Chapter 39: Staying Stable
"He's the kid who survived the last car accident."
That car accident, Gu Shanshan will not forget. Is that him, that mommy is a child of an HPV patient?
"I saved him, but I couldn't save his mommy." The man spoke, and the coldness in his words revealed a slight dullness.
Gu Shanshan turned her head sideways, looked at Dr. Feng's flawless face, looked quietly, did not speak, listened to what he said, and told her.
"His mommy contracted HPV while she was pregnant."
What the!
The woman was stunned for a moment, and Mu Zhu looked at the stable children sleeping in the isolation ward.
Therefore, this poor child has also been infected with HPV since he was a child.
"So sometimes I wonder if it's right or wrong to save him."
saved a small life, but since then it has continued to live in pain and rejection.
It's like Feng Shaoyan at the beginning.
If you don't accept others, you can't accept your own existence.
"No, you're not wrong. You are a physician, and it is your duty to save people. ”
Gu Shanshan raised a smile like early spring, and told the man beside her word by word-
"The fate of man cannot be changed, but God will favor everyone who wants to jump, and daylight exists. I believe that this child will also find happiness in pain. ”
As far as Gu Shanshan is concerned, the death of her father when she was a child only made her cherish her relatives even more. She's lucky to have mommy like her.
Now, there is also a man who warms her heartstrings all the time.
And Gu Shanshan didn't know that she was the one who was gorgeous, lighting up that one meter of daylight in Feng Shaoyan's original black and white empty world.
He had a good-looking smile on his lips, well, her existence is to favor him.
……
The next day, she asked for leave from the group, and inevitably had to reprimand Director Na Bai a few words, just because she reflected the situation of Mommy, and that person was not good at saying anything ugly.
When Zheng Xiuying woke up, it was already noon, and Feng Shaoyan gave her some consciousness checks, and her condition was very stable.
Gu Shanshan knew that at this time, she had to be very confident and keep smiling at all times.
"Mom, we'll listen to Dr. Feng and accept chemotherapy."
"Silly girl, cancer can't be cured. But you, mom and I have a good mentality, and I haven't looked at the newspaper that some cancer patients can live to be over 80 years old. ”
Zheng Xiuying smiled, she didn't want to be in the hospital, a little weak.
"But ......" Gu Shanshan wanted to say something more, so she interrupted, Zheng Xiuying was hungry. and asked her to buy some nutritious meals.
After taking his daughter away, Feng Shaoyan closed the medical record book in his hand and looked at the patient who had something to tell him.
"Mom, if you have something to say, just say it."
"I ...... I don't want to be hospitalized, there is myrrh to restrain me, so I should go home and recuperate. Shanshan will listen to your words. ”
He is a physician and a man of daughters, one sentence, better than a thousand of her sentences.
"Chemotherapy is only an occasional hospitalization observation, Mom, you don't have to worry."
When Zheng Xiuying heard this, she understood what her uncle meant. Can......
"I'm all old, and I don't want to toss and grind."
All say that it is better to die than to live, but Zheng Xiuying is not like this.
Since the year Shanshan's father left, she has looked down on life and death, and there is only one daughter in the world who can't let go. Now, her daughter is very happy and happy, and she is also carefree, living the rest of her life.
"Sorry, no."
The man smiled lightly, but the words he said were as resolute as promised. Raising his eyes to meet Zheng Xiuying's eyes, every word fell on Zheng Xiuying's heart, and a wisp of bitterness and coldness flashed through it-
"I can't bear to see her cry."
The little woman's, the slightest sadness, tears, are all his ultimate limit.
She who has lost her mommy will be sad and will reject him.
And he's going to go crazy because of it.
It's not weird that a man would break down helplessly, even crazy, for a woman's tears.
Because of the man, he liked her to heal herself and heal her life.
……
Gu Shanshan is very novel, just a lunch, Mommy actually changed her original attitude and was willing to accept treatment.
Cooperate well, heal well, no longer think about those negative things, just want to live longer.
It's good that Mommy can figure it out.
The smile on his lips was so satisfied.
He just stared at the dimples of the light smile, and he felt that his heartstrings were warm and reassured.
Looking at the next few days, Mommy cooperated very well with Dr. Feng's words to treat, and Gu Shanshan was relieved.
Sure enough, with him here, she didn't have to be afraid of anything.
During Mommy's treatment, she went to an isolation hospital ward.
The little guy inside was just reading the book, she knocked on the partition glass, and the boy raised his eyes to see the eldest sister standing outside the window.
Got out of the patient's bed and slowly walked a few steps closer to the glass.
But the boy seemed to be a little timid, and after taking three steps, he stopped.
Even through the partition glass, he still didn't dare to take a step closer to the stranger.
They were all afraid of him. Even if it was a kilometer away, there would only be people who would try to run away until they disappeared from his sight.
Oh, no.
Maybe some people don't know how far they have run, horizontally and vertically, and the farther away they are, the safer they are.
Seeing the rejection and gloom in the child's pupils, Gu Shanshan took out a pen and paper, wrote a few words, and raised them for the people inside.
She followed
He said hello, but the other party just looked at her coldly and was unmoved.
frowned and thought for a moment, and then wrote another sentence-
"I'm Pandora, and you can make a wish to me."
I'm afraid that he doesn't know what Pandora is, so he painted a very good-looking box, and then put the ugly painting skills like "brilliance" and he couldn't stand it anymore.
But that child, there was a blank look on his face, and the eldest sister outside was new and weird.
I couldn't help but take a few steps closer and looked at it in a daze.
- Whatever you want, I can help you achieve it.
- Do you like to play with cars?
- Stuffed Bear?
She seemed to have written a lot of things, and he was unmoved.
Blowing, eh, what do you want to take this kid?
When Gu Shanshan was depressed, the people in the hospital ward had already found the picture book given to him by Dr. Feng before, and he couldn't write that word, so he had to frown and draw a picture as much as possible.
"Sugar?!"
Gu Shanshan rushed out, and the other party paused for a long time before nodding slightly.
It's actually ...... Sugar.
And what he drew was just a lollipop.
From the beginning of the stew, gradually to the chuckle and nod.
It turns out that children are just children after all, and they are so simple, just pure taste, they can make them satisfied.
Or, he doesn't dare to ask for too much, fairy tales are just fairy tales, he is satisfied with reality, but he only wants to taste the sweetness.
With a sour nose, she smiled a little and wrote another sentence on the paper.
This time, the boy watched attentively, as if he wanted to keep it in his heart.
What she wrote, it's a secret.
Her Pandora and the child's secret.
……
"During this time, I will go back and rest more, further report it out, and then dispense new medicines."
"Yes. Mother...... During this time, you will either move into a separate apartment. ”
When she left the hospital, Gu Shanshan said such things, although she didn't ask Feng Shaoyan, she knew that he would not refuse.
"No...... I'm still used to living in the land I've lived in for thirty years. ”
"But I can't look at you all the time."
"Don't worry, your aunt came up to take care of me during this time."
Zheng Xiuying doesn't want to delay her daughter's life with her uncle, and besides, she is really not used to the independent apartment.
Seeing Mommy being so stubborn, Gu Shanshan had no choice but to pout.
"Doctor Feng, it's time to go to the room."
"Then you're busy, I'll go home with my mother first."
The female nurse on the side was waiting for him, and when she left with Mommy, she wondered what she had done.
walked ten meters away, suddenly turned around, and called him-
"Husband!"
The man stopped, and the little woman rushed at him, and she hugged him for no reason, and was in front of them.
And his eyebrows frowned slightly, this is ...... Is it a pure show of affection?
It's not like her style.
Listening to the little woman's words, and a kiss, she strode away—
"Doctor Feng, you are the luck of all people."
This seems to have a deep meaning.
hooked the thin mouth, this little stupid dog is pouring him some kind of spiritual black chicken soup.
Doctors don't need it, it's the patient who needs black chicken soup.
Doctor Feng, you are the luck of all people.
Gu Shanshan always had a shallow and satisfied smile on the way home, which was her luck and ......
"Is the heart the closest to the mouth?"
Feng Shaoyan checked Xiao Zhi's pulse, and during this time, his recovery was good, and he could be discharged from the hospital in a few days.
It's just ...... What should happen to the children who have been discharged from the hospital?
Xiao Zhi was a little unusual this time, although he still looked like before, he didn't speak, and his face was cold.
But this time, there was a dichotomy in the little eyes...... Complex expectations.
The female nurses on the side, all wearing masks, deliberately retreated backwards.
Except...... Dr. Feng has never alienated his HPV child.
"See what?"
The child's gaze seemed to have always fallen on his white coat.
Is it a smudge?
No, in the next second, Xiao Zhi had already pounced into Doctor Feng's arms.
“……”
The female nurse on one side was taken aback by the "terrifying" behavior of the "terrifying" child, and took a few steps towards the door.
And Feng Shaoyan frowned, silent, waiting for the child's next move.
Well, this situation seems to be familiar today.
The little woman seemed to have thrown herself into his arms like this.
Then, perceiving the child's tender hands reaching into his pockets.
Sure enough, Xiao Zhi showed a surprised gaze for the first time, like an excited sika deer, almost jumping up from the patient's bed.
Feng Shaoyan lowered his head, only to notice that from his pocket, he found out for the boy-
A small lollipop!
Narrowed eyes, this is, when in his pocket
He didn't know.
And Xiao Zhi, the laughter he has never had-
"Pandora is telling the truth, the toffee is really in Dr. Feng's pocket!"
He was overjoyed, and the little tender hand pinched the lollipop, and he couldn't put it down, and looked at it over and over again.
Feng Shaoyan's eyes darkened, Pandora?
Scold......
It turned out that his little wife became Pandora.
- Doctor Feng, you are the luck of all people.
At this moment, he seemed to understand the meaning of her words.
She made him understand that his own existence was indispensable.
She made Xiaozhi understand that his own existence can be satisfied and happy.
"Don't you want to taste it?"
"No, I'm going to keep it." Xiao Zhi shook his head, he was afraid that there would be no such pure taste tomorrow.
Feng Shaoyan only smiled and helped his head-
"Eat it, and tomorrow Pandora will grant your wish."
"Really?"
The child's gaze is forever and forever pure and flawless, without a trace of impurities, so wonderful.
"Well, I don't get you."
With the help of Bai Ling's father, Qiao Bai Ling successfully entered the long-awaited Varadkar and became a senior director, and when he arrived at this information, Qiao Bai Ling's heart was happy.
In this way, she would be one step closer to Na Luo Sen.
And she is indispensable to Luo Sen.
When he took office in the first day, Qiao Bailing paid special attention to himself, and he rubbed at home for more than an hour, picking out clothes and picking out makeup, and painting his makeup carefully.
After dressing up, Joe Bringch drove to Varadkar.
When he was on the road, Qiao Bailing received a phone call, and the voice at the middle end of the phone was cautious and respectful, "Director Lu, I am your subordinate, and my surname is Bai, you can let me Director Bai."
I'm embarrassed to ask, when will you arrive? ”
"I am already on the way."
Qiao Bailing hooked his lips, and his smile was bright and open.
Director Lu...... On the contrary, she is very much used to use this title.
"Okay, we're all waiting for you."
"Yes."
Qiao Bailing answered in a low voice, and then withheld the phone.
After Director Bai deducted the phone, he explained to the people under him, and said sternly: "Wait for Director Lu to arrive, you tell me to remember the ones you tell me to be clear, don't make a difference for me, listen?" ”
"Listen."
The sound of neatness came out, Director Bai smiled with satisfaction, straightened his appearance again, and then stood in front of them, and they stood by the door of the department, waiting for the arrival of the new director.
And Ren Jingcai ignored the new senior director, just Gu Shanshan, and asked gently, "Is Auntie okay?" ”
"Well, the situation is relatively stable."
Now Gu Shanshan, almost every day, she has to go back to see Mommy, and she has to work during the day, Ren Jing is afraid that she will be tired.
……
Five minutes later.
The elevator rose one by one, and when they reached their floor, the elevator door opened, and the people who came out of it made Ren Jing's pupils widen, and Gu Shanshan also frowned.
Why, it could be her.
And Ren Jing has only one sentence in her heart-
I'm a big deal!
Isn't this Joe Bailing? Dressed like this, I rub it, are you sure it's this little who smashes it?
"Director Lu, you can be counted as coming, we have been waiting for you for a long time." Director Bai stepped forward, smiled at Qiao Bailing, and made a "please" gesture towards Qiao Bailing.