Chapter 387 Who Sent You Back
Zhou He laughed with relief: "I knew that you kid wouldn't let me down." β
"Great, now I have an explanation with your grandfather."
"In this way, let's go back to Jingnan next week and settle this matter with your grandfather, as for your father and stepmother, you don't have to worry, with your aunt and uncle to help you back, no one dares to embarrass you."
This is a two-way interest, and being able to marry the Zhang family, who is also a member of the council, will be of great help to Li Ao's future career.
The odds of re-election are even better.
And Huang Ziming has her and Li Ao as the backing, and his status in the Zhang family will also rise, and he can no longer be compared with before.
As for Rourou, Zhou He thought that she would also have a "good" home.
Marrying Huang Ziming is much better than following that "QJ criminal".
Zhou He clenched Huang Ziming's hand and persuaded him earnestly.
Persuasion now is different from persuasion just now.
Now, she controls Huang Ziming's lifeblood in her hands, and she can see clearly that Huang Ziming will not let go of Sun Yirou.
"Ziming, I think you also know that in Jingnan, power, status, and background are very important, if you really want to marry Rourou, it's best to change your surname, don't follow your mother's surname Huang anymore, just call Zhang Ziming, surname Zhang, isn't it also very good, what do you say?"
Huang Ziming's face darkened, and it could be seen that he rejected this surname from the bottom of his heart.
Sun Yirou's face was even more ugly, from beginning to end, she was at the mercy of them like a chess piece, but no one asked her opinion!
His fingers clenched, and he looked at Huang Ziming helplessly and depressedly.
She thought he would refuse.
But......
Huang Ziming looked at her, looking at the rejection and hope on her face, she hoped that he would refuse.
With a sour heart, Huang Ziming lowered his head and clenched his fingers, and when he raised it again, he had that cynical and nonchaltious face.
"Okay."
He agreed!
He actually agreed!
Huang Ziming stared at her, his cold eyebrows and eyes seemed to stare her to death, and his lips were pursed into a word.
She still didn't know him well.
As long as he can keep her by his side, what can he not give up?
As long as you can be with her, it doesn't matter anything.
As long as I can be with her!
It doesn't matter if he doesn't love him, he can wait, ten, twenty, thirty, fifty years, he will keep waiting until the moment of death.
Just stay with her!
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On the way back, both she and he looked out the window and did not speak.
He knew that Sun Yirou was angry.
She looked at the receding trees on both sides of the street and was silent, just not looking at him.
Huang Ziming turned his head, and then turned again.
"Remember when you just lost your child? You have to rely on a lot of sleeping pills every day to fall asleep, even if you fall asleep, you will have nightmares, tears, and babbling, looking at you so helpless, it is like looking at me who was helpless more than ten years ago, I can't tell why, my heart hurts. β
"I want to comfort you, protect you, let you be safe and healthy, no one can make you shed tears, Rourou, I love you, my love is no less than Li Wei, I won't even make you drunk and hurt again and again like him, I love you more than myself."
He roared out, and when he turned his head, Sun Yirou was still looking out the window coldly, not knowing what he was looking at, and he didn't respond at all.
Her lips were pursed, and her numbness and indifference made people panic, as if she was a floating cloud that couldn't be grasped at all, no matter how hard Huang Ziming tried or ran, he couldn't catch her.
"I know you're more grateful to me."
"But what you don't know is that during the period when you were hospitalized, I stayed in front of your bed every night and watched you, you changed day by day, day by day out of the haze, the dose of sleeping pills decreased, the kind of peace of mind when you held my hand every night to fall asleep, Rourou, I also gave you peace of mind, do you remember?"
"Haven't you ever had such a slight affection for me in your heart? You loved me too, didn't you? β
Sun Yirou closed her eyes, and her lips tightened because of the fluctuation of heart pain.
She couldn't bear to tell him that at that time she was hallucinating because of depression, and what she saw was not him, but Li Wei.
The person her eyes saw was Li Wei.
Only Li Wei can make up for the loopholes in her heart, and only Li Wei can make her stand up quickly after losing her child and get out of the haze.
That's the only one she loved from beginning to end!
Sun Yirou didn't answer, and looked out the window with bright eyes.
Gradually, Huang Ziming's heart was empty, and his eyes became cold.
"No matter what you do to me, I can wait, Rourou, see the reality clearly, Li Wei won't live long......"
"Enough!"
Sun Yirou finally spoke, but was interrupted in a deep voice.
Seeing that the car was getting closer and closer to South China New Town, Sun Yirou did not let him drive the car over, but parked at the intersection of the previous street.
She pushed the door and got out of the car, only to find that the door would not open, so she turned her head to look.
"Next week, I'll pick you up and go back to Jingnan together."
"I'm not going back!" Sun Yirou refused very decisively and did not hesitate at all.
Huang Ziming sneered, and his deep eyebrows turned around.
"Do you really want to watch him die?"
"No one can guarantee that he will be safe, everything is just unknown, it is an experiment, even if I leave him, his ending may not change, in this case, why don't I cherish the time in front of me?"
"Ziming, I'm married, I'm Li Wei's wife, he's alive, he's dead, and I won't change in this life, whether I'm Sun Yirou or ...... Lin Xue, he is the only man in my country. β
"You are a good person, Huang Ziming, it's a pity that I can't respond to your love, and besides, you don't love me, it's persistence, it's heart disease, I don't know why your parents divorced, but most families are similar, happy families are the same, and unhappy families are different."
"You hope that you will not be as cold and ruthless as your father, and you will not easily abandon a woman you once loved, abandon her and ignore her, and leave her to fend for herself, not even knowing that she is pregnant with a child."
"You insinuated your powerlessness against your mother to me, you want to protect me and cherish me, but this is not love!"
"Huh!" Huang Ziming sneered, stared at her face, and listened to her analyze his feelings for her word by word, so cold and detached.
"Do you want to tell me that Li Wei loves you? Why, just because he saved you from that explosion, just because he dared to die for you, how can you be sure that I won't do it for you? β
"The first time you saw me, you knew that I wasn't Lin Xue, you thought it was fun and fun, so you approached me and took care of me."
"Later, you watched me struggle and anxiety in my relationship, which reminded you of your mother, and you developed pity for me and wanted to protect me and take care of me."
"You seem to be cynical and distracted, but in fact, you don't dare to show your true face, you are afraid of being as cold and ruthless as your father, so you would rather not give your sincerity than let people see your sincerity."
"My disguise has made you unload your mental defense, you feel that you are the same person as me, you dare not show your true face, the same falsehood, the same vulnerability, until that explosion, I lost Li Wei, lost my child, almost collapsed, you take care of me, care about me, you think you can give me the life I want, you think you will not be like your father."
"Ziming, you are just an obsession with me, not love."
"Li Wei is back, you think he can't give me a happy and comfortable life, so you want to take me away, but how do you know what kind of life I want?"
"Being used by you and your aunt to become a pawn in the marriage of the two families, will I be happy?"
Exploit?
"You think I'm just taking advantage of you?"
Huang Ziming laughed, the laughter was bitter and hurt.
"You say that I am cowardly, cowardly, and only dare to use a cynical mask to hide my sincerity, and I dare not show my sincerity with sincerity, you have denied all my sincerity to you."
"Sun Yirou, haven't you thought about how cruel you are? You have denied all my dedication to you, and in these contributions, do I not have the slightest sincerity? β
"You not only deny me, but you also deny yourself, you don't even believe in yourself."
"Yes, I don't want to be my father's kind of person, cold and ruthless, sanctimonious, I know I won't be his kind of person, but these have nothing to do with my feelings for you, I want to protect you, I want to love your heart is true."
Sun Yirou pursed her lips and looked at him silently.
At this point, she had nothing more to say.
Some obsessions are not something you can explain in a few words.
Some feelings are not something that can be let go of in a few words.
"Sun Yirou, I said I wouldn't let you go, I did what I said!"
The woman closed her eyes and sighed heavily.
I turned around and pulled the doorknob, but I still couldn't open it.
She silently glanced at Huang Ziming's side face.
"Why did Zhou He keep Gu Haixing by his side, I think you should know very well, except for Li Wei, the entanglement between you and Li Wei can not be counted, can your sister also let it go?"
"She won't be embarrassed for her!"
"Huh!" Huang Ziming sneered again: "Don't think too naΓ―ve, in the eyes of those people, interests, power, and career are more important than anything else, in their eyes, family and love are the cheapest things, they don't want it, and they won't care." β
Sun Yirou was still speechless.
The small space is stalemate, oppressive.
With a click, the central lock opened.
Sun Yirou got out of the car without hesitation.
Huang Ziming lowered the car window, looked ahead and said indifferently: "Next week, I'll pick you up!" β
With that, the window was raised, and the man drove away quickly.
He was so afraid that if he stayed for a second longer, he would forcibly take her away despite her resistance, what he did to her was love, he was sure that it was love, and he had never felt it in any woman.
He loves her!
When Sun Yirou walked to the entrance of South China New Town, she found that Li Wei was leaning sideways against the stone pillar and smoking.
At his feet, there were 5 or 6 cigarette butts.
He should have been standing here for a long time.
Sun Yirou tightened her coat and trotted towards him quickly with her bag in her hand, a smile on the corner of her mouth.
"When did you come down, did you wait for a long time? Why don't you call me? β
Li Wei's gaze passed over her and looked towards the car behind her.
His eyes narrowed slightly, full of suspicion: "Who sent you back?" β