Chapter 43: Forgiveness

After Li Li finished speaking, "I will let you die." After that, she walked up to Song Zhiyu, and after she said something to Song Zhiyu, they left the classroom together.

Song Zhiyu, Li Li, Goldfish, and their friends, they stood in the corridor together, talking and joking.

It's Tuesday night at 21 p.m. There is still an hour of evening self-study, and all the classes are over.

At this time, many students in the classroom walked to the corridor outside the classroom, and some students were pulled by reporters to ask all kinds of questions.

I didn't go out, I sat in the classroom, and I saw that Mei Dai and Roy didn't go out either, and they were also in the classroom, and they both had their backs to me.

I opened the social software, I don't know how those netizens knew my contact information, they all scolded me in private messages. The content of scolding me is also similar.

I didn't reply to any of them, and it seems to me that I don't have to explain it to any of them.

There are also some friends I know, some of them are silent at this time, and some of them send some lukewarm greetings. My parents didn't send me a single message. My uncle sent a lot, but I didn't reply to him because I didn't know what to say.

There is no other news, and there is no more news than the above.

When the class bell rang, the students in the corridor returned to the classroom, Li Li, Goldfish, and Song Zhiyu, they also returned to the classroom.

Goldfish walked over to Roy's place and sat down, and at first he didn't look back until the end of our last evening self-study session, and all the classes of the evening were over.

I didn't leave immediately, I waited for them to leave, and then I left. The goldfish didn't go either, he was waiting for me, and seeing that I didn't move, he turned around.

He looked at me and suddenly held my hand, "Xiaoyan, I'm sorry, I didn't do it to you just now, I was too impulsive, can you forgive me?" ”

It's strange that when he said this, his friends all looked at us, and Song Zhiyu also looked at me, and Song Zhiyu was expressionless.

Song Zhiyu's expression reminded me of my father, when my aunt's husband called to confess his mistake to my aunt, my father was just like Song Zhiyu, expressionless.

I don't believe my father doesn't understand, because even I, a child, understand, that my aunt's husband will beat my aunt again, and this will never change. My father also knew that my aunt would be beaten, but he still faced everything with a blank face.

I looked at the goldfish, and I remembered the man, when he married his aunt, it caused a sensation in the city, and he swore to all the people in the city that he would always love his aunt, and he gave her the best wedding, the most beautiful wedding dress, the most shining ring. As long as my aunt doesn't say it, no one will know that he is a domestic violence maniac.

When the goldfish said this, I was almost moved, and the charm of his tone almost made me forget, when he hit me just now, his tone was dirty and cold.

I didn't like him at all, I was almost touched by him, my aunt loved her husband all the time in her life, and I understood why my aunt would forgive him countless times.

Li Li looked at me, the smile on her face, I couldn't tell what it meant, the feeling that the smile brought to me made me want to cry.

"Xiaoyan, can you forgive me?" He spoke in a tone like an aunt's husband, the charm of that tone, the charm of the eyes.

I couldn't help but imitate my aunt's tone and eyes.

"Okay, I forgive you."

After I said this, the goldfish did not look at me for the first time, but at his other brothers, and he had a show-off expression. Isn't it, my aunt's husband is also the same as a goldfish, he called my aunt, and after hanging up the phone, he had a show off expression.

"Let's go, I'll take you to a place for you, I've got it for you." He said, taking my hand.

I didn't feel shocked, Song Zhiyu had already told me at noon today, and the goldfish would surprise me.

He pulled me by the way, and I followed him, and his friends, and at this time, they were all coaxing.

I saw that Song Zhiyu and Li Li were also with us, and Song Zhiyu was in the rear not far away.

The goldfish blindfolded me and whispered in my ear, "Don't be afraid, I am your eyes." ”

His hands were blindfolded over my eyes, his hands weren't holding my hands, I don't know why, I was so scared, I had never been so scared again, the fear that the darkness brought to me was like the fear that death brought me, and it could not be dispelled.

"Goldfish, wait a minute." I took his hand away from my eyes so that I could regain my light, and I was nervous and scared.

They all looked at me with a confused expression, and none of them asked me what was wrong? Is there any discomfort there? They just looked at me with a puzzled look, and their expressions were as if they were saying, "You're so disappointed." ”

The goldfish looked at me, and he looked at me with that expression, and I was disappointed when I looked at him.

"I'll go to the bathroom, you wait for me." I say this, I just want to run away from him.

"Okay, I'll wait for you." He replied to me in a tone that didn't have any charm.

I quickly ran into the bathroom, at this time, I was the only one in the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror, many people said that I looked like my aunt, I would never think I looked like my aunt before, but just then, I felt that I looked very similar to my aunt.

I am a physically and mentally defective person, but my aunt is not, she was originally a perfect woman, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, but she died in the end, and when God created her, He gave her a gentle body, but forgot to give her a strong soul.

Unlike my aunt, I have made a strong soul myself. I have known since I was a child that it is his problem that others are sorry for me, and it is definitely not my problem.

I turned on the water from the faucet, I took the cold water and sprinkled it on my face, the water slid down my cheeks, I became more and more conscious, and the pain of darkness and death was gone.

My aunt's face came to my mind again, and I knew that she was dead and could not come back, and that I had to live well.

I looked at myself embarrassed in front of the mirror, and at this time, I saw another person in the mirror, Li Li.

She was standing in the door of the bathroom, she was alone, and none of her friends were there. She leaned against the door and tilted her head to look at me.

"Hey, why are you doing this?" She said with a smile and walked over to me.

She looked at me, I looked at her, she pulled a tissue out of her bag, she walked up to me and wiped the water off my face with a tissue.

I didn't stop her, I looked into her eyes, and I saw a child living in it, and the child was squatting on the ground with his back on his back, clutching his knees tightly and his head down.

She took out her comb again and helped me comb my hair, took out her lipstick and applied it for me, and took out her eyeliner and painted it for me.

I didn't stop her, I just looked at her.

I remembered when we were a freshman in high school, that is, in the bathroom, Li Li and her friends, surrounded a girl, they pushed the girl against the wall, they ripped her hair, and the girl's face was not cold water, the water was salty.

When class was about to start, Li Li took out a tissue to wipe the water off the girl's face, combed her messy hair with a comb, put lipstick on her, and painted eyeliner.

"Well, it's a pretty gi

L, you'll forgive me, right? Li Li finally helped me draw my eyeliner and said a word.