"In addition, you don't know how to treat girls well, sometimes you only take care of yourself, and she will bear the consequences."

"She was not in good health, she was cold, she had severe pain during her menstrual period, and she had taken all kinds of medicines. Anyway, take it slowly, she's only in her early twenties anyway. ”

The meaning is obvious.

Irreversible.

Lu Qiyan's hand tightly turned into a fist, and Su Rui could see that he was trembling.

That grief, almost madness, that familiar feeling, appeared in his eyes again, which she had not seen since his mother's death, until today.

It was as if there was a roar passing by my ears, and every word was clear, overwhelming, cruel, not giving people half a buffer, and taking away so much sporadic hope.

Lu Qiyan actually felt as if he was powerless to resist, his chest was dull, as if someone had punched him a few times, he gasped, slowly leaned against the wall and slid down, only to feel as if he couldn't breathe anymore.

Heh, he sneered, didn't he do it by himself?

"Ah Yan, you, don't do this." Su Rui was a little unbearable, she never couldn't bear to see this child in pain, "I said, Ye He is still young, there is still a chance, as long as he slowly adjusts, everything will be fine." ”

"Also, I want to ask you, what exactly are you going to do now? You want her to get pregnant, so, are you planning to get married? ”

This series of questions has not been answered, and it is also expected by Su Rui, Lu Qiyan should not be in the mood to think about these now.

He leaned against the wall, tilted his chin, looked at the empty living room in front of him in distraction, and for a long time, he asked, "Does Ye He know this?" ”

"I don't know, I didn't tell her, I'm afraid she will be upset."

"Okay." His voice became hoarse, "Then don't tell her." ”

A small ring kept rubbing in the palm of his hand until a painful red mark appeared in the palm of his hand.

He spread it out, and finally took a look, and the ring was silvery-white, and even the light that flashed out of it was extremely delicate.

Lu Qiyan held it up in front of him, quietly observing, even the air seemed to be still, and everything became silent.

The senses seem to be lost, numb, mechanical.

It was booked a long time ago and I just got it this morning.

Lu Qiyan chuckled lightly, "I don't know how to give it to her now." ”

Su Rui was suddenly sad, and seeing him sad, it was like her son had lost his soul.

"I've said what I have to say."

"I know."

"Ah Yan, you don't have to-"

"I know that too."

He stood up, his expression seemingly returning to normal.

"Aunt Sue, thank you."

He called her Aunt Su, and she regarded her as a relative.

When it was over, Su Rui still ended with a deep sigh.

She turned to leave, but found the girl standing in the corner, she seemed to have been standing for a long, long time, her body looked very stiff, like a pile of wood, and she was stunned and did not move.

There was a heavy "pop" in his heart, Su Rui was shocked, should Ye He hear those words just now?

This must be a big blow, she doesn't know if this girl can bear this, straighten up her sideburns, prepare to be heard, and a basket of comforting words can give her hope.

But Ye He just asked her, "Doctor Su, are you leaving?" ”

His expression seemed to be as usual, and there was nothing out of the ordinary.

She breathed a sigh of relief, "yes, my work is done, of course I'm leaving." Ye He, take good care of your body. ”

"I have to tell you almost every time I come to this sentence, are you tired of hearing it?"

Ye He smiled, "No, Dr. Su cares about me, why are you tired of hearing it." ”

"Good boy." She smiled, and Su Rui also smiled, and touched her head again, "Okay, I'm leaving, I'll come to see you next time." ”

Ye He nodded, sent Su Rui to the door, and watched her get into the car and leave, before retracting his gaze.

"It's windy outside, and you wear so little, and you're not afraid of catching a cold." Lu Qiyan pulled her into the room, only to feel that her arms were stiff and cold, as if they were not human arms, and the temperature was abnormally low, like a block of ice.

Lu Qiyan's mood is even more complicated, it is because of this situation that he rarely lets her sleep alone, even if it is a whole night, there is still no temperature in the bed.

He turned up the temperature of the central air conditioner a little higher, "Su Rui told you to take good care of yourself, don't invite people over the next day, the reason is that Miss Ye blew cold wind again, causing a cold fever, vomiting and diarrhea." ”

In the past, he always had a reproachful tone, but now, it seemed to be talking to himself.

Ye He looked at Lu Qiyan for a while, and then remembered something that was not easy to speak, and said hesitantly, "Hey, I'm confused again, fortunately, you asked someone to take a look, but in fact, I, no-"

Not pregnant.

The man was neither surprised nor disappointed, as if he had guessed, but simply told her, "It's okay, I'll keep up the good work." ”

He smiled at her.

In the past, when he said these words, Ye He must have been ashamed and didn't want to pay attention to him anymore, but this time, she asked-

"What if it's my problem?"

The girl looked him directly into the gaze, very seriously.

He turned sideways, but he didn't dare to face the seriousness.

The palms of his hands were clenched tightly into fists, and there was a trace of pain in the ring, Lu Qiyan's heart seemed to be whipped hard by these words, and his voice was a little rough and hoarse, "Don't say stupid things." ”

There was silence for about ten seconds.

Ye He pouted, "I'll say it casually, don't be so serious, even the tone of your voice has changed." ”

I see.

A few drops of sweat appeared on his forehead, and Lu Qiyan had never blamed himself like this.

He was afraid that she would know, and he was afraid that she would be sad.

He even regretted the promise he had made to her that night, he didn't want to give her hope and let her down.

Ye He stretched, "I didn't sleep enough in the morning, and I'm a little sleepy now." ”

Fortunately, Lu Qiyan was glad that she didn't know anything.

If these cruel truths must need someone to bear them, he will definitely not let Ye He be that person.

Just let her world continue to be pure.

All the punishment, the pain, he just came to carry it.

Su Rui said, everything still has a chance, isn't it?

couldn't help but lean against Ye He's forehead and gently dropped a kiss, "Then go sleep for a while." ”

Ye He struggled thoughtfully, "No, no, I said that I would take Shen Yu out to play in the afternoon." ”

"Go get some sleep." Lu Qiyan insisted on letting her go upstairs, "I don't have anything to do in a while, I'll take him with me when I have time." ”

"Really?" Ye He was surprised, and his eyes revealed four incredible words, "Are you willing to take him to play?" ”

Lu Qiyan pursed his lips and nodded, "Really, don't worry." ”

Although he is indeed quite reliable, but-

"I'm afraid that you will lose your temper and scare people when the time comes!"

A few black lines hung down on Lu Qiyan's forehead: "I'll try my best to control it." ”

"Be gentle with children, don't move your black face, don't be impatient. Shen Yu still likes you, it's not easy to recruit a little pot friend to like it, don't let people hate you. ”

"Okay, I know."

"Also, just play for a while, people still have to do homework, you have to supervise it. By the way, if there is a topic that you can't know, you remember to teach him, you can't let Shen Yu learn nothing and patronize and play. I'm afraid that if I lead a good and positive child crookedly, this will be a big sin. ”

"Actually, he is ten years old, and he is not a child anymore, but his mind is more sensitive. The most important thing is that he is still a little afraid of you, what he wants to eat, what he wants to drink, what he wants, he definitely doesn't dare to tell you directly, in short, you pay more attention. ”

Ye He kept talking, gesturing while talking.

Lu Qiyan rarely saw her so nagging, and he was not afraid of his dry mouth, he kept nodding, listening patiently, and did not interrupt.

"If he's hungry, let Mama Wang prepare lunch early."

"I might." As he spoke, dots of sparkling suddenly appeared in Ye He's eyes, against the light, his eyes were very transparent, "You have to sleep longer." ”

It seems to be really sleepy.

Ye He finally instructed, "You take care of him." ”

She waved at him, "I'm going to sleep." ”

The tone was relaxed, and the usual "I'm going to school." "I'm going to work." "It's no different.

Lu Qiyan propped himself on the railing of the stairs and finally breathed a heavy sigh of relief.

To tell the truth, he held this breath for a long time, until Ye He obediently went upstairs.

Nothing is known, it is best to know nothing.

For Lu Qiyan, he has no experience in taking care of children, but fortunately, Shen Yu is not too young, plus he is obedient and sensible, and he does not need to spend much effort.

Although he was given a lot of preventive injections by Ye He, Lu Qiyan was also ready to be annoyed by the children, but now, it is obviously useless.

Because Shen Yu obediently stayed in the room, doing homework, drawing, folding paper airplanes, and putting together puzzles.

He thought he could go to work in the study with peace of mind, but he couldn't calm down for some reason.

Lu Qiyan looked at Shen Yu, her face was white and tender, her facial features were clear, her eyes were bright, and she looked like a little girl. There is no change of voice, and the milk is still milky when he speaks, and he is changing his teeth, so he occasionally leaks air when he opens his mouth.

Sometimes, it's funny.

And Lu Qiyan found that Shen Yu still looked a little like Shen Zhao, at least the facial features were from the Shen family at first glance.

It's a pity, illegitimate children.

Shen Yu sat at the desk, his fleshy little hands gesturing, engrossed in the puzzle at hand.

Such a picture suddenly flashed in his mind, if more than ten years later, his child is also like this, is it like this?

But this thought was only five seconds away, and soon he reminded himself that this person was Shen Zhao's younger brother, and he didn't even want to leave his life behind.

Lu Qiyan suddenly had such a sporadic sense of pity, probably because of this child, who had stayed in the Lu family for many days; Anyway, he called him "Brother Lu" one by one; Anyway, every day he admired it very much, and said, "My brother is so powerful!" ”

Moreover, Ye He likes him very much, in fact, she just likes children and small animals very much.