Out of the hotel door unconsciously, the etiquette lady decently and politely invited me to come next time, the cold wind in the door at the moment no scruples, blowing unscrupulous. I hugged my shoulders tightly, and then I realized that I was so angry and anxious that I had left my coat inside. I had the heart to turn my head back and get it, but I was afraid that people would laugh at me for coming here on purpose and giving myself the stairs down.

After thinking about it, I gritted my teeth and reached out to stop the taxi, but fortunately, the car was not difficult to stop at this time. When the car drove out, I was too busy to turn around, and when I saw that the door of the hotel was empty, my heart quickly sank to the bottom with the emptiness.

My heart was sour, how many grievances welled up in my heart, my eyes were filled with tears, and I went down my cheeks in pairs, I silently sniffed my nose and wiped away the layers of tears with my fingers. Thinking about Zhang Ruolei, he didn't love me much after all, I was stupid, and I always liked to take care of the details of getting along between us, which proved that he treated me differently than other women.

In fact, after a long time, aren't they all the same? Started to draw fresh, I haven't played, now it's okay, enough fun, maybe he is worried that he can't find a good excuse to dump me, I'm good, I have prepared a reason to give it to others.

That night, he did not follow, I waited all night, staring at the door, and did not dare to turn on the light, lest he see me below with the light on and wait for him to be proud, in the darkness like a cat waiting for a mouse to come out of its hole. I imagined a thousand images of reconciliation with him, such as I pounced on him, threw myself into his arms, apologized to each other, and then finally reconciled heartily in bed.

It wasn't until dawn that I reluctantly admitted my disappointment. The tense nerves immediately withered, but I felt sleepy and tired, and I slipped into the bedroom with my slippers and threw myself on the bed, wanting to make up for my sleep. Look at the time and don't allow it, I can't go with him this morning, the road must be blocked, and the car is not easy to hit when I go to work in the morning, so I have to go early, otherwise he thinks I can't do it without him.

Entering the bathroom, brushing my teeth and washing my face, I looked up at myself left and right amid the slight hum of the electric toothbrush, trying to find evidence that I hadn't slept all night but didn't make people feel haggard, but I was surprised to find two shiny white hairs on my forehead.

When my hair turned gray again, I put down my toothbrush and forgot to turn it off, so that it mistakenly thought that its work was not as complete as it was supposed to be, and it was still buzzing tirelessly, like a swarm of bees in the summer flowers.

I looked in the mirror and peeled through my thick hair until I found the first one, pulled the rest of the hair apart, and then I pushed hard, it was not a sharp pain for a moment, the white shiny hair had fallen into my palm, I pinched it and looked at it carefully at the bathroom light, and then threw it into the trash can.

Pick up the mouthwash cup and rinse your mouth, and clean the electric toothbrush again. Only then did I start looking for another one, fortunately, the hair was long, it was not difficult to find, and I felt relieved to solve the second one, washed my face, put on light makeup, and took out a lip gloss to wipe a little, this face didn't look much amazing, but after all, I covered up a little haggard, I pursed my mouth at the person in the mirror and put two lips in satisfaction

The stickers will be together with a "horn", so that the lip gloss has completed the task of fully blending on the two lips.

tied up a full bun at the back of his head, and then walked out of the bathroom satisfied.

Picking out clothes also made me quite a bit of a setback, the clothes rack in the closet that I often wear the coat was hanging empty in the air at the moment, I was stunned for a moment, my hand in mid-air still made a slight pause, then I reached out and picked out another one, put it on, and looked left and right in front of the dressing mirror, and I was not very satisfied, this one is still new, I have not been on the body, I don't want to dress like this at this time, so that he mistakenly thinks that I am dressing myself like a thrush in heat in order to regain his attention.

I took off my clothes three times and divided them by two, and then changed to a coat that was old and heavy, and wiped my lip gloss clean with a tissue. I put on my shoes and went downstairs, and met the doorman at the door, and the security guard saluted me and greeted me with a smile, saying Miss Mei went out, Mr. Zhang and you went one after the other, why didn't you go together?

One before and one after the other?

My expression must have betrayed me.

The security guard was also stunned, and said yes, just now, just ten minutes ago, Mr. Zhang's car had just gone out.

Mr. Zhang's car?

I almost burst out of my mouth. But he immediately changed his expression, and nodded frequently at the other party.

"Oh oh, yes, we made an appointment, he disliked me for being slow, and went to have breakfast next to him."

The security guard gave me a knowing smile back.

Turning out in a hurry, he deliberately looked to both sides, but he didn't see his car. Did he come back last night? What time is it? Didn't you go upstairs and parked for the night in the underground garage? Or does he have other friends in this building?

Phew! I guess what's going on? He loves how he likes, don't say that I don't have a position to manage others, even if I really marry him in the future, I have a position, and people may not be able to buy my account.

When I woke up in the morning, there was a great flow of people, everyone was in a hurry, and I stopped several cars in a row, and several cars showed that people were slipping past me. I looked at my watch, the time was actually early, so I had to take out my mobile phone and use the ride-hailing software, and after a while, the car responded, and I waited quietly on the side of the road. It was really cold in the winter, and within a few minutes I felt like I was frozen, and the time began to become long and difficult to wait, but fortunately, the car had come, and I got into the car and asked the driver to turn on the air conditioner.

Cars stop and go, it can't rain or snow in the city, and the whole transportation system will be semi-paralyzed if the weather is even a little worse. When I arrived at the company, I saw that the time was about the same, and I wanted to buy something to take for breakfast, but I thought that the lack of appetite should not be let down, and I thought that it was probably the greatest sin in the world if I bought it and did not eat it.

If I didn't want to eat, I didn't have to force my stomach, so I went upstairs, and I was supposed to pass Zhang Ruolei's office in the middle, but I took a little detour and successfully avoided the minefields with him.

I don't wait for him anymore, and if yesterday's events are an opportunity for me to separate from him, I'm willing to give me and him a body

The steps of the face. The already hopeless love, enjoying it for so many years has been earned, people's hearts can't be too greedy, not to mention, it's better to cut through the mess like this than to be afraid of losing all day long, I'm fed up with the life of gains and losses, if I can't have it completely, it's better to lose it happily, so at least I don't have to worry endlessly every day.

We started the Cold War. He doesn't look for me, I don't look for him. Direct contact is also avoided in the company. His temper is getting worse and worse, and he heard that the matter is still being contacted, and the leaders of the municipal party committee and the municipal government have already come to the door to do the work of Zhang Fusheng and Mrs. Zhang.

His success is in sight, and everyone knows that his trick to save the country is to force his father to comply. What's more, with the participation of official brands, the old man is even more difficult to shirk.

I think he is despicable, I think he is too eager for quick success, for the sake of his so-called meritorious achievements, he just ignores those unknown risks, and he even ignores family affection. His father was like that, and he was still trying to force him to comply. How cruel human nature is, for the sake of profit, selfishness, and the inconvenience of the hidden evil purpose of proclaiming to outsiders, man is an animal that can be sold and exchanged.

I feel more and more that I don't know Zhang Ruolei very well.

But I still can't stop reviewing the days I was with him over and over again in the dark night, those details, the appropriateness and warmth of him and me skin-to-skin, flesh-to-flesh, remembering it as if it were yesterday, but I deeply feel that yesterday was as unreminiscent as the wind, and it was even more incomprehensible.

One night in the middle of the night, I dreamed of him, my heart was so sad that I couldn't stop crying, my body and heart thought of him and missed him to death, but I felt that everything could not be done and could not be done.

The more energetic he became, the more I couldn't do anything and couldn't do anything.

O dark night, how many tears and sorrows have swallowed me. The next day, we met and still didn't say anything, he didn't look at me, I didn't look at him, there didn't seem to be each other in his eyes, and it was better to not have each other in his heart. Uproot the past in your heart, and every day is a new day.

On this day, the underground garage in the community actually went to the water, the fire alarm roared, it is said that there is a car spontaneous combustion, the day is not early, someone has already gone to the dream of Zhou Gong for a long time, but there are still a lot of night owls wandering in the middle of the night, they run down one by one, some people see if there is any loss of their car, some people simply go to see a lively, some people want to see whose car is so powerful that it hurts itself to spontaneously combustion.

When the spontaneous combustion occurred, he was the first to find out that the fire prevention facilities in this community were fully equipped, and he called the police while holding a fire extinguisher to strangle the fire in the cradle.

The owner came up to thank Zhang Ruolei, Zhang Ruolei said that it was okay, and he had just come back.

The security guard next to him didn't know each other, and immediately said, Mr. Zhang, I see that you have entered the underground garage at some point.

Zhang Ruolei raised his eyes and happened to see me, turned his head and said yes again and again, yes, yes, he smoked a cigarette and squinted for a while, but he squinted.

Some people say that if you had gone upstairs earlier, the car in the garage, and even the buildings on the ground, would have been affected a lot.

My heart sank, remembering that he was in bed one day

hugged me, Su Bai was not dead at that time, he said, I can't sleep, I can't sleep anywhere, it's better to be closer to you, I can't sleep all the time, I didn't know you before I spent all day drinking, others thought I was used to wandering, no one knew that I had a hidden disease in my heart, but I couldn't sleep.

I lowered my head, my eyes slightly hot.

The owner of the car immediately contacted the insurance company, and everyone gradually dispersed, and the people on the same floor sent an invitation to Zhang Ruolei and me, saying let's go, will you go back?

Ahhh

He said, but his eyes were on me.

I hugged my shoulders and walked forward, he followed behind, the big brother upstairs was enthusiastic, all the way with him all the way to the north and south of the world, the elevator to our floor, the neighbor said goodbye to us warmly, entered the house, but the atmosphere was cold.

(End of chapter)