My body and I need redemption, we all need to be filled, those passions, those hot impulses, those irrepressible fires, the spasms, contractions, deep breaths that burn my skin.

It was a warm morning, with the galloping and hot smell of lust, passion in decline, I wrapped my arms around his neck, his lips hovering down on me.

"Okay?"

I am silent.

"Isn't it good?"

I'm still silent.

"Who am I?"

"Gao Tiancheng."

I replied.

A great shadow came over me, covering me completely, and he rolled over and lay down beside me, and the quilt was pulled straight up to my neck, and I felt so tired that I also rolled over, and my arms covered his chest. He took me by the hand, and I noticed that he loved the action of putting my fingers into his mouth one by one, wrapping them in warmth and warmth, and then devouring them carefully.

I tried to pull it back, but he grabbed it with ease.

But soon I found that he was burning again, and I felt that his whole body was like a red-hot iron, as if it were about to burn me to ashes, and I trembled and whispered his name.

His lips left marks on every inch of my skin, and I stretched out my hands above my head, lowered my eyelids, and saw his black, not thick hair, which was gently touching my body, intentionally or unintentionally, and I exhaled softly, closing my eyes in despair.

It was as if it was some kind of ritual, and when I felt as if I couldn't grasp anything, his voice came again.

"Who am I?"

I opened my misty eyes, captured by lust, and gently opened my lips.

"Gao Tiancheng."

Heaven seems to be right in front of you, and the world is as gorgeous as fireworks.

I felt like I had wings.

Life should look forward, move forward, and let go of attachments.

The next day, I said to Wan Qian.

"Speak the vernacular."

I looked at her suspiciously, not understanding what she meant.

"He's made you happy."

Wan Qian pointed to the point.

I don't buy it.

"It's like I'm a lewd, baby, woman."

Wan Qian pouted.

But I hesitated after work that night, Ah Dong waited for me outside the company for a long time, I didn't go out, let Wan Qian tell him, there is something in the company today, I need to work overtime, and I don't know when it will be.

"Also," I called Wan Qian, "to tell Ah Dong that I might go back to my own house tonight." ”

Wan Qian tilted her head to look at me thoughtfully, "What routine?" Want to welcome or refuse? Tall! ”

I picked up the folder on the desk and threw it at her, and she ran away with a puff of smoke.

That night, I went back to my house, and I wondered if he would chase him all the way here, but I didn't want him to stop even more than me.

To be honest, I was a little surprised, but I also felt reasonable. I remembered that Gao Tiancheng once told me that when we saw each other naked, the water in the shower drenched me and him like seaweed, and his whole body fit my body, and I could feel his desire to stop.

And then

He whispered in my ear and asked me, "Do you know that love and sex can be separated?"

It's good to be separated.

Separate and clean.

He wants a woman, and I want a man.

The simplicity of the relationship between men and women is not necessarily a bad thing.

But I didn't sleep well that night, holding the key in the room between me and Zhang Ruolei in the past, and the key was held close to my body temperature.

Then tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.

I know that there are too many people's love in this world is wishful thinking, we always like to interpret one-sidedly according to our own wishes, such as a woman likes a certain man, or a certain man likes a certain woman, and will deliberately capture the evidence that the other party likes themselves in the details, but in fact, it is not necessarily, it may just be our assumption.

I reached out of my hand and tossed the key out, which clanged on the floor. I turned around, only to find that I couldn't sleep anymore. So he got up and got out of bed, went to the hall and opened the curtains, and looked out at the dark night for a long time, the shadows of the trees swaying in front of the window, and the stars and moon hanging in the sky. Human beings have imprisoned themselves in concrete cages, and they have cocooned themselves and thought that this was the right thing.

It's stupid.

The next morning, Ah Dong did not come to pick me up. I called Wan Qian and told her that I might not be able to arrive at the company later, but I took a taxi alone and quietly sneaked into my old residence with Zhang Ruolei, and sat there for a long time before going out and returning to the company.

When I arrived at the company, Wan Qian asked me to go to an emergency meeting. I was at a loss, I didn't have any plans for a meeting.

It turned out to be Gao Tiancheng, Gao Tiancheng said that he had shares in everyone except me, and now this company is a husband and wife file.

Is it a husband and wife pair?

Wan Qian asked everyone out, and he and I were the only ones left in the conference room.

I looked at him, he was Gao Tiancheng.

I always remind myself that he is Gao Tiancheng, and his purpose in approaching me in the first place was ---- to launder his own money, and the other main purpose was to use me as a shield one day.

He's so shameless.

Zhang Ruolei is not like him.

Gao Tiancheng looked at me, his eyes seemed to be saying to me, a person who designed you so shamelessly, you used to be with him and wanted to die.

I blushed, and the red fell into his eyes.

But he still insisted on not speaking, so I got up, and there was silence behind me, and he didn't catch up.

Didn't catch up well.

I asked Wan Qian to talk to him, saying that we would also sell the shares to him, and you asked him how much he was willing to pay.

Wan Qian replied to me, saying that Gao Tiancheng was silent for a long time at that time, and only said one sentence: she opened the price code.

I made an offer, and Gao Tiancheng quickly replied, saying that he would be allowed time to raise money.

That night, I went to his house, oh no, it was back to our new house, he was at home, but there were other women, of course, there were men, he was playing mahjong, and there were a few new faces, Ah Dong was also there, Ah Dong saw me, tied his hands and stood beside me, let me wait for a while, because Mr. Gao never wanted to be disturbed when he played mahjong.

I didn't bother him, and my figure flashed by at the door of the mahjong room. I admit I just want him to know

I am here, and it doesn't matter if he sees it or not, whether he sees it or not.

Ah Dong placed me in the living room, as if I was a guest, the TV was on, and I was playing an ominous program, and I kept turning the channel, and the volume of each station was different, and once I switched to other channels, and the sound was so loud that even Ah Dong looked at me with silent and inscrutable eyes.

So I turned off the TV and threw the remote control on the couch, and Ah Dong brought fruit and tea, and I only glanced at it, and I was not interested in any of them.

Later, Ah Dong handed me something, and when I saw it, it was a rubber band with my hair tied, of course, very delicately made, and very delicately decorated. I played with it, I thought it was very delicate, and I liked it.

I can't describe the exquisiteness, the rhinestones shine on it, the main color is black and white, and the top is a cleverly round, small and cute head of my zodiac.

"For Wan Qian?"

I'm playing with it in my hands.

"It's not."

"That ......"

"Wedding gifts."

Ah Dong didn't look at me, he was really funny about giving gifts, just like I forced him to give me gifts.

"I didn't have time at the time. Just ...... today."

"Adong."

Gao Tiancheng's voice.

"I'll go and make it easier, you can help me get two."

Ah Dong went away in response, I liked the little ornament very much, still playing with it in my hand, closed the delicate box, opened it again, took it out from it, and then took it out again, put it on my wrist, I looked back in the direction of the bathroom, and planned to go in and put it on, to see if it looked good.

Women are always interested in these gadgets, even if they are not worth a few dollars.

I was about to get up, Gao Tiancheng came over and sat opposite me, and he didn't look at me.

It seems that I didn't just put on my pants and didn't admit it.

I think, too, that I was right in my decision, and that he said that sex and affection can be separated. He needed it, I needed it, we needed each other, no different from a pair of beasts in heat.

Maybe he will regret it when he is done, and he is very afraid that I will take it seriously.

Sometimes it can really make people daunting, adult men and women should figure out what they want in love and desire, but also figure out their own position, and they must be able to carry it clearly.

I stood up, "You get busy first, in fact, I don't have anything important, otherwise I'll go back to the company tomorrow." ”

He didn't move, I stopped, turned my back to him, and there was silence behind me, so I walked forward until the door closed behind me, and there was still no movement in the door. So I went downstairs and sat for a while, and I sometimes like to sit here for a while, to think about the past or to think about the past, and imagine if it weren't for those mistakes, he and I would have lived a happy and comfortable life, and the child has ......

I got up and decided to spend the night here tonight, it was too late for me to toss back and forth, but I was no longer the mistress of this house, was that really good?

But I have nowhere to go, I really don't, nowhere to give me warmth, nowhere to stay,

It's my home.

Here---- I reached out and swept everything I could reach, sofas, coffee tables, TVs, tall and lush greenery.

The plants are so green and so vibrant that they ignore that their owners have fallen apart, and they are still thriving.

I curled up on the couch and turned on the TV, not knowing what was going on inside, but it was noisy and lively, like there were countless people around me, and I wasn't lonely.

But I was lonely, lonely like a shadow, often in the dark night, which caught me off guard, panicked, and helpless. That loneliness sometimes talks to me, telling me that I am not lonely, because there is loneliness with me, and he has been with me for so many years, like the most persistent lover.

The thin quilt gently covered my body, and it didn't know what kind of soul it was covering at the moment. No one expected to live, and I advise myself not to be too self-pitying.

When I woke up the next morning, I packed up and was about to go out to the door, but I didn't want to open the door and met Adong.

Ah Dong is still like that, no matter how dark and white he is, he loves to wear a pair of black sunglasses to cover most of his face. Once I asked Ah Dong why don't you want to wear that broken thing day and night, it won't do much good to your eyes if you wear it for a long time.

He didn't even smile at me, his lips closed into a line, and he didn't say anything.

I really can't do anything about him, I climbed into the car while muttering, saying that I really don't know what Wan Qian likes about him, and if he is really married, he will be suffocated to death.

Ah Dong silently launched the lead, still without saying a word.

I later found out that Ah Dong has a rule, he sometimes gossips, sometimes chatters, but it is divided into time, place, occasion, or mood factors.

For example, a long time later, once he was talking to himself, as if he was talking to me, saying that the reason why Mr. Gao bought those shares was not like Mr. Fang.

As soon as I heard this, I stretched out my ears in alarm.

(End of chapter)