Chapter 257: Eternal Remembrance
"I just overheard...... Actually, you really can't blame him, he really just wants you to live, doesn't he? Then my sister-in-law has a good rest. ”
There is a kind of anger that is taken for granted, but it cannot be vented. There is a kind of sadness and despair, but I can't help but feel sorry for such a flower desert.
It's just that why not insist on it, maybe the result is that one person doesn't have to die?
Tang Qianshu sat like this, until Hua Yinxun pushed the door in, and when she saw her sitting like this, she immediately picked up the cloak and put it on her.
Tang Qianshu punched him in the chin.
As if using all her strength, she breathed violently after hitting him.
Hua Yinxun stood up straight and looked at her who was almost collapsed, and a lot of sadness and guilt suddenly burst out in her eyes. My heart was as heavy as if I had been buried under the depths of the ocean. There was nothing to say, for he knew the depth of his sin.
It's just that even if the sin is great, he is willing to bear it for her.
Tang Qianshu trembled and said, "...... Why can't you wait until the end? Maybe there's hope? ”
In fact, she was already mentally prepared for what choice Hua Yinxun would make if she encountered such a situation, so she planned to leave him.
It's just that she is too greedy for the time by his side, so she will delay until he makes up his mind.
"Wait a little longer, maybe it will turn out differently?"
“……”
Ever since he learned about it, he had been wishing to have the best of both worlds. But her body was getting unbearable, and he didn't dare to try to wait any longer. She could endure the pain, but he couldn't watch her suffer.
The question of who the child and the mother will keep, no matter how cruel, he can only choose the latter.
"Why, why not wait any longer, why not wait!" She thumped his chest, one after another.
Hua Yinxun endured it silently, never saying a word, not justifying, and not hugging.
Even if he didn't say it, how could she not know his heart? finally couldn't help but lie in his arms and cry bitterly.
"I'm sorry Yinxun...... I am the one who made you feel guilty like this...... I know you love Don more than anyone else, I know ...... Yinxun ......"
At this moment, she felt deeply sorry for him, and wanted to accept all his rights and wrongs, and the love in her heart was wrapped in that trace of hatred that she didn't know how to hate.
The corners of Hua Yinxun's mouth twitched, and he felt the pain coming from his body again, unprecedented caution. He felt so, why didn't she break her liver and intestines? Hold her in your arms, comfort her, but let her pierce her like a needle......
So this time, she finally fainted.
Finally, he couldn't find a way to like her, approaching or staying away, it was a tear.
After the Qing Dynasty, it will be warm tomorrow, and Jincheng Green Willow Fusu.
The world began to flourish and become warm.
But the hearts of the people have not recovered.
After Hua Xiaotang left, Hua Yinxun accompanied her through the most difficult days, and her thin body gradually recovered some.
It's just that Hua Yinxun rarely talks to her anymore.
Once she was immersed in the pain of losing her child, and she didn't care much, but suddenly found that there seemed to be an invisible wall between her and Hua Yinxun.
Could it be that she inadvertently gave Hua Yinxun a look and made him think that she was still blaming him? Makes his already guilty heart worse?
In fact, she is not the only one who needs comfort.
Tang Qianshu turned over the things she had prepared for the child one by one and looked at them, and packed them up one by one, she had to clean up the haze of emotions, and there was still a tough battle to fight behind.
As long as you don't lose, it's the greatest relief for that child.
Tang Qianshu cleaned himself up, and he was also in good spirits.
"Leizi, go get a hoe."
"What do you do with a hoe?"
"You go and get it."
There is a begonia in the courtyard of the West Palace, which was transplanted from elsewhere by Hua Yinxun before, and now the flowers are blooming just right.
Seven flowers in clusters and upwards. The unopened buds are as red as rouge, and the blooming flowers are gradually pink like the dawn of the sky. The pretty standing flowers are bright and moving, and they are beautiful.
Begonia is the purest and most beautiful memory between her and Yinxun, they were just Hua Thirteen and Tang Xiaosi at the beginning.
Tang Qianshu dug a pit under the begonia tree and put a large box containing Hua Xiao Tang's things into the pit. I picked a begonia from the tree and put it on the box.
"My dear child, although Mom and Dad have not been able to keep you, you have to believe that we all love you. There are dad's and mom's clothes in the box, remember our breath, please come back to be our child next time, give us a chance to atone for our sins, and never lose you again......"
Hua Yinxun stood not far away and watched her, burying the box with soil that she had injected too much hope and love.
But in the end, he still didn't approach her.
Tang Qianshu came back from the courtyard, washed his hands, and when he entered the study, he found Hua Yinxun's things.
"Your Highness has been back?" He returned, but he didn't tell her.
"Yes."
"When did you come back?"
"Came back early in the morning." Wang Shou, the steward of the West Palace, replied calmly, "There have been a lot of things in the palace recently, and His Royal Highness didn't have time to enter the palace to rest after he came back, so he was busy again." ”
I used to be busy, but I wasn't so busy.
"I see, you go down."
After Wang guarded, Tang Qianshu opened the velvet box on the desk.
Inside a full round pearl necklace, delicate and luxurious, magnificent and colorful, each one is an astonishing price, rare treasures.
Although she doesn't often wear such gorgeous and grand ornaments, she is happy to give them to her, and she is so beautiful. I guess where the treasure was delivered.
"Wow, this chain is so beautiful, it must be a gift from His Royal Highness to the princess."
Tang Qianshu, who had felt that something was wrong with him before, relaxed a little and put the necklace back in the box.
"Your Highness doesn't give it directly to the princess, do you want to wait until your birthday on the summer solstice as a gift?"
"Just you talk a lot."
The master walked out of the study from the two, and Tang Qianshu asked, "Sixi, do you think my complexion is much better now?" ”
"It's a lot better, and my face is a little rosy. So princess, the rumors in the palace that King Yin is going to marry a concubine must be false, Your Royal Highness likes the princess so much, and she will definitely not fail you. ”
Tang Qianshu shook her head, she just asked her face, why did she still talk about Hua Yinxun marrying a wife?
However, there are indeed such rumors in the palace.
Because her pregnancy and body have undergone great changes, there is a saying in the palace that she is not easy to have children, and the emperor and queen will once again show the matter of marrying His Royal Highness King Yin.
"The thirteenth sister-in-law is also here."
Sixi muttered: "How can you meet anywhere, and you won't leave after living for so long......"
"Four joys."
Zhu Xun'er is Hua Yinxun's guest, Hua Yinxun used to live in Zhu's house for a long time, so she never asked Zhu Xun'er about staying, she would entertain everything she should entertain.
"It's not that I'm coming to the study, it's Sister Butterfly who said that she was bored, I'll find her a few books to read."
"This is your thirteenth senior brother's home, so there is no need to be restrained." Tang Qianshu was about to leave after speaking.
This woman really doesn't know what she is thinking, Hua Yinxun lost the child, and she didn't fall out with him. didn't achieve the desired goal, and watched her get better day by day, she was a little unwilling.
"Does the sister-in-law know? She is the daughter of the first Nan Xiangyu of the Nine Gates, Nan Butterfly Mandarin, just sixteen this year, it is said that the queen likes her very much, let the thirteenth senior brother pick her up from the Nine Gates. ”
came to such a guest, Hua Yinxun didn't tell her.
"Didn't Senior Brother Thirteen tell you? Maybe I don't want you to worry because I don't think you're in good health. It's been two days since I came. ”
Tang Qianshu remained silent: "Then I'll go and say hello, Sixi, you let the kitchen prepare dinner......
"Don't bother Ling Ji, Senior Brother Thirteen will take Sister Butterfly Mandarin to Chaofeng Palace to have dinner with Your Majesty and Niangniang later."
"That's fine, I'll work hard for you."
Tang Qianshu left the study, a strange emotion came to his heart, and then he shook his head, Hua Yinxun would not be like that, maybe she was really too negligent with him during this time.
Hua Yinxun avoided not meeting her, probably because she felt ashamed of her, so she would find him.
He was going to see the emperor, and he would inevitably come back to change his clothes.
Hearing the footsteps outside the door, Tang Qianshu, who had been waiting in the house for a long time, immediately stood up and opened the door for him.
Hua Yinxun was also stunned for a moment when she saw the people in the room, and asked, "Why don't you have a good rest?" ”
"I'm all right." She stretched out her arms in front of him, "I don't believe you hug, is it sinking again?" ”