Chapter 35 Life is not afraid
But just that faint glance, I already saw the disdain for her.
She looked down and saw that she was wearing an khaki gown, black pants, and a pair of cloth shoes on her feet. Although there are no patches and stacks of patches, this image is a world of difference compared to other people's dresses and high heels.
There was an inexplicable inferiority complex in my heart, and at this time, an unscrupulous voice suddenly said in my ear: "What are you afraid of, you are much more beautiful than them." ”
Zhang Xiaoying smiled bitterly, "Where is the beauty?" ”
"Spiritual beauty."
Zhang Xiaoying couldn't help but roll her eyes, will this girl praise people?
However, after being interrupted by him like this, his inferiority complex immediately decreased a lot.
She held her head high and said in her heart, yes, what is she afraid of?
She Zhang Xiaoying was reborn just to start a life, she is not as good as them now, and she may not be as good as them in the future.
She will also be admitted to high school, go to college, and then achieve a lifetime of achievements and become the strongest woman in the new era.
The two walked past her with a smile and a smile, and the direction of the county guest house happened to be.
Zhang Xiaoying didn't want to follow them, but she went in the same direction, so she had to follow behind.
At this time, Chen Meiying said softly: "Jiang Hui, do you know that my family introduced me to a partner. ”
Jiang Hui was very interested, and hurriedly asked, "What object?" What are you doing? ”
"It's a soldier, it seems that he is still an officer, and it is said that he looks good."
Jiang Hui looked envious, "The soldiers are good, I like the soldiers, and I want to marry the soldiers in my dreams." You got to know a soldier, and you introduced me to a soldier when you came back. ”
Chen Meiying took a sip of her, "Phew, I'm not ashamed, how old are you, you think about getting married all day long." ”
Jiang Hui smiled: "I'm eighteen, and after one year of high school graduation, I can get married, why can't I think about it?" ”
The two are playing around, and the relationship is really good.
Zhang Xiaoying thought to herself, the object introduced by Chen Meiying must be Wang Erzhuang, don't look at Wang Erzhuang's rustic name, but the young man is really handsome, especially when he is still an officer, and he speaks very softly, looking at Si Swenwen.
Let's not talk about Chen Meiying's good or bad eyes, her vision for picking men is really good, and there are really not many people who can compare to Wang Erzhuang in the village back then.
A few years later, Wang Erzhuang changed jobs and worked in the county cultural bureau, and Chen Meiying also worked in a state-owned factory, and the two lived in harmony and beauty.
Thinking of those things in the past, she didn't know what it was like in her heart, she envied Chen Meiying, and even more envied Jiang Hui.
It's a pity that now she has nothing comparable to others, except for a heart that keeps working hard.
I secretly swore in my heart that sooner or later, she would surpass these two people, stand in a place where they would never reach, and look down on them.
The two walked and walked around the corner to the department store in front, and Chen Meiying said that she wanted to buy a blind date dress.
Zhang Xiaoying's heart suddenly moved, Wang Erzhuang picked up Zhang Guoliang as a recruit platoon commander, since Chen Meiying and him are going on a blind date, it means that he is coming back.
Does that mean that Zhang Guoliang is also leaving?
Although I already knew in my heart that there would be such a day, it was still strange and uncomfortable to know that I knew it and really implemented it.
After the exam, she didn't stay in the county seat, packed up her things and prepared to go home.
As soon as he came out of the guest house, he saw Xue Yi riding a bicycle and passing by. When he saw Zhang Xiaoying, he stopped and greeted, "Xiaoying, how did you do in the exam?" ”
Zhang Xiaoying nodded slightly, "It's okay." ”
Xue Wei sighed, "I didn't do well in the exam, and I don't know if I can pass the exam." ”
Zhang Xiaoying said: "Don't worry, you will definitely be able to pass the test." ”
In his last life, he was admitted to high school, and he became the first university in the village, but she didn't remember which university he attended.
Or he was very far away from her at that time, like the stars in the sky, which she was out of reach. So she didn't even inquire about him carefully.
Xue Yi heard her say that she could pass the exam, and an innocent smile appeared on her face, "You say I can pass, I can pass." ”
He grabbed her duffel bag and put it on the seat of his car, "Let's go, I'll take you home." ”
Zhang Xiaoying shook her head, "I'd better go by myself." ”
"More than ten miles away, you walked back by yourself? Carrying so many things on your back? You're happy, I'm still looking distressed. ”
After saying that, he pushed the cart and left.
Zhang Xiaoying hesitated for a moment, so she had to follow from behind.
The two of them were not too anxious after the exam, so they discussed the content of the two days of exams while walking. I got the question right, and I seem to think that I have answered them all about the same.
I didn't feel lonely chatting all the way, and before I knew it, I was done for more than ten miles.
When she was about to arrive at the entrance of the village, Zhang Xiaoying said: "You give me the bag, it's all here, I'll just go back by myself." ”
Xue Yi took the bag but refused to give it to her, and said lightly: "I'll throw it aside when you run out of this?" ”
Zhang Xiaoying hurriedly said: "I didn't mean that. ”
This time is the time to get off work, and the people at the entrance of the village are chatty, and she doesn't want to say anything more to him.
Xue Yi smiled very comfortably, and reached out to touch her forehead, "What's wrong with you?" Sweating so much? ”
Zhang Xiaoying dodged away, but this action was seen by the villagers who got off work, and someone greeted, "Yo, it's Xue Yi and Xiaoying, this is the end of the exam?" Why are you standing here? ”
and the one who owed: "Look at this little couple but intimate, take the exam together, and come back together." ”
Zhang Xiaoying said angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about? ”
Those people were afraid that the world would not be chaotic, and they all giggled.
Zhang Xiaoying didn't want to talk to them more, so she ran a few steps, Xue Yan followed behind, and persuaded in a low voice: "Don't listen to their nonsense." ”
Zhang Xiaoying ignored him, and faintly felt that he was deliberate, deliberately trying to gossip, and deliberately making people mistakenly think that the two had anything to do with each other.
And the intention of doing this will definitely not be to like her, presumably to use her as a gunman to deal with Zhang Guoliang, right?
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A few days later, the army came to pick up the troops, and Wang Erzhuang also went home.
As soon as Wang Erzhuang came back, the Wang family suddenly felt that his waist was much stiffer, and even Wang Jiazi trembled when he walked, and said when he met people, "My second brother who is an officer is back." ”
looks very much like Wu Dalang, who sells cooking cakes, except for showing off that he has a younger brother who knows martial arts, he has no other skills.
Wang Cuilan had just gotten married, so she naturally wanted to go back to see her brother, so she took Zhang Xiaoqing back to the door, saying that she would stay at her mother's house for a few days and then come back.
Aunt Du didn't say anything, but she also felt very uncomfortable in her heart, the Zhang family and the Wang family had a few troubles, and the trouble was very bad. Now that Zhang Xiaoqing is sent to the door, cold words must be indispensable.
Aunt Du complained to Zhang Xiaoying several times in private, but Zhang Xiaoqing listened to it in her ears, but her heart had long since drifted away, and she obviously didn't take her words seriously. After a while, he said, "Mother, just go to the house to see, what will happen somewhere?" You're worrying too much, aren't you? ”
Aunt Du was angry, but she couldn't express it.
When Wang Erzhuang went home, Zhang Xiaoying was the most unhappy in his heart, because this also indicated that Zhang Guoliang was finally leaving Wharf Village.
She wanted to talk to him in private, but after running to Zhang's house twice, Zhang Guoliang was not at home.
Zhang Laohan was not very friendly to her, and when he saw her, he sneered, and she didn't enter the door twice when she wanted to.
This is nothing, the most fatal thing is that the things about her and Xue Wei in the village began to be spread nonsense.
said that she and Xue Wei behaved intimately and often flirted and scolded. also said that she stepped on two boats, married Zhang Guoliang, and had a private relationship with Xue Yi, which was shameless.
Zhang Xiaoying didn't want to take it to heart, but those rumors were too powerful, and they all said seven or eight points about the things that were obviously gone. There is a lack of virtue, saying that if it was left in ancient times, she should be immersed in a pig cage with water-based poplars.
Speaking of which, even Aunt Du couldn't help but ask her, "What is your relationship with Xue Li?" ”
Zhang Xiaoying was also very helpless, and explained that she had nothing to do with Xue Wei.
Aunt Du was skeptical and said: "Don't fool me, we are all honest people, don't be crooked." ”
Zhang Xiaoying didn't want to say a word, if even her mother didn't believe her, she really couldn't wash it by jumping into the Yellow River.
I don't know who started this rumor?
This Xue Wei is not worry-free, the school is on vacation at this time, and there is nothing to do, so he runs to Zhang's house every once in a while.
Sometimes I came to discuss homework with Zhang Xiaoying, sometimes I said that there was something at school, and sometimes I said that I was at a class reunion, and Teacher Chen wanted to treat her.
Zhang Xiaoying can still push other things, but Teacher Chen's hospitality can never be postponed.
Speaking of which, Teacher Chen can be said to be her benefactor, she does not charge a penny, she helps them make up classes, and she makes rapid progress in learning, all of which are the credit of Teacher Chen.
So when Xue Ying said that she would go to the town to find Teacher Chen together, Zhang Xiaoying agreed without thinking about it.
Xue Yi rode a bicycle and took her out of the village.
Zhang Xiaoying didn't want to ride his bicycle, but Xue Ying said: "It's okay if you don't sit, but Teacher Chen and other classmates are waiting there, are you embarrassed to make people wait for a long time?" ”
Zhang Xiaoying thought about it, so she had to jump into the back seat.
Originally, there were a lot of flowers between the two in the village, and when they saw the two of them leaving the village together, the one who chewed his tongue was even more happy.
There is also that good thing, ran to Aunt Du to complain, "Take care of your family Xiaoying, she went out with Xue Yi again." ”
Aunt Du was so angry that she was choked enough, she was not angry with Zhang Xiaoying, but angry at these chewing tongues.
Among these people, especially Sister-in-law Chen and Aunt Hu, the two of them are really afraid that the world will not be chaotic, and every time they go back to the village to gossip, there are two of them.
At this time, these two people actually have the face to run here to complain?
She sneered: "Our family Xiaoying went out with her classmates, Xue Ying is her classmate, the two of them just finished the exam, there are a lot of things to discuss together, and there is nothing abnormal about being together?" I wondered, you don't watch anything else all day long? What are you doing staring at the two of them? ”