"Doctor, after having an abortion, she can still ......" Ren Jing has heard that abortion is not very harmful to women, but fetal abortion is very easy to damage the mother.

There is also what the doctor said about the congenital malformation of the uterus, Ren Jing didn't understand.

"Have a good rest after the miscarriage, and then do the palm surgery of the transverse membrane, rest assured, she is still young, and the child will have it."

And Gu Shanshan couldn't listen to any words anymore.

There will be more children, but not again.

……

When Feng Shaoyan appeared in front of Ren Jing wearing a white coat, his dark pupils were all awe-inspiring.

And Dr. Zhang was surprised to see that the so-called patient's husband was actually Dr. Feng of the Medical University, and then immediately told him about the situation.

Feng Shaoyan frowned, his thin lips were pursed into a thread, his pupils were dim, and he signed his name on the operation sheet.

Ren Jing watched the man sign and bit his lip, which was very unpleasant.

Shanshan's first child is gone. Originally, she also planned that when the child was born, she would recognize her as a godmother, and she would buy a lot of toys for the child.

Standing in the corridor outside the operating room, Feng Shaoyan's eyes showed a wisp of scarlet, and his dark eyes were covered with a layer of gray, even if he was calm and didn't seem to have half a wave, Ren Jing knew that he must be uncomfortable.

Even if it's not your own child, it's your daughter-in-law's child. said no, no, and Dr. Feng is dysfunctional, and in the future, Shanshan really can't be a mommy unless she finds a new husband.

It's so unfair, it's very eventful, why does it fall on Shanshan's body alone.

Lying on the operating table, Gu Shanshan realized for the first time that pain was like this.

She originally felt that the betrayal of the Night King Chang Lu and Qiao Bailing was the most painful, but now she realized that it was nothing.

Compared to the flesh and blood that passes in the body, that is the pain, the heartache.

The anesthetic effect came, and she slowly closed her eyes, maybe she wasn't a good mommy.

The moment she became pregnant with a strange man and child, she wished it didn't exist, and even went to the hospital to abort it.

And when it really turned away from her at this moment, she realized that the child had already become her expectation, her hope.

After the operation, the anesthesia dissipated, and when she woke up, it was all dark.

This is the first time I've been hospitalized. In the past, all the small colds and illnesses were all taken and went home, and the first time I spent the night in the hospital, I felt ...... It's so deserted.

Dim lighting, separate wards, no sound.

Until—

"The anesthesia has passed, don't move your body yet."

This sound, low alcohol but not lost warmth, which made her tired body throb a little.

He stayed by her side like this, and wore the white clothes of a doctor, but he was extremely attractive.

Zheng Xiuying boiled rice porridge from home and came to the hospital, since she received the call and knew that the child was gone, she was not only sad, but also understood that her daughter was the most sorrowful.

I could only eat some liquid food, so I boiled rice porridge.

Outside the ward, in a tranquil corridor.

"Will I be discharged from the hospital tomorrow?"

"Well, during this time, take a good rest at home, take care of your body and then do external surgery."

Zheng Xiuying sighed deeply after listening to her uncle's words, and her expression was stained with guilt.

"It's all my fault, I didn't take good care of her, if I had known that Shanshan's body was like this, and I had found out that I had undergone surgery and was pregnant, I wouldn't be where I am now. I ......"

"Mom, I don't blame you for this, there will be more children." Feng Shaoyan spoke, his eyes fell on the ward, a little secluded, a little cold.

Zheng Xiuying wiped her tears and nodded with relief. It is her blessing to have such an uncle, and it is also a blessing for her daughter.

It is also that the young couple are only married and still young. Shanshan's uterine surgery is a minimally invasive operation, and the obstetrics and gynecologists have all said that it is no problem to get pregnant in a year or two.

……

The next day, he went through the discharge procedures and returned to the independent apartment, Zheng Xiuying accompanied her daughter, Feng Shaoyan was going to take a few days off, but Gu Shanshan was not allowed, she just smiled faintly and said to him-

"Husband, I'm fine, with my mother with me, you go to work. I don't want to make you unprincipled for me. ”

In fact, if you think about it carefully, it is normal to have a pregnancy and miscarriage or something like that. It's just that a lot of film and television dramas render it too bleak,

She didn't give some kind of junior to the negative man to get no children, although she said that she was sad, but life continued, didn't she?

When she returned to the independent apartment area, Aunt Fu happened to come down to walk the dog, and she was used to greeting her, but she found that this little wife didn't seem to have a good complexion.

Then his eyes fell on the flat lower abdomen, and he understood what was happening in an instant.

Her dog stopped at Gu Shanshan's feet, and the woman, with a chuckle, touched the fluffy hair.

Seeing that her daughter smiled after all, Zheng Xiuying was also very relieved.

"You go back to your room and lie down first, and I'll go to the surrounding market to buy some ingredients for the soup."

"Mom, have you found the market?"

Mommy has only been here once or twice in this independent apartment, and I don't know where the market is.

Zheng Xiuying smiled, took out a hand-drawn icon, and said:

"My uncle has all marked the route for me, and I will be back very soon."

Gu Shanshan nodded, well, he can think of everything, even if others are not by his side, she will take care of them very well.

Opening the drawer, she found the previous color ultrasound photo. This was taken when the baby was just formed, and she was thinking at that time that such a small thing would grow bigger in her body.

has grown arms and legs, facial features, and even if it is a son, there will be a little brother.

What a wonderful feeling it must be!

"I'm sorry ......"

I'm sorry I couldn't bring you into this world, I'm sorry I lost you like this.

In the evening, Feng Shaoyan came back, and Zheng Xiuying put the soup into a thermos cup and cleaned the small kitchen before picking up the bag and leaving.

"I'm done with the soup, she's just asleep, I didn't wake her up."

"Well, Mom, I'll send you."

"No need, I can take a taxi myself. You...... Just stay with her. Finally, I glanced at the tightly closed bedroom door

Wen Sheng said: "Shanshan's temper, although it doesn't look like anything, but it must be very sad in my heart.

She didn't tell me anything she had encountered outside, but I knew she had endured a lot of hardship. ”

"I understand," the man's voice was darkened, darkened—

"I'm her man, and I'm not going to leave her alone."

Regardless of whether he has children or not, the woman he believes will not change.

Gu Shanshan, who was on the big bed in the bedroom, didn't fall asleep at all, she just had to close her eyes, she was so empty, she felt very lacking, nothing at all.

And when the door opened, she knew it was him.

She opened her eyes and looked at the handsome face that was close to her, and the flawless facial features were really impeccable, a trace close to her head.

"Wake up, hungry. Is it? ”

The low sneer, so gentle, as if the other party was a fragile thing that could be easily broken, he was cautious, and her eyes were foggy.

He shook his head and didn't speak.

The slightly reddened eyes were obvious signs of just crying. The softness in my mind is touched by this confusion with dependence.

Lay down on her side, holding her close to his chest, so that her little head rested on his arm.

In this way, Gu Shanshan sensed the sense of security of the package.

Between her snorts, it was Feng Shaoyan's unique masculine breath, which made her want to get closer, almost wanting to blend into his body bones, so reassuring.

"Husband, I'm sorry."

In this warm big bed, people who are warm to each other are no longer reckless and no longer refuse.

"I know, and you want this kid very much."

She didn't forget that when Feng Shaoyan said that he would marry her, the premise was that there was a lack of children and daughters-in-law.

Now that the child is gone, he ...... again

Therefore, she didn't know that she would either continue to be his little wife in the palm of her hand.

"It's an expectation, but there will be more in the future."

A shallow kiss fell between her eyebrows. She closed her eyes, feeling his warmth, a trace of it in her cold mind, full of faintness.

In the future, there will be again.

No, I know you're reassuring me that there won't be any more.

But Gu Shanshan still nodded, leaned in his arms, and listened to his heartbeat, so real.

"Husband, I feel that its existence is my sorrow. I'm a bad woman, and I don't dare to take responsibility for this child, so I think about draining it.

But later, as it grows a little bit, I actually want to see it very quickly, and sometimes I wonder, will it look like me?

Is it a boy or a girl? Will you ...... Love it? It wasn't until it left me yesterday that I realized how much I cared about this child. I'm very bad, and this is punishment. ”

"Birth, old age, sickness and death are not something we can control."

Feng Shaoyan stared at her, and in his dark pupils, there was endless regret-

"We can't predict everything, on the operating table, some people will survive and some people will die."

The little woman in her arms listened quietly, such a quiet night really made her extremely warm.

The man in front of the face, her man, her warm harbor.

How lucky to have him in her life.

Feng Shaoyan, before I met you, I felt that my feelings for Wang Changlu were love.

But then I realized that it was nothing.

I don't know what kind of feelings it is for you.

I want to rely on you forever, I want to hold you all the time, I want you to be alone, and I only belong to me.

Gu Shanshan, who has not sealed Shaoyan, what should she do in the future?

……

In the later days, Gu Shanshan realized that Dr. Feng could take care of a patient so meticulously.

When I wanted to drink water, I found the post-it notes on the glass-

Drink hot water, no less than five cups today.

Gou smiled, put down the cold water in his palm, and went to boil the hot water.

When she opened the refrigerator, she found that there were a lot of nutritional products that she didn't like to eat on weekdays, but all of them were labeled.

Eat it and come back in the evening to check.

Frowning, is it okay not to eat?

There are no snacks at home, and it seems that Dr. Feng is doing a very good job.

I wanted to prepare dinner, so I received a call from Dr. Feng-

Wait for me at home.

Then, the little woman quietly sat on the leather sofa and watched the boring cartoons, waiting for the thoughtful and warm man to come back and prepare dinner.

Look...... Well, 100 points.

Taste, super good!

"Husband, is there anything else you can't do?"

A male god with a high IQ, he doesn't want a high EQ.

The worship of his own man has almost annihilated Gu Shanshan.

A certain woman who changed into a dressing gown and was about to take a shower startled the man who suddenly came into the bathroom.

"Husband, what are you doing?"

"Give you a shower."

Before she could open her mouth to refuse, the big palm that was troublesome had begun to untie her nepotism.

Hey, hey, hey!

This man seems to have taken too much care!

"I can do it myself."

"Yes."

The other party casually said a perfunctory word, and then stripped her naked, this was the first time to be so "honest" in front of him, Gu Shanshan almost didn't kneel.

When she was hugged into the bathtub, her cheeks were flushed.

Your uncle, Doctor Feng!

"I don't want you to wash, you're going out!"

The warm little tender hand pushed him, no, either or want, all the cheap are sticky!

Feng Shaoyan bent the smile on the side of his mouth, and he naturally understood the rejection of the little woman as an invitation.

This soft sound, at such times, is very tugging at the man's heartstrings.

Clasped the back of her head, and the strong kiss went straight to the top.

"Whew-"

The water splashed, and her body fell backwards, but he kissed deeply.

It was easy to have a moment of gasping, and then I heard the man's bad voice coming from the top of her hair—

"I'll help you."

"I don't! You get out! ”

Gu Shanshan's red little face was about to cry urgently, why did she suddenly ...... She's not ready yet!

"I haven't come in yet."

This time, Gu Shanshan was even more ashamed! This kind of perverted terrier is going to shame her to death!

"You, you're playing blind!"

"It's you who is playing, not a blind stream." There is a little dullness in the beautiful sound, which is extremely attractive.

Gu Shanshan VS Feng Shaoyan, fiasco!

"You, I won't tell you, I'm going to take a shower."

The woman who stuttered in the angry speech for most of the time took Heng a sentence -

"You're a dysfunctional patient who still thinks about those things, it's really shameless!"

Well, patients with functional impairment.

This word, on the contrary, is relatively new.

The man's eyes narrowed, and he looked at the woman's shame and anger with amusement.

If it weren't for her current body not allowing it, otherwise with this coquettish appearance, he would really become a dysfunction patient if he didn't eat her again!

"It is my duty to provide sex for my daughter-in-law."

"You...... I don't need to! I don't want that kind of mess! ”

When Gu Shanshan said the second half of the sentence, it was obvious that she didn't have much confidence.

Well, she confessed that there was before, but now she ...... Didn't think about it anymore.

"The puppy lies, but the owner will be punished."

"Cut, you're the dog!" Gu Shanshan Heng, thinking in his mind, return the master!

Seeing him ring the sleeves of his shirt, the little woman in the bathtub immediately recognized it, and the smooth skin had been shown to him, but it was still symbolically covered.

"Husband, I'm not used to this."

If it is meticulous care, it does not include helping her to shower.

"Don't move, you'll get used to it."

The man was not allowed to refuse, and Wen Nong's toughness was enough to make Gu Shanshan obediently stop.

In this way, Gu Shanshan felt that she had taken advantage of all the advantages of Dr. Feng.

Gu Shanshan, who had just touched the big bed, immediately shrank into the quilt and tightly covered her body.