"You are the south wall that I hit without hesitation, and you are also the joy of my dream."

In the meditation class, Jiang Qiling took a pen and wrote this sentence over and over again. The more I wrote, the clearer Senior Brother Yu An's gentle face became.

Like, like a glass of pink honey water, it can't help but rise, rise, until it overflows......

Ahhhhh

What the hell is going on here?

I just met my brother for the first time! Why is this happening!

A few days ago, she reported to the orchestra under the guidance of Senior Brother Yu An, and only then did she know that the orchestra does not recruit newcomers without a foundation at all.

Clarinet, flute, trumpet, medium, tuba, saxophone......

I won't do it myself!

Standing on the edge of the booth to recruit new people, it looks extremely embarrassing and feels extremely humiliated.

Since I was a child, my parents have not spent money to train myself to be familiar with one or two musical instruments, after all, in their eyes, just study hard and go to college steadily.

I didn't think of learning something at that time, and I studied hard according to my parents' arrangement, but I didn't expect it to be at this moment......

Ahhh

"I'm sorry, brother! Am I causing you trouble......" The eyes of the senior brothers and sisters of the orchestra, as well as the eyes of the freshmen who were also waiting for consultation in the back, focused on themselves.

At that moment, I felt like I was going to cry.

In fact, I felt that I must have disappointed Senior Brother Yu An at that time, and the people who had come all the way to play a musical instrument didn't know a single instrument.

However, I didn't expect that Senior Brother Yu An actually said to himself: "It's okay, you see what you like, I can take you." ”

"Really?" Hearing this, he raised his head in disbelief, is the senior brother really willing to teach himself?

I finally mustered up the courage: "I want to learn the saxophone......

"Saxophone."

Sneaking a glance at Senior Brother Yu An, he found that he looked embarrassed.

What's wrong? Is it asking too much?

"Ah, it's okay if you don't study, in fact, I'm not very ......"

fake, I obviously want my senior brother to teach.

"Really, if Senior Brother finds it difficult."

Fake, I obviously want to stay in the club where Senior Brother Yu An stays, and I can have the opportunity to see him every day.

"It's not going to be ...... I thought of someone who would be better suited to teach you the saxophone. As he spoke, he saw the senior brother walking straight to the corner of the stall.

There was a tall man sitting there, chatting with the people around him, and Senior Brother Yu An seemed to be very popular with that man.

I don't know what the two said, the tall boy brought Senior Brother Yu An over.

"This is the previous head of the regiment."

The previous head of the regiment is very tall, how to say it, it is a completely different temperament from the current commander, eh...... I can only describe it in two words - lean.

How to say it, although I feel that the head of the regiment is a good person now, I really felt inexplicably afraid at that time, because I felt coercion.

This is the head of the regiment? Does the senior brother just want to learn the saxophone with this person by himself?

"It turned out to be a little bit." The first thing the head of the regiment said when he saw himself was this,

Then, after a glance, he said, "I don't have time, I want to teach you to teach yourself." ”

"I know you're very powerful, but I think this junior girl has very good qualifications, so let's look at my face, what kind of teaching is mine." Yu An said.

The head of the regiment probably didn't believe that a freshman could make Senior Brother Yu An say this, his eyes hit two back and forth between himself and Senior Brother Yu An, and he smiled weirdly: "Two weeks of training sessions." ”

Training sessions?

What do you mean?

"Okay, I'll come." Senior Brother Yu An agreed to it.

I feel that I have caused any trouble to my brother again?

"Senior brother, I'm ....."

"If there is anything that bothers my brother, I don't have to learn it." At that time, I secretly said in my heart.

Before he could say this, he was interrupted by the regimental commander.

"Okay, I'll take this apprentice."

So I learned the saxophone with the head of the regiment in a daze, and the worse thing is that since I followed the head of the regiment, I have never seen Senior Brother Yu An in the club again.

Not on the first day, still not on the second day! It's now the third day!

"Calm down." The roommate thought he was crazy and hurried to stop him.

When I woke up, I realized that I had just taken a pen and made a mess of the textbook.

The sentence "You are the south wall that I hit without hesitation." The word "south wall" is so blurred that it is difficult to read.

Senior Brother Yu An, will it really be the joy of his dream?

How will you know if you don't try it!

I immediately made up my mind that this afternoon, I must go to the orchestra! Certain!

I have a deep feeling that I will definitely be able to meet Senior Brother Yu An today! Certain!

Once I have a thought, I always feel that Mr. Sixiu's words are really stinky and long, I can't listen to a word, I look forward to the end of class, and the more I look forward to it, the more difficult it is to feel that time.

Three hundred and eighteen seconds, three hundred and nineteen seconds......

Still not out of class.

Every second counts. Because I firmly believe that Senior Brother Yu An must be in the orchestra, even now, my intuition will not be wrong!

Seven hundred and fifty-three seconds, seven hundred and fifty-four seconds......

Inexplicable anxiety began to occupy it full, and the clock of the mobile phone has been stuck at fifty-nine minutes, why, it is not a little faster, a little faster, and it jumps to twelve o'clock?

Suddenly—

"Jingle Bell~"

Class is over!

Almost at the same time, the phone shook:

"Jiang Qiling, today your dormitory is responsible for cleaning the classroom, and take a photo and send it to me after cleaning."

Why?

Almost with resentment, he hurriedly cleaned up and picked up his schoolbag and ran away.

"Jiang Qiling, do you want to go to lunch together?" The roommate shouted in the back.

I didn't hear it, pretended not to hear it, hurry up, and if I didn't hear it, Senior Brother Yu An left......

I don't understand why I'm in such a hurry.

Obviously, I didn't have time to eat lunch and lunch, and Mingming, many of the orchestras may not open at all at this time.

However, even if it is the joy of a dream, he is willing to hit the south wall once without hesitation.

What kind of impulse is this?

I don't understand, I don't understand at all, it's just a momentary intuition, and there are no words to explain it.

"Senior Brother Yu An—"

At dusk, push open the heavy door of the training stage.

The curtains moved with the wind, the shelves, the drums, the soft chairs...... Quietly stood in place, coldly watching her farce alone.

Empty, there was no one.

"Division...... Elder brother......? ”

For some reason, he muttered and repeated again, and the voice was only audible to himself.

Don't? Did she really feel wrong?

Also, the former head of the regiment said that he was a genius, the missing genius, the current head of the regiment said that he was a ghost talent, and the possibility of showing up is almost minimal, where is he so lucky, saying that he is here, he is here?

Lost in everything, he could only carefully close the door of the orchestra and sit outside the door alone.

It's not that I haven't met good-looking people, but, from junior high school to high school, I have always followed the learning goals set by my parents, and I have never crossed that red line. Now, I finally went to college, and when I met someone I liked for the first time, I was even ready to have the courage to go out.

Belly, gurgling.

Also, after running for so long, I didn't even eat, and I stood up aggrieved.

"Forget it, wait until next time, I'll see you next time." Touch your stomach yourself, so comforted.

Holding on to the doorknob, she stood up with strength, but she didn't think that the handle was pulled by her, and the door opened, and instead of standing up, she fell inside.

"Eh, it hurts, it hurts......"

When I touched my head, I felt that it was wrong!

It shouldn't be, usually there is no one in the activity room, and the head of the regiment will lock the door before leaving, this time, why is there no lock?

Don't......

Someone!

A voice came from the other end of the hallway, warm and funny: "What are you doing here?" ”

Even if I fell on my heels, I still saw the person coming from the hallway at a glance.

White T-shirt, black cropped leggings, slender figure, with a warm smile on his face.

Senior Brother Yu An......

Really, there's nothing wrong with that! How could your feelings be wrong? Senior brother is really here!

"Yu ...... I...... Senior Brother Yu An! Hurriedly got up, not knowing what to say, "You...... Why are you here? ”

"Am I here? It's normal. Senior Brother Yu An walked over with a smile, walked up to him, and turned to go in.

"I ......" originally wanted to explain his actions just now, but he felt too embarrassed and felt that it was better not to explain.

After a long time, I couldn't hold back a complete sentence, I only felt that my heart was like playing mahjong at the moment, and I could only hesitate to follow behind my senior brother, not knowing how to start my own topic.

What about courage? Aren't you ready to have the courage to go out?

"You learned saxophone from the regimental commander, how are you learning now?"

When I really followed my senior brother, I felt my cowardice and hesitated for a while: "It's very bad......"

After all, I don't have a basic foundation in music theory, and my breath is also very poor, I have to practice everything from scratch, and the head of the regiment is very patient and very poor.

However, when he thought that this opportunity was fought for by Senior Brother Yu An for himself, he had to grit his teeth and continue to work hard.

After all, no matter what happens, you can't live up to Senior Brother Yu An's expectations of yourself! I don't want to disappoint my senior brother.

"How? Can it be blown? ”

"I'm still practicing the basics. The head of the regiment has been letting him practice the basic skills. Although I have been scolding the head of the regiment, I have really worked hard to practice according to what he taught.

"Very good, I hear he's been complimenting you lately."

Is it?

Senior Brother Yu An, is this boasting about himself? Is it boasting? Right?

With joy in his heart, he sat down on the soft sofa in the inner room.

Right next to the armrest of the sofa, leaning on a wood-colored guitar, golden strings, the light is very bright. I couldn't help but dial it, but I didn't expect that as soon as I touched it, the guitar fell down.

"Be careful—"

I only heard an exclamation from Senior Brother Yu An, and he caught the sliding guitar unexpectedly, and was so shocked that he quickly retracted his hand and didn't dare to touch it again.

I've heard that some guitars are very expensive and can even be worth a year's salary of my parents, oh my God, fortunately I just caught them.

"Whose guitar is this?"

"Mine." Senior Brother Yu An's tone was affirmative.

This...... Hurriedly retracted his hand.

"I'm sorry, senior brother, I didn't mean to."

If my brother's expensive guitar falls, it will probably be a lifetime of reluctance.

Wrong! Even if it's not expensive, I won't be happy in my heart.

"It's okay, you can try to play."

"Is that okay?"

"Of course you can, why not?"

Picking up the guitar carefully, he hesitated for a while, not knowing where to start.

It's not just that, it made Senior Brother Yu An laugh, and he was even more at a loss.

"That...... I still don't play. ”

"You don't know how to do it yet."

I nodded.

"Come, I'll teach you."

I can't believe what I heard, this is, Senior Brother Yu An said, this is to teach yourself?

Probably, liking someone makes you extraordinarily humble in front of that person. If you can make that person laugh, you think it's the best thing in the world.

I don't know if it's because it's easier to get started with the guitar pen saxophone, but gradually, I found that I became more proficient in the guitar.

Senior Brother Yu An doesn't come often, so he understands that he has to seize every opportunity and practice with all his might, whether he is tired or painful. For just one person, a "good" compliment.

"That's it for today."

When the last accompaniment was played, the senior brother asked him to put away the guitar.

"Senior brother, are you leaving?"

Yes, I am knowingly asking.

"Senior brother...... I ......"

Today, as usual, is the day when the senior brother goes to the library, and under the brightest fan, he will definitely be found.

"I ......"

"Is there anything else?" Yu An asked.

Breathing, at this moment, stopped, the cold sweat on his forehead slid down his cheeks, I don't know if it was tears or sweat, after all, it was salty.

At this time, Yu Anke panicked: "What's the matter, this is?" Does it hurt your hands? Why are you crying? ”

"I ......" choked up for a long time.

No, still don't dare.

Because he knew that the front was unknown, it was cowardice that triumphed over straightforwardness, and in an instant he decided to bury this secret in his heart.

"Hmm...... Hand pain......"

"It's been so good." Senior Brother Yu An was distressed again, and wanted to laugh again: "Go back and rest, don't practice tomorrow, you are still the first one I brought to practice the piano and cry." ”

It's inferior, isn't it?

"Well, goodbye, senior brother." The hand began to hurt faintly, and the ten fingers were connected to the heart, and I couldn't extricate myself.

You can't stay any longer, you can't stay any longer, stay for a second longer, perhaps, you can't hide it......

Just as he turned around, a voice caught up

"Wait."

Senior brother, this is ...... Got it?

Just listen, the voice is warm, and he says, "You should have a guitar of your own." ”

Is this, refusal?

"When did you buy it, I'll teach you wheel fingers when you come back."

Turning around at dusk, the warm face was smiling, and teased: "Still crying, shame on me." ”

hurriedly wiped away his tears: "Don't be ashamed, your apprentice works so hard, how can he embarrass you?" ”

Probably surprised that he had never said such a thing, he was surprised and amused: "You should be like this, a little more confident, and a lot better-looking." ”

"Really?"

A week later, I finally had my own guitar.

I was embarrassed, and I mustered up the courage to start practicing wheel fingers, which was really difficult, and I had to practice hundreds of times to control the sound evenly and smoothly.

Fortunately, the ancients were right, diligence can make up for clumsiness.

The head of the regiment guessed correctly, his wheel finger was learned from Senior Brother Yu An.