The silent night enveloped her whole body, like a thick fog that could not be dispersed, enveloping her and unable to extricate herself.

Obviously, my heart palpitations are terrible, and my face seems to be frozen, and it is difficult to express any emotions.

She sat up from her hospital bed, leaned back on her pillow, and looked around blankly, her eyes lost focus and her pupils were out of focus.

What should she be doing as usual?

Putting your child to sleep and falling asleep for a while, then waking up a few hours later to make formula and change diapers?

Although most of these things are done by the nanny, she is also often watching the two in command, as if such days are the most real.

But now?

She was like a soulless puppet, living in a state of confusion and doing nothing.

Qiao Qingxian's slender and white hand tightened her grip on her side, and the originally flat white sheet was instantly dyed with obvious wrinkles, and the depths of her finger bones were already white and red with pain.

What is she going to do now? After thinking about it for a long time with a confused head, I finally got an answer.

Yes, children.

"Child, what about my child!" After waking up, Qiao Qingxian hurriedly lifted the quilt, regardless of the invasion of the cold air, his heavy legs were trying to move on the bed.

During the movement, his leg accidentally hit the bed pole, Qiao Qingxian was in pain, and couldn't help but snort.

Shen Fengli had been sleeping lightly with the bed, and woke up almost immediately when he heard the sound, and quickly got out of bed to turn on the overhead light.

I saw that Qiao Qingxian's feet were already on the ground, and even his calves were trembling when he walked.

Shen Fengli twisted his eyebrows, stopped in front of her, and quickly grabbed her arm, "What's the matter?" Go back to bed first. ”

Qiao Qingxian was stunned in place for a while, looked up at him, and the corners of his eyes were a little moist: "I can't sleep, can you let me look at the child, I'll touch him, okay?" ”

Shen Fengli touched her head and whispered, "Go to bed first, I'll go and bring him over, you wait." ”

Qiao Qingxian obeyed and waited quietly.

Shen Fengli came back soon, there was a small figure in the pink and heavy blanket, his cheeks were as white as jade, the red blush seemed to be carved on his face, and the small mouth that opened and closed slightly with his breath was even more cute.

The moment he took over the child, Qiao Qingxian instantly felt that he was healed.

She held her in her arms and carefully approached the child, and landed a gentle kiss on his forehead, and her expression softened considerably.

Qiao Qingxian is already thin, but after a series of recent events, it seems even more light, and when it falls in his eyes, it actually makes people feel that it is difficult to hold a little baby who is not more than a month old.

Seeing this, Shen Fengli's heart ached, and he got closer quietly, and said softly: "It's okay, your emotions are prone to ups and downs now, just get through it." ”

Hearing this, he was stroking the child's hand and paused, and it took a long time to find his voice, "Yes, but I even lost my own child, do you think they will blame me in ......the future?"

Shen Fengli was distressed and hugged her gently: "No, it's good to get it back in the end, everything will slowly get better." ”

Clung to the warm embrace, it seems that it can really be relied on?

"You said the child is ours...... I guess so...... You can't be wrong this time......"

Somehow, there was always something strange in her heart, and this was the hurdle that weighed on her heart, something she had been worried about lately.

Feeling the violent rise and fall of Qiao Qingxian's chest, Shen Fengli sighed lightly, but she didn't expect that she still cared about this matter.

"It's absolutely true, there will only be one such mistake, there will be no second time, believe me, is it okay?" Shen Fengli stretched out his hand and patted her on the back, and said firmly and softly: "Absolutely, absolutely nothing can go wrong." ”

With his promise, it seems that it is much more trustworthy.

The night was very long, Shen Fengli's voice was very magnetic, often accompanied by her ears, and finally fell asleep after she was conscious.

Shen Fengli didn't pick up the child, but put him on the accompanying bed, and the three of them slept together.

After a sleepless night, Qiao Qingxian's mental state was obviously much better the next morning, and he faintly exuded a glow.

This made Shen Fengli secretly relieved, originally thought that this matter would affect her, but now it seems that it is not.

The matter of discharge from the hospital can also be put on the agenda, and at noon, Shen Fengli was discharged from the hospital with a mouthful. Qiao Qingxian not only did not resist, but his attitude was also rare and positive.

Shen Fengli thought about it for a few moments, but still made a quick decision, and went through the discharge procedures that night and took Qiao Qingxian home.

It was the breath of home that he hadn't seen for a long time, and Qiao Qingxian's performance was rare and calm, but the corners of his mouth raised a slight smile, which made him relax for a while.

The days when I came back were a little dull, three meals a day, two people and one child, and the calm was a little excessive, but it made Shen Fengli a little uneasy, and there was always a sense of wind and rain coming.

The harmony of things broke late one night, Shen Fengli got up at night, but saw the lights in the guest room bright, and approached suspiciously.

The door is wide open, so even if you stand in the doorway, you can get a glimpse of what is going on inside.

Qiao Qingxian was wearing pajamas, holding the child tightly with both hands, and chanting children's songs in his mouth, looking quiet and beautiful.

It's just that Qiao Qingxian's dark circles under her eyes betrayed her.

From twelve o'clock to three o'clock, Qiao Qingxian always maintained a stiff posture, and his original apricot eyes full of vigor gradually dimmed, but he never refused to close them.

Shen Fengli held the handle tightly, and the palm of his hand continued to exert force, almost breaking it.

It turns out that she has been like this all these nights, she doesn't sleep at night, does she really want to die?

He was a little angry, and his emotions were uncontrollable under the intense anger, and he wanted to pull her out immediately. He raised his foot to step in, but paused after taking a step.

After standing there and hesitating for a long time, he finally chose to give up.

His long eyes drooped slightly, and his dark eyes were full of worry, but in the end, he just chose to let go, and carefully closed the false door.

Because he knows deeply that this matter cannot be solved by controlling Qiao Qingxian, it is better to be sparse than blocked.

At nine o'clock the next morning, Qiao Qingxian appeared at the table on time.

"Good morning." Qiao Qingxian tugged at the corners of his mouth, and his tone couldn't hear the slightest fluctuation.

Shen Fengli stood at the corner of the stairs, his eyes flickered and darkened a few times, and after a flash, he said with a smile: "Good morning." After speaking, he added as if unintentionally, "Did you sleep well last night?" ”

I saw Qiao Qingxian's hand holding the glass freeze in mid-air, and said casually: "It feels good to go home, and I slept very soundly." Breakfast is ready, eat it quickly, otherwise it will be cold. ”

Shen Fengli's heart was slightly cold, his thin lips pursed slightly, and he only bowed his head slightly.