Chapter 469: Broken Hope
It is more cruel than not seeing hope, giving hope and destroying it immediately.
Shen Muzhi, who has always been calm, suddenly didn't know how to speak at this time.
"What the hell is going on?" Li Ning glanced at the plaster cast on his right leg and asked tentatively, "My leg is very serious, will I be lame in the future?" ”
Shen Muzhi shook his head, "As long as you cultivate well, you can recover as before." ”
"What the hell is that? I could feel that I had just undergone general anesthesia, so it must have been some kind of surgery, but the wounds on my body were not serious, what was wrong? Li Ning became more and more anxious.
Shen Muzhi held Li Ning's hand tightly, he secretly took a deep breath, and said in as smooth a tone as possible: "You... Miscarried. ”
"What?" Li Ning looked confused, and felt that his head was completely dead for a while, and he couldn't understand what Shen Muzhi said.
"It's okay, everything will be fine." Shen Muzhi didn't want to repeat those two words again, he only stroked Li Ning's cheek and comforted him in a warm voice.
Li Ning couldn't come back to her senses for a long time, lying on her back on the hospital bed and looking at the ceiling above her head, like a doll without electricity without crying or making trouble.
It seemed that after a long while, Li Ning turned his head faintly and looked at Shen Muzhi with a heavy gaze, "I'm pregnant?" ”
Shen Muzhi bowed, "About a month." ”
Li Ning pursed her lips, she knew that her eldest aunt was a few days late, but she only thought that she was not in good health, so her endocrine was a little disordered, and she never thought that it would be because she was pregnant.
Li Ning's hand unconsciously pressed on his lower abdomen, which was slightly sunken, and he felt empty in his abdomen.
I thought that when Li Ning knew about this, he would cry and collapse.
But she just lay there calmly, and she couldn't even see any joy or anger on her face, so calm and indifferent that Shen Muzhi was worried.
"Don't think too much about it, now that you take care of your body, your children will still have it." Shen Muzhi said with relief.
Li Ning sighed lightly, "I've been in a bad temper lately, I've eaten a lot, I feel like I've changed a different person, Sophia also said that I might be pregnant, but I insisted that it was impossible, if I listened to her at that time and went to the hospital for a check-up, then I would have been more careful, maybe I would have been able to save the child." ”
"It's all an accident, and you and I don't want it to happen. Fortunately, you are not seriously injured, and you can recover in a while. This is a blessing in disguise. Shen Muzhi said sincerely.
"This child is not easy to come by, not only me, but also grandma, and Mu Xing, we have been looking forward to it for so long, he finally came, but I couldn't keep him."
Saying this, Li Ning bit her lip reproachfully, and tears appeared in her eyes unconsciously.
Suddenly, a line of tears came from the corner of her eyes, Li Ning turned her head, and the tears quickly wet the pillow, but she bit her lip tightly and refused to cry.
Shen Muzhi only felt suffocated in his breath. At that moment, it was as if the heart was being grabbed and kneaded.
He stepped forward, gently hugged Li Ning in his arms, and gently patted her shoulder, "It's okay, it's okay." It's going to be fine. ”
The forbearance of emotions, because of this warm and familiar embrace, it is difficult to restrain it, tears are like a torrent of bursting embankments, Li Ning buried his head in Shen Muzhi's arms, crying uncontrollably...
Shen Muzhi soothed softly, letting Li Ning vent in his arms, he hoped that those pains could flow with her tears.
I don't know how long it took, Li Ning in his arms turned from crying to sobbing, and gradually lost his voice.
Shen Muzhi gently let go of his embrace, and found that Li Ning was too tired from crying, and he had fallen asleep, and his crying eyes were red, and there were still tears in the corners of his eyes.
In Shen Muzhi's view, Li Ning at this time is like a fragile child, people can't help but want to protect her, love and pity her, block the wind and rain for her, and don't want her to be hurt a little more.
The next day, Li Ning woke up again and found that Shen Muzhi was still beside her hospital bed, wearing the clothes of yesterday, he had always been delicate and meticulous, and at this moment a fine cyan stubble had grown on his chin, which added a bit of vicissitudes to the whole person.
Thinking of the lost child, Li Ning was still heartbroken, but when she saw Shen Muzhi, who had been accompanying and taking care of her, she felt warmth in her heart.
Li Ning is not the kind of character who will give up on herself and be depressed for what she has lost, she knows that the lost child is irretrievable, although she will always remember this child, but she still has to face life with cheer up.
Li Ning stretched out his hand and gently touched Shen Muzhi's chin with curiosity, feeling a slight pricking feeling.
"Wake up." Shen Muzhi woke up because of Li Ning's touch, and looked at Li Ning in front of him and raised the corners of his lips slightly.
"How long have I been here?" Li Ning only remembered that it was dark the last time she woke up, and now it was in the middle of the day.
"Nearly two days and one night."
"So you've been here and haven't gone back to rest?" Li Ning didn't expect that so much time had passed.
"I'm fine."
Shen Muzhi smiled disappreciatively and stood up. I moved my stiff body.
"I'm fine, you don't have to stay here with me. Just find a caregiver to take care of me. ”
Li Ning was worried that Shen Muzhi's body would not recover, and if he didn't rest well, he would fall ill.
Before Shen Muzhi could speak, there was a knock on the door outside the ward, and then Old Lady Shen and Shen Muxing pushed the door inside.
"Grandma, why are you here?" Li Ning wanted to get up, but her leg was inconvenient.
Seeing this, Shen Muzhi stepped forward to shake the bed for her.
Old Lady Shen's eyebrows were tightly locked, her face was gloomy, and she looked at Li Ning for a long time without speaking.
Li Ning was a little hairy, thinking that Mrs. Shen knew about the loss of her child, and this was to ask the teacher for guilt.
But what Li Ning didn't expect was that Old Lady Shen sat down, grabbed Li Ning's hand, and said with distress in her eyes: "Ning Ning, grandma has come to see you." ”
In an instant, Li Ning's eyes turned red, "Grandma, I'm sorry." I failed to protect my children. ”
"Silly boy, how can this be your fault." Old Mrs. Shen wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for Li Ning, and said with relief: "Don't be sad, you and Mu Zhi are still young, and the child will be there soon." Be sure to take care of your body. ”
originally thought that he would end up blaming and complaining, but he didn't want to be cared for and loved, and Li Ning's heart was warm.
"Sister-in-law, you're okay." Shen Muxing stepped forward and asked with concern.
"I'm fine, let you worry about me." Li Ning said, looked at Shen Muzhi and said, "You hurry up and send Mu Zhi back to rest, I don't need to be here all the time." ”
Shen Muxing looked embarrassed, "I've persuaded it several times, but my brother just doesn't feel at ease." I can't help it. ”
Old Madam Shen also persuaded: "Ning Ning is right, you have exhausted yourself here, but let her worry about it." ”