Chapter 44: Awakening
One day, when Luo Fanghua went to the orphanage to do charity, she saw a little girl who kept stacking white paper flowers, she was dirty, no different from other orphanage girls, but her expression was very indifferent.
She's Mo Ran.
Luo Fanghua noticed her because of this, and she began to go to the orphanage frequently, and she also had a simple understanding of Mo Ran's life experience - Mo Ran's parents died in an accident, and her relatives were unwilling to take in this indifferent child like a jade carving, and after several tosses, she was sent to the orphanage.
Luo Fanghua's heart was very sympathetic, but he liked that this child liked it tightly, so he ignored his family's organization and adopted Xiao Moran back home.
In order to prevent Xiao Mo from being chewed by others later, Luo Fanghua kindly did not tell anyone Mo Ran's true identity, but she didn't expect that it would be rumored to be her illegitimate daughter!
After that, Gu Mou also knew.
After listening to his father's story, Gu Mou was silent for a long time before he said, "I know." ”
"Gu Mou, what do you think about Mo Ran now?" Father Gu asked.
Gu Mou replied in silence.
"You...... Alas! Father Gu sighed and hung up the phone in a bit of a frustration.
Gu Mou listened to the busy tone on the other end of the phone, the whole person seemed a little trance, he looked down at the pure white floor, and felt extremely calm.
Two hours later, Mo Ran finally came out of the operating room.
This time her condition was much better than last time, and instead of going directly to the ICU, she was placed in an ordinary senior ward.
After Gu Mou arranged everything outside the ward, he gently pushed open the door and walked in.
The specifications of the ward are very high-end, and after Gu Mou briefly looked around, he fell on Mo Ran, who was lying in the center of the ward and fell into a coma.
Her face was much better, no longer as pale as paper before. The blood on her face was carefully cleaned by the nurse and the wound was bandaged.
Mo Ran looked a lot thinner, and the wide hospital gown made her as fragile as a small animal.
Gu Mou looked at her quietly, then stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Mo Ran's cheek.
"Wake up quickly......"
Gu Mou said in a low voice.
Perhaps his prayers really worked, and after two days in a coma, she finally opened her eyes slowly in the morning.
Gu Mou came to his senses all of a sudden, and after he notified the nurse, he stared at Mo Ran deadly, watching her look around in confusion, and then his eyes fell on Gu Mou's body.
Gu Mou looked at her calmly, rarely, a little nervous.
And Mo Ran didn't even have a superfluous expression, and she was still a little dazed.
It wasn't until the doctor came over to take a look at him that he said to Gu Mou: "Congratulations, Mr. Gu, the patient's body functions have begun to function normally, and as long as he has a good rest in the next few days, he can slowly recover." ”
After hearing the doctor's words, the big stone that had been pressing on Gu Mou's heart for the past few days finally fell completely, his cold eyebrows and eyes softened a little, and after thanking the doctor, he turned his head and found that Mo Ran had fallen asleep again.
"She's just too sleepy, let her sleep a little more and she'll get better." After the doctor said this, he left again.
After Gu Mou had been on the board for a few more hours, Mo Ran really opened his eyes again.
This time, her thoughts seemed to be much more sensitive than the last time, she looked at Gu Mou blankly, and only shouted after a long time: "Gu Mou? ”
Listening to Mo Ran's weak voice, Gu Mou only felt that his heart hurt violently.
"I'm here."
“…… Are you there? Mo Ran was a little unsure, she stared at Gu Mou deadly, and after almost half an hour, she whispered, "Really...... Gu Mou. ”
Gradually, her eyes turned red.
"Am I dreaming? Is it really you? Gu Mou ......" Mo Ran said in a low and dumb voice, with a cry: "Gu Mou ......"
Gu Mou stepped forward, grabbed Mo Ran's hand tightly, and then gently dropped a kiss on her forehead, and whispered, "You haven't fully woken up yet, continue to sleep, I will always be here with you." ”
Mo Ran also grabbed Gu Mou's hand tightly, as if he had grasped the last straw, and refused to let go.
Gu Mou didn't break free, just quietly accompanied her, knowing that she fell into a deep sleep again.
After repeating this a few times, Mo Ran's thoughts became clearer and clearer, and after she woke up weakly again, she looked at Gu Mou, and there was no such ignorance in her eyes, she just looked at him cautiously, for fear that he would run away.
Gu Mou knew that people who had just recovered from a serious illness were relatively fragile in their hearts, so he didn't ask Mo Ran what he was looking at, but just put the nourishing food that Aunt Li brought over, and then said: "The doctor said that you can't eat greasy and indigestible food at first, this bowl of milk egg custard and big bone broth are all made for you by Aunt Li, you can eat it while it's hot." ”
Mo Ran's body has indeed been hungry for a long time, she looked at the steaming food in front of her and nodded, picked up the spoon and wanted to taste it, but only heard a crisp sound, and the spoon in Mo Ran's hand fell straight down on the table.
Mo Ran was a little sluggish, she picked up the spoon again, but found that her hands were shaking violently, and the originally light spoon seemed to weigh a thousand pounds in her hands.
Gu Mou naturally noticed this, he couldn't help but pick up the spoon and wipe it clean with a paper towel, then put a small spoonful of egg custard, put it to his mouth and blew it, and then it was against Mo Ran's lips.
At this moment, Mo Ran's thoughts had begun to clear, looking at Gu Mou, who didn't know why he suddenly softened, Mo Ran was a little unacceptable, and after being silent for a while, he finally opened his mouth and swallowed the spoonful of egg custard that was a little cold.
The uncomfortable stomach was relieved a little because of the arrival of this warmth, and the feeling of hunger began to become unprecedentedly strong, Mo Ran no longer thought about Gu Mou, she took small sips and ate the slippery egg custard seriously, and then Gu Mou forcibly fed a small half bowl of bone broth, and then held her stomach and refused in a low voice: "I can't eat it." ”
After hearing Mo Ran's words, Gu Mou stopped his feeding hand and silently put away the plate on the hospital bed.
"How are you feeling now?" When Mo Ran was in a coma, Gu Mou obviously felt that he had a lot of things to tell her, but when he saw her pale face, he found that he couldn't say anything.
Maybe it was because he was ashamed to say it, maybe it was because of the shock that happened to Gu Mou, in short, after packing up everything, Gu Mou sat on the sofa next to him in silence and dealt with his work.
Mo Ran was even more silent, except for saying that he couldn't eat anymore, he lay back on the bed and didn't sleep, just stared out of the window in a daze.
Silence spread between the two of them, but Gu Mou didn't know how he was going to break the silence.
He had been antagonistic and arguing with Mo Ran for so long that he didn't even know how to talk to Mo Ran when all the hatred that had accumulated because of jealousy was gone.
Gu Mou looked at the company's financial report in his hand silently, but his mind was not on it at all.
There is one thing that he needs to tell Mo Ran, this matter cannot be avoided, and it is something that will definitely make Mo Ran very sad.
But before Gu Mou could tell her, Mo Ran turned his head, looked at Gu Mou expressionlessly, and then asked in a low voice, "Where is Yu Yang?" ”
Gu Mou's heart was cold, he looked at Mo Ran's pale face, and said calmly: "The car accident caused him too much damage, Yu Yang didn't survive." ”
Yu Yang is dead.
All the words fell on Mo Ran's ears, revealing only such a simple message.
After hearing this, Mo Ran chose to be silent.
Gu Mou felt that something was not right, he frowned and looked at it, only to realize that Mo Ran was crying.
Looking at the tears that Mo Ran kept shedding, Gu Mou's heart was as if he was constantly tormented by dense silver needles, which was extremely uncomfortable.
Finally, Gu Mou couldn't stand it anymore, he stood up and came to Mo Ran's hospital bed, and then gently picked up a tissue to wipe the tears off her cheeks.
In the face of Gu Mou's sudden intimate contact, the excessively painful Mo Ran didn't notice his look of pity, and just shed tears silently, just like her silent character.
The tissues were already soaked, and Mo's tears gradually stopped, not because the sadness had passed, but because the tears had dried up.
Mo Ran opened his lips and asked, "Why...... Why am I the one who survived? ”
Gu Mou could only respond to her with silence.
Mo Ran's whole body began to tremble, she wanted to stand up, but because the numbing strength in her body did not pass, she could only struggle in pain.
Her eyes were red, and she kept muttering: "Why didn't I die, why didn't I ...... die?"
Guilt, remorse, pain, all these negative emotions converged into a river, and swept the whole person into it.
Gu Mou stopped Mo Ran's masochistic behavior, then gently held her hand and whispered, "When I found you, Yu Yang unfastened the seat belt on his body, and the whole person lay on your body, bearing most of the damage for you. He did it voluntarily, you ...... Don't do that. ”
Listening to Gu Mou's narration, Mo Ran was even more painful, she broke down a little, and grabbed Gu Mou's hand tightly, as if she was venting her despair that she had nowhere to place.
After about ten minutes, Mo Ran felt that his mind was getting more and more dizzy, and finally fell asleep directly.
Gu Mou didn't panic, because he knew that it was the previous analgesic that was working.