I try to deal with the work at hand every day, and if there is a follow-up, I will give it to Lao Bai. Lao Bai didn't know what was going on, and the fox looked at me suspiciously. I didn't speak, and now silence has taken over a large part of my country, and my life has reached the end of my life, and everything has become unspeakable, and I can't talk to anyone, let alone have no one to say.

I'm not lonely, because there is loneliness with me.

I finally understood that those who were silent had endless stories in their hearts, and looked around without support, so they gradually became silent, confiding their hearts to themselves, and resolving their own hearts. If nothing is clear no matter how hard you try, try to let yourself go.

People have to have an outlet, otherwise how can they get by?

Wan Qian was also silent, she came to me to report to work, the two of them were relatively speechless, businesslike, and miserable. She wanted to speak several times and stopped, and her eyes were slightly red several times. Once she asked me, "Sister, what do you mean by living a person?"

As soon as she said this, she corrected herself again.

Say no, no, you're not my sister, you're Mr. Mei.

I smiled miserably at her. "Why care about a title?"

She turned around and went out, walked to the door and stood still, looking back at me, she looked back at me with a look like the scene when Ji Xiaoye looked back at me before committing suicide. My heart moved, and my eyes were slightly red. Wan Qian turned around suddenly, and the delicate figure gradually faded out of my sight. There was only one door left in front of me, a door that had been tightly shut.

I once read a book, and I remember a sentence in it, which is the work of Taiwanese writer Xiao Huiying, she said: I don't belong anywhere, I don't belong anywhere, I don't belong anywhere, so I exist in vain.

A lot of people are living in the same way as me.

A lot of people seem to be living a good life.

Life comes with a mask, and we all have to play our roles well. Even if you can't be proud of the spring breeze, at least you can walk as a car when you are lonely, so as not to let people see the flaws.

On the fifth day, Lao Bai came to me, she didn't speak, but lit a slender cigarette in front of me, and the smoke swirled, and her pale and rouge face became more and more hazy.

"How?"

She asked.

"Want to give up?"

I smiled.

"I can't talk about it."

She took a long puff of nicotine, smoke rising from her lips and the smell of crumbled cigarettes sneaking into my nostrils.

In the future, she would talk to me at length or bitterly, but she didn't, she just silently sacrificed the cigarette, and the remains of the cigarette lay alone in the ashtray in my office, and when the cigarette butt gradually turned from gray to black, she stood up, dusted her clothes gently, and then walked out the door quietly without saying a polite goodbye.

Loneliness and loneliness come as promised, like a shadow, the world is empty, the universe is so big, it seems that I am the only one left.

Huaihai didn't come again, and the wedding of the century that I had been waiting for for a long time finally came to naught. Yesterday's day is not to be kept, and today's day is full of troubles. I plan to sell the house, but my mother is gone, Huaiping's whereabouts are unknown, Zhang Ruolei has left, and the huge house has become a lonely city in this bustling city. It is deserted and inaccessible. I stayed, and I didn't

What is too much significance.

That night, I walked back and forth in several rooms by myself, gently sweeping every inch of the room with my eyes and skin, everything in which I had poured my heart and soul, brick by brick, silk by silk, a knick-knack, a sofa cushion, everything carefully selected by my hands, I thought that I would not leave this place until I died, and it has only been a few years, and now it has become the place I least want to stay. I used to think that this would be the place that carries the happiness and destination of my life, but I don't want to, but now I seem to be displaced, like a broken stalk wanderer, just like the Taiwanese writer Yu Huiying wrote: I don't belong anywhere, I don't belong anywhere, I don't belong anywhere, so I exist in vain.

Looking down from the window, the night ink is like a song. Wrapping clothes in front of the window, there is nothing left of life to sigh.

I used to look out the window at the lights of thousands of homes, and the warmth of beans in them once made my heart yearn for it, and I wonder if the bright lights in my home can make others feel the same as I used to be. The warmth of those deceitful people once looked at me from afar, shook hands with me and made peace, and now, once again, they left me.

He came without warning and went without a trace. I can only passively accept it. This is the injustice of fate, but also the ruthlessness of fate, and at the same time, it is not the kindness of fate.

Huaiping has now become my only concern, and in the end, the last straw for family affection has become the last point of hope. No matter how ruthless and unrighteous the world is, no matter how cold as frost, no matter how harsh and indifferent, in the end, it will still be traced and traced because of that bit of blood, and return the same way.

But where is he?

This room ......

I hesitated, should I sell or keep?

There are no more people or things in this city that I am concerned about, but what if Huaiping will come back?

I didn't think that Zhang Ruolei would come back, the man is gone, never expect him to come back. Even if he comes back, he may not be the same person he used to be, not the relationship he used to be.

My long sigh wandered alone in the dark night.

When I arrived at the company the next day, Xiao Han came to look for me. She is so good-looking, and has a beautiful face, but no matter how I look, I can only see the four big characters of hateful face on this face.

She came up and pulled me apart to tear me apart, gritting her teeth, I really don't understand that this woman is now considered to be famous, she lacks nothing, what else is fate that dissatisfies her?

"If you dare to resign, if you dare to let the old Zhang family take everything back, I will lift your mother's ashes into the public toilet."

"Young."

I say.

"Otherwise, I can't guarantee that what you're going to give me in the future is really my mother's ashes. I have been in this position for a long time, and with what I know of you, you will never give me my mother's ashes. ”

Xiao Han's eyes were red, the white eyeballs were rapidly congested, and the thin red bloodshot like a spider web was climbing around like vines in her eyes.

She grabbed me.

"Plum!"

Tears were hot in her eyes.

"Plum!"

She choked up.

"Why don't you understand me?!"

I looked at her indifferently, I didn't want to understand her. I pulled her hand away.

"I know you're tough and ruthless enough, and I don't expect you to hold me high. As for my mom......"

I also burst into tears, but I immediately suppressed the sadness in my heart.

"As you said, she has a hard life, giving birth to a stupid daughter like me, I didn't have the ability to make her happy before I was alive, and I can't protect her after I die. She knows that she will never have anything to do with me in her life. ”

Xiao Han said Are you crazy?

I looked at her, word by word.

"It's never me who is crazy."

I looked back, and I knew she wasn't listening. Words are not speculative for more than half a sentence. When you reach middle age, you have to say things to those who understand you and are willing to understand you.

Xiao Han looked at me and paused word by word.

"Meizi, you remember, you will definitely regret it."

I was noncommittal, as if talking to myself.

"Actually, I regretted it a long time ago."

Time waits for no one, and it flies like water. The day when the date is approaching, Xiao Han will definitely find me for a showdown. On the other hand, I was ready for everything.

She came alone, and when she entered, I waved at her and motioned for her not to talk to me, and then took out an object, an urn, from under the table.

Xiao Han's eyes widened in disbelief.

"You have the ability to take it, and I have the ability to take it back."

I say.

"It's always been a smoke bomb before, Xiao Han, you're so shrewd, you don't even know."

Xiao Han's face turned pale.

"No way, no one knows where I'm resting."

I smiled.

"Huaihai knows, right?!"

Xiao Han's face was even more miserable, but he was still calm, like a frown.

"How is that possible!"

I stood up and smiled.

"How could it not be?"

I smiled and walked over to her and showed her the video.

"You know that, right? You and Zhang Ruolei. I asked Wan Qian to show it to Huaihai, how do you think Huaihai will feel after reading it? Xiao Han: Are there any real people around you? Who will do such a dirty thing for you? ”

I leaned down and put my mouth close to her ear.

"I thought about it, and it was Huaihai. If you want Huaihai not to do things for you, at least not to do this dirty thing in front of you, you say, what should I do? ”

I watched as little by little blood drained from her face.

"Huaihai saw his most beloved woman tossing and turning under the man next to him, and once you make a plan, you will choose him or Zhang Ruolei He knows better."

Xiao Hanho stood up.

"Slut!"

She raised her arms high, and I caught them, stabbing my eyes into her pupils.

"The real slut is you! You slut! Smuggling! Anyone can do it. ”

I threw her to the ground, swooped down, and circled her like I saw prey, as if I were choosing a wolf in the deadliest place. I hated to tear her in half.

"Hmph."

Xiao Han smiled. Laughing and getting up.

She patted herself on the clothes.

"Forget it. That's interesting, otherwise it's not a bit difficult, and I don't think it's glorious to win. ”

This time it was she who walked in towards me and tossed the small silver USB stick back into my hands.

"Keep it, it's okay to review and review, your men climb into my bed one by one, and you can't get out when you climb up, you can learn if you have nothing to do, and see where I'm better than you."

I had the USB flash drive in my hand.

"If you just want to take advantage of your tongue, then I'm sorry, I won't accompany you."

I say.

I turned around, and Xiao Han quickly flashed.

On the other side, someone was already watching her whereabouts. After she left my room, she didn't go to her office and left the company directly, Wan Qian followed by someone, she drove the car fast, and soon arrived at a place designated by the Ministry of Civil Affairs to temporarily park the urn, when she saw my mother's real urn parked safely in its original location, Wan Qian had already taken the things in her hands with someone.

Xiao Han looked at Wan Qian and smiled, and Wan Qian also looked at Xiao Han and smiled. Wan Qian smiled and pulled the phone to me.

"Mr. Mei, I got the old lady's ashes."

(End of chapter)