When she has a month left in her life,

If she didn't wear makeup to cover up, she felt a little difficult to see people, because her face was so thin that she didn't look like it on her face, so when she woke up first thing every morning, she quickly closed the bathroom door, she didn't want to see him in the ugliest way.

In fact, he had seen her countless times, for he had waited countless times at night for her to fall asleep, to see that thin and haggard face, and to kiss her hair and cheeks countless times in the lonely night.

Listening to the sound of the bathroom door locking, his heart trembled, and he could imagine that little face as pale as paper.

Boredom got up, inadvertently saw the calendar in front of the window, his eyes were a little thicker, raised his big hand, simply turned over, just now the eyes reflected a little helplessness and sighs, saw the red pen circle an obvious day, the corners of the mouth pulled, her birthday is exactly the tenth day after she has a month,

She can't wait for her last birthday of the year? Fingers touched the calendar, inexplicable panic in my heart, my fingertips trembled, and my eyes were moist.

Bang,

The bathroom door opened, and his mind was quickly pulled back, blinking, the dampness at the bottom of his eyes gradually faded away, he reached out and closed the calendar book at once.

When she saw him, it was a breezy face.

"Anan," she said, in a hoarse voice, her lips curled up, and she took a few steps forward with a clever smile, this morning, "shall we go fishing?" I want to eat the fish you made! Stretching out his slender hand, gently pulling the placket of his clothes, pouting, cute, like a child who wants to eat chaff.

"Good!" He paused, "What do you want to eat in the morning?" Looking at her eyes with a hint of red, probably because he had not rested well last night, there was a glimmer of listlessness, worried that looking at her like this would make her feel uneasy, and in less than five seconds, he quickly turned his gaze, and looked at the large patches of roses outside the window, which were fiery red.

She followed his line of sight, a piece of fiery red roses angrily placed on the edge of the fence, with the breeze blowing, swaying from side to side, beautiful and vivid, bright and magnificent, she couldn't help but be out of her mind, such a blooming life, but unfortunately a few days later, it will wither, just like herself, the brilliant youth has passed, and she is about to wither into mud.

When Leng Xiaoxi looked at the flowers, Chu Tiannan turned over and got out of bed, bypassed him, and hurriedly flashed into the bathroom, a salty smell in his throat filled his sense of smell, his hands were on the edge of the pool, he raised his eyes to look at himself with a pale face in glasses, and lowered his head helplessly again, when he lowered his head, his vision fell intact on the leak at the bottom of the washbasin, and suddenly a red dot pierced his eyes, his heart shook the most, his head was dizzy, and his heart was tightly lifted.

He trembled his fingertips and approached gently, then bent his fingers, and then straightened them violently, when the sticky liquid stuck to his fingertips, he put it under his eyes, he looked carefully, and a slight brown blood stain pierced his eyes deeply.

Sudden pain in the heart and mouth.

With a pounce, a mouthful of blood sprayed all over the entire white pool at once, dotted with stars, and the sky was like plum blossoms in the snow blooming with pain one by one, shocking, touching the most painful place in his heart.

The color of the eyes is slightly frowned,

After breathing rapidly for a long time, he relieved himself, turned on the faucet, and the sound of running water washed away the scarlet of ten thousand plum blossoms just now.

My heart was unusually heavy.

Did you have an accident? If something really happened, he was unconsciously laughed at by his own thoughts. I choked on my saliva, cough cough cough! If that's the best, he can go with her, and even if he can, he doesn't want to heal.

Chu Tiannan still doesn't know that his illness can't be cured, he just thinks that the previous illness has recurred, he doesn't want her to see his illness, he is worried that she will urge him to treat the disease, if he is better, then isn't she lonely underground without accompaniment, if he is better, is she waiting for herself too long at the Nai He Bridge, he really doesn't want her to be a lonely wandering spirit under the Nai River Bridge!

A dull ache at the tip of the heart.

Suddenly, a banging knock came quickly, he hurriedly washed his face, and his voice was as calm as usual, "I'll be fine right away." ”

One last glance at the water in the washbasin, when it was clear and transparent again, and the pool was white and flawless, I was relieved to wipe the clean water and open the door, "What's wrong?" ”

When he saw her looking up and down at himself in surprise and anxiety, he pulled his mouth and stretched out his arms, and melted her tightly into his embrace.

Like a child, he lay on her neck, greedily sucking the smell of her body, although the faint fragrance was mixed with a trace of the fat powder on his face that was specially covered for himself, but he still felt that it still smelled good, because he knew that such a breath was greedy for him, otherwise a month later, he would not even be able to smell such a breath.

"If I'm not ......there," she said, opening her mouth, a little heartbroken.

"Don't say it!" He gently leaned his face forward, close to her slightly cool little face, his voice was flat, but he couldn't hide the panic in his voice.

"Anan, if I'm not there, sprinkle half of my ashes into this water, and half in the cemetery, and I'll wait for the day when you get old, put them in too, and bury them with me, okay? At that time, we will still be together like now, walking through the Sansheng Stone together, where we can engrave our love and life, the vow of reincarnation? ”

She looked forward to that day, that day was not far away at all, and was slowly walking towards her step by step, she was not afraid at all, but worried about how he would spend his days without himself.

She struggled to push away his reluctant body and stared into his inky eyes, "Anan, Anan," she smiled, "Am I fine?" ”

She saw his cheeks reflected in his pupils, "Anan! She shook his shoulder, saw his indifferent reaction, burst into tears, and quickly stepped forward to hug him, she took the initiative to take him into her arms, not wanting him to see her tears, how could she be willing to leave him?

There was a damp heat rolling between his stinging throat, her shallow voice, shallow breathing, everything was sensitively imprinted into his heart, smell, so that his throat felt a silent air flow suppressing himself, he didn't dare to move at all, and he didn't dare to happen, for fear that the suppressed air flow would break through his throat and spray in front of her.

When his eyes opened, he inadvertently swept towards the thick calendar again, and suddenly his eyebrows were light, and he blinked, and he thought of a brilliant idea.

Clearing the gloom just now, his reluctant lips moved the direction, and when he was about to leave her, his lower body pecked her lips fiercely, and suddenly released her slender waist, "I'll prepare breakfast!" ”

The moment she let go of her, her whole body was pulled away at once, her body was slightly unbalanced, she closed her palm, just fell to the corner of the table just now, and then she took a heavy breath, looking back can no longer see that touch of the long run, there is also a little thin man's handsome back, extraordinary bearing, a little thin still can't hide his arrogance and nobility.

Pursing her lips, she smiled, this life is enough, what else does she want?

When the kitchen was busy, Chu Tiannan took advantage of the fact that she didn't come to the kitchen, and took out the phone, "Ah Yang, can you help me do something?" ”

"Brother, what do you say, ......" Zhou Yang's excited and worried voice.

“……”

"Soy milk, bread?" When he put it on the table, he saw that she had already picked a bouquet of roses from the fence, and the movements in her hands were deadlocked, and he kept looking at the beautiful scenery in front of him: the roses were wet, and there was a hint of the moisture of morning dew, and the faint fragrance of the flowers, and her face was slightly flushed with a delicate ruddy.

She hung her head a little shyly, turned around and ran to the bedroom, where she placed the flowers in a vase.

Thinking of the scene where Anan stared at himself blankly just now, he couldn't help but touch his pink cheeks with his little hand, it seems that today's makeup is good, and tomorrow if you can put a little bit of rose juice to make a blush.

Smelling the fragrance wafting from the restaurant, she couldn't help but take a breath, and just took a step, her stomach churned violently, hitting her throat in waves, ready to rush through her throat and squirt.

Her body was stunned, and she quickly turned the bathroom, and as soon as she closed the bathroom door, she quickly rushed into the pool with a huge salty flutter in her throat.

The delicate red on her face just now quickly turned pale, there was a trace of bright blood at the corner of her mouth, and a purple and black blood clot, her brain was confused, blank, she looked at herself in the mirror stupidly, as if it was not a human thing at all, just a pale soul Standing peacefully in the wall mirror, motionless.

I want to laugh, but when I can't laugh, I want to cry, but now there are no tears, the sharp pain in her chest intensified again, and her brows couldn't help frowning, what should I do? The pain in her left hand over her chest, the pain at the tip of her heart as if it had burst, and when her brows frowned tighter, she raised her left hand and pressed her left chest, she knew that there was a place called the stomach, which was a place related to her life and a place to end her life.

She wanted to strangle it fiercely, pressed it hard with more force, pressed it hard, pressed it, I don't know if the pain was over for the time being, or her squeezing worked, and suddenly it didn't hurt, she hurriedly slowed down, grabbed the towel and wiped the layers of dense cold sweat on the corner of her forehead.

It wasn't until she saw her soft and comfortable appearance in the mirror and felt that there was no flaw that she slowly opened the door and smiled weirdly at Chu Tiannan, who was standing at the door in a daze, "I have a stomachache, I've been hungry for a long time!" She reached out and greasy tugged at his broad palm, "Go eat." ”

Her steps were very light, and looking at her joyful appearance, he was a little distracted, "Anan! It was only after she called back that he relieved his mind, and the uncle quickly followed her small steps.

"Let's go fishing!" After the meal, he took the initiative to charter the venue.

She couldn't help but sit on the sofa and hold her cheeks, staring at his every move, "You are really a national husband who is liked by thousands of women, so virtuous!" I've got to keep it tied to this little red house, so you don't have to go to those crooked women. ”

The hand holding the bowl, stiffened slightly, almost slipped from his palm, his eyebrows flashed, he turned around and went to the kitchen, this little woman's mind is getting younger and younger, as if she has returned to the way she was more than ten years ago.

Unconsciously, he thought of her childhood when she chattered recently, and suddenly looked at the watch on his wrist, his brows were slightly furrowed, no, he threw down the bowl, grabbed the towel, wiped his palm, and grabbed her hand, "Let's go, let's go get the fishing rod." ”

But there is a faint smile hidden between his eyebrows, and he will give her a different today.