When she woke up early, it was already completely dark, and she lay down in the clouds as if she had fallen asleep after exhaustion, and she didn't want to move, and she didn't even want to open her eyes.

But Shen Che still found that she woke up.

"Morning, how do you feel? Is there anything wrong with it? The man who had always been flying and jumping away suddenly quieted down, and his voice was low, and he listened inexplicably softer in the silent night.

Objectively speaking, Shen Che's voice is really gentle when he is lowered, and when he opens his voice when he sings a love song, fans will be shocked and tremble, holding his chest and his eyes are full of stars. It's not the exaggeration of a professional audience who cries once for a hundred yuan on a talent show, but really listens to the heart-warming voice in my heart.

Slowly opening her eyes early was in her room. There was no night light in the room, and the headlights were not turned on, only a little light came through the half-hidden door, and the silhouette of Shen Che squatting in front of her bed could be seen vaguely, but they couldn't see each other's expressions clearly.

They didn't end up going to the hospital and insisted early on that they wouldn't go.

The hospital was a place she was as reluctant to face as the passenger seat of a car. There, she accompanied her mother and grandfather on their last journey, watching their bodies be torn to the point that life was worse than death.

Modern medicine can save people, but it can also do the most cruel and terrible things to people's bodies.

In the chaos, Li Shihan lifted the covering on the surgical cart, and her mother's legs were twisted and deformed, and her bloody legs were bloodily knocked into Zao's eyes, only a few dozen centimeters away from her face, and every trace of flesh and blood was infinitely magnified in front of her eyes.

That second is forever fixed in my early memory......

For the next month, my grandfather lay dying in the ICU ward, and the critical illness notice would be handed to her every day, and she counted his breath through the glass, again and again, and each time could become the last......

The fear that her loved ones would leave at any time tormented her for a whole month, and she never wanted to step into the hospital again in her life.

So when Shen Che wanted to take her to the hospital, he insisted on refusing to go early, the hospital couldn't cure her illness, it would only make her more sad.

She didn't want Shen Che to take her to his house, it was another nightmare for her.

I can only go back to her home.

I didn't have the strength to argue with him, and I knew that I couldn't get rid of him in this situation, so I let him send her back early, and let him call Dean Zhang to come to the clinic, and he didn't care about anything, just buried his head and fell asleep.

But it is only temporary, and you have to face him after all.

"Morning, do you want to drink water? I haven't eaten for a day, do you want to drink porridge? Shen Che stayed quietly by the bedside, not as usual when he saw him as he was in a hurry, his voice was gentle and calm, and he raised his hand and gently stroked her hair, which inexplicably made people feel at ease.

Seeing him not moving or speaking early, there was hardly such a warm connection between them.

When Shen Che was in love, he was so energetic that he seemed to never run out, even if he sat together to study, he would toss a hundred ways to tease her, and spent his teenage years in laughter and slapstick every day, and later ......

They later broke up. When he came back three years later, he deliberately rear-ended Brother Xiaowu's car when they met for the first time, dragged people out of the car and beat him violently, and put Brother Xiaowu in prison.

had to give in early, but from then on he was disgusted to the extreme. The boy was so vigorous that he couldn't swallow this breath, his eyes were always filled with disgust and rejection, and every word he said was full of guns and sticks.

Every time he was so angry that he trembled and his eyes were red, he refused to let go of him when he was so sad, and she refused to say a heavy word to her, and she would want to give up in her heart, take a step back from each other, and communicate calmly.

She didn't know his feelings for her, she was so pampered and arrogant since she was a child, and she always coaxed her, she drove him crazy, at most he hugged her and didn't speak, although he was stubborn and naïve, his feelings were sincere and pure, how could she not feel it.

Even if they can't be together, she doesn't want to hurt someone who likes her like this.

But there's more to it than that. Countless misunderstandings and differences are like wheels, making the contradictions between the two bigger and bigger. He insisted that Ning Jiakang was the reason why she left him in the first place, as long as he mentioned this person, he would suddenly be arrogant and unreasonable, and threatened not to go to see him early, otherwise he would let him die on the street!

He would make trouble early in the morning, and when the two met, they either quarreled or he was beaten early, and Shen Che was almost always injured that year, and he was in the hospital countless times.

Later, he tied him to his side as his assistant, and tried every means to deduct his early salary, and he didn't get a penny of salary in those two months, but owed Shen Che hundreds of thousands of yuan.

forced to accompany him to eat early, and after eating for a month, he counted the meal money with her, who knew that a glass of water in his house was airlifted from a special channel, and the money he swallowed was more than the salary of a month earlier!

Even the door to drink a glass of water is counted in the early account, and I knew for the first time that a Copenhagen bone china cup is so expensive!

He didn't pay his salary early, and he tried every way to bring every penny on his body early, and he had no money early and could only continue to eat the "staff meal" he provided.

The more debts are owed, the more he owes, if it weren't for the intensification of the conflict later, he would no longer be his assistant early, and he might not be able to pay it off in this life.

She knew that Shen Che didn't really care about the money, he just wanted to see how she had no money to live on him. He always thought that he had deceived his feelings for 200,000 yuan earlier, and most of that money was spent on Ning Jiakang.

This is his biggest knot, and if this way can make him relieved, he is willing to let him bully for months or even years as early as possible.

But then things got out of control, and Shen Che began to slander Ning Jiakang for being a wine escort and a naked loan early, and even took out evidence that she went to the hospital to have a fetus!

He was stimulated to go crazy, and he was so angry that he lost his mind early, what hurt people to say to him, and the words were like knives to his heart, and the relationship between the two deteriorated sharply and broke down completely.

Prior to this, although Shen Che tried his best to make trouble early and always bullied her, he had never really wronged her.

bullied the people around her, but never really made her desperate, as long as she said a soft word, he would stop immediately; went to the shop where she worked to make trouble, and never let people point the finger at early; even deducted her salary to collect her food money, and would give her her her favorite food every meal, thinking of everything, so that she would not really have any need.

But since that abortion incident, he was really out of control, his eyes were crazy early, and he was so angry that he refused to explain, and he was finally locked up by him. Shen Che began to say some hurtful words for Sister Yunrong to convey to Zao, and she returned the salute early, and the vicious circle finally became a dead knot.

I looked at the blurred shadow in the dim light early, and I suddenly regretted it.

This person was extremely sincere and gentle to her for most of the time they met, except that her mother and grandparents were the best people in the world for her, and she could actually treat him a little better.

In this life, they did not fight irretrievably as they did in their previous lives, he did not hurt her in the slightest, on the contrary, she had been hurting him before this, if she could let go of the grievances in her previous life, in fact, they had a better way to untie the knot and start a new life respectively.

She was tired, after the death of her mother and grandfather, her world was already in ruins, she was carrying a heavy burden and confronting the whole world alone, and now she had experienced a tragic death in her previous life, she didn't want to hurt each other with Shen Che anymore.

"Early?" Shen Che screamed again with some apprehension, knowing that he would be unhappy if he stayed sooner, but he would definitely not leave. Others will restrain their behavior, but the more worried he is, the closer he goes.

It's not unscrupulous, it's a subconscious struggle, he can't retreat, he must not quit the early world!

"Shen Che," he experienced the toss in the morning early, and his voice was empty: "Thank you for sending me back." I want to drink some porridge. ”