Text Chapter 029 The feeling of falling out of love
Lin Xiaoxiao, who was hit by the double blow of falling out of love and unemployment all day long, was so confused that she didn't dare to open her eyes every morning and dare not face this world without a job that belonged to her.
She didn't know what to do about it, and she had to live on this planet with the man who had abandoned her. On the windowsill, in the corner, as long as Lin Xiaoxiao could remember, she turned it upside down, and she first tore up all the photos of herself and Li Ling.
Then he cried distressedly and put those pieces together, in the days before he met Shen Tiantuo, Lin Xiaoxiao came over like this. Lin Xiaoxiao's emotional expression is only crying and laughing, sometimes Lin Xiaoxiao doesn't even have the courage to go out for a walk, she fearfully fantasizes that she can meet Li Ling by chance, and Li Ling is followed by a glamorous and beautiful woman.
Compared with working day and night, only to apply grease and powder for work, the wardrobe will always be a classic that never expires, and such a classic will only be patronized by Lin Xiaoxiao when it is on sale. Lin Xiaoxiao didn't even look in the mirror, feeling that her face was already dark and couldn't be washed.
Probably lovelorn people like to run in the rain.
Lin Xiaoxiao also imagined that there would suddenly be a downpour, making her erase all the memories of Li Ling, this idea and practice is not ridiculous at all, Lin Xiaoxiao's mind was already in water, otherwise how could he be deceived by this scumbag for so many years.
Now that there is finally a man who can suppress her seven souls and six spirits, in fact, if Ouyang Xintong also wants Shen Tiantuo, he can firmly make every decision for Lin Xiaoxiao, and tell her that no matter what happens in the world, with the decisiveness and perseverance of my Shen Juntuo, Lin Xiaoxiao will not be wasted by Li Ling's scumbag for so many years of youth,
It's not that Ouyang Xintong is not good enough, but what Lin Xiaoxiao wants to eat is apples, and what Ouyang Xintong always gives Lin Xiaoxiao is pears.
"Let's find a café and sit down, I want to talk to you." Lin Xiaoxiao was silent all the way, and finally proposed to go to have a cup of coffee with Shen Tiantuo at the crossroads in front of his home.
"Okay." For the question of meeting parents, Shen Juntuo was also not fully prepared. It can also be said that there is no preparation at all. The two of them have not made a thorough self-introduction to each other until now. Whether it is a flash marriage or a marriage first and then falling in love, knowing each other in detail is the most basic way for couples to get along.
Shen Juntuo has always been a man of few words, and thoughtful men are so rigorous. can treat the woman in front of you,
Shen Juntuo really has something to say to her. Probably too tired, not physically, but mentally tired. That kind of wandering fatigue is probably deeply experienced by many people,
The feeling of not being able to rely on is helpless. I always want to find someone to express my inner joys, sorrows, and sorrows. I can't find anyone I can trust, and I want to write all my helplessness on paper, and then fold a paper airplane.
Let it slide down with the wind. But the busy life of the city makes people have no strength to speak, people don't have the time and patience to listen, just like in the movie, I have the opportunity to tell you my story, but unfortunately I don't have this opportunity. Probably the most important thing between husband and wife is communication and understanding, understanding and tolerance.
The two of them were still silent, and Shen Juntuo did not provoke any topics, because he understood that one day Lin Xiaoxiao would confide everything he had to him without reservation, not for anything else, they were husband and wife.
The people of the Shen family like to talk about the destiny of God, and probably the people of the ancestors will follow the habit of naming this heavenly character. Because they always firmly believe that everything they have is predestined, just like now, Shen Juntuo feels that this is an angel sent to him by God, her name is Lin Xiaoxiao.
Lin Xiaoxiao, who had been leading the way in front, chose a simple café, so simple that there was no customer in it, as if she had been chartered by Shen Tiantuo.
The clerk yawned lazily. The decoration of the store is average, the unit price is not ordinary, this kind of store that is not open for three years and has been open for three years is expensive. Lin Xiaoxiao is too tired, if he and Li Ling accidentally enter this black shop,
Probably Lin Xiaoxiao will definitely lie that he is not feeling well, or use the bad excuse of forgetting to turn off the faucet, and leave immediately with his bag. This not only maintains the dignity of his man, but also ensures the thickness of his wallet.
Lin Xiaoxiao was still very restrained in front of Shen Tiantuo, and she could only sit there and choose the cheapest juice. The waiter looked at Shen Juntuo and signaled that he was going to order something, Shen Juntuo frowned, it's still the same as her.
"Actually, I've never been here, I just order it, and I don't know if it's good or not." Lin Xiaoxiao could see that Shen Tiantuo didn't seem to care much about the taste of the juice. But this frown made Lin Xiaoxiao unable to understand.
"It's okay, so we're going to share the ups and downs." Shen Juntuo looked at Lin Xiaoxiao with a smile. The tenderness that has never been shown to any woman.
A sentence of sharing joys and sorrows makes Lin Xiaoxiao, who is still immersed in the pain of falling out of love, you are already a married woman. If you are too nostalgic for the past, it is a mental derailment. God will not forgive you for your infidelity.
"I don't think we know each other well enough, but at this point, no matter what the purpose, our marriage is going to last for a while, in fact, we need to understand some of each other's living habits, such as the last time you suddenly disappeared, which made me very insecure, knowing that Liu Dan went to my apartment to find me and handed me those arrangements that never appeared in my schedule.
I didn't refuse, thank you for arranging these for me. Before we get to know each other, I feel like I should give you the money back." That's right, this is Lin Xiaoxiao, she has rejected Ouyang Xintong countless times, she will never accept what shouldn't belong to her, just like she can't accept what should belong to her now, and suddenly she doesn't have it.
"Personally, I don't think love is.." Self is a bit of a bad problem that every rich second generation will have, but Shen Juntuo still emphasized that it was self-thought, but before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lin Xiaoxiao.
"I know that love cannot be measured by money, even though we are now legally husband and wife, but there is no love between us." Lin Xiaoxiao is familiar with this dialogue, and his countless rejections of Ouyang Xintong are so resolute and to the point.
"Xiaoxiao, what I want to ask is, is love like this cup of coffee, which makes you addicted." Chen Tiantuo's question made Lin Xiaoxiao extremely embarrassed, could it be that he couldn't live without that scumbag? Can't get rid of it, don't want to work, and can't even accept a new life?
Probably Lin Xiaoxiao is too eager to talk. He didn't give Shen Juntuo, who was sitting opposite, a good chance to introduce himself. So far, Lin Xiaoxiao only knows the name of the person who registered with him, and he is very rich. As for the rest, nothing is known, not even his birthday horoscope can be said.
"I used to think he was all I had, but now he's taken all of my life. Now I am like an empty shell, without emotions, without thoughts. I don't even have a soul, and although I am breathing in front of you, my heart is dead." Lin Xiaoxiao has always expressed his inner emotions in this way,
Such delicate language is just one sentence, and without him, I would be almost in a vegetative state. Or it's not interesting, you can't die yet. I am breathing before you, but my heart is dead.
The sour Shen Juntuo looked sad, and he really didn't know how to comfort his lovelorn wife. My own lovelorn wife, this embarrassing label,
It is unique to Lin Xiaoxiao and Shen Juntuo, I really don't know what words to use to describe Shen Juntuo's embarrassment, this label is simple and easy to understand, there is really no way to take Lin Xiaoxiao. Now the fragile Lin Xiaoxiao is probably already a soldier. This town is full of memories, and even the air that Lin Xiaoxiao breathes is filled with a familiar smell.
Lin Xiaoxiao probably didn't know that for a person like Shen Juntuo who always travels according to his schedule, how many shifts Shen Tiantuo has to work extra to make up for the waste of time sitting here. I don't know that in the eyes of successful people, although time does not have to be measured by money, time creates not only wealth, but also the actual meaning of a person's existence in this world and the impact on this society. Even fought for the honor of the country. Such an opportunity to actively cooperate with understanding is what many reporters dream of, and many people want to have a comprehensive understanding of this eldest son of the Shen family. The problem is naturally that the sharper the better, but Shen Tiantuo is such a low-key person with very little exposure. Otherwise, with Shen Juntuo's handsome appearance and standard height of 180, he would definitely be a girl killer.
Lin Xiaoxiao also felt a little embarrassed that the two of them were sitting here without saying a word. It was getting dark, Lin Xiaoxiao was very afraid of such a lonely night, and insomnia made her know almost all the stars in the sky. Count the wool on a flock.
The reason why Lin Xiaoxiao couldn't sleep was because his question didn't get a satisfactory answer to him, why did Li Ling abandon him, was there something wrong with him?
Most people who have fallen out of love ask themselves this pointless question over and over again. The topic of love can never be summed up,
Every seal of perfection is death. Dewy couples are mostly described as short-lived beauty. It can also be profoundly defined as a couple who have experienced ups and downs,
Finally survived the darkness before dawn, and finally saw the moment of sunlight, disappearing as if it had never appeared. This explanation can be more appropriate for the house Lin Xiaoxiao. What is done will be done again, and what has been done will be done later.
Under the sun, there is nothing new, and people in the world who are out of love like Lin Xiaoxiao are like scattered raindrops everywhere. In addition to disappearing, there is also the meaning of moistening the drought. The Shen Tiantuo in front of her is the best medicine that can end her long night of unintentional sleep.