Chapter 1956 Yun Bilu's thoughts
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Yun Bilu felt that she was becoming more and more self-aware.
She always thought in her heart that she had been pestering Huang Yize to come here before she made him agree.
In fact, as he said, he was reluctant to bring her back.
The sisters in the dormitory also said that when two people fell in love, their relationship reached a point where the man was particularly anxious to bring the woman home.
Because they cherish it very much, they want to keep their girlfriends as soon as possible and get their families to agree to further talk about marriage.
But Yun Bilu felt that she and Huang Yize were actually very hot with her, and she took Huang Yize home first.
As for going to his house, she has been pestering him to agree.
Yun Bilu sat at the table and read, in fact, she couldn't read it all the time, and she wasn't in that mood.
She cupped her cheeks and muttered, "Is it the wrong way?"
But she doesn't regret it, she just feels that in this relationship, she has been working hard, maybe her love is too humble and low to the dust.
Chu Xin said that women must not be humble in love, you can be like a princess, you can be coquettish and willful, if you are a proud princess, the other party is still willing to spoil you and make you his queen, then he holds you high.
If not, then it is likely that the two are not equal in love.
The more Yun Bilu thought about it, the more she had a headache, she scratched her hair hard, why are her feelings so complicated, why doesn't she understand
She only knew to do what was right and wrong.
She would ask herself, does Huang Yize love her, does she love him deeply
Could it be that she was too greedy, at the beginning, she thought it was good to see him, and it was good to hear him talk to herself.
But then they got together, she wanted more, she wanted to see him more, to be with him, to see him every day, and to make him love herself very deeply.
I want him to miss him as much as he does.
Sighing, Yun Bilu was suddenly a little surprised, and she began to sigh anyway.
Yun Bilu walked to the mirror and looked at herself in the mirror, her face was not very good, she lost her bright smile, and the brilliance in her eyes was not as good as before.
Yun Bilu rubbed her face vigorously with her fingers.
Do you really want to deny your previous efforts and efforts for the sake of such a sentence?
The reason and emotions in Yun Bilu's mind were fighting all the time.
She threw herself on the bed and looked at the ceiling, her thoughts heavy.
In fact, she understood that if Huang Yize didn't think like that in his heart, he wouldn't have said that kind of thing.
Some words are said because of what is in the heart.
Maybe it's because Huang Yize is very busy, or maybe it's because Yun Bilu doesn't show anything unusual, so everyone can't see the changes in Yun Bilu's heart.
Yun Bilu is the kind of person who hides the wounds in her heart, so she always gives people a sense of invincibility and strength.
Huang Yize usually accompanies Yun Bilu to go shopping, talk, and eat with her at night.
Recently, Yun Bilu has been cooking by herself, and she feels that she still has to work hard to eat and live in other people's homes.
And most of the new clothes he prepared for her, jewelry, makeup, skin care products, etc., were useless to her.
She doesn't want to wear jewelry, she doesn't use cosmetics, she has moisturizing skin care products in her own bag, except for basic daily necessities, the rest are not needed.
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