Chapter 316 It wasn't herself who saved her

He bent down, turned on the light of the mobile phone, and found a black-clad coat lying peacefully on the cypress branch by the grave, bent down to pick it up, patted the soil, and he gently draped it on his body, his heart sank, as if her smell was still on his body......

Hugging each other tightly, I hugged the smell with pity, as if I was worried that the faint fragrance would drift away with the mountain breeze in the quiet night......

Suddenly,

A deep panic rose in his heart,

It's better to forget each other?

His eyes suddenly flashed, and there was a letter lying quietly in the withered grass next to the tomb? Is this hers? Is she really going to leave all the troubles?

A heavy pain flooded my heart, and the corners of my eyes moistened.

What's the pain? They are really desperate and have no way out...... Suddenly, his dark eyes flashed, and he had a bold decision.

Holding the cold letterhead, he sat in the car, turned on the lights in the car, his face was gloomy, his heart was very heavy, he didn't know how to end this kind of thing backfired, he thought, he wanted to wait for that big deal to be dealt with, tell her, tell her a result...... But the flower buds that I wanted were swallowed up by the merciless wind and rain, and they were devoured cleanly, leaving no trace.

The flower has bloomed, but can only wait for its flowering time to fall.

More and less, ruthless wind and rain, sorrow, ask the courtyard is desolate, how many spring twilight, how many times can she go through the wind and rain of social customs?

He didn't know.

The lines of beautiful small black characters, the paper between the lines has been mottled, folded and wrinkled, as if it has been rubbed \/\/, the tip of the heart is like a sharp blade, and a trace of pain is burning on the eyebrows.

He knows

It was the shadow of her tears, the shadow of which she never slept;

is still the breath of the heart, lingering, inexhaustible;

If her tears are falling and wet, then every drop penetrates her endless heart! The pain in Chu Tiannan's chest became more and more obvious, causing his brows to frown tightly, and his eyebrows trembled slightly.

The ink-dyed streamer reflected the beautiful small words, like a cloud, a stream of water:

"Grandma:

In the days when you are away, I am so lonely, I am so scared, I am so helpless, I am so hateful. I hate them one by one for their injustice, I hate them one by one I don't bear the injustices alone, but let me bear them again and again, my shoulders hurt so much, my heart hurts so much, my legs are so tired, I really can't hold on anymore.

I regret it, I regret leaving Willow Bay, losing my grandmother's protection, losing my innocence, rolling into an unfathomable urban torrent, I found the emotional famine in the city, I found the sadness of human nature, I sometimes really can't find myself, I can't find myself, I want to seek a comfortable life, but the heart is always restless to think of that man,

Grandma, I'm really tired, my leg hurts so much that I can't walk, I really want to rest with you for a while, I heard that the scenery in the Santu River is very beautiful, like the snow of the manshatuohua, one by one open, stretching for thousands of miles, like my tears, inexhaustible, can't flow.

Grandma, can you tell me, is my mother such a cheating woman, I really don't know, I don't know, she is alive in front of me, how do I decide, I hate her, I hate her for giving birth to me, I hate Chu Huaijiang, I hate them for cheating, let me live a nondescript life, and live a thousand turns but ups and downs. I'm not afraid of hardship, but I'm afraid that the last bit of thought will finally disappear, and I can't see it anymore, I can't think of it, I can't wait.

I wish I had been born to die in all kinds, just like my children, and not have to bear the pain that I am now pouring in from all directions......

Grandma asked me to accompany you quietly, I don't want to wake up, I really don't want to bear too much, I heard that there is no pain in heaven, I really want to go and see it, I hope grandma you promise me ......"

Chu Tiannan's eyes were suddenly stinged, and his heart was instantly torn apart, piece by piece, and he was completely devoured by a devil with a bloody mouth wide open.

blinked, but found that his eyelids weighed a thousand pounds, and he couldn't open his eyes in a little pain......

I don't know how long it took,

He just came out of the pain on the tip of the pen, but his heart was so painful that it swept all the body, limbs, and every drop of blood in his body, all in pain, all wailing!

A streamer of light sprang up in an instant, rushing into the night like lightning.

The car suddenly stopped in the house in Willow Bay,

Unlocked door?

Chu Tianmian looked left and right, but he didn't find another car, his heart was a little more steady, he knew that Ye Feng and they had sent her away, and they all left here.

But here are her thoughts, and her dreams.

Pushing the door in, gently locking it, Chu Tiannan followed the feeling and walked into the atrium step by step, where he came only a handful of times.

He remembered standing on the lonely little bridge in front of the door, and he forced her to be his lover; He remembered her and the lover's trial manual he had set; He remembered filling in the lover's booklet one by one.

Later,

The Valentine's Handbook has completely lost its value.

Everything, Chu Tiannan thought about it, and then felt empty, even if he stretched out his arm long enough, he could no longer involve her life.

A blood tie that broke it all.

It's just that he never cherished.

In her bedroom,

Turn on the light, the messy quilt is still there? Her bag too? Everything is there, but people are gone? He guessed everything, but it wasn't himself who saved her in the end?

The big fist was retracted fiercely, and the usual coolness on his face was sad and thick.

Lying down, he got into her quilt, warm, with the smell of cotton, and the faint body fragrance on her body, gently wrapped around the tip of his nose, ear loops, and neck,

As if she's beckoning, she's smiling?

Tightly hugging the quilt, like a beautiful little person lying in your arms? His heart thumped again, as if something had hit him.

Raising his hand to touch the soft purple powder pillow, his slender fingers gently reached under the pillow, as if there was something, he was stunned? Fingers clenched out slightly.

A look?

His heart was shaken again, it was the orchid handkerchief he had dropped, in the little alley behind the bookstore, he remembered, that time he vomited blood, and the handkerchief fell out......

The handwriting on the handkerchief is clear in front, "Shallot on the dew, He Yixi, Lu Xi Ming Dynasty reverted to the fall, people die and never return, and the heart is like a stone sinking Peipu." ”

Chu Tiannan clearly remembered that the night before she was about to leave Tianfeng, in the midst of the snowflakes, she cut off the only thing she left by her side, which was the orchid handkerchief, and there was a farewell poem - love and perseverance.

She cut the handkerchief to pieces, along with the poem, with her heart, with her own heart, but in the long winter night, in the still night when the snowflakes were flying, he picked up the handkerchief piece by piece, and he picked it up all night under her and the window, and then he fell ill......

I finally spliced it together with glue little by little......

He remembered that he put it in "Chu Ci", yes, she must have secretly found it that day while reading a book, and then took it away, she actually put it next to the pillow, did she miss herself?

He thought she had never missed herself?

A drop of damp heat slammed down on the word "dew" on the handkerchief, crystal as its name, but dazzling as a light.

Their time has been rubbed by time until only a layer of fine sand remains, and the tighter and tighter it is held in their fingertips, the more scattered it becomes, until the last gust of wind blows it away, and there is no one to be seen, and another layer penetrates into the soles of their shoes, stained one after another, dense, like stars in the sky, but it falls into the dust.

It felt like that decision was getting stronger and stronger.

At night he slept, and slept deeply, as if she were right next to him.

When he woke up in the morning, there was still a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, and there was a sense of comfort and happiness in his smile, but when he saw this blurry and cold little courtyard,

Chu Tiannan's heart returned to that windy and dark night again, she stood lonely and desolate on the cemetery, and he could only burn his heart from afar, but he couldn't do anything.

Willow Bay woke up, he heard the chirping of birds on the dry willow branches, and he couldn't help but turn on his mobile phone and receive a simple message, "The board of directors at three o'clock this afternoon is asking Mr. Chu to attend as much as possible, and today's meeting will be presided over by Chairman Chu for the time being." ”

After washing, his gentle fingertips carefully slid over her pink towel, clinging to his face, his heart beating violently.

She's everywhere.

In the smoke of the morning cooking, he drove a black Ferrari out of Willow Bay, and put the patchwork orchid handkerchief into his breast pocket, clinging to his heart, at that moment, his heart was blazing.

It's as if it's been brought to life.

Besides, Leng Xiaoxi, who fainted, was rescued by Ye Feng, and the BMW drove into Tianfeng Hospital at the fastest speed overnight.

The moment she was sent to the emergency room, she had a high fever that did not go away, but she was whispering, "Chu Tiannan ......"

With just one sound, Ye Feng's heart completely withered, silently, but it was a thousand times more painful than the sky and the earth cracking, ten thousand times.

He frowned and stared at the red light at the door of the emergency room, feeling a sense of loss, just when she was not awake, she still called him, her chest was soaked with a thick layer of loss, she really couldn't forget him?

But he will give her time to slowly lick the wound, as long as he can see her all the time, it is good to know that she is safe and sound, love is very simple, not a burden, he only wants to protect, not to reciprocate, he just wants to wait, wait until the day when her heart stone blooms.

Ye Feng sat in a wheelchair, holding his head tightly with his hands, he tossed for a night, and he didn't feel sleepy at all?

Suddenly, Ye Feng thought of the driver's words last night, he just used a black coat to fall on the side of the cemetery? A black coat, whose is that? Don't? There was a loud rumbling sound in his mind all of a sudden, could it be that Chu Tiannan had been here before, could it be that the black clothes belonged to Chu Tiannan?

Since Chu Tiannan knew that Leng Xiaoxi had fainted, why didn't he save it himself, but just give himself a chance? Ye Feng's brows tightened, he couldn't think of any reason, in such a desolate suburb, Xiaoxi was in a coma, Chu Tiannan knew it but was not in a hurry to send her to the hospital? Or back to Willow Bay? What was he thinking about? His calm face was filled with confusion and anger.

Ye Feng thought, something must have happened between Chu Tiannan and her?

The situation last night was clearly that she didn't want to live anymore? And why didn't Chu Tiannan save him when he saw death? The more he thought about it, the more angry Ye Feng suddenly blew out of the corner of his eye, and when a touch of scarlet burst out, he quickly shook his wheelchair with a grunt, and when people came and went around him and threw a burst of strange ridicule and discussion,

Ye Feng is awake like a dream, he will definitely find Chu Tiannan to settle accounts, but not now, because Xiaoxi is still in the emergency room, he has to guard her safe and sound.