For a while, Li Ling felt that City C was very big, so big that people felt that there was no place to stay. I also feel that C City is very small, so small that I can see my ex-girlfriend so easily. And in the future, such exchanges are also indispensable. Thinking of this, Li Ling began to regret why he pursued Lin Xiaoxiao in the first place

"Xiaoxiao, you are really a good girl. I don't deserve anything you've done." Li Ling repeated these words many times in his heart.

Yes, Li Ling did not give Lin Xiaoxiao a formal or sincere apology, no matter who was at fault, he must give Lin Xiaoxiao an explanation. Li Ling suddenly had this thought in his mind,

took out his mobile phone, Li Ling's standby screen and the icons of all applications were already photos of Xue Lan.

In the past, Lin Xiaoxiao would never ask her boyfriend to change her photo on it, she felt that it would show that a man was not stable at all. If you really want to put a photo, it's better to wait for a family of three.

Li Ling looked at the woman on the screen, and suddenly had an urge to throw the phone a hundred meters away. Li Ling can't press Lin Xiaoxiao's mobile phone number very accurately, and she is now married to a wife, so it is too disturbing for her to be so real.

The original intention was to apologize, but if it wasn't done well, it would make Lin Xiaoxiao or Shen Juntuo misunderstand, and if Xue Lan knew about it, he would be tantamount to lifting a stone and shooting himself in the foot.

But his current state of mind is the guilt after betraying Lin Xiaoxiao, and the fact that he has failed the cultivation of his parents over the years, that is, he hopes that his son will one day have something to do with himself, and now he lives like a wasted person. There is simply no chance to play on your own.

He has no status in the Xue family now, he has been competitive and rigorous for many years, and he doesn't even have a friend who can tell the truth.

Who can have a drink with me? The old driver whose son was going to get married just now? Or is it the noodle stall owner whose wife accompanies the stall? The people I met this night were just a meeting in the water.

Your own joys and sorrows are not important to other people at all.

There is a bar in front of me. This is the only way for Lin Xiaoxiao to go to work, and when Lin Xiaoxiao came back from overtime several times, he liked to stop the music in the bar with Li Ling at this door.

The two of them never went in and consumed. Even Lin Xiaoxiao didn't want to know about the consumption inside. The consumption is too high, Lin Xiaoxiao will definitely not agree, the consumption is not high, Lin Xiaoxiao is afraid that he will become addicted, and he will always want to run here in the future.

Although Lin Xiaoxiao is very economical, she is really a girl with feelings. No matter what is sung in the bar is a golden song of that era, even in English, Lin Xiaoxiao can accurately say the name of the song and the singer, and even the evaluation of this golden song.

This bar is not a noisy place, but surprisingly quiet, except for the voice of the singer on stage, probably everyone else is listening quietly.

The streets are full of bad stories with false feelings, and no one picks them up. It seems like this is the gathering point of these bad stories,

Li Ling asked the waiter at the door, when will this bar close?

Knowing that this bar is open 24 hours a day, Li Ling felt a little excited, in the middle of the day, there will be people here to listen to songs and drink, pastime?

The people sitting in the bar are almost always empty bottles of foreign liquor and some snacks that have barely been touched. Occasionally, a few tables are two people, and they all want to share the table, and the two do not have any communication.,

This made Li Ling suddenly feel that the people sitting here were all dumb. The emptiness in the heart is something that no one can understand.

The current Li Ling seems to miss the old days very much. No matter what the living conditions are, but at that time, after all, it was really me.

The slightly drunken eyes made Li Ling unable to see the direction clearly at all, and he couldn't even see the face that was only a few steps away from him! Acting on the spot, for Li Ling, has long been commonplace!

When drunk, Li Ling will reflect. At this time, it seems that Li Ling from the past has returned. There is no pressure from life, and there is no edification of interests. He is eager for a real life. Thinking about it, Li Ling is very tired of his current life!

But Li Ling didn't have a way at all!

"Hey! I'm easy on me! Li Ling didn't care where he was now, and slammed the wine glass in his hand on the table. Shout it out. However, no one noticed Li Ling at all.

Those nightclub girls dressed up in fancy clothes didn't know how valuable the drunken man in front of them was. At this time, Li Ling was left out in the cold! There is no daytime glamour.

"Tomorrow I'm going to marry you, tomorrow I'm going to marry you. If it weren't for the daily traffic that plagues all my dreams." On the stage, a girl in a white shirt is singing Faye Wong's tomorrow, I'm going to marry you.

still looks childish, but he wants to look like dust. Li Ling felt that this girl was very much like Lin Xiaoxiao when she was a student.

It was soon placed in front of Li Ling, and the waiter only smiled and rarely communicated with the customer. Probably this is the default rule, everyone comes here to listen to the song quietly.

Li Ling looked at the girl on the stage, she was already in a state of fascination. In my mind, I was full of the scene of my first acquaintance with Lin Xiaoxiao. I remember that the first piece of clothing I gave Lin Xiaoxiao was a white shirt, which I bought in a foreign trade store in Singapore. It is said to be an export, but in fact it is just an imitation.

Li Ling only saw Lin Xiaoxiao pass through once, and that was the day he went to Li Ling's house for the first time.

Recalling the scene where there were too many of them. The past is scattered with the wind without a trace.

Li Ling felt very sad for the first time, and this sadness came from his loneliness. Li Ling had never felt so lonely. Lin Xiaoxiao has taken care of him and even cared for him for many years, so that the shadow of this little woman can be seen everywhere in this big man's life. Even the luggage he has to bring on a business trip and the clothes he has to wear every day, Lin Xiaoxiao irons them well. One by one, the combination is good. Put it in the suitcase. Li Ling probably hasn't washed his socks by hand for a long time.

Li Ling raised his hand to signal the waiter, and ordered a song Teresa Teng's small town story, probably in the taxi radio, Li Ling had already begun to fall deeply into the memories of himself and Lin Xiaoxiao and couldn't extricate himself.

After ordering it, Li Ling regretted it. Maybe this little girl won't sing such an old song, or something else won't like it. But Li Ling looked at the price list of two hundred yuan for Dianqu,

"Lao Tzu has money and the ability to spend. Sing whatever you are told to sing." Li Ling thought that he was no longer the same as before., of course, he had to choose the one he liked the most.

After all, it is a classic, and this girl still uses her own style to perfectly interpret a young era version of the story of a small town. Li Ling seemed to be more and more sober the more he drank, and a lot of pictures appeared in his mind like a movie.

I was also touched by love back then, and I didn't really rely on Lin Xiaoxiao's care completely. I also gave Lin Xiaoxiao too much romance. Although those things are vain, what girl doesn't like roses, birthday surprises and holiday gifts.

In the past, the back seat of Li Ling's bicycle was always sitting on Lin Xiaoxiao, who liked to wear no makeup. The two of them rode this bicycle through the fields and streets, and there were many, many places that they hadn't been to for a long time.

The smell of the wind seemed to be on the way, and Li Ling liked it very much. Every time Lin Xiaoxiao hugged Li Ling's waist with both hands. Li Ling felt that kind of gentleness warmed everything about himself.

Li Ling drank glass after glass like drinking white water, probably all the alcohol flowed out with Li Ling's bathroom several times, but Li Ling did come to buy drunk. If he hadn't been drunk, Li Ling would definitely not have fallen asleep comfortably.

That's right! That's the truth! I didn't expect that what I wanted to pursue most now was the sincerity I once had!

But now, it's all gone. Thinking about Xue Lan, Li Ling felt a little terrible. But for the sake of money, Li Ling had to live a reluctant life! Many times, even Li Ling himself wanted to laugh at himself. And that's only when you're drunk.

It's going to be cold. The little girl on stage seems to be a little tired of singing. The last song of Teresa Teng was also given to the gentleman on the No. 1 stage on the left.

Li Ling looked at the number one on his desk, took out Wu Baiyuan from his wallet, handed it to the waiter, said it was for this girl, and repeatedly emphasized that it was to encourage her, let her sing well, it's really good. It doesn't mean anything else.

"Is it alone, sir?" In the bar that has already reached the halfway point, the music in the background has been replaced with a tender saxophone music. Several of the stations are probably also day and night shifts, and this time they are already sleepy.

Most of the customers in the bar have left. Only Li Ling ordered another bottle of wine.

"Alone, I want to be here alone." Li Ling's response was a little cold, because he didn't dare to approach this girl, he felt that although she appeared in the bar, she was indeed so sacrosanct. Just like Lin Xiaoxiao back then, even if this girl took the initiative to talk, Li Ling felt that maybe the girl was just here to express her gratitude.

"Since we're all alone, let's have a drink together." The tone of the little girl's voice can still feel that timidity, maybe this kind of accosting, the little girl is the first time. But today I met Li Ling, who was very frustrated in all aspects.

Otherwise, any man will feel like he has an affair tonight.

However, this is also very numb for Li Ling. The little girl in front of her is very innocent. No heavy makeup. But in this kind of place, what kind of good thing would a woman who took the initiative to talk to herself!

Li Ling smiled secretly in his heart. Nowadays, people just like to pretend to be pure.

But Li Ling hasn't seen anything, what kind of woman hasn't been soaked!

"Are you really taking me for a fool!" Although Li Ling was secretly laughing at himself in his heart, he still pretended not to know anything on the surface!