Chapter 219: Loss of Trust
He knew that his behavior just now had really scared Jiang Li.
Obviously, he knew that Jiang Li had suffered so much not long ago, and he was still worried about the child in his womb at this moment, but he still didn't control his emotions, and he was so irritable to Jiang Li.
It seems that the image he had set up in front of Jiang Li in the past has been completely ruined at this moment.
"Clean up this place." Cheng Ruoxuan picked up a blanket on the sofa and walked out.
Standing at the door of the small garden, he saw Jiang Li sitting quietly on the swing, just like when he first saw Jiang Li.
He will never forget that afternoon, Jiang Li ran out alone because he was scolded by Zhou Wenrui.
At that time, Jiang Li was also full of loneliness, just like at this time.
Cheng Ruoxuan walked behind Jiang Li gently, and then draped the blanket in his hand over Jiang Li's shoulder.
"I'm sorry to scare you." Cheng Ruoxuan opened his mouth lightly, and his tone was as gentle as usual.
It was as if everything that happened just now was just Jiang Li's illusion.
Jiang Li didn't speak, she knew that Cheng Ruoxuan could come out, so she must have something to say to herself, so she also wanted to give Cheng Ruoxuan a chance.
After all, Cheng Ruoxuan had suffered such a serious injury for herself before, and Jiang Li couldn't bear it, she didn't want to misunderstand Cheng Ruoxuan.
"I'm just so excited because I'm too worried about you, I know that this child is very important to you, because of the environment in which you grew up, so you really want to be able to have someone who is related to you by your side."
"In this way, you can feel at home, and you can also find hope to live again, but Jiang Li, have you ever thought that the appearance of this child was originally a mistake."
Cheng Ruoxuan held Jiang Li's hand.
"She grew up in a place where she shouldn't have grown, and she was destined to have no way to grow up safely, so why didn't you stop this mistake in time at the very beginning, and let her continue to grow up to endanger your health?"
"I'm sorry, I can't say yes, I haven't met her yet, but I've witnessed your growth, and I've promised you that I will definitely protect you, so this matter doesn't seem to me to be negotiable."
He attributed all the conflicts between him and Jiang Li today to his concern for Jiang Li.
He hoped that Jiang Li could understand his good intentions, if Jiang Li could really give up the old thoughts in his heart at this time, then Cheng Ruoxuan would try his best to convince himself not to care about the appearance of this child.
They can still live happily as before, and he can still continue to pamper Jiang Li.
"So when I saw that you repeatedly wanted to protect this child, I couldn't control my emotions, because I couldn't watch you face the danger."
"It's my fault to lose my temper with you, I hope you can forgive me, don't think about leaving here, I just hope that you can take care of your body here, and then what kind of life you choose, it's up to you to decide."
This was the power that Cheng Ruoxuan gave Jiang Li at the beginning, and he didn't forget it himself, but it was just because of the appearance of this child that he changed his mind.
And now, in order to be able to coax Jiang Li, Cheng Ruoxuan had no choice but to continue to deceive Jiang Li, how much he hoped to be able to go in front of Jiang Li and be the truest version of himself.
But in fact, Jiang Li has now shown his disgust with him, and it is impossible for him to tell Jiang Li all the truth.
When Jiang Li heard Cheng Ruoxuan's words, she was no longer moved at all, she absolutely didn't believe it, what Cheng Ruoxuan said just now was just an impulse.
Perhaps all the words that people say when they are excited come from the bottom of their hearts, she let go of Cheng Ruoxuan holding her hand, then stood up from the swing, and turned to face Cheng Ruoxuan in front of her.
"I'm sorry brother, I don't know which words to believe from you, you have said these words to me before, I believe it, and I am grateful to you for these words."
"Even I feel very guilty in my heart, because I have caused you too much trouble and pain, but just now, you really scared me, and I know that I should get rid of this child."
"But even if I can understand everything, I can make rational choices about everything, and I need time to accept it, why can't you give me a little more time?"
Jiang Li felt very aggrieved, why was everyone forcing her to make a decision.
Li Qianfan put such a result in front of her and forced her to break up, and now she is finally able to find a trace of tenderness and warmth here with Cheng Ruoxuan, but she also has to face Cheng Ruoxuan's tough attitude.
This made Jiang Li have no way to accept it at all.
Cheng Ruoxuan took a step forward and hugged Jiang Li in his arms, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'll give you time, no matter how long you want to think about it, I'll give you plenty of time." ”
"As long as you continue to stay by my side and let me take care of you, I can respect all your choices."
He was really afraid that Jiang Li would leave him now, and he couldn't expect what this stubborn girl would do.
If Jiang Li is really forced to be anxious, maybe this girl will really say goodbye without saying goodbye, and he will have more trouble at that time.
Leaning on Cheng Ruoxuan's arms, listening to Cheng Ruoxuan's heartbeat, Jiang Li didn't feel a trace of warmth.
She had silently made a decision in her heart, this was not a place she could rely on after all.
But she wouldn't risk leaving at this time, Ike was right in what he said, she wasn't familiar with the environment, and she didn't have any transportation or money to support her leaving.
Then, if she walked out of this door at this time, it would only bring greater danger to her and the child in her womb, and Jiang Li would not make such a stupid decision.
"I'm tired and I want to take a break." Jiang Li said lightly, she didn't want to argue with Cheng Ruoxuan anymore, because no matter what Cheng Ruoxuan said, she had no way to give Cheng Ruoxuan trust again.
He is such a person, Jiang Li has his own principles, although she is very gentle and kind, but only familiar people know that Jiang Li can't afford to be hurt, once Jiang Li feels sad.
Jiang Li will use an extremely extreme way to completely avoid this person.
She also tried to forgive, such as forgiving Zhou Wenrui for everything she had done to her, but she didn't expect what happened to her in her childhood, and she didn't have the confidence to convince herself when she thought of the deception she had been doing for so many years.