The tea is poured well, the heat is swirling, the three children sometimes shake in front of us, but after a while, they are busy with their own, the three children have a companion, the adults are much more leisurely, I remember Huaiping was only me at that time, he could only look at my face every day, my joys and sorrows, and subtle changes in emotions were easily captured by him, and then adjusted the way and tone of voice to talk to me, I remember his careful every look.

How good it would be if Huaiping could survive until now.

There will always be regrets in life.

Xiao Han took a sip of tea, looking quite complacent, and I felt as if I had seen her again.

"After all, she didn't come from a professional background, but she did what she said to me. I put the location in her mobile phone, prepared a letter in advance, and sent it to the public security bureau on a certain day. And tell them which phone to track, so the police can easily find her. She was scared, I said don't be afraid, you rush out with a fake doll, the sniper will break your leg and can't kill you. Then I took the children to run, and if we didn't do anything about it, we would definitely have to get the money out, and we would definitely have to make the plums bleed. She asked me, will I be able to spend it then? I said, why can't you spend it? You won't tell the police that everything is on me, I am in charge of this matter, it has nothing to do with you, and you are also coerced by me to come to the end. She ran out, looking like she was holding a child hostage, and the police shot her in the head. ”

Xiao Han's face lost her previous smugness, her eyes began to be confused, or it can't be regarded as confused, it's not good to say, she may recall the scene at that time, the red is blood, the white is brain, mixed together, Xiao Ye's sister's body softened little by little, when she died in the last moment, Xiao Han didn't know what she would think, would she hate her? Will it suddenly be initiated?

I don't know.

Xiao Ye, Xiao Ye's sister, all died in her hands. She is a two-faced Shura, but at the same time she saved my three children and saved one of our families.

I don't know how to characterize her.

She herself may not know how to characterize herself.

The three of them were silent, each thinking about it. Mason came over and said Mom, Aunt Xiao, are you talking about last night?

Mason still thought it was a drill, everything was arranged in advance, he felt stimulated, Chen Nian did not comment on this, Wan Huan was silent, and Wan Huan's silence was different from Chen Nian's.

After dinner that day, the six of them sat together, Mason still hadn't come out of yesterday's thrill and excitement, I looked at Chen Nian, Chen Nian smiled at me, and said that Aunt Xiaoye, it really doesn't look good, if it weren't for Aunt Xiao Han's early mention, I would believe that it was true.

Wan Huan also smiled, but he still didn't say anything.

Later, I asked Wan Huan alone. Wan Huan looked at me, turned around, and then looked at me again, his small pupils seemed to be able to see my heart.

He said, Aunt Meizi, that's all true.

I was stunned and asked him, how can I see it?

He smiled again, and that smile seemed to let me see Li shaving his head again.

Dragons give birth to dragons, phoenixes give birth to phoenixes, and the sons of rats will make holes. He has the air of a father, and he also has the spirit of a father, and more

It is the Father's counsel. Wan Huan will not be idle in the future. It's just that he doesn't like to learn very much, and he can't get on the stage anymore. The knife face saw my hidden worries and advised me to relax. There is also a way to steal, why should you stick to the view of the door? To put it bluntly, everyone has their own destiny, which no one can do. But do good deeds, don't ask about the future.

But do good deeds, don't ask about the future.

I used to think that these words were just a piece of soup and had no real meaning, but now I suddenly feel that this is the great wisdom of the world. In a word, all-encompassing, in one sentence, the hardships and helplessness of life. After all, there are very few people and things that people can control. But to do good deeds is to act as a person, and not to ask about the future is to be upright or attitude.

It is very difficult for a man to walk in life.

It is said that Shu is difficult, but in fact, it is even more difficult to be a man. After this incident, I went to the temple and did a great ritual on land and water, for the dead and for the yang. Chanting sutras for the dead, praying for blessings and auspiciousness for the yang. I have never seen cause and effect, nor have I seen retribution, nor have I seen ghosts and gods, nor have I seen gods and Buddhas, but I always feel that all living beings in the underworld have their own order, and this order is different from the order established by the human world, and the maker of the human order always has his own selfish intentions. All things in heaven and earth have spirits, and those who follow them are natural in Taoism, art, or numbers. Maybe everything has its own internal natural laws, and it is not easy for ordinary people of my generation to break through.

A hundred years of life, everything will be over after a hundred years. I found that I have also learned a lot recently, for example, in the past, it was inevitable to be uneasy when something happened, and it was inevitable to complain about others. Now no, the soldiers will come to block, and the water will come to the earth. No big deal. The most important thing is to know that the results are uncontrollable.

The king of Hades let you die in the third watch, so why not keep people until the fifth watch.

It's fatalistic, but it's not unreasonable.

As people grow up, they begin to believe in many things, both visible and invisible. When people are young, the newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, is not afraid of anything, and seems to be fearless, that is not bravery, it is recklessness. One has to be fearful in order to act steadily. The knife face said that wisdom is always better than bravery.

I have the heart to raise the bar with her, saying that the brave will win when they meet on the narrow road.

She laughed, Mr. Dongguo and the wolf, Mr. Dongguo even dared to save the wolf, be brave, but unfortunately lack wisdom. The wise man wins, Mr. Dongguo and the wolf, the wolf wins first, the victory is wise and resourceful, and then another farmer comes over and lets the wolf retract back into his bag, and nails the wolf with a pickaxe.

Courage is easy to get, and the soldiers of the three armies can be brave when they are inspired. A man can be brave by drinking a little wine. Wisdom is not easy to obtain.

Everything that is rare in the world is precious. Colored clouds are easy to disperse, and Liuliu is fragile. Good things don't come easily.

I said that your knife face is also a good thing, how did Gao Tiancheng get it? You've been lurking around me for so many years, silently, what's your heart?

The knife face smiled, what kind of heart did Ann have? For so many years, someone has been waiting for me like a father, protecting me with his life, relying on what kind of heart he has, what heart he loves, I am willing to pretend to be stupid.

I just laughed, and I answered it beautifully. It's for wisdom, right? It's wisdom. Blade Face is a wise woman. However, it is not necessarily good for people to live too soberly and wisely

thing.

I think of a Buddhist case that says that there are several realms of life. First of all, the mountains are mountains, and the water is water. Later, I saw that the mountain is not a mountain, and the water is not water. After that, I will see the mountains again, and the water again.

Wan Qian still has no news. I found that the people around me are very capable, they can go to heaven and earth, they can penetrate everywhere, you can never guess when these people will come to you like heavenly soldiers, and you can never know for sure when they will suddenly leave you. You always think you know a lot about them, but then you suddenly find that you don't seem to know anything about them.

I didn't tell Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong about the children, but they had already gotten the news. This means that Xiucai does not go out and can know the world. They are not talents, they are all human spirits, and they are widely eyeliner around me. Gao Tiancheng and Ah Dong redeployed manpower, as if someone began to secretly protect the three children.

I took out the corpse of Xiao Ye's sister and promised her a whole corpse. If no one claims her, no one buries her, she may be sent to medical research as a silent teacher, and I think I have an unshirkable responsibility for the reason why she is where she is today. She has never seen so much money in her life, the money is too easy, a person does not have the correct three views, there is no correct and withstanding consideration of the concept of money, less money can be safe to old age, money suddenly accumulated, is not a good thing.

How many people who get rich overnight end up miserable, and those people are no longer in control of the money, but in the money that controls them. Money is not a double-edged sword, people's hearts are. People's hearts are uncertain, everything in their hands, everything they have around them will not be determined. For example, a woman, after getting married, has little confidence in her marriage, sooner or later there will still be problems in the marriage, this is a bit similar to the suspect stealing the axe, there is a concept in the West called the law of attraction, Chen Nian once mentioned to me a concept of quantum or particle resonance, which is probably what he said.

When you are desperate to achieve something, you will achieve it. It's just that fate has its own arrangement, and he doesn't know when he will fulfill your wish.

Gao Tiancheng didn't say much, just asked me if I was frightened.

I nodded. I was really frightened, I laughed, and said that I don't know if I can regenerate, these children are my life/root/child.

Gao Tiancheng: I still have a lot of confidence in myself.

The two can still be in the mood to joke. At this point in life, it can be regarded as a kind of realm.

What about Wan Qian? Still no news?

I asked Gao Tiancheng.

He replied, yes.

In the near future, I will set off with Ah Dong, rush to the surrounding area, and then find a place to lurk, and we will answer as soon as Wan Qian makes a move.

"Be careful." I say.

This is dangerous, nine deaths and a lifetime. I'm not afraid of him dying now. What is there to be afraid of? People live nine deaths and one death----- in the end it is a dead end, a horizontal and vertical death, early death and early life, why be afraid!

Ah Dong didn't say anything to me, the only Xiao Han disappeared again, these gods and men, all come and go without a trace, the women are all Nie Yinniang, and I have a clue now

I don't have to be attached to dealing with these people, and they will naturally reappear in front of me when they want to appear. But I still miss her a little.

"Guess------ what is this Xiao Han doing again?" I once asked her when I was doing housework with Knifeface. Knife Face said that if you ask what this is doing, we are guessing here, and there will be no correct answer.

"Yes, but I still want to know the answer." I lowered my head and was washing the dishes, today it was Wan Huan's turn to wash the dishes, but Wan Huan had a little fever and a small cold, and I asked him to go back to the room early to rest after eating.

"Come to think of it, no one is stopping you. You don't have anything to do anyway. ”

I wasn't happy to hear it. "Why don't I have anything to do? I support my family a day, how many people can feed you, big and small, am I easy? ”

The knife face hurriedly laughed and said, why is the face so anxious, you will be angry when you talk about it, you will be more early.

"Early change? Isn't it early?! "I started calculating how old I am, how long I'm until menopause, and watching my kids grow older day by day, can I never get old? I'm not an old monster either.

remembered that when I was young, I had to die and live for Huaihai, as if it was yesterday. Now that I think about it, I will laugh at myself at that time, but I was young in the end.

At the mention of the knife face, my heart rested on the company again. Recently, Su's is not very peaceful, so I don't have much peace of mind, the company is now forming two factions, personnel struggles, I don't think it's a good sign, a dynasty, an enterprise, everyone in the company doesn't start to think about doing things, every day thinking about how to flatten the other party, every day intrigues, all personnel disputes, headaches. In the past, these people were still engaged in underground work, but now the dispute between the two parties is becoming clearer, and it is a matter of life and death. If this matter is not handled carefully, I am afraid that it will cause high-level shocks, so that it will affect the operation of the entire company.

(End of chapter)