Chapter 180: Enlightenment
"Doctor Gu, although your family is unfortunate and displaced, the Xu family loves you very much, and Jiang Zhen is too, how can someone like you who grew up in a honey pot understand my feelings?"
Zhao Er still looked at her calmly, and said self-deprecatingly, "When I was eight years old, I saw my mother kill my father, and then kill the widow Zou, and cut off the flesh of the Zou family piece by piece and feed it to the dogs...... You know, what it's like? ”
"What?! You said the dog that the family used to have...... The dog...... I remember that not long after my father 'left home', he was poisoned by the people in the village and poisoned to death......" Zhao Da suddenly exclaimed.
"I fed it with rat medicine, and it died." Zhao Er glanced at him calmly and said.
"You, you, that's the dog we raised from childhood to adulthood, it plays with our brothers, guards our house, and has a deep feeling, how can you bear to poison it!" Zhao Da felt a burst of heartache.
He never imagined that his eight-year-old brother would dare to poison him!
"I'm also doing this for his good, it's my favorite dog, but he ate the human flesh that my mother fed him...... Then it will no longer be our childhood partner, but a brute who can even eat human flesh! Zhao Er said.
"You, how did you end up like this!" Zhao Da was frightened by his words, and couldn't help but take two steps back.
But think about it carefully, what should the second brother be like?
Cowardly and timid?
Zhao Da finally knew tonight that it was just an illusion given by the second brother, in fact, he was an executioner who killed people without blinking!
And Gu Baoying finally discovered at this time that Zhao Er's thinking was extremely extreme.
may have had a great impact on his young mind at that time because he saw his biological mother kill his father and brutally dismembered the body, and instructed him to distort his mind and poison the puppy for the good of the puppy, and he may not even let Feng get pregnant, thinking that it was for Feng's good.
"So, is this the reason why you have been reluctant to let Sister Wen Fang get pregnant, and after she became pregnant, you ruthlessly let snakes scare her and cause her to have a miscarriage? Just because, do you think that's the best outcome? Gu Baoying asked.
"Isn't it?" Zhao Er frowned slightly, as if he felt that this was a stupid question at all.
He didn't deny it.
I saw a touch of madness in his eyes, and it gradually burned, "Born in a family like me, I don't deserve to reproduce at all!" Even if Wenfang and I were born, they would be branded with shame and sin for the rest of their lives, and they would have such filthy blood...... It's just going to be like me! ”
When he said this, he was guilty of killing himself and Feng's children, and he confessed.
There was a suffocating silence in the room.
In the face of such a ruthless person, everyone will feel a chill in their hearts......
"Second Brother Zhao." After a long while, Gu Baoying looked at him coldly and said word by word, "What kind of family you are born in is never the most important thing, the most important thing is what kind of person you choose to become." You can still choose to be loving, choose to protect Sister Wen Fang from being bullied, choose to expose your mother's crime of killing your husband and dismembering the body to the government earlier, choose to be a good father, and raise children with Sister Wen Fang......"
"But you didn't do any of that."
"You just chose the most wrong path, and caused Sister Wen Fang to be punished, she is the most innocent, but after she came to your Zhao family, what kind of life she lived, can't you really see it? Did you really give her happiness and joy? If she hadn't reconciled with you earlier, in the future, she would have to bear the charge of being the wife of a mother-murderer, and she would have been pointed at for a lifetime of loneliness and pain! ”
"You have committed the most unforgivable sin! Don't make excuses for your inferiority complex and cowardice, let's be ashamed! ”
Gu Baoying's words were loud and deafening.
Zhao Er's whole person was stunned.
Until the sound of chickens crowing in the village sounded one after another, and the sky in the distance showed the whiteness of the fish's belly.
It's dawn.
Zhao Er felt as if he had been hit by something, and suddenly he was enlightened and enlightened......
He bowed his head deeply, and after a while, he finally said, "I was wrong......
Couldn't be more wrong.
However, it was too late.
……
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At dawn, Song Zhutou took Zhao Er back to the county government to restore his life, and after the case was completely tried, he would be convicted.
After Gu Baoying and Zhiyan went back, they explained everything that happened to the Zhao family to the Feng family.
Feng Shi was shocked, and only sighed endlessly: "I liked him since I was a child, and I thought I knew him, but today I realized that I wanted to really understand a person...... It's that hard. ”
"Sister Wenfang, don't blame yourself." Gu Baoying noticed a hint of self-reproach implied in her words, "It's that he didn't be honest with you, if you could have known what he had experienced in advance, you would naturally persuade him to avoid going astray, but you don't know, what can you do?" ”
"Yes, I understand, Baoying, it's okay, I'm just thinking too much." Feng Shi smiled reluctantly and said.
The fact that Zhao Er killed Zhao Jiangpo soon spread in ten miles and eight towns.
However, no one knows about Zhao Zunpo's killing of Zhao Rafter and the widow Zou for the time being.
In the evening of this day, Zhao Da and Wang came to Gu's house in person, and they actually apologized to Feng: "Brother and sister, I'm sorry, we did too much in the past, we don't beg for your forgiveness, we just want you to know that we know that we are wrong." ”
"Let them all pass." In this regard, Feng's attitude is tolerant and indifferent.
Before Wang left, he gave Feng a purse.
After the two of them left, Feng opened it and saw that there was a silver ticket worth twenty taels of silver......
She was slightly surprised in her heart, and then smiled faintly.
Twenty taels of silver, if it is for ordinary people, it is really a lot, but if it can be said that these can compensate for the unkind and harsh treatment that the Feng family received in the Zhao family in the past, it is naturally a little ridiculous.
It doesn't matter, though.
Feng Shi remembered the bits and pieces of the past in the Zhao family, only to feel that the turbid breath that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart was spit out.
She held the purse in her hand, and the tears in her eyes couldn't help but wet the purse.
And after Zhao Da and Wang came back from the Gu family, they went to Lizheng's house again.
At night, they begin to pack their things quietly.
Before dawn on the second day, Zhao Da drove the donkey cart, and there were two children who were still dozing off in the back of Wang's arms, and there were a few cans piled up on the car.
Zhao Dayou has the skill of making sauce, and the skill is indeed good, but it was difficult to move elsewhere at first, but they have money in their hands, and life will gradually get better.
In order for the two children to grow up happily and carefree, they cannot continue to stay in Qinghe Village.
Otherwise, when the two children are growing up, they will hear others talk from time to time, saying that their grandmother killed their own grandfather, and the second uncle killed their grandmother......
In such an environment, how should you face the eyes of others?
It's better to just leave and start over.
And after a day of calm, early in the morning, just after eating, Jin Siye's carriage came to the door of Gu's house, ready to take her to the county seat.