Chapter 152: Gentleness

Shen Che was stunned, family? His family didn't get along with him at all?

was full of stubbornness early, with a hint of provocation that he didn't even notice.

She has heard too many words from Zhou Zhiyuan to persuade her mother since she was a child, it is nothing more than that it is his biological parents and brothers, please be more tolerant and understanding; He was also very helpless, and he felt that they were not doing it right, but relatives are relatives, giving birth to him and raising him, and finally asking his mother to forgive, etc., etc., etc.

No matter how willful Shen Che is, it is also his mother and sister, he can say that he can change, but how to change his mother and sister?

She waited for Shen Che to renovate and do what Zhou Zhiyuan had said and done back then.

In this way, maybe both of them will be willing.

Shen Che saw at a glance the grievances and fears hidden in the deepest part of her heart from her early stubbornness and provocation.

I also immediately understood who my family was earlier.

He didn't know how much he had been wronged with her mother over the years, but he knew Zao Zao best, this girl who looked strong and cold on the outside was the most sensitive and soft in her heart, and her mother had suffered, and she could never bear to suffer any more from herself.

So the girl who is stubborn and cold in the early days seen by others likes to move her fists and feet, and the closer she is, the less she can say nice things in front of people, and she is not a likable girl.

But in Shen Che's eyes, such a little girl who is protecting herself early is just a little girl, and she will not be let down if her feelings are not exposed; Work hard to be strong to protect yourself and your mother; Expect someone to accept her unconditionally......

In Shen Che's eyes, these will only make him feel more sorry for her, and he will understand her expectations and grievances better.

Shen Che gently stroked the back that was tense early: "Early, my family has grandparents, big brother and sister-in-law, who do you dislike?" ”

was stunned early, and then turned his head away from looking at Shen Che. Avoid talking about it, this is also Zhou Zhiyuan's usual trick.

Shen Che gently but unusually firmly turned his head early: "Early, if you are talking about Han Junping, Shen Wenhan and Shen Qing, then I am too wronged, they are related to me by blood, but not my family." ”

Shen Che was unprecedentedly serious: "Early, this is a scandal in our family, I didn't tell you before, I didn't want you to lower your good opinion of me because of this, now I tell you, you have to promise me that you can't look down on me after listening." ”

Shen Che has always been radiant and domineering, and even a little empty-eyed, he never thought that one day he would say such a thing.

But what Shen Che said next shocked Zao Zao: "Early, I'm actually an adulterer. ”

Shen Che hugged Zao's arm tighter and tighter, and there was a sarcasm on his face when he talked about his birth: "Early, I was the adulterous son of Shen Wenhan and Han Junping, and I was not accepted by my grandparents and eldest brother after I was born, and I was not picked up by my eldest brother until I was two years old." ”

Shen Che's eyes were deep, and he suddenly smiled softly at Zao, his smile was warm and mischievous: "But this is a lie to me, I know it, I just don't say it." You know, I'm a genius, so my memory is much better than that of the average kid. ”

"How good is it?" Shen Che tilted his head and thought for a moment, as if he was recalling a movie he watched a long time ago, but he just thought it was funny, and he didn't invest his feelings, "I originally thought my name was a fool. ”

Shocked early, how could a smart child like Shen Che think he was a fool?

Shen Che gently put his chin on the top of Zao's head, held her in his arms, and shook her gently. It was obviously himself who should be sad, but he subconsciously wanted to comfort Zaozai.

From the moment he saw her, he put this girl in the most important position in his heart, she was stable and happy, he was happy, she was comforted, and he would not feel sad.

If he could, he would never want to say such a thing to an early day. He really hopes that all he can bring to the morning is sunshine and laughter.

But today he had to talk about the past, he didn't know what he was like when he talked about it, so he didn't want her to see the expression on his face now.

He was afraid to be scared early.

He never told anyone about this memory, not even his eldest brother and grandparents, who always thought that he believed that he was accidentally seen by his eldest brother when he was two years old, and that he was brought back because he liked him.

He was willing to let them think so. At least then they would feel less guilty about him.

But in fact, he remembered many, many clips from his childhood.

"When I was a child, before I was two years old, I hardly saw Han Junping and Shen Wenhan, I only remember a fat and rude nanny, she called me a fool in a loud voice, threw me around like garbage, deliberately threw biscuits in the trash can for me to rummage, threw me into a bathtub full of water and watched me struggle and laugh."

I wanted to break free of Shen Che's arm to look at him, but I couldn't break free, Shen Che hugged her gently but very resolutely, and let her lie down on his chest, as if it was something extremely important to him.

Shen Che still seemed to be telling other people's stories: "Later, they also locked me up with some small animals, chickens and ducks, fluffy and freshly hatched ones, and very small rabbits, and there should be guinea pigs, all of which are very soft and small, and their calls are delicate and tender, and sometimes when I fall asleep, they will burrow into my arms to keep warm." ”

He would never tell early that those delicate and tender little animals were also delicate and tender when they were hungry to a certain extent, their flesh and blood were warm and sweet, and the tender cries when they were torn alive by him were especially pleasant.

During the time that the eldest brother was taking care of him, he had to work hard to keep himself from thinking about the smell of flesh and its cries.

I slowly relaxed when I heard this early, although it was abuse, but at least the memories left for Shen Che were not all dark and terrifying: "Are you raising Xiaoha now because you had a lot of contact with small animals when you were a child?" ”

Shen Che was stunned for a moment, a big smile appeared on his face, and gentle warmth slowly welled up in his eyes, gently stroking Zao's back, rubbing his chin on the top of her hair.

"I raised Xiaoha for you! I booked a little ha when we didn't break up, and it broke up when it was delivered, I think it's your dog, I must take care of it. Otherwise, it's stupid, stupid, greedy and always gets into trouble, I would have made it into a dog meat hot pot! ”

I didn't believe it early, he was so indulgent and careful with Xiaoha, he took him with him wherever he went, and he had a deep feeling.

Shen Che was telling the truth, but he didn't plan to say this again. He had been closed for a long, long time, and today it suddenly opened, because of the girl in his arms, his heart was gentle and steady, and he was suddenly able to face everything inside in real peace.

"Early on, I told you this, just to tell you that I didn't have any feelings for Han Junping, Shen Qing and Shen Wenhan before, they were just my biological blood relatives, and I didn't care about them until you didn't like them."

"You don't want to be with them, I can make them never show up."

"Now, can you tell me how they bullied you?"

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