Zhang Ting's eyes were full of ridicule, and after laughing, he continued to check the grain, An Mingchen looked at his busy back and felt that he was too merciful to Lord Zhao for a while, Zhang Ting did nothing wrong, why should he bear all this, but Lord Zhao, he tried his best to slander a person who was not at fault, it was simply too annoying.

But in the end, it was a colleague, he couldn't do things too much, he could only suppress Lord Zhao and comfort Zhang Ting at the same time, took the book in his hand, and pulled him to the gate, "Lord Zhang, look at today's weather, although it is already early August, the sun is still dazzling, and the people who are already hot under the sun are afraid, but will you hide in the house all day long because of this?" ”

Zhang Ting glanced at him, then looked at the sky, "No." Then he thought of something, and a smile appeared on his face, "Lord An, thank you, in fact, I may have been angry and angry at first, but you are right, I can't deny the whole world because of a person's misunderstanding of me, I am not an official because of a person, I want to be a good official, I know that this road is not easy to walk, but I was entangled and stagnant because of such a small setback, I ......"

"Okay, it's too late to think about it now, I'm just telling you this, life is not going as good as you should be, but life still has to pass, you can't predict all the good and bad, implying that you can keep yourself happy, try to accept what is acceptable, and digest what is unacceptable. If you think about it some time ago, didn't I also face everyone's doubts, how did you comfort me at that time, and why it doesn't work in front of you now. ”

Zhang Ting is very delicate, a slight smile can make people feel good, An Mingchen saw that he was in a much better mood, and returned to the yamen, "Okay, let's do things quickly." We have to hurry up and transport these relief grains to Jiangnan, and as for other things, let's talk about them later. ”

For two days in a row, the disaster relief food sent to the difficult area was finally prepared, An Mingchen and Zhang Ting entered the palace together to face the saint, and the emperor heard that Long Yan was happy, "Okay, it's really good, Lord An, you supervise, and transport these disaster relief grains to Jiangnan as soon as possible." You and your wife have done a lot of work, and I have taken it to heart. Master Zhang too," the emperor thought of the rumors he had heard before after greeting them, and asked with some concern, "I heard that Mrs. An has been very unhappy recently, do you need me to come forward to coordinate?" ”

An Mingchen naturally knows what the emperor is talking about, with the emperor coming forward, Huang Fuxue can certainly take a lot of detours, but she can't find someone to help deal with it every time she encounters trouble, she has to learn to deal with it herself, An Mingchen believes in her, so when the emperor proposes, she refuses without thinking about it,

"In that case, then I don't care, but what I said just now is still counted, and you can come to me at any time when Mrs. An is in trouble." Huang Fuxue helped a lot last time about King Hong, and the emperor always wanted to reward her, on the other hand, it was also the emperor's selfishness, hoping that she would live well and be happy. I hope she can be free and do whatever she wants.

Leaving the palace, An Mingchen did not go home, and took Zhang Ting to the yamen again. On the other side, Huangfu Xue was checking the accounts in the shop, and the magpie came in to say that someone was coming to the palace, at this time, Wen Yu's personal maid walked in, "Mrs. An, my master is invited." ”

"Now?" Huang Fuxue was a little puzzled, asked the magpie to put away the things on the table, changed a set of clothes and followed the maid into the carriage, on the way, Huang Fuxue asked tentatively, "I don't know what is important for Niangniang to suddenly summon me today?" "The affairs of the Wen family have been resolved, Wen Yu has the emperor's favor in the palace, what is there that needs her to rush over?

"These slaves don't know, Mrs. An should ask the master directly after she goes over." The maid was tight-lipped, no matter how Huangfu Xue asked the maid silently, half an hour later, the carriage stopped at the gate of the palace, and the maid took Huangfu Xue to Zhaoren Palace, Wen Yu sat at the table with a sad face, heard the footsteps and looked up, when she saw Huangfu Xue enter the door, there was still no wave in her eyes. Seeing this, Huangfu Xue was a little puzzled, she hurriedly called her over, and now that she is here, why is she so expression?

"Courtiers see Niangniang...... Wen Yu got up and helped Huangfuxue up, "No need to be polite, it is Ben Zhaoyi who is troublesome to Mrs. An." Mrs. Ann does it here. Walking to the table, Wen Yu personally poured a cup of tea for Huangfu Xue, "Mrs. An, I'm sorry, I am in such a hurry to ask you to come over to disturb your work." Ben Zhaoyi heard that you are now an imperial businessman, congratulations. ”

"Thank you, Niangniang, I don't know if Niangniang called the courtiers ......to come over today" As soon as Huangfuxue came in, she saw that Wen Yu's face was wrong, but after thinking about it carefully, she didn't understand what was going on, as far as she knew, there should have been nothing in the palace recently, but her mood was obviously wrong, indifferent, and there was a hint of despair in her resistance.

"Mrs. An probably didn't know, before King Hong's accident, the emperor had asked me to find an excuse to drag Sister Lan, so that Sister Lan didn't find out that King Hong was arrested in time, and he lost the best opportunity to save King Hong, and also harmed the entire Lan family, for this matter, I have been haunted, and Sister Lan has never been able to go back to the past, yesterday, Sister Lan told me that if you want to get her forgiveness, the only way to kill yourself, I ......"

"You agree?" Huangfu Xue's face changed slightly, her eyes stared straight at Wen Yu, Wen Yu smiled bitterly, "Outside of the first time, I don't have a second way to choose, Madame may think that I am not wrong, I lost a friend, but Sister Lan is different from me, we have known each other before entering the palace, we have been dependent on each other for so long, supporting each other, I cherish this friendship, I really don't want to ...... because of this matter"

"Then have you ever thought about it, you don't want to give up, is she also cherishing, a relationship, whether it is love or friendship, only one person's insistence is a one-man show, it doesn't make any sense, have you ever thought about it, even if you commit suicide today, will she really forgive you, maybe in her heart she will feel that you deserve it, and you are atoning for their Lan family, but you ask yourself, are you guilty?"

"I don't know, I think I have a conscience about this matter, but ...... I am indeed the culprit who harmed the Lan family. Wen Yu seemed to have gotten into a dead end, why is a person who is usually very smart so unconfident today, Huangfu Xue was very angry after hearing these words, "The Lan family is to blame, and they deserve it, did you let the Lan family accompany King Hong to rebel, and you also asked the Lan family to do something that lost their conscience?" ”

"I ......" Huang Fuxue didn't wait for her to defend, and said again, "It's not you, it's not you, it's not your fault, so why do you apologize, why do you use your life to ask for her forgiveness, she is really so important?" Is a friend who doesn't distinguish between right and wrong more important than your family? Have you ever thought about what would happen to your family if you had three longs and two shorts, Wen Zhaoyi, in fact, you shouldn't have come to me today, because not only will I not give you advice, but I will also say a lot of things that make you more entangled. ”

"I know, I understand, I just feel uncomfortable, but I can't find anyone to talk to, so I want to talk to my wife. If Madame doesn't want to hear ......"

"You really shouldn't look for me, this matter is caused by the emperor, if you have any confusion and doubts, you should find the emperor, in addition, you shouldn't ask me about whether you want to commit suicide and apologize, your life is in your hands, no one can make decisions for you, but if you don't cherish your life yourself, then don't blame others for not cherishing your life."

Huangfu Xue had never been so angry, and was about to leave after speaking, Wen Yu saw this, and hurriedly stepped forward to stop her, "Mrs. An, you haven't told me yet, what should I do." ”

"Didn't you already have a conclusion in your heart, in that case, why bother to come to me, is it still useful for me to say and do?" Huangfu Xue knew that she shouldn't talk like this, but she was angry, she just couldn't control it, she knew that she still had to say the following crimes, she didn't understand, Lan Tingyu drilled the tip of the horns, why did Wen Yu also drill, the matter of King Hongwang has passed, and the entire court can't wait to forget about it as soon as possible, but why have they been entangled in this matter,

In the case of King Hong, right and wrong are so obvious, why can't they understand, what do they say about being young and frivolous, what friendship is above, a friend who doesn't put you in his heart at all, don't do it, the world is so big, so many people, are you still worried that you can't find a like-minded, even if you can't find it, what's wrong with being single, why do you have to go along with others, for the so-called invitation, the so-called don't want to lose and compromise to the end?

You have to know that after she made this request, your relationship has already been drawn into a sentence, you have been entangled, stagnant, you think you care, in fact you are stupid, downright stupid. When Huang Fuxue was angry, she suddenly thought of a very good friend in her previous life, they were high school classmates, from high school to college to college graduation into the workplace, they have been getting along day and night for more than ten years, inseparable, at that time, she could not hesitate to say that the person who knows her best in the world is this friend, but when one day, the moment the reality fell down, she knew that sometimes it hurt you the most, let go the fastest, and it was your best and dearest friend who framed you without mercy.

From that time on, Huang Fuxue no longer believed in anyone, it was not that others were bad, but she was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the well rope, and she no longer had the energy to maintain a friendship, but believed in self-acquaintance and fate, but after leaving, the relationship would end quickly, and she would never get along with each other from then on.

Do you have any regrets, there must be, even after such a long time, I still regret him every time I think of him, but reality is reality, and the result is doomed, and you can't accept it.

"I have already sent someone to find the emperor, you can tell the emperor about the rest."