Text Chapter 287 Pushing away his happiness with his own hands

Shen Juntuo took Lin Xiaoxiao back to the hotel and scrubbed her body before putting it on the bed, he had been sitting beside her and watching her quietly, seeing that she was uncomfortable and wanted to vomit from time to time, he took good care of her so that she could vomit more comfortably, and then put her away so that she could sleep well.

Shen Juntuo didn't close his eyes one night, on the one hand, he was taking care of Lin Xiaoxiao, and on the other hand, he was thinking about Li Zixin he saw during the day.

Li Zixin is one of his own heart problems, he can't let Lin Xiaoxiao touch that thing again, let alone let Lin Xiaoxiao see that person again, looking at the appearance of tonight, Lin Xiaoxiao was a little seriously injured by Li Zixin's appearance, and he couldn't hurt Lin Xiaoxiao again.

Shen Juntuo looked at the time, it was already more than seven o'clock in the morning, seeing that Lin Xiaoxiao had not woken up yet, Shen Juntuo's mood had not been calmed down, his eyes had become a little confused, thinking of Li Zixin's appearance, Shen Juntuo was still a little uncomfortable.

He sat up from his bed and stood on the windowsill and thought for a long time, until eight o'clock he decided to go out.

The car is speeding on the street, the streets of Los Angeles are not like the streets of China, there are people everywhere, there are almost no people walking here, and some are just a few people doing morning exercises.

Shen Juntuo parked the car at the door of the department store, got out of the car and went straight to the jewelry company, as if it had just opened and the clerk was still sorting out his things, he went to the design room inside after entering, but the clerk blocked his way.

"I'm sorry sir, but you can't go in here." The clerk stood in his way resolutely.

You must know that they were able to go in yesterday because someone led the way, maybe Li Zixin had already announced to everyone yesterday that they couldn't take anyone there.

"I'm looking for your designer, we met yesterday, and she asked me to come over today to look at the artwork." Shen Juntuo thought of what Li Zixin said yesterday, and he said to the clerk.

But the clerk hesitated, knowing that Li Zixin told them yesterday that no one would be brought in, but he said that Li Zixin asked him to come and see, and she became a little unsure of what to do.

Shen Juntuo saw that the clerk was hesitating, and when he flashed from her side, he entered the designer behind her.

After entering, Shen Juntuo saw that Li Zixin was still wearing the black skirt from yesterday, and the whole person seemed to be unenergetic, lying on the table with his eyes staring at the distance a little blankly, he hesitated a little, should he go over and repeat what he wanted to say when he was so impulsive before?

"Sir, you can't go in, our designer is resting......" The clerk rushed over uncomfortably at this time, and when he saw Shen Juntuo standing there without moving, he looked at Li Zixin again, and suddenly felt that his voice just now was a little loud and then a little slammed, disturbing Li Zixin, and she was also a little embarrassed.

"MaryLe, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you, this gentleman didn't listen to my advice and he insisted on breaking in......" The clerk looked at Li Zixin with some embarrassment, but Li Zixin didn't raise her head, still lying on the table and didn't move.

"Am I going to get him out?" Seeing that Li Zixin didn't speak, the clerk asked her a little embarrassed.

"Don't let anyone bother me, get out!" Li Zixin's voice was a little low, but she didn't have any energy at all, she closed her eyes and didn't want to look at anyone anymore.

"Okay." After receiving the order, the clerk turned to look at Shen Juntuo, but she was frightened by Shen Juntuo's cold momentum, and she said a little resignedly, "Sir, you also heard it, so please go out!" ”

Shen Juntuo didn't even look back, and kept staring at Li Zixin, "You go out first, we know each other." ”

Shen Juntuo's voice was thick but not very calm, of course Li Zixin heard it, she slowly opened her eyes and raised her head.

"You go out first!" She saw that it was Shen Juntuo standing at the door and asked the clerk to go out, although she didn't know what Shen Juntuo had come to look for her, but she was quite sure that he would not come to get back together with her, if she wanted to mock herself, she could only admit it, although she was quite unwilling.

"What's the matter with you coming to me!" Li Zixin sat up, straightened her hair, and then looked at Shen Juntuo with a smile.

Of course, Shen Juntuo was familiar with that smile, and Li Zixin would use this iconic smile to meet Shen Juntuo when the two met before, but this smile made Shen Juntuo uncomfortable.

He slowly walked towards Li Zixin, and then looked at her carefully for a long time, until Li Zixin was a little embarrassed, he turned his attention away.

"Have you always been in the United States?" Shen Juntuo never inquired about her, whether it was polite or active, as long as he blocked all rumors about her, because she rejected him at the beginning.

"I've been studying in the U.S. since I graduated, and I've only been working in this store for a short time, but I didn't expect to meet you here!" Of course, Li Zixin didn't expect that the person he had always wanted to avoid would now stand in front of him, and that feeling was still the kind of love he had before.

I remember that when the two met for the first time, she fell in love with Shen Juntuo at first sight, and it took a lot of relationships to get the two together, but then she felt that Shen Juntuo was not as good as those rich second generations, so she proposed to break up when Shen Juntuo came back from Singapore, and it was on that day that she happily went to find the rich second generation when she had a car accident on the road and lost a leg, and the rich second generation who kept saying that she loved her was gone, she knew that she was just dreaming, and she thought about dying at that time. But she was stopped by her parents, so she slowly put her mind on design, so she sat quietly and designed jewelry without touching people, and she was happy to be free.

She has also changed from the active and lively little girl to a quiet and calm woman, and there have been many men in her body, as long as her legs are mentioned, the person will quietly leave, even if the two will not be together for too long, whenever she takes off the prosthetic leg at night, she will feel that the people around her are discriminatory and disdainful, she can't stand that kind of treatment, she would rather stay alone for the rest of her life.

But after seeing Shen Juntuo, she began to hesitate, although she was the one who proposed to break up, but she was unwilling, she couldn't see how happy Lin Xiaoxiao was in front of her, that happiness should have been hers, even if she didn't want it at the time, she couldn't let others have it now.

"You've never looked for me, have you? That's right, I don't have anything worth looking for anymore, I am now like this, even I dislike myself......" Li Zixin said with a little choked up, but pretended to be calm and raised his head to look at Shen Juntuo.

Shen Juntuo saw a more stubborn side than before in Li Zixin's eyes, he was distressed, but it was no longer the distress that he loved to the bones before, and now he can only sympathize.

After all, now that he has Lin Xiaoxiao, he can't live up to her, and the happiness he wants to give is only Lin Xiaoxiao can bear.

"Why should I be looking for you, didn't you propose to break up at that time? Since we've broken up, we're not related to each other, and I don't need to look for you anymore. After Shen Juntuo finished speaking, he sat down in front of her.

"Since you don't want to look for me anymore, what are you going to do now? You should leave the United States with your wife and keep me away from you......"

"I'm here to keep you away from us and stop disturbing our lives. Yesterday's incident was my fault, I was too impulsive, I didn't say what I said, yesterday has caused a kind of harm to my wife, I don't want her to be hurt in any way, we are in the past after all, and I don't want to mention it again, so I hope we don't see each other again in the future. When Shen Juntuo said this, he looked at the feelings that the two of them had written about each other yesterday on her desk.

He reached out and picked it up and saw how Lin Xiaoxiao felt about him.

It turns out that she exists in such a posture in her heart, but her feelings are also correct, and she met her at that time and it can be regarded as a beacon for her.

"I've taken all of this, and we don't need you to design our rings, goodbye!" Shen Juntuo said and picked up the two pieces of paper and prepared to leave.

Li Zixin suddenly panicked and shouted to Shen Juntuo, "Tuo, wait......"

Shen Juntuo stopped when he heard her voice, he didn't want to stop, but he didn't know why he still stopped.

"Please give me this chance, let me make your wedding ring, I want to do one last thing for you, so that I can feel that you are happy." Li Zixin said this sentence with some sadness, but when she heard Shen Juntuo's ears, it was extremely stimulating.

"See me happy? Let me tell you, when you broke up with me, I really thought that I would never be happier in my life, but later I learned that my heart is not dead, I can still be happy, and I will get a better woman than you to accompany me, that woman is Lin Xiaoxiao, that is, my current wife, I will give her the best everything in the world, and make her the happiest woman in the world! Shen Juntuo was a little excited when he said this, but he also really explained the feeling in his heart, at least he thought so now and before.

"Taku, can you not talk like that? Do you know? Every word of what you say now is stimulating me, it's like cutting my flesh with a knife, if I didn't know that I was sick at the time, how could I be willing to leave you, we have been together for five years, five years! I thought that I would make you happier if I left you, I was afraid that my crippled body could no longer give you happiness, but only now did I realize that your happiness was my happiness, and I pushed my own happiness away with my own hands......"