Every time he saw his mother crying, he would think that it was because of his father's affairs, and since then, the estrangement has existed, and it has grown into a towering tree so far.

Even now, his mind hasn't changed.

Until just now.

He just couldn't accept that the facts he had known for so many years were suddenly subverted, and it was only because of Chu Ying's words.

He can't understand, and he doesn't want to understand, is his dream more important than his son? Is it more important than family?

She chose what she wanted, so had she thought about what her young son would be like if she lost her? Doesn't she have the slightest kindness to him?

Does she regard him as a son in her heart?

"Chu Ran ......"

"Don't say it, I won't understand, and I won't accept this ridiculous truth."

Chu Ying was too able to understand Chu Ran's feelings.

In fact, when they were young, their experiences were similar.

She was abandoned by her parents when she was a child, and she didn't understand why she was the one left behind.

Isn't she their daughter? Doesn't the book say that all parents love their children deeply, if they really love her, why would they abandon her?

Or maybe they think a little deeper, is she not good enough, so they will leave her?

In the end, although they finally met, the estrangement in her heart was already very deep, even if she found her family, she was unwilling to change her surname, and still regarded the people of the Chu family as her real family.

"Chu Ran, listen to me, I know that you are very incomprehensible now, but I hope you can understand that your mother is an independent individual, she has her own thoughts, and the decisions she makes are all based on her own careful consideration, and you may feel abandoned from your position, but on the contrary, I think she is very relieved of you to make this decision."

"She was very weak at the time, and although the trip hastened her death, she wouldn't have lived long without it."

At that time, the results of the examination showed that her organs had weakened.

Even if it is surgery, the chances of surviving are not high.

Not to mention that so many years ago, medicine was far from being in a daze now.

"I said I don't accept it! Even if you say it, you can't deny the fact that she left me, and if she hadn't made that choice, she would have survived to-"

"Live for a year? Or maybe it's two years? At that level, maybe a little longer than three years? Yes, maybe that's what you want, she survived, and you can see a gentle mother every day, caring for and loving your son, but I tell you, do you think this is really the case? No, because depression will only hasten her death, and then no matter what you think, there is only one way for her. ”

"Chu Ran, let me tell you, as a son, you can complain that she left you like this, but as a human being, you can't be so selfish and let her live like that."

"Then she's not living as a human being, she's just a walking corpse."

The shock that the last sentence gave to Chu Ran was beyond words, it was a shock that could not be said in words, which made his heart turn up a monstrous wave, he couldn't even think, his mind was full of chaos, as if there was a heavy hammer on his head.

made him unable to understand the logic for a moment.

Chu Ying didn't feel good seeing Chu Ran like this, but after so many years, she didn't plan to say it.

But in this matter, Chu Ran's mother has become a heart disease that he can't touch, and she can't bear to watch Chu Ran being tortured like this all the time.

That's why I decided to choose this time to speak out.

She pursed her lips and turned back to take out an envelope from her purse.

"This is the only letter your mother wrote to me, it was an envelope many years ago, and some of the handwriting in it was no longer legible, but it didn't affect the reading, maybe you will be able to understand your mother's thoughts after reading this letter."

Chu Ran picked up the letter and left without saying a word.

Only Chu Huaiguang remained.

Chu Huaiguang received no less emotions than Chu Ran, but he was already old, and he was better at hiding his emotions than Chu Ran, and he had experienced too many winds and waves in one place.

He was already able to look at it very sensibly.

He looked at Chu Ying complicatedly, wanting to ask more, but he didn't know if he had a position to ask.

No matter how much he tried to quibble, his neglect of Chu Ran's mother was indeed irrefutable, and he was so sorry for them.

Chu Ying could see Chu Huaiguang's entanglement, and she smiled slightly: "Big brother, you don't have to think about it so much, because sister-in-law has never blamed you." ”

Since there is no love, how can there be other feelings?

Chu Ying didn't know how Chu Huaiguang would feel when she heard this, she just kept neutral and passed on her sister-in-law's thoughts.

Chu Huaiguang wanted to force himself to smile, but he pulled the corners of his mouth and felt bored.

Like a mask, it hung stiff and heavy on the face.

When he was young, he also liked Chu Ran's mother.

A woman who is as gentle as water, no matter when you can face her with the truest side, you never have to worry that she will betray him, what she has gained is Chu Huaiguang's complete trust.

However, this is not enough.

Chu Ying drank a cup of tea, the tea was already cold, and the tea leaves sank to the bottom of the cup, looking like it was an old feeling.

The yellowed memories are not so vivid, but they are indeed the most nostalgic.

At the beginning, maybe the sister-in-law still had expectations for the eldest brother, but the longer it passed, the more she died, because it only made her know better that this man never belonged to her.

The sadness is only for a moment.

In love, she never felt like it was all there was to it.

Because there is something more important in her world than love.

Chu Ying smiled slightly, so it was really unexpected to see Chu Ran such an infatuated seed again.

After all, his parents are really cooler than the other.

So how did Chu Ran become what he is now?

Chu Ran unfolded the envelope, as Chu Ying said, it was already an envelope many years ago, and even the date below was many years ago.

He didn't know if this letter was forged by Chu Ying, or maybe she didn't have that much patience at all, so she forged a letter and made up such a story.

He had forgotten what his mother's handwriting looked like.

I was just slightly stunned when I saw the 9.

When she writes the number 9, her tail always subconsciously hooks back a little, just like the way it is written in English, and it looks funny and naughty.

This little fetish Chu Ran has always remembered very clearly.

The content of the letter was very simple, she didn't even mention too much about herself, but the emotions in it were very obvious.

The full text is only a few hundred words, but it is all about the beautiful scenery she has seen, and how much she yearns for it, she did not say that she will probably know that her time is running out next time, but her letter is not a little dissatisfied throughout the whole process.

There is only beauty in it, and words that make people yearn for it when they see it.

Looking at the letter, he closed his eyes.

The love in it can be felt by anyone who has seen it, as Chu Ying said, he can already understand what she feels like.

"You're back? Let me tell you, I just felt the baby moving in my belly. ”

When Chu Ran just came back, he was pulled to the sofa by Ye Luo, holding his palms with both hands and gently placing them on Ye Luo's lower abdomen.

The lower abdomen still looks flat, there is no pregnancy, according to medical terms, the child does not have any consciousness now, and will not interact with the mother at all.

To put it simply, it may be Ye Luo's illusion, or it may just be Ye Luo's physical reasons, no matter what it is, it has nothing to do with the child.

"Why are you looking at me like this, I know it's impossible, but I really felt it just now, maybe it was just a misunderstanding, but I feel so happy when I think of the child in my belly."

Chu Ran looked at Ye Luo without blinking, making Ye Luo a little embarrassed, and his big eyes rolled wildly, changing the topic.

"It's really tiring to get pregnant, but just thinking about the birth of a baby makes it all worth it."

Ye Luo smiled, full of maternal brilliance.

Chu Ran suddenly held her hand.

Only then did Ye Luo feel that Chu Ran seemed to be a little wrong.

"What's wrong with you today? Why is your face so ugly? Is something going on? ”

Chu Ran shook his head and asked, "Will you leave our children behind?" ”

Ye Luo didn't know why Chu Ran asked such a question, but Chu Ran's gaze was very serious, Ye Luo thought for a moment and said: "Look at what kind of situation it is, but no matter what, parents can't use the word "leave behind" for their children, of course, the parents I'm talking about are relatively normal parents." ”

"Huanhuan is our child, will you leave her behind?"

Ye Luo finally threw the question back.

Chu Ran pondered for a moment: "If you let me imagine it now, I will say that I won't, but if there is really an emergency, I can't guarantee that what I said today will definitely come true." ”

"It's a little unfair for a kid to say that, but I think it's more about humanity."

Ye Luo was very calm about Chu Ran's answer, and he didn't feel that Chu Ran had to sacrifice for the child.

"People are selfish, most of the time, no matter what it is, it is impossible to be above themselves, the reason why they will make sacrifices is because of love, because there is love, so they will think of sacrifice, or substitution."

"Isn't there no love without sacrifice? Of course not, it's just because I don't love it that much, or I can say that the person I love more is not. ”

When Ye Luo said these words calmly, he didn't expect that Chu Ran's heart had already rippled.