Chapter 32: Drunken Beating
"By the way, I went for a run this morning, and I happened to hear a corner, and now there are people in the neighborhood talking about what happened two months ago?" Where is only someone to talk about, she happened to pass by a courtyard this morning and listened to someone talking about something related to her, she listened for a while, and I don't know how, someone in the neighborhood suddenly said something about two months ago, and added fuel and vinegar to say a lot of things, actually said that she had a relationship with Shen Ke, she had heard the two maids enter the house before leaving, such words will not have much impact on her mood and emotions now, anyway, her reputation has been ruined to such a point, But if this is aimed at Shen Ke, it will be a big deal, if Lu Xiangxue listens to it, I am afraid that there will be waves between her and her again, as Xu's mother said, Shen Ke is now in the limelight, where are there few people who are staring at the red eyes to find fault, if those imperial historians in the Imperial Court hear these rumors, they must not complete Shen Keshen's body? But after all, this matter involved her, and she couldn't discuss it with Shen Ke, so she could only keep it in her heart.
Looking at Lu Xiangxue's expression before leaving, she shouldn't have known about it yet, but this rumor that has been spreading in the neighborhood has already spread into the Shen Mansion, and she will know sooner or later. The prime minister's Chenglong fast son-in-law was involved in such a turmoil, and now that I think about it, this is related to those merchants and beggars who appeared yesterday afternoon!
Someone set his sights on Shen Ke, and by the way, he harmed himself, in order to pull him down from the quagmire, he did not hesitate to spread rumors and ruin Shen Ke and his reputation, who could this person be? She couldn't have imagined that she knew less than a quarter of the civil and military officials and princes and dukes, how could she deduce these intrigues openly and secretly, this matter still had to be handed over to Shen Ke to do.
"Miss, don't listen to those, those are all rumors that will be spread when others are not good, the slave doesn't believe it, and the lady won't believe it." Although Xu's mother said firmly, her eyes swept over the face of Du Yiyi with a sad face without a trace, and her hands held in front of her chest were also twisted, this rumor, she didn't believe it, but it was hard to guarantee that Lu Xiangxue would not believe it, rumors have always been believed by more people and fewer people understand, Du Yiyi jumped off the city tower so resolutely, which has laid the foundation for these people who spread rumors today, and it is normal to be able to do things for those who die for love.
"What I'm afraid of now is that my sister-in-law doesn't believe it, Shen Ke's reputation is damaged, and I can't stand up and say a word, the three of them become tigers, and the rumors will naturally be true after a long time." She grabbed the placket on her chest, looking depressed, no one will believe her words, standing up will only get darker and darker, Mother Xu believes her, but no one will believe Mother Xu's words, Du Yiyi, do you regret it now? At the beginning, you were going to die so vigorously, but you planted the seeds that could not be dissipated, you swore to defend your love to the death, but now, the person you love wholeheartedly and wholeheartedly, but because of your death, you have to endure the hurt again, do you regret it?
Heart, another colic, for no reason, Mother Xu saw that her face was wrong, and hurriedly helped her to sit down and get down.
"Miss, I'll go and ask Dr. Song."
"No need to go, little problem, don't get in the way, Mother Xu, you accompany me to my sister-in-law's place." She shook her head and grabbed Mother Xu's hand.
"Miss, you ............" Xu's mother was stunned.
"There are some things that are fanned by people with bad intentions to tell her, so it is better for me to tell her." When Lu Xiangxue was there, she had been hesitating, but she still figured it out in the end, she was the one who was going to leave the Shen Mansion, why bother to let Shen Ke bear an unwarranted reputation, and why bother to let Lu Xiangxue, who really liked Shen Ke, suffer such a fierce torment.
Mother Xu thought about it, and finally sighed, and helped Du Yiyi get up and go out of the house.
The courtyard where Shen Ke and Lu Xiangxue lived, called Yi Yuju, she never wanted to call out this name, because this was the plaque given by the emperor to congratulate Shen Ke and Lu Xiangxue on their wedding, and it was also one of the reasons why Du Yiyi was so resolute, although she did not have time to experience the wedding day of Shen Ke, the city was full of guests, but she saw some fragments of that night in those memories that belonged to Du Yiyi, Du Yiyi's memory only left two paragraphs, one is her acquaintance and blind date with Shen Ke, and the other is Shen Ke's wedding that day, Everything she sees as a bystander.
On that day, the sedan chair entered the door, the emperor officiated at the wedding, worshiped the world three times, Shen Ke was heroic and sassy, everyone praised this as a perfect match of heaven-sent good fate, poor Du Yiyi, all the way to the cave room, watched her lift the hijab, saw her joyful appearance, heard her soft voice, is so good-looking, she looks so good-looking, the phoenix crown given by the emperor is so red that it stings Du Yiyi's eyes, Du Yiyi is inferior, and begins to understand what despair tastes like, her joy is the biggest misfortune for Du Yiyi, It's pitiful, at that moment, Shen Ke didn't know that Du Yiyi, who had been dependent on him for more than ten years, had already been full of him in his heart, Du Yiyi was such a taciturn person who didn't show his feelings, Du Yiyi hid this feeling very deeply, too deep, so deep that Shen Ke didn't notice it, and could only regret it for life. So that night, Du Yiyi changed into the wedding dress that she had pressed at the bottom of the box for five years, left the noisy Shen Mansion, secretly went up to the city tower, spread her arms, and jumped down the city tower.
This is a heavy and painful memory, every time she recalls it, she will have bursts of heart palpitations, she knows, Du Yiyi's obsession is too deep, she wrote down everything that day, including the great pain of the moment when she jumped off the tower and died.
Mother Xu looked at Du Yiyi nervously, looking at her pale face, full of sweat and her biting lips, and said worriedly: "Miss, let's go back first, and let the slave go and ask Dr. Song to take a look for you." ”
"No need." She just waved her hand.
This memory, when she thinks of her, her limbs will weaken, this is Du Yiyi's obsession, she poured the great pain of the moment of death into this memory, she wants to snoop, she must bear such pain.
Du Yiyi hated, so she left a memory that life was worse than death, which made her heart like a drill, and Du Yiyi also loved, so every time she drilled her heartache, the memory of knowing Shen Ke would appear in her mind, although it was still with death, but it was as sweet as sugar.
On that day, the wind was like a blade, the snow was flying, between heaven and earth, there was only a monotonous and powerless white, the overwhelming snow was flying, Du Yiyi, lying in the snow, Du Yiyi's side, was a dead person whose blood had long been frozen and his body had already stiffened, in his memory, there was no fragment of how they died, at the beginning, there was only a piece of heaven and earth. Du Yiyi was lying in a pool of blood, the pool of blood dyed the snow red, melted the snow, and finally turned into ice, freezing Du Yiyi inside, her limbs could not move, her head was frozen to be unable to turn, and a strong desire to survive remained in Du Yiyi's eyes, driving her to catch the movement around her.
She couldn't understand the despair of dying with stiff limbs and only the last wisp of consciousness left, but she had experienced Du Yiyi's death, and naturally understood the meaning of death. At that time, Du Yiyi wanted to live and didn't want to die, but Shen Ke, just right, fulfilled her.
On that day, Du Yiyi, whose eyes had narrowed into a slit, finally, looked forward to his savior, his savior, and his future, Shen Ke that day, rode a black horse in the cold wind and snow with the cavalry battalion galloped, stopped for Du Yiyi, mourned for the dead, and saved Du Yiyi, the only living person. At that time, Shen Ke's warm and powerful arms became Du Yiyi's only support, this was the case at that time, and it will be the same in the future, now she can understand Du Yiyi's mood at that time, Shen Ke pulled Du Yiyi's son back from the brink of death and gave Du Yiyi a home, perhaps, at that moment, Du Yiyi had fallen in love with Shen Ke, but Du Yiyi hid too deeply.
Perhaps, this is fate.
Shen Ke went down to Du Yiyi, but Du Yiyi finally died because of him.
Two memories, one for survival and one for death, Du Yiyi, who is so persistent in love, but failed to express his love, and in the end, Xiang Xiaoyu died.
Such a woman who wants to love but doesn't dare to love, this painful memory is as sweet as sugar, Du Yiyi, what did you think at the beginning? Do you have any regrets?
The memories were hidden, and she let out a long breath, and the flush gradually replaced the pale, and the heavy steps were taken again.
She occupies Du Yiyi's body, so she should make up for her dream with a perfect ending.
Yi Yu Ju, is the largest courtyard of Shen Mansion, but also the most people's courtyard, the courtyard gate is neatly paved with bluestone slabs and bricks have been extended into the house, becoming a clean and smooth road.
There was a maid who was cleaning the yard, and when she saw Du Yiyi, she hurriedly saluted.
"Sister-in-law is at home?" Du Yiyi let her get up.
"Madame is taking a nap in it." It was in the afternoon, Lu Xiangxue had the habit of taking a nap, Du Yiyi nodded and entered the house.
There were two maidservants guarding the outhouse, and Du Yiyi sent them out and into the inner room.
Lu Xiangxue was lying on the soft couch, her eyes were closed peacefully, and there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, it seemed that she had a sweet dream, Du Yiyi and the maid standing next to the soft couch made a look, and the maid glanced at Lu Xiangxue, who was sleeping, and went out of the house.
"You can go out too."
Mother Xu answered in a low voice and withdrew.
"Sister-in-law, sister-in-law." Du Yiyi leaned over and pushed Lu Xiangxue, who was sleeping soundly.
"Huh?" Lu Xiangxue frowned, opened her eyes, and saw that it was Du Yiyi, so she hurriedly got up. "Why are you here?"
"I have something to tell my sister-in-law." Du Yiyi pulled over the chair next to him and sat down.
"Ling'er, Ling'er." Lu Xiangxue covered her mouth with her hand and yawned.
Ling'er outside the house listened to the scream, and was about to enter the house, Xu's mother grabbed her and shook her head vigorously, Ling'er paused for a moment, and then retracted her steps when she heard the sound of no sound inside.