Sudden disaster, internal and external troubles, Shen Che is the last barrier in her heart.

Unexpectedly, he didn't even believe her......

Now think about it calmly, after the reunion in her previous life, she resisted Shen Che so fiercely, in fact, she was holding her breath in her heart.

He knew her so well, why did he believe that she was such an unbearable person.

How naïve and naïve, she has broken up with him, why should he be required to believe in her firmly......

In her previous life, she didn't hate him, but she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

Pushing Shen Che away early, his body was thin, but his back was straight, and his eyes looked at Shen Che who had red circles under his eyes calmly: "Shen Che, I'm telling you this, I really don't want you to feel guilty." These were accidents, not caused by you, and we had already broken up at that time, and you were not responsible or obligated to do anything for me. I just want to tell you that if I have caused you harm, please forgive me, I didn't mean to. ”

Shen Che pulled Zao into his arms suddenly, and his strength was so strong that he almost broke her thin waist: "Zao, don't say that, don't say that......"

Every word she said was like a knife, piercing him in the heart. In the past three years, self-righteousness and taking things out of context have made him suffer so much early, and in the end, he has to apologize to him in turn, how failed he is!

Shen Che hugged him tighter in his arms, this soft and slender girl was the most sensitive and important nerve in his body, she had a little fluctuation, his whole body shook violently, she suffered so much, he hurt every cell in his body like he was in purgatory!

Let him hold it early, and the bones in his whole body were choked by him, but he was unconscious. In the half year that he was locked up, every time the two quarreled and quarreled irretrievably, Shen Che would hold her like this after smashing everything, and many times she thought that he was so angry that he wanted to strangle her to death.

Only now do I really understand that he must have been very sad at that time.

So I don't hate him even more.

In her previous life, whether there was a misunderstanding or a hurt between them, she started it first, and she was also responsible for the deterioration step by step. But in the end, she also paid with her life.

So I don't want to worry about who is right and who is wrong, who owes whom, let's clear the two!

What has happened has been explained clearly in the early days, and they will be calm and okay in the future, and what has not happened will not be repeated, and they can all start again.

Shen Che finally calmed down a little, pushed him to the bathroom early to wash his face, and he was already sitting in the living room when he came out.

There was only one chair, and Shen Che didn't plan to sit down, he walked over and squatted in front of Zao Zao to hold her hand: "Zao, I will take good care of you in the future......"

He held his hand with his backhand early, and said in the moment he was stunned: "Shen Che, I lied when I broke up with you." I've seen enough of you, but now I have to admit that you're very, very handsome. I just didn't like you then, at least not enough. So I can't tolerate you and don't want to pay for our relationship. ”

Love to the extreme, she should be like her mother, pay completely selflessly for Zhou Zhiyuan, tolerate everything about him, tolerate his family, and be willing without regrets.

But the last thing I want to do emotionally in this life is Li Shengnan.

She just wants a relaxed love life, wants to be blessed by everyone at the beginning, and wants to live a smooth life. Instead of fighting prejudice and malice with all your might, you have to accept defeat with all your scars when you are exhausted.

She has experienced countless nights of silent crying of her mother since she was a child, and she has been subjected to countless white eyes and ridicule with her mother, and those dark nights and pain have piled up in her heart, making her warn herself that she will never be a woman like her mother emotionally!

So she said that what she didn't like was Shen Che, which was true. With Shen Che, no matter how hard she works, she is a sparrow climbing high branches, and no matter how sincere she is, she has to withstand the scrutiny and white eyes of his family.

It's not that she has low self-esteem, it's not that she can't face it, she will be scared of Han Junping when she meets for the first time and return it to her, there is no way to take her, Shen Qing has targeted her so many times, she can resolve it. It's not that she's not guts, what about the eldest lady of the Shen family? If you are in a hurry, you will still slap her hard!

She just didn't want to live like that. I don't want to repeat my mother's mistakes.

Her situation is not as good as her mother, at least her mother crushes the Zhou family financially and in terms of ability, and she has to fight against the malice of the world for this feeling.

Choosing a person is choosing a life, Shen Che will always be that Shen Che, his family, and his living environment will never change, so after she knew who he was, after seeing all kinds of things about her family, she decided not to like him.

She just wants to live an easier life, and she doesn't want to take her feelings so seriously like her mother.

Since she was a child, she has thought that if she doesn't get married or find someone she doesn't like so much, she won't cry because he doesn't care about herself. Their children don't have to hide in the bed all night and dare not sleep all night, for fear that their mothers will be too sad to commit suicide......

It's not that she doesn't have confidence in Shen Che, if you want to talk about confidence, maybe among all the people she has seen, Shen Che is the most confident in her feelings.

But so what? Even if she made it clear to him, she was confident that Shen Che would leave the Shen family for her, but she didn't have the confidence to live such a long life with him.

The bits and pieces of life are the most consuming, Shen Che looks easy-going, in fact, he is always superior psychologically, he is arrogant and dust-free, he has the ability to live well without leaving the Shen family, but it is not that the Shen family is the second child, who will treat him like now? Can he endure this psychological gap?

Besides, a young master like him can't even eat an ordinary meal, and he has to go to the hospital after eating leftovers once.

He had the courage not to be the eldest young master Shen Che, but he had lost the ability to live an ordinary life.

And why did she ask him to give up everything and live an ordinary life with her? He was born as the second young master of the Shen family, why did he make such a big sacrifice for her? And she didn't need to.

Even if he willingly gave up everything he had been, he would regret it after the dull days and the grit of life smoothed out all his passions.

People whose mother is so persistent and strong regretted it, and when she grew up early, she admonished: "The most important thing in love is equality, but a person's sacrifice will not end well." Besides, that's so tiring. ”

yes, she doesn't want to be that tired.

Life is so long, life is more than only love, she has many, many dreams, she doesn't need the kind of love that takes up all her life.