Chapter 56: I Want to Open It
After the four princesses came out of the cabinet, there was only one of the five unmarried adult princesses left in the royal family. But listening to the news from Wu Xiang, the fifth princess was trained again, and her mother Concubine Ning didn't know what was going on, and she was reluctant to go out during the Chinese New Year.
No one else cares, anyway, this New Year of Jinshu has passed happily and plainly.
has said that he is one year older than a year, and this sentence really worked on Shen Zhizhang. In the first month, this child picked up the book for the first time and read it, occasionally turning a page or two, which made Old Madam Shen very happy.
But when she faced Shen Zhizhang, she smiled like a flower, and as soon as she turned her head and saw Jinshu, she immediately stiffened her face, with a look of disappointment and alienation. Every time Jinshu had dinner with her, she felt that if she didn't have the identity of a princess, Old Madam Shen would immediately put her mother-in-law's score and jump up and scold her.
She suffers from indigestion every time she eats.
Jin Shu rubbed his stomach and cried bitterly: "When can I go back to Mingyuan!" "My heart is bitter! There is a nosy old queen mother in the palace, and there is a concubine Jing who is rooted in Miao Hong who persuades her to be a good wife and mother, and when she returns home, there is a Xu Mama who arranges her private life all the time, and a mother-in-law who doesn't love her son with a straight face.
Xiaohuan served tea and said obediently: "Princess, I think it's good to live here!" ”
"Not at all." Jinshu was aggrieved: "What do you like here?" ”
"Hello lady!" Xiaohuan smiled and said: "I think the eldest lady has a good temper and is kind, and she has set up a banquet every night these days, and asked the people in the house to go to eat and have fun." ”
"Sister-in-law is naturally good." Jin Shu sighed: "So that's why you can't think about it?" ”
"Not exactly." Xiaohuan lowered her head and smiled embarrassedly.
"What else?"
"And ...... The slave doesn't know whether to say it or not......"
Here we go again! I won't let you say it, do you really not say it? Jin Shu rolled his eyes angrily and deliberately angered her: "Then don't say it." ”
"Oh."
Seeing that Xiaohuan was about to walk out honestly with a teacup, Jinshu was defeated: "You better say it!" It's annoying to arouse people's curiosity and not talk about it! ”
Xiaohuan smiled and immediately turned his head and said, "The princess is so duplicitous every time!" ”
Jin Shu still lay on his stomach and didn't answer.
"Actually, it's good to live in Mingyuan. It's just that our family is too lonely. The princess doesn't like to go out, and she doesn't allow people to wander around. I live my life behind closed doors all day long, although there is less trouble, but there is less human touch. Xiaohuan is a solid-eyed, full of feudal thoughts, and if he seizes the opportunity, he will persuade the unTaoist Jinshu: "What's more, you and the master of the horse often live separately, which is not very good." ”
You see, when it comes to the past, aren't all the troubles just because of Shen Zhizhang's idea!
Jinshu was depressed: "Why do you always say this, it's so annoying!" I really don't have anything to do with Shen Zhizhang. I can't just marry him, I have to treat him, okay? ”
"Princess, you are married to the master of the horse, how can you say that it doesn't matter?" Xiaohuan asked rhetorically: "Then what do you think, how about the relationship between you?" ”
Oh, yes.
This question has never been seriously considered. She scratched her hair, thought for a moment, and then replied, "I haven't thought about it." ”
"Princess, you're running away from the problem." Xiaohuan sighed with emotion: "What's the use of you moving back to Mingyuan?" Isn't the horse master still here? ”
"So what do you think I should do?" Jin Shu simply broke the jar, looked up and asked Xiaohuan: "As everyone hopes, be good to Shen Zhizhang, urge him to study and improve, and give him a concubine to have children, so that everyone is happy if he is satisfied?" No, then why should I? Why does everyone keep using this question to accuse me of not doing well and being unqualified? I'm sick of it! ”
Xiaohuan was dumbfounded for a moment, and her expression became flustered, she didn't dare to say any more, and quickly apologized: "The slave didn't mean to make the princess angry. ”
"I'm not angry." Jinshu tried to calm down, inhaling and exhaling to adjust his mood: "I'm asking you very sensibly." Also, Chunjuan, you came just in time, and you also came over to say, what did I do wrong? ”
Chunjuan just entered the door with a blank face, looked at Xiaohuan, ran over and asked cautiously, "Princess, what are you ......?"
"It is said that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, you guys, what should I do, is it right?" Jinshu is helpless, is she wrong or is this era wrong?
Shen Zhizhang is a rich second generation, and he doesn't learn and has no skills, is it difficult for her to use love to influence him and lead him to the peak of life?
Please, what's her obligation?
Chunjuan and Xiaohuan made eye contact, and guessed the reason for the dispute. She didn't rush to persuade, but smiled softly: "Princess, Xiaohuan didn't say that you did something wrong. The slave also felt that you had done nothing wrong. ”
It's kind of conscientious.
Jin Shu muttered a few words in a low voice.
"Treat them well. When did the horse master get sick, didn't you look for a doctor? Even if you come here drunk, you haven't said a word. Chunjuan comforted her: "Let's see all this." ”
It's still spring silk that sounds good. Jin Shu felt much better: "That's it! ”
Chunjuan pursed her lips and smiled, her eyebrows and eyes gentle: "It's just that I don't know what the princess plans to do in the future?" ”
"Huh?"
"Do you want to reconcile with the colt or live alone for the rest of your life?" Chunjuan asked: "If you want to reconcile and leave, the slave maid thinks it's better to explain it as soon as possible, you go and tell the Queen Mother and Concubine Jing, so that you can save a waste of time......"
"What nonsense!" Jin Shu laughed angrily: "If I dare to say such a thing, my mother will definitely not recognize me!" ”
"The princess was going to live like this alone. Then we are going to start preparing to take a concubine to inherit the ancestor of the concubine, you know what the situation of the Shen family is, this must be ......"
"How can that be fair?" Jin Shu was indignant and hurriedly interrupted: "Why am I alone until I am old, but he marries a concubine and has a child?" ”
Chun Juan smiled slightly, and asked with her soul: "Then the princess doesn't choose either, what do you want?" ”
"I ......" Jin Shu was speechless.
"I ...... But I don't have anything to do with him, he's also a bastard, you see that his boss is not small, he has achieved nothing, his reputation is in shambles, I ......" Jinshu tried to defend himself: "I can't help it!" ”
"Did the princess really believe those words?" Chunjuan's tone was soft, but he was a little regretful: "Master Ma knows that he came to you when he was drunk, and kept saying that you were his wife, but you always hid and treated yourself as an outsider." ”
After saying this, Chun Juan was silent for a moment before he smiled apologetically: "The slave is too talkative." ”
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The night was dark, and the Jinshu classmate, who had always slept well, had insomnia.
She has always been a person who is as good as she is. Today's conversation made her a little clear, but also a little confused. What Chunjuan said makes sense, but what should she do to survive well in this era?
Jinshu thought all night.
So early the next morning, the brocade book, who had not slept all night, said with two panda eyes: "Spring silk, please come over with a horse." ”
For the first time.
Not only were several big palace maids around taken aback, but even Mama Xu patted her chest and sighed with her mother: "The sun is coming out in the west today, and the princess has taken the initiative to find a horse for the first time?" ”
The ancients said that the best way to solve the problem is to cut through the mess quickly and solve it quickly.
But how do you open your mouth to achieve new negotiating results? Jin Shu began to look blank in a daze.
Shen Zhizhang blinked his eyes, hesitated for a moment and said, "The princess has something to say." "I've been staring at it for half an hour, and before he speaks, his back is cold!
"Ahem, ahem." Jin Shu came back to his senses, lowered his head and rubbed his hands, his eyes wandered, and he mustered up the courage to speak a few times: "That, I want to re-examine our relationship." ”
"Scrutiny?" Shen Zhizhang looked indifferent: "Didn't you sign any treaty last time?" Why do you want to change it again? ”
"No, it's not." Jin Shu waved his hand: "I've just been reflecting a lot recently, and I think I should talk to you again." ”
"Oh." Shen Zhizhang was indifferent.
He had been drunk many times in the first half of his life, and he could rarely remember what he did when he was drunk, except for that night. I don't know why, the memory of that night is unforgettable, so clear that every detail makes him feel embarrassed and ashamed, and he can only pretend that he can't remember anything.
She was kind and distant, and to her, he was just a stranger to be treated politely.
"In the six months since we got married, there are some things that I really don't do well." Jin Shu expressed very seriously: "I shouldn't just avoid you, we should try to get along." Because there's only one way to go, we should take it well, don't you think? ”
There are always people who have to take the initiative to take the first step, since Shen Zhizhang, an ancient person, is shy, let her, a modern enlightened woman with a future soul, come to it!
Shen Zhizhang's heart stopped beating and looked at her involuntarily.
There was dead silence in the room.
Shen Zhizhang stared at Jinshu and was silent for a long time, before he slowly turned his head away, and simply said one word: "Okay." ”
Try it, who is afraid of whom? He licked his lips, and there was still a little anticipation in his heart.