Chapter 399: Relief

After you say this today, I'm afraid that it won't happen again, so I can only say I'm sorry!

At the same time, Xiaoyan, I also want to tell you. If I do this again in the future, please be sure to point it out mercilessly, otherwise I won't have this problem again.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally said what was in my heart, and if it wasn't for Mr. Ji's constant questioning, I might still hide it in my heart. That's right, I have a lot of opinions about Xiaoyan, but these are not particularly important things, maybe they are what you said inadvertently. ”

Besides, Ning Zhiyao still took a deep breath before.

"I'm sorry Xiaoyan. Maybe I'm too cautious, and I've never said that you don't know anything about it. ”

Du Yan saw that Ning Zhiyao had not spoken, and she also understood that there would be a lot of pressure for her to say it.

Seeing Ning Zhiyao like this. Uncomfortable, Du Yan didn't want to force her.

patted Ning Zhiyao's shoulder and wanted to tell him that it didn't matter, but if he didn't want to say it, he wouldn't say it.

But Ning Zhiyao thought that Du Yan's actions were because she couldn't wait, so she said something very quickly.

"Actually, I think your performance as my agent is really good, although you are an intern, but it has helped me a lot because I was in the company at the time. It is equivalent to saying that I have been excluded, and with your company, I feel warm. When you ask me if there's anything I need to pay attention to, I told you that I'm a casual person, as long as it's not too excessive.

Actually, I don't like to be pushed when I'm thinking about things, I don't like people to question me while I'm eating, and I don't want to take my work things back to my private place. ”

Looking at Du Yan's surprised look, Ning Zhiyao smiled, "That's right, that's right, I told you that I was casual, so you think I can be casual, which means that you have stood up all over the place when I say I don't like it." I don't know when this happened to me.

By the time I got to it, I was used to it. I don't want to hide it from you, I said that there will be a lot of problems in the future. Don't look at how categorical I was when I told you. In fact, I'm just right about things and not people, and I can solve things cleanly and without delay, but when I treat you, I'm really worried that if I say the wrong thing or you, a certain action of distance to me, it may make me feel that you don't need me anymore or don't want to pay attention to me anymore.

I'm really sensitive. And I'm treated like a true friend of mine. I used to think. In the end, the relationship between us may be as plain as water, without so many flowers and few things.

It turns out I guessed wrong. All my thoughts are just wishful thoughts or whimsical thoughts. It's like I just said to me, you really admire hiring other agents, my first thought at that time. It's not jealous, but I'm worried, I'm afraid that you'll take me slowly to one side because of the agent who adores him.

I don't mean that. The proximity between me and Gu Yingdi, but your heart will gradually go over there, and I will also be unnatural, wanting to be what you want to see. You may ask me why, I have never had this symptom in front of Kitagawa. Maybe this is the favored person, there is no terror in the servant. Because I can say it with great pride.

As long as I don't do something sorry for Beichuan, then he can always guard me, so I can cry and laugh unscrupulously on his side, and even because he did something wrong, I will be very angry with him, and you may have experienced this kind of thing

At that time, I didn't think about it so much, and I didn't think much about the consequences, in fact, it was because of Beichuan, she understood me, and I changed my attitude little by little, and he would tell me not to do it.

So I would pass through Kitagawa and become sometimes sensitive, sometimes aggressive.

The reason why I said I want to give up on you just now is because I don't want to really part, I'd rather I say goodbye to others, I don't want others to say sorry to me, I may not be able to go on with you. ”

Ning Zhiyao glanced around and licked his lips.

"What I want to say, it's all over, Xiaoyan, you can say anything you understand or feel, you can say it directly, don't worry about what I think."

What Ning Zhiyao didn't expect was that Du Yan hugged him directly, "Sister Ning, since you have thought about it so much, then why didn't you tell me and didn't tell me, because this matter is troubled, you should also know that I will not change my attitude towards you because of these things, you are still my favorite."

I remember when I first met you, you were so generous, confident, and beautiful, why is it like this now? Isn't your original personality more cheerful? Don't lie to me about anything, what are you going through, or what? I saw you for the first time. I'm so happy because I know I'm very close to you.

Do you think I'm so sensitive, no, so in my opinion, Sister Ning, you're not that kind of person.

What the hell is going on? Is it possible? Do you think you have to hide it from me? ”

"Yes, I used to be quite cheerful and optimistic. But it's different now. People will always change, it's impossible, just stay in the same place regardless of it, then you just think I'm changing? ”

Du Yan still didn't believe it, "Sister Ning, have you changed?" Nothing has changed. In my opinion, all your changes, or the biggest changes, started when Mr. Lu was in a coma.

I think the reason why you become sensitive and unconfident is because Mr. Lu's coma has a reason with you, and it may also be because in your opinion the person you love may not be there, although you told us that you believe that Mr. Lu will wake up, but such a chance is really too slim, and now Mr. Lu has woken up, and the habits that have changed because of a person cannot easily go back. I don't know if I'm right? Sister Ning. ”

Ning Zhiyao has always been reluctant to say what he thinks, but when Mr. Ji saw it, he was also a little helpless, and helped Du Yan and the two of them to force Ning Zhiyao together.

"Miss Ning, don't be too shy, you see that the reason for your personality is not that you can't change, but you need to work a little harder, besides, those who have personality problems have no choice but to say that their families are unhappy, and the environment does not allow it, but now you have all of both, Mr. Lu loves you so much, he is the person who can guarantee your environment, and he is also the person who gives you these two most basic conditions.

Although I haven't seen what Mr. Lu looks like, I can know that he loves you, and you love him very much.

Since two people who love each other, there shouldn't be anything hidden between you, Miss Ning, you should have made up a reason for your change and prevaricated it.

I didn't talk about these things before, because when Director Zhang called me over to help you, I had already portrayed you as exactly the same image as that woman in my heart, so when I first met you, I maintained a hostile attitude towards you.

That's why when you first meet me, I say such mean questions.

But after so much contact, haven't I already made a change? I've been trapped for eleven years, I can make changes, not to mention you people who have been in contact for about a year, can there be so much conflict between you? Or is there going to be so much going on between you?

I once saw with my own eyes that two bodyguards who were like brothers had a conflict because of a little personal matter.

So when I saw you, my first reaction was to see the two of them, you don't know that in fact, the two of them have completely different temperaments, one loves to laugh, one loves to make trouble, one is well-behaved, and the other is free and easy, so two completely different people come together, do you know how difficult it is?

Just because I've been through these things, I don't want history to repeat itself again, but it's just because of a small thing, why do you want to make such a serious fuss.

And Miss Ning, we all already know that what you said before is not entirely true, so why can't you let the words in your heart come out?

I believe that if you say it, Miss Du, he will not leave you, the friendship between the two of you is so good, it is impossible to lose it because of this matter you concealed, and we have also analyzed it, all your changes have changed since Mr. Lu's coma.

I really don't understand why you're like this? ”

Ning Zhiyao sighed, "I may only be like this because of my own reasons, the reason why I made a change is indeed like what you said, because of Beichuan, in my opinion, it is because of me that Beichuan will become like this, so I have to try to be a person who can be parallel to him, instead of saying that he is Lu Beichuan's wife when people mention Ning Zhiyao."

I just want everyone to say, when Ning Zhiyao says, alas, I really envy her husband. So I have to make it stronger.

As you may know, my previous personality did provoke a lot of people, and in just one month, I became like this, in fact, my heart is not comfortable.

Because a lot of things are completely different from my junior high school, but I want to say that my disappointment in Xiaoyan is not because of this incident.

It's because you actually worship Gu Yingdi's agent, you didn't tell me, and you only said it after I forced you to ask, this matter makes me so sad. ”

Du Yan seemed to be very happy to see Ning Zhiyao before, and held Ning Zhiyao's hand, "Don't worry, Sister Ning, no matter how much I worship Gu Yingdi's agent, I won't lose you, is it a big deal that we will make progress together?" ”