Chapter 5: The Woman
Su Qingrou had never felt that she was a poor woman before, but now she was desperate and would never have any extravagant hopes again.
But how did all this happen? But it was all Cheng Cheng's own choice, everyone has to be responsible for what they do, and she needs the same.
These things were destined to be borne by herself, and she could probably only cry like a fool in the dead of night.
Occasionally, someone will come to ask her, is there anything wrong? She could only smile and say that it was okay.
Whether it is pain or responsibility, only you can bear it, and those outside cares are just the last straw.
Su Qingrou had already understood that everything could only be borne by herself.
Now she is no longer looking forward to love, let alone looking forward to love with Cheng Cheng.
She would never do such a thing as self-deception.
The wind in the window was very cold, and it blew Su gently and soberly a lot.
She didn't manage Cheng Cheng at all today, so she left him alone on the sofa to fend for himself.
The wedding should be the thing that a girl looks forward to the most, but Cheng Cheng turned her wedding into a nightmare. This nightmare has been etched into her bones, merging with her body and mind.
She doesn't dream all the time these days, and every day she dreams of his back when he left at that time.
It was her wedding, which was supposed to be her most beautiful and beautiful moment, but it was a pity that he chose to see the woman at that moment, leaving her alone to bear all the gossip.
The wedding, the most important wedding in life, was ruined like this.
Obviously, he made the original choice by himself, but he put all the blame on her alone.
Su Qingrou understood that this was nothing more than an excuse for him to evade responsibility.
Of course she understood how important that woman was to him.
But in the beginning, he could obviously choose for himself.
Cheng Cheng, it was he who chose his career and family to abandon his feelings for Lin Xi, but in the end, he accused her Su of gently forcing him to choose so.
Su Qingrou never thought of herself as a good person, but she really didn't do anything to persecute or hurt the other party, she just simply loved Cheng Cheng and wanted to be with him.
How many years she was stupidly in love with him, from 16 to 26, it was like an endless loop. She was already madly in love with him when she met him when she was 16 years old, but she never received a positive response from him, until a year ago, when his family business had a big crisis, he chose the family in family and love, and abandoned the woman he had loved for many years.
Su Qingrou was desperate, she spent the best part of her youth loving him, but unfortunately she didn't get any response, and in the end she became his tool.
And how could she, as a tool, be dignified? Get the so-called love!
Su Qingrou used to be a cute, kind girl, and when she realized that she was starting to become vicious, she understood that she was no longer in love.
Or, she's still in love, but. She hates herself like this, hates herself without dignity, hates herself who is desperate for love!
The deepest part of her heart may not have changed, but her soft shell has gradually turned into solid armor.
She loved him, but she didn't like him anymore!