Chapter 451: Letting Go and Attaching to It
It's just that Father Li still caught a hint of the atmosphere, and he didn't know why: "What's wrong?" ”
Of course, Mrs. Li would not talk about this matter, she had already promised her daughter, but said to Father Li: "Mu Ran is talking to me about things, and you men should not get involved in the matter between us women." ”
Father Li said that he understood, and he could naturally guess why.
However, looking at the state of his daughter and wife, they didn't seem to be willing to talk to him, so he didn't ask again.
just thought of Miss Meng, and said again: "Hasn't your brother come back yet?" "I only saw Li Muran, but I didn't see Li Shangming.
Li Muran also suddenly thought that his brother was still in the hospital, and Qian Yao seemed to be still in a coma.
Mrs. Li quickly found the cotton swab and went upstairs, and Li Muran also followed.
She was so uncomfortable right now that she just wanted to find something else to distract herself.
Mrs. Li took a cotton swab and dipped it in water on Yan Tianyao's lips, her lips were already chapped, and now they were moistened by the water, and they began to be rosy again.
Li Muran stood by the bed, looking at Yan Tianyao's sleeping face, she slept very sweetly and quietly.
This is the first time since they all came back from the hospital that Li Muran has looked at this woman so quietly and seriously.
She slept very sweetly, as if there was nothing to do, and there was no trouble, which is what Li Muran envied the most now. She couldn't help but think of herself back then, and she was like this, never had anything to worry about.
Sure enough, there is no love and no pain.
Since the first time she saw Shen Haochen, she has lost, and she has lost completely. So I still can't get up now, I thought I could have a good result this time, but I didn't expect it to be a failure. And that person has long been married, and he already has the person he loves in his heart.
In vain, she is so painful and affectionate, and she has been rushing to be by his side, but it is just a joke, it is self-inflicted!
"Dad, Mom, you go back first, it's not too early, rest early, I'm watching here." Li Muran wanted Father Li and Mrs. Li to go back to rest first.
And Mrs. Li disagreed, now Li Muran's mood must be even worse, if she is allowed to think nonsense here, it will not work.
"Mom is here with you." Mrs. Li asked gently.
Li Muran looked a little tired, and she shook her head: "Mom, I want to stay alone." She didn't want to talk now, she just wanted to be quiet.
Mrs. Li understood very well, and she hurriedly took Father Li back to her room.
Father Li was still worried, "Is it really okay to leave her alone?" After all, it was her own daughter, and she could still perceive what she felt.
"Well, you should have to figure it out for yourself." Mrs. Li didn't want to say more, she just hoped that Li Muran would figure it out.
When Yan Qianyao was not awake, Li Muran sat on the chair by the window in a daze, the other side of the window was empty, and she felt that her heart was also empty.
I don't know if this is a good sign, she didn't feel this way when she said goodbye to the airport that year. Some are just strong unwillingness, and some are the pain of not being able to love.
It's more of a feeling of not being able to understand, not being able to understand why he just doesn't like himself? Li Muran boasted that she had a superior family background and a good figure, and she was not bad.
can only say that they make up words to make people.
She was now very puzzled about what the woman named Yan Qianyao looked like, what kind of woman was she?
But none of this has anything to do with jealousy, just like when she knew that Shen Haochen was married in the hospital just now, except for being a little uncomfortable and unacceptable, she didn't feel anything else.
Maybe she's letting it go now?
But what about this dull pain in the chest?
At this moment, she felt a little voice coming from behind her, and she knew that Yan Tianyao had woken up.
When Qian Yao woke up, the first time she saw Li Muran, she could feel that she seemed to be in a bad mood now, especially what her sad face could highlight more.
"Are you awake?" Li Muran said in a deep voice, and there was a thick gloom in this tone.
Yan Qianyao was very worried and asked, "Did something happen?" ”
"Shen Haochen is awake." Li Muran said.
Yan Tianyao was a little shocked, in addition to being shocked, she actually had a faint joy. She already had an inexplicable feeling, that sour feeling in her heart. What is she unable to describe?
"Wouldn't that be great? Aren't you happy? Yan Qianyao said this, because she knew that Li Muran liked Shen Haochen very much, and she knew it from the time she could see her taking care of Shen Haochen all the time when she was in the hospital.
Li Muran said tiredly: "Of course I'm happy that he can wake up, but I don't know why I don't want him to wake up at this moment, it's better for him to continue to be in a coma, I continue to live in my own world, imagining him waking up." ”
When Yan Tianyao heard her say this, she knew that something must have happened.
"I'd listen to you if I could."
Li Muran smiled lightly: "I never knew it before, and I didn't know it when I was taking care of him, until today." When he woke up, the first thing he worried about was his wife, and that's when I found out he was married. What's even more ridiculous is that during the time he was sick and hospitalized, his wife did not appear once, and the only person who took care of him was me. ”
She didn't mean to resent anyone, but to be unworthy of herself.
When Yan Tianyao heard these words, her heart was also very blocked. When he knew that the man was married, he was sad for a moment.
However, she still quickly ignored the unpleasant feeling, and now the most uncomfortable should be Li Muran.
"Thankfully, he said it now, if he doesn't say it, it will be even more painful if you find out later." Yan Qianyao said.
"I've liked him for so many years, from the first time I saw him at my brother's school a few years ago, I fell in love with him, and now it's been a few years, and I can't extricate myself." Li Muran said.
She looked out the window quietly, as if she was talking to Yan Qianyao, and as if she was talking to herself.
Yan Tianyao listened lightly, and heard her say: "I was very uncomfortable when I knew that she was going back to China that time, and my brother locked me in the house and didn't let me go out. I fell down the window, do you know how scared I was when I jumped out of the window? But when I thought of being able to go back to China with him, I was not afraid at all. But what I didn't expect the most was that he got on the plane as if he never knew me at the gate. ”
Her tone was weak.