Chapter 639: Not Ready to Get Married
"But I'm not ready." Su Xiaoruo raised her head suddenly, and met Li Haoyu's gaze with a serious face.
There was no smile on her face, she could not care about anything in the past, even if there was no grand wedding, she didn't care, she just wanted to marry Li Haoyu and become Li Haoyu's wife.
But this wish is so difficult for her, and now Li Haoyu wants to prepare everything, and when she marries, Su Xiaoruo suddenly has some doubts.
She didn't know what kind of responsibility she had as the wife of the heir of the Li family, and she didn't know if she could take on this responsibility, she didn't want to disappoint Li Haoyu.
I don't want Li Haoyu to find out the gap between them after getting married.
"Xiao Ruo, what do you mean by that? Do you have any concerns? If there is, you can tell me directly, you trust me, and I will definitely protect you. ”
"I hope you'll give me a chance, I really want you to be my wife." Li Haoyu suddenly became nervous.
He never dreamed that Su Xiaoruo would refuse him, he always thought that this was their common wish, but now it seems that Su Xiaoruo's thinking is much more complicated than him, or that he thinks too little.
Su Xiaoruo let go of Li Haoyu holding his hand, "It's really not suitable to talk about this today, let's talk about this later, Jiang Li was frightened today, so I'll accompany her at night, you go home first." ”
"I'm going to send Jiang Li back first." Su Xiaoruo took Jiang Li's hand, turned around and walked towards the outside of the hospital.
She knew that Jiang Li didn't like to stay in the hospital, so even if they wanted Jiang Li to stay in the hospital for observation, Jiang Li would still leave secretly.
Since this is the case, she also wants to avoid Li Haoyu, so she can only follow Jiang Li's side.
"Xiao Ruo!" Li Haoyu stood in place and called Su Xiaoruo's name, but he saw the back of Su Xiaoruo's hasty departure, and he really couldn't understand why Su Xiaoruo would refuse him.
He absolutely didn't believe that Su Xiaoruo didn't want to marry him.
When Li Jianqing passed away, Su Xiaoruo had already made it clear that he would always be by his side, but what was happening in front of him, why?
Li Haoyu was puzzled, he stood in place, and could only watch Su Xiaoruo and Jiang leave with his heart, his heart full of infinite loss.
Could it be that he missed such a good opportunity before, and he will never have a chance to have Su Xiaoruo in the future? Li Haoyu was unwilling.
Because Su Xiaoruo has taken root and sprouted in his heart, he has no way to forget Su Xiaoruo and accept others in his life
Sitting in the car, Jiang Li looked at Su Xiaoruo beside him.
"If you love him so much, why don't you want to marry him? Don't tell me that you don't love him anymore, anyone with long eyes can see it, you only have him in your eyes. ”
Jiang Li opened his mouth gently, wanting to understand Su Xiaoruo's concerns.
Maybe she can use it as an adjustment to let Su Xiaoruo and Li Haoyu remove the psychological barrier.
Su Xiaoruo shook her head, "I don't know, but I suddenly found out that the Li family's background is huge, which I never thought about before, I just wanted to be with Li Haoyu before." ”
"Only now do I realize that marriage means the union of two families, I am not sure if Li Haoyu and I are really suitable, once we get married, there is no room for regret."
"If Li Haoyu regrets it at that time, what should I do?" Su Xiaoruo's heart suddenly became very unconfident.
After all this, she is no longer the innocent and simple little girl she used to be, and everyone will grow up because of the setbacks she has experienced.
Although this kind of growth is passive, helpless, and even full of pain, no one can erase the memories of the past, and this kind of frustration is so realistic.
This kind of setback also made Su Xiaoruo's heart full of worries.
"Xiao Ruo, are you worried about the gap between you and Li Haoyu? Didn't you never be afraid? Why do you suddenly care so much now? ”
Jiang Li has not forgotten how bold Su Xiaoruo was in the past.
At that time, she had already discovered the gap between Su Xiaoruo and Li Haoyu, and wanted to persuade Su Xiaoruo to give up, but she didn't expect Su Xiaoruo to be so insistent on her love.
It even moved her, but now, Su Xiaoruo actually had the idea of giving up, which also made Jiang Li feel very surprised.
"I finally understood a truth, ignorance is fearlessness, in the past, it was because I didn't know anything, so I was fearless, and now when I look back, I realize how stupid I am."
"What an ordinary woman I am, and Li Haoyu are originally different from each other, and the meeting between the two of us may seem like a joke to others."
"I'm not even sure myself, am I really the right fit for him? When I was hesitant myself, how could I marry him? Su Xiaoruo's tone was full of humility.
In the past, she loved Li Haoyu so deeply, so she willingly gave everything for Li Haoyu.
Even if he encountered a setback, Su Xiaoruo never felt any fear or fear.
The more you love, the more you are afraid, afraid of losing, afraid that they will repeat the same mistakes again, the beginning is sweet, the process is always tortuous, and the ending is happy.
Su Xiaoruo didn't know if she could bear it.
"Xiao Ruo, in fact, you don't need to put so much pressure on yourself, I can feel that Li Haoyu really loves you very much, in that case, why do you have to be so arrogant?"
"You can work hard to improve yourself, or you can let yourself have a career worthy of him, so that you have enough courage to stand by his side, and there will be no difference between you and him."
From the beginning, Jiang Li planned to do this, so she let Su Xiaoruo enter the Sacred Domain Group, but she didn't expect that Su Xiaoruo would leave without permission.
"I have a question, when you left the Sanctuary Group and wanted to leave Haicheng, was it because of me? Have you ever thought about going to me? Jiang Li actually knows Su Xiaoruo very well.
She understands every concern in Su Xiaoruo's mind, and she can also understand Su Xiaoruo's concern for herself, and she understands that Su Xiaoruo will not stand idly by when her whereabouts are unknown.
It was precisely because she was worried about this that she did not tell Su Xiaoruo about her itinerary, just hoping to hide it from Su Xiaoruo.