"What swells in Lin Yawen's heart is not joy, but embarrassment and apprehension"

For Lin Yawen, that day was extremely short and extremely long. It was short, because Lin Yawen seemed to have only taken one morning reading class that day; It's long because of the embarrassment of reading in the morning, which makes her sit on pins and needles all day long.

When she listens to the lectures, she also thinks about the noisy sounds; When she was writing her homework, there seemed to be a big "plagiarism" in her homework book; When she went out to the bathroom, she saw her classmates gathering and talking, and she also hid from a distance.

She looked forward to the sun going down, to getting out of school soon, to turning the page quickly, to turning it quickly. So when the school bell rang, Lin Yawen felt that the tense cells around her body were relaxed for a moment, and she even heard her sigh of relief. She didn't have time to think about anything else, so she quickly packed her school bag and walked out of the classroom quickly.

"Yawen, wait for me", Donna called out to her from behind, slipping through her bag. Hearing Donna's voice, Lin Yawen's relaxed heart became tense again.

"Don't take it to heart about reading this morning", as Lin Yawen expected, Donna brought up the morning again.

"It's okay, if you don't mention it, I'm about to forget......" Lin Yawen smiled. That smile, Lin Yawen himself felt very fake and stiff. In order to hide the uneasiness and crampedness in her heart, she stood there, her head bowed, and kept arcing on the ground with her feet.

"When we were in elementary school, we used to write essays like this, and the Chinese teachers didn't say anything, and they praised the students who learned well. That Fang Yang is not tall, but he has a lot of ......", Donna continued to make noise next to Lin Yawen's ear, Lin Yawen listened patiently to her words on the surface, but he was irritable in his heart.

It's been more than half a day, and Lin Yawen's heart, which had gradually calmed down, began to get upset again, just like a cup of boiling water that seemed to be pure, but couldn't withstand the shaking of boiling water, and those things that sank at the bottom of the cup floated again.

When he was in elementary school, Lin Yawen met a Chinese teacher who was over half a hundred years old, and he really asked his classmates to try to imitate the composition format in the essay selection. A well-written essay will be posted on the wall with great honor, like the highest glory.

Of course, Lin Yawen's essays have also been posted on the wall many times, and have been praised by Chinese teachers many times. So, the essay that Mr. Li read, Lin Yawen also wrote according to the method taught by the elementary school teacher. When she finished writing, Lin Yawen was still quite proud, and even when Teacher Li read it, she was proud of it.

But after Fang Yang made such a fuss, although Mr. Li didn't say anything about Lin Yawen directly, Lin Yawen also realized that writing essays like this is not a long-term solution.

Primary school is primary school, junior high school is junior high school, people can not stay in the world that they think is correct forever, only by aiming high and chasing, can we see the wider world in the distance, and the most beautiful scenery.

When Lin Yawen came out of the carport pushing his bicycle, he caught a glimpse of Ling Yue standing at the school gate not far away, just like that autumn evening not long ago. It's just that at this time, Lin Yawen's heart was not filled with joy, but embarrassment and apprehension.

Although Mr. Li comforted her and told her not to care about other people's eyes and opinions, Lin Yawen was still a little embarrassed in the face of the young man in front of her.

Lin Yawen walked slowly, how she wished Ling Yue hadn't seen her, and how much she hoped that Ling Yue would turn around and leave before she arrived at the school gate.

However, the boy still stood there stubbornly, not afraid of the cold wind blowing in front of him.