Chapter 132: Paralysis and weakness

I must have drunk the wine now, and I'm a little delirious now.

Jin Tengfeng looked at me like this, so he quickly took me to the hospital, and then he was yelling loudly at the people next to him to make them faster, in fact, I could hear it, but I still felt a little weak.

After arriving at the hospital, Jin Tengfeng took good care of me, and I suddenly thought of it on the hospital bed, before this, Jin Tengfeng was hit by a heavy object on the construction site in order to rescue me, and that incident may not be forgotten for me in this life, because after all, it was the first time the two of us met.

So it still makes me feel very strange that such an incident happened next, I know that everything Jin Tengfeng did was for my good, and at this time, when I was lying alone on the bed and still a little dazed, I heard Jin Tengfeng seem to be calling someone.

"Hey, Mom, I've found Mu Zixuan now, and the two of us are in the hospital, you don't have to worry, Mu Zixuan is just a little tired now, let's take a rest here first, and then continue to let Mu Zixuan call you back on the second day, you can rest assured."

When I heard Jin Tengfeng say this, I knew that he must be calling Liu Huifang, I had promised Liu Huifang before that, I would definitely not do something stupid outside, but why did what happened in the recent period still make me feel very strange?

Especially what Jin Tengfeng said in front of me, it really made me feel a little unacceptable for a while, I don't know why Jin Tengfeng and Liu Huifang would hide me like this, could it be that Liu Huifang never regarded me as a thing before this? If he was Jin Tengfeng's biological mother, why didn't he tell me earlier?

But when I thought about these things, and thought about it, I felt that I was really getting sleepy now, so I closed my eyes and began to sleep, because this matter was not something I could control, probably because of the wine just now.

When Jin Tengfeng saw that I was already asleep like this, he was still reluctant to leave, probably because he felt that the relationship between him and me had become a little rusty now, and he still didn't want to leave me so quickly anyway, because after all, although today was his wedding, he was still a little relieved to see me like this.

In this way, Jin Tengfeng accompanied me in the courtyard all night, I don't know what kind of purpose Jin Tengfeng came for, but I know very well in my heart that Jin Tengfeng will definitely have some disputes with others because of such a thing, and Ke Yunen will definitely not let him go easily.

Because what kind of woman Ke Yunen is, I know it very well in my heart, I have known Ke Yunen from the very beginning, I know that Ke Yunen is an arrogant and domineering girl, and no one will ever do anything in front of Ke Yunen that makes him feel very angry, maybe only Jin Tengfeng is the first.

But this is also something that can't be helped, who made Ke Yunen really fall in love with Jin Tengfeng, he thinks that Jin Tengfeng is a very manly person, and for so long since he and Jin Tengfeng have been emotionally entangled, it has always been Jin Tengfeng who has taken the initiative.

And Ke Yunen can only silently be an admirer, constantly worshipping Jin Tengfeng, this is the inherent relationship between them, early in the morning of the second day, I slowly opened my eyes, I took a closer look, it turned out that Jin Tengfeng was lying next to my bed.

I think such a scene is simply too strange, I don't know why Jin Tengfeng would do this, is it really because Jin Tengfeng and I have already made everything clear before this? But I really don't remember anything now.

I just feel like I'm really bored in this hospital bed, and the environment in the hospital really makes me feel a little out of breath.

I hate this environment in the hospital, and when I faced Jin Tengfeng next to me, I actually just woke up, and I didn't know what to say to him, and the two of us hadn't seen each other for too long, I don't know why Jin Tengfeng chose to be by my side like this, and didn't leave all night.

So I coughed softly.

In fact, my purpose is very simple, I just hope to let Jin Tengfeng understand what I am doing now, and I also hope to attract his attention and not continue to let him sleep, otherwise I really don't know how to continue.

Jin Tengfeng just saw me wake up, so he said it to me.

"Mu Zixuan, are you awake......"

When I heard Jin Tengfeng say this, I really didn't know what to say to him for a while, so I nodded shyly, and I knew that the problems between me and Jin Tengfeng would become more and more serious, but no matter what, this is a small problem between us, if there is really a dispute because of this kind of thing.

Maybe in the end, it will only make Ke Yunen and them feel more and more satisfied, but now I can't be so stupid at all, so don't say it to Jin Tengfeng at this time.

"yes, I don't know what happened last night, I felt dizzy......"

When I said this, in fact, I didn't want to continue to say anything more to Jin Tengfeng, I just felt that such a thing happened now, it would still make him feel a little strange, because after all, now I think that Jin Tengfeng and Ke Yunen are also married, if I stay here, it may have a certain impact on them.

I understand that there must still be feelings between Jin Tengfeng and me, at least I will always love him, and I know it very well in my heart, but Jin Tengfeng was able to accompany me all night at such a time last night, and I know very well in my heart that he has never forgotten me.

But now that he has impregnated Ke Yunen, then he has to take on the responsibilities of being a husband and a father, so I don't want to continue to let Jin Tengfeng stay by my side, so the only thing I can do now is to leave this place first.

After I said that.

I stood up slowly, I don't want to stay in this hospital anymore, and I also hope that Jin Tengfeng can go back to accompany Ke Yunen as soon as possible, after all, Ke Yunen is also pregnant now, so I hope Jin Tengfeng can take the initiative to leave me.

But I don't know how to refuse Jin Tengfeng, I just think that now I really have feelings for Jin Tengfeng, and I am reluctant to refuse him, but the only thing I can do now is to leave him, but at this moment Jin Tengfeng said to me.

"I found you yesterday in a bar, why would you go to that kind of place? You have to know that any girl from a good family wouldn't go to that kind of place, so I think it's really bad that you go to a bar, and you meet so many bad people in a bar, if I hadn't been there in time......"

When I heard Jin Tengfeng say this, it really made me feel very angry for a while, originally I thought that there was a relationship between me and Jin Tengfeng, but no matter what, even if he had feelings, there was no need for him to do this to me.

So at this time, I said to him very angrily.

"Do you think you are some kind of heavenly soldier? If it weren't for your timely arrival, so what? The big deal is that I go out dancing with those men, so what's that! ”

Because at this time, I didn't want to receive Jin Tengfeng's love at all, because I knew that Jin Tengfeng and Ke Yunen had also completely held a wedding, in this case, the two of them were a legitimate husband and wife, and what could I be, now Jin Tengfeng suddenly appeared in front of me and said so many sweet words to me.

I was told to be cautious and naïve and told me to take care of myself, these words may be some charity for him, but when I heard it, I really felt that it was an insult to me, and I thought that these words to me from a man who did not belong to me really made me feel extremely disgusted.

And when I finished saying this, I was about to leave, but at this moment, Jin Tengfeng suddenly grabbed my hand and said to me.

"What do you want me to say to Mu Zixuan to be able to understand that last night's incident was really very dangerous, and I just want to be able to take good care of myself, is what I am saying to you now also wrong?"

When Jin Tengfeng said these words, his expression was always very solemn. And the tone seemed to be full of blame for me, but at this moment I really felt very ridiculous, I thought that this matter had nothing to do with him in the first place, so I laughed at this time.

"Hehehe, you, a rich young master, maybe what you have experienced is completely different from what I have experienced, and you were born with a golden key since you were a child, but I am different, and now that you have become someone else's husband, what can you say in front of me?"

"Everything I have now is based on my own continuous hard work, and you are completely different, so you have become someone else's husband, you just need to love your wife well, as for other women, you have nothing to do with you."

"I also hope that you can find your own coordinates, and the words you are saying in front of me now are really ridiculous, I advise you to take back these sweet words of yours, or if you want to say it, you can go home and tell your wife!"

After I said these words, I left at once, because I knew that there was no longer any relationship between me and Jin Tengfeng, he was so happy when he was with that woman, and Ke Yunen and he already had their own children, and I was nothing.

Now the only thing I can do is leave them, and the farther away the better, because I don't want to hear anything about them anymore, especially since this little thing is not very important to me at all.

As for what I experienced in the bar last night, everything is actually very clear in my heart, and I also guessed that that person should be Ke Yunen, if it weren't for Ke Yunen's existence, I think maybe I didn't offend any other people, after all, in China, there are only so many people who want to harm me.

Except for Ke Yunen, who is also Xiao Na, but this doesn't matter at all, because I feel that now that I have left the hukou, I don't want to say anything more about why I became like today, but at the same time, after I left, Jin Tengfeng suddenly felt very lonely by himself.

After all, he knew that I had suddenly returned to China, which was actually a good thing for him, and he also hoped to be able to meet me and explain everything clearly, but just like that, he sat on my bedside and silently accompanied me all night, and I could feel his feelings for me.

I know that Jin Tengfeng actually still has feelings for me, but no matter what, he has become someone else's husband, as a divorcee whose marriage was destroyed by the mistress, what I hate the most is to be someone else's mistress.

So I don't want to be that kind of person, if Jin Tengfeng and Ke Yunen are already together, then I won't have anything to do with Jin Tengfeng now, because I think this is the minimum morality of being a human being, even if there is a relationship between me and Jin Tengfeng, I can't do that at all.

What's more, at this time, I don't care about any feelings at all, I don't think there is any need to continue to stay in China now, since my work and all my ties are not in China, then the best outcome for me at this moment is to leave here quickly.

After I went abroad again, Jin Tengfeng may have always had a kind of bond with me, if it weren't for the sudden appearance, maybe he would have slowly forgotten me, but because the night before, the two of us did have some intimate actions, so Jin Tengfeng couldn't forget it for a while.

And what Jin Tengfeng thinks, in fact, I know it very well in my heart, but now the two of us are no longer the same relationship as they were at the beginning, and now for me......

The most important thing is to avoid him quickly, after all, he has become someone else's husband.

But when I just returned to my company, I knew that once Liu Huifang was calling in the office, I could tell that it should be Jin Tengfeng's call to him, because they had been studying my problem.

After I just left this country, Jin Tengfeng kept calling Liu Huifang again, he had never called his mother seriously before this, although Jin Tengfeng has always been a more filial boy, but he has always been a busy state of work.

So he rarely contacts his relatives and friends, this time he called Liu Huifang again, and then Liu Huifang learned about my recent news and recent situation, maybe these things are really important to him, I can hear what Liu Huifang said to him on the phone.

"Jin Tengfeng, I didn't expect you to call me quite frequently recently, I didn't expect you to change so much from before, I remember that you used to call me only once a year or half a year, but I didn't expect to call me so often recently."

In fact, Liu Huifang asked like this, just hoping to make Jin Tengfeng tell the truth, because after all, the things that Jin Tengfeng said in front of him now really made him feel very strange, and he had always thought about it. Jin Tengfeng must have a little idea of his own, but at this moment, Jin Tengfeng said to him on the phone.

"Without my mother, I'm just more worried about you, some time ago you suddenly came back, and left after a few days, I'm also more worried about you, I don't know how you've been living recently, I want to inquire about the recent situation......

When Jin Tengfeng said this on the phone, Liu Huifang laughed, because Liu Huifang knew what kind of character and temper his son was, how could he not know it, so at this time Liu Huifang smiled, and then said to the son on the other end of the phone.

"Alright. Jin Tengfeng, you still don't continue to tell such lies in front of me, do you think I really don't know? After all this time, do you really think of me as a very stupid mom? Let me tell you, in fact, the person you are most worried about in your heart should not be me......"

"No, Mom, don't talk nonsense......"

Jin Tengfeng said this, in fact, when he Jin Tengfeng said this, he didn't actually have any other thoughts, he just wanted to let his mother understand that what he was doing now was to be able to know about his current situation, but he didn't expect Liu Huifang to break his thoughts all at once.

"Forget it, Jin Tengfeng, don't think I don't know anything, in fact, there has always been Mu Zixuan in your heart, right? I know that the main purpose of your call this time is to ask him how he is doing, and if you have anything to say, just say it. ”

"Do you even have to cheat on your mother? The two of us are already so close, and you still have to beat around the bush in front of me, don't you think it's just too naïve for you to do this? What's more, you are my son, how could I not know your heart? ”

When Liu Huifang said this, Jin Tengfeng suddenly felt very embarrassed, because he knew that his thoughts at the moment had been seen through by Liu Huifang, so at this time, Jin Tengfeng suddenly became very shy, and he said to Liu Huifang on the other end of the phone.

"Okay, Mom, then I'll admit to you, in fact, I've always had feelings for Mu Zixuan, but now you know my situation, so I hope you can take good care of him for me, I already feel very happy that the two of you are together now, if you are not by his side, maybe I will become more worried."

"It was true that I was wrong last time, and when I found him alone in the bar, I really felt that he might really be in this world, and he was really a little alone except me, and there was no one to help him anymore."

Jin Tengfeng said this, because in Jin Tengfeng's mind, he thought that such a thing was happening now, which really made him feel very strange, and he also felt that he really wanted to appear by Mu Zixuan's side now, but all this was not what Jin Tengfeng could say at all.

Fate is so strange that the two of them were separated, and when Jin Tengfeng and I were separated, I didn't tell anyone what I thought in my heart, I just wanted to be able to make them understand. I'm a person who likes to do everything on my own.

And the wedding of Jin Tengfeng and Ke Yunen is indeed a great hurt to me, but now I have slowly started to go out from this shadow, although I know that this is a very difficult process, but after Jin Tengfeng and I have also experienced such a thing, I don't think this is a big thing.

After all, I clearly know that Ke Yunen is also pregnant now, and he and Jin Tengfeng are married, so for them I am just a third party, and I also hope to be able to leave Jin Tengfeng slowly, and then disappear from his field of vision, and slowly make him forget me.

I know that it is very difficult to forget a person, and I have not forgotten Jin Tengfeng until now, I have always wanted to be with him, but I know that such an idea is really very selfish, and I don't want to continue to think about it, and the only thing I can do now is to desperately put all my energy into work.