Chapter 440: The Past
In fact, when people reach a certain age, the angle and way of seeing things will be different, Lin Yanqiao has experienced so many things, lived with Lin Tong for so many years, and experienced his mother's things, his vision is wider, and the way of thinking about things will naturally be much broader, and he will not always be so limited.
It can be said that they are all big women now, no longer like those little women, delicate minds, delicate eyes, they are now delicate, but the eyes of the heart are much bigger, I feel that there are some things that do not need to be cared about, and I am too lazy to care, because I know that it is sometimes useless to care, and more may be a Shanghai transit and the feelings of the people around me, rather than making each other more tired, it is better to endure a little, in that case, at least both parties can be more comfortable, as for other things, It's all about that later, otherwise, these things will be really troublesome.
If you have a narrow mind and always look at the pattern of things too small, then there will naturally be problems.
Yang Ling looked at Lin Yanqiao's current appearance, and couldn't help but sigh: "Yanqiao, you are really powerful now, let me tell you, at the beginning, I just felt that you were really no different from me except that you were richer than me, but later, I found that it was still different, it was really different, it was completely different, from words and deeds, from thought, from mentality, you are much better than me, and now I know that your changes are not brought by childhood, but now they are accumulated little by little." To be honest, sometimes I think that if I can transform into you, it would be really good, let me go through all the things that you've been through, and I'm willing to, you know? ”
"Me?"
After Lin Yanqiao listened to Yang Ling's words, he looked at Yang Ling with some disbelief: "That's really how you have seen too little, you don't know how I came to my days abroad, I tell you, I really don't know how to get through, in those years, I was pregnant and still took a job, after working during the day and working at night, although my mother had a little savings, but not long after we got there, the savings were almost used, I had two jobs, and after accumulating some money, I gave birth to Hitomi, the United States, Don't listen to those people outside who say that the state helps raise a child after giving birth, it's not like that at all, let me tell you, it's not like that at all, I spent a lot of money when I gave birth to Hitomi. ”
"Of course, I haven't told you any of these things before."
Lin Yanqiao actually really endured a lot of things, she didn't tell Yang Ling, she didn't tell Zhong Xiu about many things, she knew that these were the two most important women in her life, so some things didn't want them to worry about at all, thinking that she swallowed it in her stomach, and if she could solve it, she would just let it go, anyway, as long as she could survive, there was a way for everything, so during that time, Lin Yanqiao really insisted on working very hard, but in front of anyone, She didn't bring it up, if there was really one person who helped, it was Eric, because Eric is a man, and he won't talk about Lin Yanqiao's difficulties and ugliness at all, so when Lin Yanqiao is really sad and difficult, he will go to Eric for help and complain, Eric is also a hole in her tree.
"So what's going on?"
"What's going on?"
Lin Yanqiao smiled lightly and said: "After I gave birth to Hitomi, our house also had to pay rent, once it was half a year's rent, and then, I didn't have that much money, and I didn't want to tell my mother, because when I was confined, only my mother was taking care of me, and everything was done by my mother alone, in that extremely tired situation, if I still let my mother worry about it, then I would really be too unfilial, so Eric you know, and then I just looked for him, He helped me, then lent me money, and when I was out of confinement, he introduced me to a job, and hid from everyone that I had a baby, but after that, Hitomi's matter was still discovered, but by that time, I had become an executive of the company, and no one dared to embarrass me in front of me. ”
"Later, I also told you, I work hard, work hard to make money, if it weren't for my mother's sake, I really don't want to go back to China, back to China, I know that I have to face the life experience of Hitomi, Hitomi will always come to ask about my father's affairs, fortunately, everything is going well now, I and Luo Zongjin rebuild well, Hitomi can also recognize Luo Zong, in fact, the current life is really something I didn't dare to imagine before, in my hardest time, I thought, if it doesn't work, All of a sudden, Hitomi might have to pick up the rags, and in that case, Hitomi and I would really not have a good time, you know? ”
"Why didn't you tell me when you were so hard, although I didn't have much money, but at least I could help you a little, at that time I also opened a studio myself, although the money I made was not very much, but how much I could still help you a little, look at you stupidly, I don't know how to talk to me, you deserve to work hard for so many years, survive so many years, but looking at you are so happy now, I am really happy for you, really, Qiaoqiao, Everything you have now is what you deserve to have, and it is all your own struggle, I really envy you, this is my truth, the truth. "Strange books
"Okay, okay, don't say this kind of thing here, let me tell you, you don't know how much I envy you in my heart when you and Ling Feihao were just together, at that time I and Luo Zongjin had not reconciled, I ran the company myself, and I had to hide Luo Zongjin's children, thinking about how to hide the pupils every day, and then I had to think about how to run the company first, for a period of time, I felt that I was really going to be depressed, every time I saw that the relationship between you and Ling Feihao was so good, I was envious of it. I really think that if that's really the case, let me tell you, for a while, Sun Hao and I were very close, and I also accepted Sun Hao's kindness to me, if I hadn't known those things later, I guess I would really be with Sun Hao. ”
"Sun Hao?"
Hearing Sun Hao's name, Yang Ling raised her voice in surprise: "You don't really like Sun Hao, right?" Your spirit is derailed, if Luo Zongjin knows about this, he probably won't spare you. ”
"What kind of mental derailment, I was single at that time, okay, besides, didn't you think Sun Hao was very good at the time, can we get along with each other like this, why are your words so ugly now, let me tell you, I really thought that Sun Hao was good to you, and do you remember at that time, when Auntie was sick, Sun Hao was diligent, and made delicious food every day to see Auntie, and made delicious food every day to eat with you and Hitomi, so good men naturally have to accept it, But who knows that he has been deceiving you since the beginning, he is not a chef at all, but a rich child, let me tell you, it is good that you are still with Luo Zongjin, and Luo Zongjin is reliable. ”
"You now think that Luo Zongjin is good to us, so you think Luo Zongjin is reliable, why didn't you think Luo Zongjin was reliable before?"
"Huh?"
Lin Yanqiao was stunned for a moment, and then opened his mouth wide in surprise: "Yang Ling, Yang Ling, let me tell you, your thinking of dealing with your own affairs is completely chaotic now, but analyzing the affairs of others, the thinking is completely clear and can not be clearer anymore, how can you be such a chaotic person, let me tell you, you are simply a person with three wrong views, tell me for a while that Sun Hao is very good, and tell me that Luo Zongjin is very good for a while, and in the end, don't you still have to choose by myself, I will deal with it myself, Otherwise, I would have had so much to do, what are you kidding, but I'm really grateful to you, you really helped Hitomi and I when we were hungry abroad. ”
"But no, I just really helped you a lot, you really need to thank me, you said you buy me some jewelry and diamonds or something, I won't refuse, give me your big diamond ring, I won't refuse, let me tell you, Luo Zongjin that person is really a tyrant, buy you such a big diamond ring, don't look at whether it fits your hand, you say your hand is so petite and cute, how can you bring such a big diamond, or is it more suitable for my hand to grab the fabric, why don't you give it to me? Don't worry, I won't tell Luo Zongjin, I will definitely cherish your diamond ring. ”
"Fuck off!"
Seeing that Yang Ling couldn't wait to tear off her ring, Lin Yanqiao directly pushed her: "I'll tell you, don't rob things so openly, in broad daylight, if Luo Zongjin knows, he will definitely be over with you, this is a proof of our remarriage." ”
"Speaking of remarriage, I said, when are you going to have a wedding? You said that your belly is so big now, and the outside world knows that you are going to get married, and these two have never made up for a wedding, when are you going to wait? When the child is born, will Hitomi and her daughter be flower girls for you? ”
"What kind of wedding, both of us are this age, in fact, I tell you the truth, I used to look forward to the wedding, I can be with the person I love and the person who loves me, we have a wedding, both of us are willing, unlike five years ago when I married Luo Zongjin, no one wanted, I didn't want to marry him, she didn't want to marry me, now this situation is different, I passed that age, I won't expect those things anymore, I just want to live every step quietly, as for the wedding or something, if you can do it, you won't do it, it's also quite a toss-up, when you hold the wedding, you are not tired, at that time you were just pregnant, I have been pregnant for a few months, I don't look good in a wedding dress, and I toss. ”