Chapter 1804: Yi Xuan Is a Gentleman?
She is so cold-blooded, she is obviously doing hurtful things, but she does not realize her fault in the slightest, she regards it as normal, because her own 'concept' of being a human being has been completely distorted since a long time ago, and she has never had a clear view of right and wrong.
Until one day......
When Cuizhu stared at her with an almost numb look, when Cuizhu no longer resisted, when the man was crushed by himself, looking at his eyes that were deep in despair, she was, suddenly, her heart became panicked!!
Suddenly, she noticed something, she seemed to have become like her father. And Cuizhu at that time, as if she was her childhood self, was deprived of all herself, the self who was locked up in a small dark room.
So she was terrified!
She didn't want to be like that, but unconsciously, she gradually became the most shameless of herself!
After that, it was not clear what kind of psychology she had, she changed her attitude towards Cuizhu and stopped everything she had done to him. She began to observe him as if she were observing a 'reference', and regarded Cuizhu as her self many years ago, but after all, they were different.
He's not exceedingly good, and he's not exceedingly handsome. At that time, Cuizhu was even older than now, from the setbacks, hardships, and hardships of life, so that the man who was only in his twenties at the time had the face of a middle-aged man.
However, she gradually realized that he looked good when he smiled. That kind of good-looking is by no means beautiful to the experience of people, but a smile that is calm, quiet, soft and elegant, which makes people feel gentle from the heart.
He loves to see falling flowers, he likes to see flowing water, and he uses his eyes to see the whole world from the right angle. He admires the beauty of all things that belong to life and nature.
Even though he was tricked by fate and persecuted by the world, he did not lose all his courage, and he can still be full of enthusiasm for life. Even if it's just a very casual little thing in life, it can make him smile beautifully and happily.
It was completely different from her.
Obviously, she thought that they were similar, but the two of them were fundamentally different. No matter what happens, his world is still colorful, and his own world is only endless chaos and darkness.
From then on, she longed for him, she envied him, and she even wanted to be nice to him.
She began to think that she wanted Cuizhu to be by her side for the rest of her life.
But because of the mistakes he had made before, he seriously hurt Cuizhu's body. So, she thought of asking someone else for help, but when she traveled thousands of miles and returned with her precious medicine, Cuizhu was gone......
Cuizhu is dead......
That man, the man who had already occupied an extremely important place in her heart, died, died.
She was going crazy, she was going to collapse.
Why is this always the case?
From childhood to adulthood, she got very little, the only thing she wanted was the big flower that was stewed into soup back then, and the other was Cuizhu.
But why, whether it's a big flower or a green bamboo, she can't get it?
Later, she investigated for a long time and learned the cause of Cuizhu's death, and she avenged him.
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