Chapter 138: When I Was a Child
But it was her resistance, and it was useless.
She sent a text message to Shanshan before that.
But no one responded.
Really, there is no escape.
The female nurse doctor who had found him was forcibly dragged into the operating room.
The first time she realized that the hospital was so terrifying.
"Let go of me! Let go! ”
Ren Jing bites, regardless of everything, irrational.
The moment the door of the operating room closed, she seemed to be at the end of her despair.
She knew that these female doctors and nurses would not let her go.
Due to —
No one dared to disobey Luo Sen's order.
He was strapped to an operating table and forcibly injected with anesthetic.
Ren Jing was already aware of it, and her body was becoming more and more dizzy.
There was a strange pain underneath that body.
She knew that her child would be a puddle of water.
Disappear.
At that moment, she went crazy.
The red eyes are so strong.
The female nurse who was holding her arm broke away and touched a sharp object in her hand.
She had to bring herself back to consciousness.
The ferocious sharp knife.
Pierced into her arm.
The sudden pain caused the anesthesia to dissipate in an instant.
"Let go of me!"
She can't make things happen to the child, never!
"Come back and I'll kill you!"
The female nurses and doctors all stopped, and the pregnant woman was too emotional.
In fact, it seems that the child will not be able to save it now.
Ben ordered the female nurse to go out to find Luo Shao and ask him if he was merciful.
In the end, as a doctor, the child is innocent and innocent.
If it is not a natural abortion, such a mother's unwilling miscarriage is known to the outside world.
There will be a verdict.
The female nurse who didn't want to go out came in and said-
Luo Shao had something to do temporarily and left.
At that moment, Ren Jing seemed to have found a glimmer of hope.
But it was the next words of the female nurse that made her completely determined not to love the man anymore—
"But Luo Shao said that the child must be killed, and he must not stay!"
A good sentence, you must not stay!
You can't keep your own children!
What a horror, what a ruthlessness!
Why would she fall in love with such a man?
I knew that he wouldn't understand love, but he was still in love.
The physician looked at the woman who was finally struggling, and said:
"You guys go out first, I'll talk to her."
The female nurse came out of the operating room, and the quiet palm technique.
Only the doctor is weak, but Ren Jing is still supportive.
"I can understand your feelings, but you see...... Your child won't be able to save it. ”
That women's double. of the legs. The red color has been proven.
Her child is slowly flowing away.
"No...... Please, save my child! ”
She is a doctor, and she must have a way to save herself.
With a plop, she knelt down for the doctor.
The doctor, who was also the mother of a child, saw this scene now.
It's really unbearable in my mind.
But—
Luo Shao's order cannot be left undone.
Otherwise, she will suffer.
"There will be children in the future, and if you persist, your body will all be left with the root of the disease."
"I don't care! All I need is this kid! ”
The next moment, the sharp knife in Ren Jing's palm was aimed at himself.
"If you don't agree, I'd rather die than be with my children."
"You ......"
The doctor really felt that he was in trouble.
The sound of the knife stabbing into the body was extremely piercing.
The doctor stared incredulously at the red blood on the woman's heart.
"Don't! Don't hurt yourself! ”
I was weak before, but even if I can last until the child is born, I can last until the child is born.
I'm afraid it's the body, too-
"I agree with you! Help you this time! ”
Help her, after all......
Ren Jing didn't know how she supported herself.
All she knew was to live, to get out of here.
Leaving this place, she and the child can live.
"Thank you, thank you......"
Thank you for saving me with all of me.
By the time she had sneaked out of the hospital, she realized that she couldn't hold on.
She can go anywhere, but not to the hospital.
It will be very easy for Luo Sen to find out.
Shanshan, I don't know where it is, I can't contact it.
Family......
She has no home!
Mommy doesn't recognize her!
What should be done, and what should be done......
"Miss, are you alright? Do I need to take you to the hospital? ”
Completely unconscious.
If she dies like this, she is really unwilling.
It's so easy to keep this kid alive, she wants to ...... To give birth to it.
……
After Luo Sen went to the hospital to see Gu Shanshan after giving birth, he received a phone call-
The operation went so smoothly that the woman was gone.
That's it, that's fine.
That kind of woman is not worthy of having his children at all.
In the future, in his Luo Sen's life, there is no longer the word Ren Jing.
……
When Ren Jing woke up, it was already the next day.
The white ceiling made her feel that she had found it for Luo Sen and brought it back to the hospital.
But I suddenly sat up and realized it.
It's a hospital, but it's not a big city hospital.
This should ...... It's a clinic in a small town.
"You're awake."
The girl who came in, dressed in white, was not a female nurse.
"Are you...... Female nurses? ”
"We don't have any female nurses here, only volunteers. We found you by the road! ”
It turns out that it is like this.
Wait a minute!
His hand couldn't help but put his hand on his abdomen, and his eyes were confused.
The girl laughed:
"Don't worry, your child is fine, although he almost miscarried. It's just that...... Your body may require medical radiation therapy. ”
"It's fine if the kids are fine."
And Ren Jing's whole mind is all about the child's fineness.
As long as the child is okay, she doesn't care about anything.
She wouldn't go back to that place.
She only thought that the farther she fled, the farther away from the people in it, the better.
"But your body can't be dragged on!"
"I know my body clearly, thank you for saving me."
But she knew that this was not a place to stay for long.
If Luo Sen finds out, her business.
Then he would have found it.
In this way, children will be in danger.
Shanshan, falling into the sea!
How could it be!
How could this happen!
She wanted to go back, to see her, to know if she was in danger.
But—
She can't!
Luo Sen, I don't dare to gamble.
Shanshan, please, please don't have any trouble.
You're the only person in the world who cares about me.
I hope you can, well.
……
In the past few days in Fengcheng, she has been paying attention to the news.
Only then did I know that it was dangerous.
It's all right, it's all gone.
Qi Xinyan is dead, and Feng Yuandao is also dead.
I believe that all of this is fate.
But within a few days, the news that Gu Shanshan was looking for someone on the news came out.
She's looking for a woman named Ren Jing.
She said—
Fat girl, no matter where you are, please contact me as soon as possible.
I'm waiting for you.
The next day, Ren Jing left Fengcheng.
I got on the bus to City A.
Shanshan can't help it
It is precisely because of this that we can not say goodbye.
Therefore...... It's better not to see.
I beg your understanding.
I have always blessed you all.
City A, she went to a backward town.
The people here are all very little exposed to the outside world.
In this way, no one will recognize her.
She didn't have much money physically, so she could only rent a modest house.
Able to support six months of rent.
She knew she couldn't do much work here, and the women who were married took great care of her.
"Xiao Jiu, you are not good to children like this, I'll introduce you to a job."
Everything she eats every day is not nutritious, and she knows that she can't.
Moreover, her body bones are getting worse and worse.
She knew, perhaps, that she wouldn't be able to stay up for long.
"What's the job?"
She needs money, and if a child is born, she needs money to have a child.
Ren Jing asked for money, and after thinking about it, she agreed.
This painting was painted for many months.
The money he earned, he has always saved.
Occasionally, I was still painting in the middle of the night, until my body couldn't bear it anymore, so I covered my heart and fell asleep uncomfortably.
In her dreams, she always dreamed of the man.
As relentless and terrifying as it was at first.
When the child was a month old, she met a man who was kind.
It was the fish seller in the town who helped her very much.
Everyone said he liked her and wanted to take care of her.
Ren Jing just smiled, how could it be.
Although the other side is almost forty, he is an unmarried mother.
How so.
Until that day, the man said to her—
When I want to take care of her and give him a chance.
Ren Jing agreed without hesitation.
Because she knew that her child needed such a person.
Even though, she doesn't love him.
But it was very selfish to agree.
Since then, her health has improved somewhat, and she lives with the man.
However, it didn't happen.
Because, her body does not allow it.
Too weak, and very concerned about children.
Ren Jing thought, I owe this man.
If you can survive, it would be nice to live with him with your children, right?
……
In this month, Luo Sen brought back different women, all accompanied by beautiful women every night.
It was very simple for him to forget a woman.
Just keep looking for a woman to satisfy yourself.
"Luo Shao, you didn't come before, I still think ......"
"Yes! We miss you so much! ”
The two women who brought it back were a little shy, and Luo Shao rarely came to the nightclub to see them before.
For a woman named Ren Jing.
At that time, everyone really felt it.
Luo Shao, who has always been unruly, has really changed.
I don't want to, but in the end, it's still the same.
Woman, he won't really fall in love.
Only, in the mind.
There will always be a woman's face.
It's weird, it's clear that it's not the big liar under him.
But there are always hallucinations.
He must be crazy to think about the woman who killed a thousand knives!
……
The next day, Gu Shanshan angrily searched for the door.
I watched the two charming women come out of the man's room, pack up their dresses and leave.
"Luo Sen, you ......"
Gu Shanshan watched the man come out in a bathrobe, and the whole person was going crazy.
This scum!
How can it be so shameless!
"What are you doing?"
"Luo Sen, you're not human!"
She easily got the slightest message about Ren Jing, which was rumored to be in Fengcheng.
She came to tell him at once, but it was obvious—
This man doesn't want to know, he is very free!
"If you're here to scold me, then you can go."
"Luo Sen, I have a message from Ren Jing! You really don't want to know? ”
"I don't want to."
The man's reply was resolute.
Gu Shanshan laughed to herself.
Yes, how can the beast be intentional?
"Luo Sen, you will regret it in the future!"
"Then we'll talk about that later."
Now, now, now.
He didn't realize that he would regret the day.
But when that day really came, Luo Sen hoped that time could be turned back.
Back to the day I first met her.
How good it should be.
Unfortunately, not if.
"In the future, Ren Jing's life and death have nothing to do with you! If I did find her, I wouldn't tell you! ”
This time, it was Gu Shanshan who realized it.
She felt that this man would at least care about that.
She felt that this man might really love Ren Jing, but he didn't know it.
She felt ......
Scold!
It's all just her senses.
I finally understood.
At first, Ren Jing told her-
Shanshan, not all of them are very lucky.
yes, fat girls weren't so lucky.
I didn't meet the man who could give her happiness.
How so.
Fat girl, didn't you see it, I'm looking for you?
Or do you know I'm looking for me, but you don't see it?
Where the hell are you?
It's okay or not.
Are you hungry enough to be alone and cold to yourself?
The fat girl is usually the strongest, she is really scared, and she will never see her again.
"Don't worry, you'll find it."
Feng Shaoyan didn't want to see his little wife distressed all day long.
It's all been a long time, and if that person really wanted to find it for you, he would have found it a long time ago.
"My dear, I know that you and Locke are brothers. But I really ...... I really hate him! ”
"I know."
"I even have a sinister hope...... His retribution. ”
"Do you know what the greatest retribution is?"
Feng Shaoyan's words made the woman silent.
Thank you to this man for taking care of him.
Otherwise, she doesn't know if she can live well.
Dacheng is a very good person, and sometimes he always helps a lot of people.
The reason is that it may be a little similar to myself.
It's all about losing my parents when I was a child.
His father used to be a fisherman, but he went out to sea and never came back.
Mommy was widowed, got acquainted with a man in the city, and left and never came back.
"My inconvenience is yours!"
"It's not ordinary, we're not ......"
It's not a husband and wife relationship!
But the words stopped again.
Dacheng hopes that he can marry him, which is the kind of relationship that is formal.
She hesitated, always hesitated.
Perhaps, she shouldn't have been so selfish.
But what if she doesn't live long?
She became someone else's wife, but she was also very happy.
After the child, there is a father.
That night, many people came to bless her and Dacheng.
Daesung was very happy and drank some wine.
In the middle of the night, she looked out the window at the bright moon.
Something, it seems to be some trivial fragments, flashing in her mind-
- No, no, no, I'm safe when you're there.
The heart suddenly hurts.
What's going on.
The girl, is that her?
That's when she was a child, yes!
Who is that boy?
Luo Sen!
Ren Jing didn't know why she suddenly had a ridiculous idea-
Perhaps, the missing memories of her childhood may be Shan'er's memories!
I'm scared of such a thought!
She took a step backwards.