Who lives without depth!

After entering the door, Zhong Ling had already collected his emotions. Come over and take what I'm holding.

"Sister, I'll come."

"You can help me get the wine glass."

The two moved to the table, and the red wine was smoothly poured into the glass red wine glass, and the maroon wine collided with the transparent glass wall, stumbling all the way, and the wine chased each other, flowing like a spring.

For those who have a story, wine is the best digestive juice. There's nothing that can't be dissolved.

The two raised their glasses and collided, and the wine entered their throats, with an unknown fruity aroma, entering through the esophagus, winding all the way down, and the stomach and intestines were hot. It was then that I finally understood why people sometimes drink together. Wine can warm each other's stomachs and intestines, and people are animals that will spit out the truth and dig out their hearts and lungs when their intestines are hot.

And those who don't want to say it, just like me and Zhong Ling at this time, wine is the best medium, the most embarrassing thing, the so-called stuffy wine. It's not like I haven't seen a man drink alcohol, and it was very strange at that time, what is the point of wanting to drink alone? Now I finally understand that the man is not drunk, and he has been with him all the time. What's more, wine is the best audience, if you can vomit again, it will be more enjoyable, it is better to shed tears and snot together, vomit so much that you can't vomit out your stomach.

People sometimes just need an outlet.

Smoking, drinking, vomiting, silence or confiding, all of them.

By the time Gao Tiancheng came in, Zhong Ling and I were already slightly drunk, Zhong Ling was fine, and I was already drunk.

Gao Tiancheng only smiled, sat between the two of us, poured himself a glass of red wine, and then drank it all.

"Did Mason sleep?"

I asked.

"Hmm." He nodded in agreement.

Zhong Ling stood up.

"It's time for me to take my leave."

She said.

I got up and grabbed one of her arms, which was so thin that I could hold her wrist as if it were just a bone wrapped around a layer of skin. I was a little distressed, I only found out later that I was a person who knew how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, and I couldn't bear to meet a girl who didn't take good care of herself.

"Not about you!" I say. "You're staying with you." I dragged her back, and I dragged Zhong Ling in a daze. She fell into my arms and leaned in on me. It was then that I felt that she should have a lonely and helpless soul.

Only because of loneliness and helplessness, even for a short time, I felt that she stayed firm. Her body was telling me: I'm so tired! I'm so eager to find someone to lean on!

But she forced herself to leave, leave, leave.

You can only leave.

She smiled at me in a very dazed and confused way, then pushed away the hand I was holding hers.

"Sister!" She called me, her eyes clear, without a hint of drunkenness.

"Huh?" I replied, looked back at her. Her eyes lingered on my face for a few seconds, then she lowered her head and smiled, nothing more than a smile.

"I'm leaving." She said.

"What?" I was stunned in place, still digesting his words, but Zhong Ling had already pushed the door open and walked out of the door, I chased out, and Gao Tiancheng followed

Thenceforth. By the time I got to the living room, Zhong Lingren was gone.

"Where's Zhong Ling?" I asked.

Knife Face still had an apron around his neck, and he looked at me blankly.

"Let's go! I thought you knew. She said as she pulled down her apron. Why did you leave? I made two more side dishes. It's over, there are more dishes today, and there are leftovers. ”

The knife face was endless, chattering and walking away. I looked at the door, stumbling under my feet, but fortunately Gao Tiancheng was by his side to support me.

I let out a long breath, and Gao Tiancheng coughed exaggeratedly twice: "This mouth is full of wine." Walk! He held me up, "Go get something to eat, press it down, and then get drunk in a minute." ”

I looked back again, and saw that the wooden door with the color of black walnut was silent and silent, a woman who once loved Kang Sheng? I still don't know her story. Let the story be the story, the dust to the dust, the earth to the earth, and everything to everything.

"Mason has eaten it all? You didn't eat? I asked.

"Nope. Waiting for you. "A few words.

I stood still, the light shining through his hair, and I could hear his breathing, like the wind blowing through the seaweed.

"Why is it so good to me?" I asked.

Gao Tiancheng smiled and led me up.

"It's not good for you, it's good for whom?"

I didn't give up, and I stood firm again.

"Men like to be beautiful and young."

He smiled again.

"Beautiful, young?"

Gao Tiancheng turned his head to look at me.

"yes!" I nodded like a child and raised my eyelids to look at him. At that moment, it was so lightning, I felt as if I was in love again, the grass of youth grew and the warbler flew, and a real woman could be a girl's heart no matter how old she was.

I lowered my eyelids, looked up at him again, turned my head sideways to look at him, as if I couldn't see enough. I always thought that my heart should be full of vicissitudes, but I didn't expect that there would be a day when I would meet my past self again. Did he make me back into a girl and make up for the shortcomings I once had?

"Why do young and beautiful people like me? You see! He spread his hands out, "I'm a cripple." ”

I grabbed him by the arm and tilted my head away.

"I don't think you're lame, I think you're handsome."

"Fool!" He touched my head like a child. "If you really don't like it, I'm going to fix it, and it's said that it can be raised." As he spoke, he tried to raise his other leg a little, but it might have touched one of his tendons, and I saw the corners of his mouth twitch in pain.

"What's wrong?" I grabbed him, "How are you?" Does it hurt? I crouched down and looked at his stump leg, which I had only looked at when he was asleep, but only at once, and I couldn't help but look away. I didn't dare to go deeper. It is estimated that Gao Tiancheng is too, he now wears trousers all year round.

No one can truly ignore the harm they have suffered. Not mentioning it again is also the best way to appease the past.

He ate with me, and his knife face was broken by his side the whole time, and I became more and more comfortable with such a god-like existence. Until I was her

The noise really hurts the braincase, so it stretches the face.

"What a slave bully. Otherwise, you'll be in charge! ”

The aggrieved flat mouth of the knife face was completely silenced, and he didn't wait next to us, and went to the living room to watch TV after washing. Gao Tiancheng and I looked at each other and smiled.

Unexpectedly, the news of Zhong Ling's death came the next day, she lived in the presidential suite of a palatial hotel in the city, and after taking a shower, she didn't even put on a bath towel, she jumped from the 28-story building. She was very thin and had good skin, but the news pictures had mosaiced her skin, and she didn't even show her face. After her death, the last image left to the world was a blurry and distant picture, indistinguishable and unknown.

The police checked where she came from, found me, and asked her what had happened to me.

What happened? Wine. She had drunk wine, which brought her heartbreak, and she finally decided to die to make sure of her past. Don't torture me anymore, if this "me" is gone, all possibilities will finally disappear.

What should I do if things change in my heart and things can't get over in my heart? There is only migration. Zhong Ling's "realm" moved a little bit in one step, and she couldn't come back, she went decisively and decisively, and she didn't even leave a chance to hang herself.

I thought Zhong Ling would leave me a letter or something, at least to state the cause and effect, but no, she didn't even leave a word. The clouds are light and the wind is clear, and sometimes I even have a moment of trance, maybe she has never been here, never been.

What did she come for?

Just as she walked.

A mystery.

Women, they have become mysteries, and sometimes they cost their lives.

Next, to contact her real family, we also have to use the power of the official to reveal Zhong Ling's true identity little by little. She went to India from Xinhui, Guangdong, where she worked in a special trade, where she first met Kang Sheng, who was her biggest benefactor, and then Kang Sheng brought her to the United States, where she continued her career in the red light district. Sometimes she wanted to go ashore, but Kang Sheng never said she wanted to marry.

Therefore, a woman can't live too self-aware, she cares too much about her origin, and she loses her rules in front of the person she loves. Self-confidence is a strange thing, sometimes ignorance can make people lose confidence, and when you read thousands of sails, self-confidence sometimes has no confidence.

People who have seen the world know that the sky is high and the sea is wide for birds to fly, but they know that there is a height that they can never reach. Not only that, but it can also influence the direction of the wind, and if someone pays for it----- it will be even more difficult for someone to pay for it. It's not difficult to understand that the behavior itself is positively reinforced, and it's a victory! And man wants to be accomplished, even if the act is dishonorable and unpraiseworthy.

Therefore, from this perspective, many people in history will be relieved: why do villains go farther and farther on the road of villains? Because he will continue to succeed. So it's not the villain who is hateful, it's the one who keeps creating opportunities for the villain to succeed. There is one more item that is very

It is worth people's attention: it is never the righteous man who wins against the villain, but the smaller villain. For example, the faint monarch was generally brought down by the eunuchs or harems, and the eunuchs were generally killed by the leaders of the peasant uprising. Some people figure out how to do things, and some people are keen to study which set of each other's meals. Those who have been studied to know which set to eat will be eaten to death.

Therefore, human nature cannot be studied in detail, and after careful study, you will find that it is full of holes and miserable. And even more tragic is the fact that I may not be much better than you!

In a world that is almost as dark as the world, everyone is a walking crow. If you look at someone who is not covered in ink, it may not be that he stands out, but just a coat.

Human nature is both good and evil, and people's hearts are bright and dark.

However, it doesn't stop you from loving it.

Of course, it doesn't affect your rebirth.

Rebirth is painful, like an eagle that goes to the top of a cliff when it is about to die, grinding off its old beaks until they all grow new.

People go with the flow, probably because they are powerless to change, so they have to convince themselves that they are right.

So who is the easiest person to convince? It's yourself!

But people have another realm, which is to see through but don't say break. Each person is his own cause and effect, and after planting, he will eventually reap the harvest. At this time, there is still another layer of beings waiting for you to harvest. People come to a show, sometimes for acting, sometimes for watching a play. Some people are acting and pretending to be in the play, and some people are fascinated and forget to enter the game.

Which one are you?

Maybe it's neither, maybe sometimes A and sometimes B, they're all ordinary people, and it's almost impossible to avoid vulgarity if they have seven emotions and six desires. Therefore, the Chinese say that the truth destroys people's desires, and the red men and green women who are swayed by desire are really difficult to achieve a clean breeze on both sleeves, and human nature has an opportunity, which is sad and more lovely at the same time.

(End of chapter)