Chapter 51: Goodbye Yu Yang

About ten minutes later, Gu Mou hugged Mo Ran to the bed, then picked up a tissue and gently wiped her red and swollen eyes, and whispered: "Don't be too sad, I said, Yu Yang took the initiative to bear the harm for you." ”

Mo Ran didn't forgive herself for this, when she learned that Yu Yang had been buried, the sadness of the dam collapse swept her whole body up at once, and told her clearly: Yu Yang is dead, Yu Yang is really dead.

The Yu Yang who was so gentle, the Yu Yang who would always tell her stories with a smile, lost her life in a pool of blood.

And she survived-

Mo Ran bit her lip tightly, almost desperate to think: What else am I qualified to live?

When the dark emotions took root in her heart, Mo Ran felt Gu Mou's warmth.

Like a faint fire in the cold, she saw a little hope when she was originally planning to give up on herself.

What Yu Yang said to her before echoed in her ears again, he said: Mo Ran, people will always die, this is the law of life, we can't resist, but in what form we want to die, we can decide, and we can only decide...... You like Gu Mou, it's an undoubted thing, so why don't you tell him? Tell him what you want, let him understand your mind, and in this way, even if he dies immediately, he will have no regrets.

After Gu Mou covered Mo Ran with a quilt and told her to rest well and not be too sad, he quietly left Mo Ran's room.

And Mo Ran was lying on the bed alone, curled up in a ball.

The eyes in the darkness were incomparably bright, with a hint of moisture, like two faint fires.

The next morning, Mo Ran woke up from his sleep. Because she had just cried at night, her eyes were a little swollen.

After Aunt Li saw it, she had to pull her to give her a simple medicine, and then let Mo Dye out.

Because he had already made an appointment to go to see Yu Yang together today, Mo Ran had just walked out of the door of Gu's house when he saw Gu Mou leaning on the car and looking down at his mobile phone.

He has a slender figure, a handsome face, the curvature of his low-hanging eyelashes is like a feather gently teasing the tip of people's hearts, and the pair of thin lips with beautiful colors are always slightly pursed, and when he sees Mo Ran, he slowly raises an arc.

"Did you sleep well?" Gu Mou asked.

Mo Ran nodded, his voice a little hoarse: "It's okay." ”

“…… Deceitful. Gu Mou said helplessly: "My eyes are swollen from crying." ”

Mo Ran was a little surprised, she thought that after Aunt Li applied the ointment to herself, her red and swollen eyes would not be so obvious, but she didn't expect that Gu Mou would break through the sky and directly say what Mo Ran wanted to hide.

Seeing that Mo Ran didn't really want others to know about it, Gu Mou only mentioned it, and then let Mo Ran get into the car and plan to drive to the cemetery.

Along the way, Mo Ran was extremely silent.

And today's weather is also like the mood of Mo Zhan, full of oppressive black clouds.

The cemetery was built in a relatively remote place, and after about half an hour, Gu Mou and Mo Ran had already driven to the edge of the city.

Looking up at this moment, you can see that the top of the concrete forest is black, and the black clouds are constantly rolling, indicating that a heavy rain is coming.

After another ten minutes, Mo Ran saw a huge stone tablet in front of him from a distance, with two official script characters engraved on it: cemetery.

Mo Ran's mood began to get low again.

The car slowly drove into the cemetery and stopped in an overgrown parking lot.

In addition to Gu Mou's low-key silver-gray business car, there are also a few vans and cars of different colors parked in the parking lot, it seems that this is not an expensive cemetery, but a cemetery that everyone is using.

Moran, who noticed this, finally let go of his heart.

She knew that Yu Yang was easy-going and free-spirited, and if he was buried in those expensive cemeteries, I was afraid that his spirit in the sky would not rest in peace.

This kind of ordinary and quiet place is very suitable for Yuyang.

After the two of them got out of the car, Gu Mou took out a black folding umbrella from the trunk, and then said, "It may rain today." Okay, let's go, I'll take you to Yuyang. ”

Mo Ran nodded, the obvious loss on her face was seen by Gu Mou, but there was also a strange feeling in her heart.

During the time when he was separated from Mo Ran, how did Yu Yang treat her, so that Mo Ran, who had been silent all along, could change so much?

The time she spent with Yu Yang was the only one Gu Mou did not participate in, and there was a memory of Mo Ran's life.

Gu Mou walked in the cemetery with Mo Ran for about a few minutes before stopping in front of an inconspicuous tombstone.

The pure black tombstone looks a little brand new, and the photo on it was taken when Yu Yang was painting. The black and white boy had gentle eyebrows and eyes, and he grinned slightly to reveal a small sharp tiger tooth, and his eyes were full of bright colors.

Time is frozen in this moment.

In front of Yu Yang's tombstone were some tributes that had become cold, and a bunch of pansies stained with dew.

Mo Ran didn't know who gave this bunch of pansies, but she didn't take the flowers away, just slowly squatted in front of Yu Yang's tombstone, took out her soft cloth handkerchief and gently wiped the tombstone, and then gently placed the small white flowers she had prepared before in front of Yu Yang's tombstone.

Suddenly, the sad Mo Ran had a lot of things to say to Yu Yang, she wanted to tell Yu Yang that she was already planning to accept Gu Mou's feelings, and she also wanted to tell Yu Yang that the little flowers they raised together before were all dead, I'm sorry, I didn't take care of them.

In addition, Mo Ran also wanted to tell Yu Yang, and wanted to say to him very seriously: Thank you, I miss you very much......

Gu Mou stood beside Mo Ran, quietly looking at Mo Ran's sad expression and tear-soaked eyes, and did not make a sound to disturb.

Because it's time for her and him.

The cold wind whimpered, the distance was bleak, Mo Ran quietly shed tears, muttered some vague words, and the gentle wind blew across her cheeks, like Yu Yang's gentle caressing.

After Mo Ran sat quietly in front of the tombstone for a while, a heavy rain poured down without warning.

Gu Mou stretched out the umbrella on top of Mo Ran's head, then lowered his eyes and looked at her quietly, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, I have prepared an umbrella, you can continue to stay here." ”

"There's no need for it." Mo Ran slowly stood up, looked at the photo on Yu Yang's tombstone and was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Yu Yang wants to be alone, we don't need to disturb him." ”

So, Mo Ranbian and Gu Mou left the cemetery together.

On the way home, the atmosphere of the two people seemed extremely silent, and when the car passed by a flower shop, Mo Ran suddenly said, "Can you stop and let me go down to buy something?" ”

Gu Mou turned his head to look at the flower shop next to the road, and then said, "Do you want to buy flowers?" ”

Mo Ran nodded, and then said with some embarrassment: "I will take good care of them, I will not let them die......"

Gu Mou looked at Mo Ran's embarrassed look and said, "If you want to raise it, go and raise it." ”

“…… Good. Mo Ran said.

Mo Ran got out of the car with the umbrella given by Gu Mou, and then walked to the flower shop across the road with the umbrella.

Originally, Gu Mou wanted to go with Mo Ran, but just when he opened his mouth to talk about it, his mobile phone rang, and Mo Ran understood very well that Gu Mou was a busy man, so he got out of the car and left.

Because of the heavy rain outside, many of the flower pots that the shopkeeper had placed outside could not be taken away, and could only be ravaged continuously in the heavy rain.

Mo Ran couldn't stand it, so he put his umbrella next to him, and then began to help the shopkeeper move the exposed flowers without saying a word.

After about a few minutes of hurriedly moving, the flowers on the open space were finally moved, and Mo Ran's whole body was splashed with a lot of rain, which looked a little embarrassed.

"Thank you, girl." The shopkeeper was a very old woman, she wiped the rain from her forehead, and then handed Mo Ran a tissue, and said, "If it weren't for you to help, I'm afraid my pots of flowers would have to be broken off by the rain...... What has happened to the weather in recent years, and it has changed ...... way."

After Mo Ran took the tissue and said thank you, he said, "Shopkeeper, I actually want to come here to buy flowers." ”

The shopkeeper smiled when she heard Mo Ran's words, she glanced at Mo Ran, and then said, "Little girl, you have helped me move the flowers, will I still let you pay for the flowers?" Come, you can pick a few pots of flowers here and take them home to take care of. ”

"No, you have to pay for it." Mo Ran looked at the old woman's simple clothes and the simple decoration of the store, and knew that it was not easy for the old woman to support the store alone, she said: "Helping you move flowers is just a gesture, and it is only natural for me to spend money to buy flowers." ”

The old woman saw that she couldn't say anything, so she could only smile and said kindly: "Why are you still in a hurry?" Okay, well, spend money to buy flowers, spend money to buy flowers, you see, the words here are all recently opened, very good-looking, do you see if there is anything you like? ”

The place the old woman was referring to was indeed full of potted flowers, all of which looked like they were waiting to be put in bud, and their shapes looked extremely graceful, like little elves.

After Mo Ran selected a few pots of flowers and paid for them, he said to the old woman: "I don't have fertilizer and nutrient soil for flowers, can you sell me some?" ”