, okay, you can see your heart clearly, do you really have no feelings for me at all? I know you blame me, you can beat me and scold me, but don't think about leaving me anymore. "Gu Mouyong
Holding Mo Ran with force, he felt her body trembling slightly, he didn't want to let go of Mo Ran easily for the sake of his own face.
"But I don't know what love is anymore." Mo Ran felt that she was suffering from love impotence again, she watched Gu Mou express her feelings for her so bluntly, but she had nothing in her heart! It's as calm as a pool of stagnant water.
Now that Yun Moling has left because of her, only Gu Mou is left by her side, so will it become Gu Mou who will always be injured next?
She's the one who's the worst!
"It's okay, Moran, it's okay! All you need to do is know I love you! Gu Mou said patiently, he understood that loving someone is not to ask the other party to love him sincerely, but it is enough to love the other party.
(End of chapter)