Sitting on the edge of the bed decadently, the blue and black under his eyes, the red bloodshot in his eyes and the scruffy chin revealed the man's grief and decadence.

The floor was full of cigarette butts, and the curtains of the room were tightly closed, so that no light could shine through.

It was dull, and the air was filled with the choking smell of tobacco.

Xiao Shenyi sat on the edge of the bed as if he was used to it, staring blankly at the painting he threw on the ground.

The two children in the painting are holding hands and smiling happily.

This is his obsession, it used to be, but now it seems extremely ridiculous, for the sake of a dead person, for the salvation of his childhood, he lost his most beloved girl.

What does it mean to have no bones? What does it mean to give up salvage?

He didn't believe it, he didn't believe that Lan Qi would leave him like this!

She's always been there, isn't she? She must be angry, she must be!

His little girl is angry, what should he do?

He just wants her to come back, even if he will meet her resentful and disgusted eyes, even if she doesn't smile at him anymore, but it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, as long as she is willing to come back, he will spend his life to atone for his sins.

Standing up from the bed, Xiao Shenyi kept spinning in circles in the bedroom as if he was crazy, and when his eyes touched the painting on the ground again, he smashed it mercilessly.

The sound of glass breaking was particularly harsh in the room, and it also awakened Xiao Shenyi's consciousness.

Like a lost child, he could only sit on the ground weakly, burying his face in his hands, whimpering silently, tears slipping from between his fingers, he wanted to scream, and even wanted to fall asleep like this.

But no, even if he closed his eyes, his mind was full of images of Lan Qi falling into the sea, and the despair in the girl's eyes seemed to have become his nightmare.

The obsession of the past is also being replaced by the girl's last smiling face little by little.

The sweeter and brighter the smile but the more desperate her eyes, how desperate should she be to smile so brightly?

Leaning against the wall, Xiao Shenyi looked at the snow-white ceiling with blank eyes, and the hole in his heart became bigger and bigger, as if it would never be filled again.

The tyrannical screams in his body wanted to smash everything, but he instantly subsided when his eyes touched the things that belonged to Lan Qi on the bed.

Tears slipped silently from the corners of his eyes, and he reached out and hugged the thing tightly in his arms, wailing like a wolf king who had lost his love, thinking of his past with Lan Qi, every scene seemed to be pouring salt on his scarred heart.

The burning pain, the hoarse voice whispered softly, "I'm sorry, and I love you." ”

After a long time, Xiao Shenyi finally walked out of the house, and simply cleaned himself up, but he could still feel the death and decadence on his body, no longer the brilliance of the past, and it looked even more gloomy, making people dare not approach.

"Old ..... Boss ....." Xiao Feng watched Xiao Shenyi come out of the door, and he didn't even dare to speak.

Ignoring Xiao Feng who was standing aside, Xiao Shenyi walked to the door of Lan Qi's room, which used to be Lan Qi's house, but now it is not, half a month after Lan Qi's accident, he found that a new family had been lived inside.

Without Lan Qi, everything related to her was gone.

Reaching out and rubbing it lightly on the door, the house was bought by him at a high price, and the family was also driven away by him, what belonged to Lan Qi, even if she disappeared, he would not allow other people to encroach on it.

"Lan Qi, you must still be alive, right?" As if asking and answering himself, the corners of Xiao Shenyi's mouth rose invisibly, the madness and depression in his eyes were suppressed, and there was only obsession and nostalgia.