Chapter 95 Contradictions
Leng Xiaoxi was taken aback,
A tear rolled down the pale yellow tea, and there was a halo of water, which became bigger and bigger, until the halo hit the wall of the cup, and the halo slowly stopped.
Just like himself, he was like that lonely tear, crashing into Chu Tiannan's wave of water halo, unable to extricate himself.
She hated herself, her brain hated herself, she held her head, hung her head, and quietly listened to "Yunshui Zen Heart", and the Buddha strings in the clouds still couldn't calm her heart.
Raise your eyes ethereal, away from the hustle and bustle, but you can never do it.
Because she has been deeply engraved in the lonely dust of life and death, birth, old age, sickness and death.
Carrying her bag, she walked quietly on a snowy road,
She doesn't know, that half-villa, can she still live, how long can she live, she and Chu Tiannan will know each other sooner or later?
This day, soon, or far away?
She doesn't even know?
Unconsciously got on the bus, accompanied by an egg-yolk-like sunset, dragging a long shadow on the road that could see the villa in the distance.
Looking up, the verdant camphor trees on both sides are swaying with the wind, and in the lonely winter snow, the faint green color of the camphor tree is embedded in a piece of jade, but it is a stunning scenery.
Taking a breath of cold air, she forced herself to cheer up and walked towards the villa in the middle of the mountain, feeling unusually heavy with every step.
Don't want to go, but have to.
When she returned home, her little face stiffened slightly, but she quickly regained her peace, it turned out that she saw Chu Tiannan sitting on the sofa, reading the newspaper peacefully, didn't he go to work today? Why did you come back so early.
The silver-gray Italian velvet sweater, with a touch of warmth and softness, condenses his elegance and handsomeness, and the side face is even more three-dimensional, as if carved by the years, 360 degrees, and there are no dead ends.
Realizing her nymphomaniac appearance, she quickly retracted her gaze and turned her eyes to prepare to go upstairs.
"Leng Xiaoxi, why didn't you answer my call?" Chu Tiannan didn't raise his head, his eyes were fixed on the newspaper, his voice was very gentle, but it was a stern question.
"I've got something!" If she tied it hard, she quickly threw it over, like throwing ice cubes, cold and hard, at that time, she was in the tea house and didn't want to listen to his phone call.
It is clear that she just wants to provoke him to anger and challenge his bottom line.
Even my mother was slightly shocked when she heard it, Leng Xiaoxi took the medicine, and he was about to go upstairs if he ignored it so much, this time the young master had to pull his face......
She quietly pinched a cold sweat for Xiaoxi, and now Leng Xiaoxi suffered.
Who dares to throw Chu Tiannan's face and pull her face, she has never even seen her mother serve the Chu family for so many years, who dares to do this, even if she is the chairman of the Chu family, Chu Renjiang, even if she dares to pull her face, she has to buy it from Chu Tiannan, if she doesn't buy it, Chu Tiannan will still return Chu Renjiang to two miles away.
Leng Xiaoxi couldn't eat this time, so he walked away, and even his mother's face turned a little pale with horror.
Wow!
The sound of going upstairs, unexpectedly, Chu Tiannan did not get angry, but the deep black pupils flashed slightly, and the afterglow swept over the slender figure, weak, thin, but stubborn.
Retracting his gaze, Chu Tiannan's eyes kept staring at the newspaper, there was no change, after a long time, not a single page was turned over, the shrewd even mother quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly dragged the newspaper with disgust, and looked straight at Chu Tiannan, who had a dark face, comforting and disgusted, "Go up and have a look?" ”
With his palm empty, he slowly stood up, looked in the direction of the door on the second floor, and couldn't help but tremble slightly at the corner of his mouth, it seemed that she was really in trouble.
Knock on the door, bang!
"Come in," her voice was cold.
Pushing the door in, he closed the door with his backhand, stood on the side of the bed, and watched her take off her coat, but she continued to take off her coat quietly, busy with her affairs, with a cold face, just like her voice just now, it seemed that there was no one around at all, and Chu Tiannan was a bubble of air.
When she hung her clothes with one hand, he, who was in a long figure, stepped forward, grabbed her hand holding the clothes, and said in a low voice, his eyes flashed slightly, "Leng Xiaoxi!" ”
Warmth, ecstasy!
The tip of her heart rippled, and a warm current quietly crossed her fingertips, passed through the blood, and quietly slipped into her heart, and the tip of her heart once again dizzy a layer of warm stream.
She lowered her head and tried to withdraw her hands vigorously, she deeply remembered that Chu Tiannan was the murderer of her grandmother, how could she carry out some intimate actions with him? Isn't that shameless?
What did she remember when Leng Guoxi scolded her?
This is not just admitting a thief as a husband, or is it not filial piety?
With a swish of her heart, a thin layer of ice covered it fiercely, covering the warm stream, and a piece of coldness soaked her heart, she slowly raised her head and bit her lip, "Chu Tiannan, you let go!" ”
His eyes quietly changed, from the shyness and happiness just now, to layer after layer of faint indifference and alienation in a blink of an eye, this faint alienation made Chu Tiannan's heart slightly stunned, and then paused to continue to increase the intensity of the big hand.
The moment you let go of your hand,
She smelled a strong sense of disappointment in Chu Tiannan, as well as a strong struggle in her heart, she didn't like the encirclement under the blazing heat of those big hands, but she didn't dare to ask for luxury, it was a great luxury for him and for herself.
I can't bear it, but it's powerless that I must make.
Regret, self-blame, she sighed slightly, and there was an impulsive frustration in her eyes.
Her behavior just now hurt him......
The moment Chu Tiannan turned around slightly, the afterglow swept to her like a wounded little hedgehog, and her arms immediately wrapped around her shoulders, and her shoulders trembled slightly.
Suddenly, he turned around again, stepped forward and took a step, without waiting for her to react, his long arms hugged slightly, and she fell stiffly into his arms.
She was afraid, she was blaming herself, she couldn't bear it, and all the fluctuations of her thoughts converged in her eyes.
He saw it, he tasted it.
Her tense body, Chu Tiannan felt it, her other big hand slowly raised, her slender and white fingertips gently passed through her hair, the corners of her lips were slightly closer, and she breathed slightly, so that the faint fragrance filled her entire sense of smell.
In an instant, the air around her had a feeling that made her dizzy, as if Chu Tiannan's body had a kind of magic power that suddenly surrounded her, she was a little overwhelmed, and her cheeks were quietly dyed with a layer of redness,
His heart was still struggling, wanting to resist, but his hands were imprisoned in his solid, broad arms, and he was like a small boat with nowhere to hide from the wind and waves, blowing in the wind and waves in the sea where he could not distinguish the direction, and he could not find the direction, and when he was about to capsize, he encountered a beacon of hope......
Bang, grandma's pale face was reflected in her mind, her heart began to stir up a burst of terrifying waves, bloody rain and bloody wind, she couldn't help biting her lip,
"Chu Tiannan, you let go of me," there was still a trace of sober obsession in her head, she couldn't forget Leng Guoxi's lesson to recognize a thief as a husband? But the voice is so weak, it sounds like a kind of seduction in the dark, not like a rejection of righteous words at all.
"My face is so red, my body is so hot, let you go, it means that my husband is incompetent, or don't you lift it?" He looked cold and laughing.
The faint aroma of ......herbs gradually wrapped her knot, her mind was hazy, and her tense body gradually began to melt.
The rest of the words were swallowed up by someone in an instant.
It seemed that she felt the stiffness of the little woman's body just now, and began to soften quietly, and Chu Tiannan's deep eyes flashed with a hint of luster.
The long arm stepped up his strength, hugged her tightly, wrapped her, his lips gently left her lips, quietly pressed into her fragrant neck, a low hot breath, with a blurred and confused hoarseness, "Cold-small-west," the lips gently touched her ears,
She trembled violently, and there was an irresistible heat current, which gradually swept the blood vessels all over her body, and her heart instantly froze there...... Can't move...... Then there was a puddle of spring water that could not be put away, and the water was flooding......
In that place, spring is blooming.
The tired heart gradually docked in the harbor, she didn't want to wander anymore, she wanted to be quiet, she wanted to settle down quietly.
……
The wind is quiet, Xue'er stops,
When the curtains are opened,
Even Mother Lian heard the movement, and hurriedly brought a bowl of bird's nest porridge with a smile, "Miss Leng, hurry up and drink it while it's hot, this beauty is beautiful!" Also refreshing! ”
The room reflected a clear joy / love atmosphere.
Even the smile on my mother's face is even stronger, this time I can explain it to my wife, how are these two good?
Chu Tiannan had already put on her clothes and got out of bed, her hair was messy, and the blush on her face had not yet dissipated, especially when her lips were ravaged and red and swollen, she didn't dare to look up at her mother.
The hot bird's nest porridge exudes a strong aroma, she is a little distracted, is her grandmother looking at herself in the sky? Do you know what you've done? Once again, her heart cracked open a long bloody mouth, where blood gurgled ......
Right now
She realized that her life was a bottomless pit that could not be exhausted.
She owes her grandmother decades of nurturing grace, and she owes Chu Tiannan meticulous warmth to herself, which side, she can't get along, obviously grandma and Chu Tiannan have nothing to do, but ......
Pulling open the drawer, the harmony between her grandmother and herself, still lying quietly in the diary, she could see her grandmother smiling at her kindly, and the crack in her heart was getting bigger and bigger...... The blood is gushing more and more......
Suddenly, he closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he couldn't help muttering, "Grandma, I'm sorry for you!" ”
That crack hurt her whole heart!
(There is a change tonight, I hope you will continue to like it!) The weather is going to cool down, everyone should remember to keep warm, when you are fine, drink a blue board, if you are doing viruses, you must prevent colds! Finally, I wish you all great health! )