Chapter 148: Life and Death

The night wind blew and couldn't disperse the chaos in Nalan Lan'er's heart, the calm disturbed by the former emperor and concubine, the unbearable memories in his mind, and finally touched the depths, and the whole head couldn't control the shouting. Hurt!

Killing her wouldn't agree that she was that kind of person, so her head hurt and she vetoed: "Impossible, I can't be that kind of vicious woman, I didn't do that kind of thing, I'm not Nalan Yanran!" ”

The first imperial concubine looked at her and nodded without suspicion: "Indeed, with my understanding of Nalan Yanran, she is indeed a person who can't do such a thing." So I have always felt that the death of the former emperor is very suspicious. ”

"Suspicious?" Nalan Lan'er asked. In her cognition, everyone said that the first emperor poisoned Nalan Yanran, and the Nalan Mansion of the Nine Clans was beheaded all over the house.

The first imperial concubine has been looking at Nalan Lan'er seriously, trying to find a flaw, the person in front of her is indeed Nalan Yanran, it is also certain that the expression on her face is not pretending. So what happened to make her lose her memory?

She has a dignified demeanor, although she is about the same age as Nalan Lan'er, she has a different feeling and experience in temperament. "You said that you were not the murderer of the former emperor, and I don't think so, so don't you think it's strange? Why was he killed on the day of the wedding, this is the palace, and there is no news of the assassin. ”

Nalan Lan'er listened to her and pondered. But this ...... She did feel strange, and what was even more strange was that the former emperor and concubine came to her to say why?

The first emperor and concubine. Leaned forward with his upper body, and said a little mysteriously: "We are all in a state of being beaten into the cold palace, it is better to join forces to find out the murderer of the former emperor." First, to show your innocence, and second, let's find out the truth. ”

When Nalan Lan'er heard this, she shook her head and refused: "No, I won't join forces with you to investigate these things, I didn't kill the emperor, and I don't know the emperor." ”

The first emperor and concubine glanced at her, slowly sat up straight, and saw that there was not even tea on the table, so she looked at Nalan Lan'er coldly: "You don't have to deny it, everyone in the world knows that you are Nalan Yanran is the first queen, and you are the remnant of Nalan Mansion." ”

At this time, Nalan Lan'er was too lazy to argue about anything, she looked at the former emperor and concubine. "I'm just a little village girl, if you don't believe it, you can ask the emperor, it was the emperor who brought me into the palace, if he hadn't brought me in, I would have nothing to do with the palace in my life."

The former emperor and concubine wanted to say something, but Nalan Lan'er stood up and said to the guest: "I, Nalan Lan'er, have nothing to do with the first emperor!" So the first imperial concubine can go, Lan'er doesn't want to get involved in your search for the murderer. ”

The first emperor and concubine were arrogant, and a person in the cold palace dared to drive her away, she would not sit still and not leave. No matter what Nalan Lan'er she is, her temperament is still the same as Nalan Yanran.

She snorted lightly: "Even if you keep saying that you are the palace where the mountain village meets the emperor, it is useless for you to say that you are Nalan Lan'er, everything about Nalan Yanran is the same as you are now." Do it yourself, even if you don't escape those who want to kill you, you won't be able to get out of the fate of dying in the cold palace! ”

Nalan Lan'er looked at the disappearing back, and sat on the chair with a weak body.

The first emperor and concubine were right, she probably won't be able to get out of the cold palace for the rest of her life, they are all right, but she doesn't want to admit it. If she wasn't Nalan Yanran, why did she have the same face as Nalan Yanran?

If she wasn't Nalan Yanran, how would Xiaohong's sister-in-law know that she had a butterfly birthmark on her back?

If she wasn't Nalan Yanran, how could she care so much about Nalan Mansion?

If she wasn't Nalan Yanran, then how could she dream that she was wearing the queen's costume and saw a bright yellow man walking in......

If, too many ifs, more and more pointed at her, it was that vicious woman. As soon as she calms down, she will find that there is actually another unfamiliar memory in her mind.

Although she still can't remember who she is, she already believes what the former emperor and concubine said, and she is Nalan Yanran. The reason why I don't want to admit it is probably because of the night matchless.

Get up and sit down on the edge of the bed, cover your head with that thin quilt, close your eyes, and the image comes to mind.

When he first saw Ye Wushuang, he looked at her with warm eyes and called Lan'er Lan'er.

She asked him who he was, and he looked stunned.

He told her not to joke with him, but she really didn't remember him.

Later, he smiled forcefully and said that she and he were in love, and the elders had agreed.

She was infected by his warm smile, and her heart was pounding.

After entering the palace, she was surprised that he was the emperor and that she had so many concubines. But he is the emperor, and it is normal for the harem to have three thousand beauties. She was respectful to the queen and even thought about it. Be kind to other concubines and concubines, and don't blush.

But in the harem, she behaved like this cowardly, so she was always thrown cold-faced.

If she wrestles a lot, she knows that it hurts, she doesn't get close to people at will, so she smiles faintly and stays neutral, and she doesn't have to care too much about anything.

But she still couldn't avoid being framed, the queen's child was gone, and a puppet was found in her palace. Everyone doesn't believe her, including Night Mushuang.

The first time she entered the cold palace, she understood how her status was completely subject to the emperor's favor. After coming out, she began to learn to protect herself.

It's a pity that after so many years of open and secret fighting, she was finally defeated by the queen.

The past is like smoke, those beautiful words. Rickety promises. It's all gone.

She is Nalan Yanran, so the one who benefits the most is Ye Wushuang.

Thinking of the warmth and touching of the past, Nalan Lan'er was unwilling to admit this fact.

Could it be that he once fell in love with Ye Wushuang and killed the first emperor in order to get Ye Wushuang the throne? Does Ye Wushuang hate her at this moment?

At that time, the sentence in the main hall: "Whoever dares to touch Lan'er, I cut whom!" "Where is it now?

Leave the good memories in the depths, and would rather believe that Ye Wushuang still loves him, and he doesn't hate himself.

Now he is so happy, her existence is something that bothers him.

Wushuang, Lan'er will not let you make a difficult choice, and will never make us enemies of life and death.

So, Lan'er went first.

Nalan Lan'er opened her eyes, and there was an empty determination in them.

After Wan'er came, there were lanterns in the cold palace, and it was no longer dark. Nalan Lan'er lifted the cup, and a few faint red lights came into view.

But it was too far away, she was outside the candlelight, and she could only watch the candlelight from afar. It was still dark and there was no light to be seen.

Her heart is dead, and she has no business.

After looking around carefully, Nalan Lan'er sat up. got up and went to find Bai Aya, who had been put away by Wan'er.

When she stood on the chair and tied up the white silk. Holding his hand tightly, neither Nalan Lan'er nor Nalan Yanran will exist in the world tomorrow.

With this determination to die, Nalan Lan'er put her neck into the knot tied by Bai Aya, and a tear slipped through the corner of her eye.

Take a deep breath and stare hard with your feet, that moment! Nalan Lan'er's face turned the color of pig liver, and an indescribable feeling of suffocation surged into her brain.

However, at the moment when she just kicked off the chair, Wan'er, who came back from outside, saw it and immediately ran over, picked up the chair and put Nalan Lan'er's feet back on the chair.

Nalan Lan'er, who passively got a wheezing, didn't have time to speak, just coughed vigorously. The snow-white neck was strangled with a red mark. In the dark night, Wan'er was also shocked.

hurriedly took another bench and stepped on it to help Nalan Lan'er down.

Nalan Lan'er was helped to the side of the bed by Wan'er, and the tears that she coughed all the time flowed out. Wan'er poured water for her, and wanted to say something in her stomach, but when she saw her coughing like this, she didn't dare to say more. Just slowly stroked her back.

Finally, Nalan Lan'er's breath stabilized a little, and Wan'er couldn't help but say eagerly: "Niangniang, why?" Why can't you think about it! ”

"Have you forgotten that you said before that it's a shame to waste your life?"

Nalan Lan'er touched her neck with her hand, smiled bitterly and said in a hoarse voice: "Wan'er, why did you save me?" Maybe I'm Nalan Yanran. ”

Wan'er calmed down her emotions, looked at Nalan Lan'er seriously and said, "Niangniang, whether you are Nalan Yanran or Nalan Lan'er, you have a reason to live." ”

"You are not me, I don't understand my feelings at this time, everyone pointed at me and said that you are Nalan Yanran, relying on Brother Yang's exploits to survive in this cold palace, otherwise I am afraid that my head would have fallen to the ground a long time ago."

Wan'er listened to her desperate words, felt very angry, and didn't dare to roar, so she had to take a deep breath and explain: "Niangniang, this is not you. You can see clearly in the things of others, why can't you see your own things clearly? Assuming you are Nalan Yanran, shouldn't you avenge your dead loved ones? You are Nalan Lan'er, have you forgotten how much the emperor loves you? If something happens to you, the emperor will be very sad. Niangniang, you can't bear to watch the emperor cry when he can't eat? ”

These words of encouragement did not move Nalan Lan'er, her memory was still stuck in the moment when she first saw Ye Wushuang, everything in Nalan Mansion was just a shadow, and it did not make her feel much pain.

And Ye Wushuang already has a full house of wives and children, and he hasn't come to see her after so long, so he probably forgot or hated it a long time ago. He used to be really good to her, and she swore not to let him be sad and stay by his side for the rest of her life.

However, now it is not that she is untrustworthy, but that she is not needed.

Nalan Lan'er looked at the calm Wan'er with red eyes: "The emperor already has a child, he doesn't need me anymore." ”

Wan'er couldn't wait to wake up the person in front of her with a palm, but for fear of revealing her identity, she still stayed by Nalan Lan'er's side and said, "The emperor used to like Niangniang so much, could it be fake?" Niangniang forgot that even if you were identified by everyone as Nalan Yanran, when the Queen Mother gave the order to die, the emperor ignored the Queen Mother's decree and hugged you and said, Whoever dares to touch you, he will cut whom? ”