Chapter 381: Grievances

You know every time I see you pretending to be a decent gentleman, I am very tired of you, every time I say how bad I am to Xiao Cheng, how I am not good to my family, how I am too good to Beichuan, or how am I because he loves the house and Wu because of the people around him, have you really asked me what I think?

Every time you pretend to understand everything, you criticize others, don't you think that sometimes you are not criticizing, but a kind of negation of others? ”

These words were something that Dr. Cheng had never said to Dr. Zhang, but Dr. Zhang was taken aback, and he couldn't help but defend himself: "I never said that everything I did was right, everything you did was wrong, I just knew it based on the facts, you can't think that because you do something wrong every time, I will evaluate you as a heinous person every time, you are more decisive." ”

In fact, the two people have always had different ideas about their attitudes towards Lu Beichuan, but they have never completely torn their faces like today, and they have spoken out their inner thoughts, without caring about each other's feelings at all.

Saying this, the two of them secretly breathed a sigh of relief, in fact, this matter was between the two of them, and they had never thought of talking about it or explaining it for so many years.

Dr. Cheng has always maintained an agreed attitude towards Lu Beichuan because of Lu Beichuan's mother's affairs.

As long as Lu Beichuan is in need, he will help Lu Beichuan achieve it with his best efforts regardless of whether it is correct or whether there is anything wrong.

But fortunately, although Lu Shouchuan grew up in the Lu family, he still has his own way of survival and never does anything harmful to others, so what he does is generally just help take care of the patient, that's all.

In addition, Lu Beichuan was in those days since he was a child, and he never thought of looking for them to help him.

Therefore, they really had contact with Lu Beichuan, that is, when Lu Beichuan returned to China to win the Lu clan, at that time, Lu Beichuan had grown into a hegemon, had their own career and their own pride, not to mention that they didn't need to do anything.

But Dr. Cheng never thought so, in his impression that Lu Beichuan would always be the child who was still in his infancy and needed to be protected by others.

Before I knew it, Dr. Zhang had gone through all the things that had happened over the years in his mind.

Suddenly thinking that Ning Zhiyao was still waiting for their results in the ward, he brewed his emotions for a while, and said to Doctor Cheng very calmly: "Old Cheng, we have already told the matter, I hope you can give Xiao Ning a chance, I see everything she did, and I can't completely blame her this time, you also understand in your heart, but because of Lu Beichuan's bottomless love, I want to put everything on Xiao Ning's body, I don't want you to apologize to her for this incident, I just hope that you can give the person you love Kitagawa a chance, and also give yourself a chance. ”

Facing Dr. Zhang's questioning, Dr. Cheng still couldn't save face, "I haven't had too much love for Beichuan, this matter is indeed Ning Zhiyao's mistake, I have never had such a big opinion on her before, you also know that I still love her very much because of Beichuan."

It's just that this time she really went too far, Beichuan's situation doesn't need me to say, we all know it, he has such a high fever now, and he is now in a coma, and he may ...... at any time

I won't say these words, you should understand what I mean, Ning Zhiyao may not know these things, but don't you know? It's not that I'm disgusted with her from the beginning, I'm just because of this incident, in my opinion, I don't think she should do this, even if Beichuan said that outsiders can't say it, but he can press the call bell in advance. ”

Dr. Zhang didn't want to say these meaningless words to Dr. Cheng anymore.

"I'll ask you one last time, can you give Xiao Ning a chance, you just say it directly, there's no need to talk to me about these things that you don't have."

Speaking of this, Dr. Cheng felt even more aggrieved, "Lao Zhang, we have known each other for so many years, you should know very well that I am this character, but I have never done anything heinous because of my love for Beichuan." ”

Listening to Dr. Cheng's words, Dr. Zhang couldn't sit still, and swung a punch into Dr. Cheng's face, and the corners of Dr. Cheng's mouth immediately burst into blood.

"Lao Cheng, you said that you haven't done anything heinous, so what is the reason for Xiao Cheng's heart knot, and why did Xiao Cheng say goodbye? Why did you become separated from your wife for so many years? Do you think it's possible that you don't think about where the source of these things is, and you blame yourself completely? ”

Listening to Dr. Zhang's merciless exposé, Dr. Cheng suddenly felt a little lost, as his best friend, he was treating himself like this now.

"Lao Cheng, that's all I want to say, think about it yourself, will you give Xiao Ning a chance, I won't ask again, I ......, today you will treat it as if you have never seen me, I have reservations about your choice."

This is already Dr. Zhang's last regression, and it depends on what Dr. Cheng will choose.

"Then I'll go back to the ward first, and you can think about it yourself here, I hope it will be the result I want."

Dr. Cheng leaned against the wall and watched the back of Dr. Zhang leaving, and all that came to mind was the bits and pieces of the time when several people went to college together, and at that time they were all a group of high-spirited teenagers, all of whom had their own pride and goals.

But since when did his goals begin to change, Dr. Cheng has never resented, the person who made him change his mind, only resented himself, why he failed to continue his long-term beliefs, but because of this conflict.

Dr. Cheng suddenly laughed, covered the corners of his mouth, and said to Dr. Zhang's back: "After your beating, I feel as if I have woken up." ”

Dr. Zhang didn't hear this, but if he knew that Dr. Cheng would change because of his words, he would definitely regret it in his heart.

It's not that he hasn't thought about change over the years, but he is worried that the result he wants will backfire and break the relationship between them, so he has been like a coward and does not dare to take a step forward.

It's good now, because of Ning Zhiyao, the two of them were finally able to have a good conversation and say everything they wanted to say in their hearts.

After Dr. Zhang returned to the ward, Ning Zhiyao took the lead in running over to inquire about Dr. Cheng.

"Uncle Zhang, Uncle Cheng didn't do anything to you, it's all my fault, if I were a little more careful and stronger, maybe this wouldn't have happened, I also heard the doctor inside just now, Beichuan is really dangerous this time, I can understand Uncle Cheng's anger."

Seeing that Ning Zhiyao had reached such a time, Dr. Zhang was still speaking for Dr. Cheng, and didn't want their relationship to break down because of her, so he looked down on Dr. Cheng's style even more.

Hurriedly comforted Ning Zhiyao and said: "Xiao Ning, don't worry, I have known you Uncle Cheng for decades, and there have been a lot of quarrels in the middle, and there are countless broken friendships, don't think that we will break off because of you because you see us very scary now, you can rest assured." ”

Ning Zhiyao received Dr. Zhang's assurance, and his heart was indeed much calmer.

It's just that after calming down, Ning Zhiyao thought of Lu Beichuan's situation again.

He grabbed Dr. Zhang's sleeve hard, and said a little overwhelmed: "That Uncle Zhang, Beichuan shouldn't be in danger, he just woke up, and I heard that he is in a coma again." ”

Feeling Ning Zhiyao's fear, Dr. Zhang didn't have to guess, he knew who did it.

Although he hadn't checked Lu Beichuan's condition much, he believed in Lu Beichuan's perseverance, and he was even more confident.

Explained to Ning Zhiyao: "Xiao Ning, this time Beichuan is mainly because the wound is a little infected, as long as you control him after the bandage, don't let his wound collapse again, and don't let his wound get wet, as for the fever, it's because the wound is infected, or the two points I just said, you can do it well." ”

In fact, if Ning Zhiyao had a choice, he would definitely choose to be friends with Dr. Cheng instead of Dr. Zhang.

Although Dr. Zhang helped her and treated her well, she shouldn't talk about people behind her back.

But Ning Zhiyao always felt that there was a trapped beast in Dr. Zhang's heart, and once it was released, it would become a completely different person.

But Dr. Cheng is different, he is like a child, but he is bound by some things, but he is still very real, there is one to say, there are two to say, and he will never say it because this matter will have a bad impact on someone, and he will not care about the eyes of others, such a person is more suitable for making friends.

Doctor Zhang didn't know that Ning Zhiyao had thought about so many things in the moment just now, and even denied him to a certain extent.

Doctor Zhang said to Ning Zhiyao with great concern: "Xiao Ning, maybe you will have some bad thoughts about your Uncle Cheng because of today's incident, but I want to tell you that he actually doesn't have too much malice, he just cares too much about Beichuan, and you can also see from his attitude towards Xiao Cheng that his love for Beichuan is even to a certain pathology, which can not be reflected at other times, but once there is something about Wenchuan, he will blindly reckless." ”

After Ning Zhiyao heard Dr. Zhang's words, he spat on what he had just thought.

It seemed to her that Dr. Zhang had been easing the conflict between them, and she had bad thoughts about him because of her own thoughts.