There is no room for success and no failure. What are her odds of winning? With the 11 women under her hands? No one dared to think about it. When I put down the phone, I suddenly wanted to cry, and even though I had long understood that crying would not solve any problem, sometimes I couldn't help but want to cry. Thinking back to everything I have now, I have an inexplicable greed. I finally understood that some people have nothing but can be willing to cut their bodies, and when they have everything, they become less brave than before.

When you don't get it, you can't talk about giving up.

After getting it, it depends on whether what you get can really fill your emptiness. If you can't, either you're having a problem, or you're getting something that's not what you really want.

Everyone was at a loss, and at this time, the knife face came to report that someone was visiting. I looked up at the time, it was almost midnight, and I was in such a state lately, when I was awake, my brain kept turning, I kept thinking, I kept thinking about this and that, and there were endless things. Sometimes I don't come up with any clues, but you think it doesn't matter, I can sleep until dawn, and I rarely dream, I used to always dream, sometimes it was a good dream, sometimes it was a nightmare, sometimes I couldn't sleep, and I didn't feel solid when I fell asleep, and now all these troubles are gone.

I always felt that maybe this was the time when I had just gotten a glimpse of the first hints in my life. People have really seen the world, and there is nothing great about the world. There is a sentence in "Confucian Affairs": The shocked are peaceful, and the ordinary are always the same.

There are many things, either you are intimidated by things, or you can gradually deal with them calmly and treat everything as idle.

You can't imagine who's coming in.

"Xiao Han."

The moment I saw her, tears welled up in my eyes. I didn't have time to tell whether it was because I missed Xiao Han, whether it was because I missed Xiao Han, whether it was because I had not heard from her for so long, or whether I needed such an outlet too much.

Xiao Han came over and hugged me tightly, and I hugged her instead, only then did I notice that there was another man behind me, this person was tall and jade, and his face was heroic, and I gently pushed Xiao Han away.

"This is ......"

Xiao Han rubbed his red nose, took two steps back, and stood between the two of us. Only then did I notice that Xiao Han, who had been reunited after a long absence, was dressed in black, with light makeup, and his face showed a sharp face, which was the radiant Xiao Han I was once familiar with.

What about Arley?

I kept my doubts to the bottom of my heart.

How long has it been?

How long is it a problem?

I laughed, laughing at myself to this day, how much time I still use as a yardstick.

"Meizi, Mr. Mei." Xiao Han introduced, "The person who 'forgives' the person who said it ---- Wang Yiting. ”

"Forgiveness"?

Stepping on iron shoes and nowhere to go? Besides, how could Xiao Han know that I had been looking for him?

I stretched out my hand, and the other party shook my hand gently, and the man's hand was warm, slightly cool, and soft as boneless, I thought that only women would have such hands.

And yet he has. I looked at the man again, about forty years old, thin, white, Chinese, eyes are not big, but not small, the expression is indifferent, but the eyes are bright. Silent, but not angry.

This man...... It's not simple.

I weighed the other person's weight in my heart.

The three of them sat down, serving tea with a knife face, there was no opening remark, Xiao Han went straight to the point.

"I know you're looking for him everywhere, and I've had some friendship with him, so bring him over and you can talk about it in detail."

With that, Xiao Han got up.

The man named Wang Yiting coughed lightly twice and got to the point.

"I understand the situation, that organization, we have always been well water does not interfere with river water. The reason is that we are not sure of winning, and they are not sure of winning, so no one has torn their faces. ”

I didn't show my face, so he was going to take the job, otherwise he would never have appeared in my living room in the middle of the night to tell me this.

"Let's talk about the price."

"You make an offer. I don't pay it back. ”

Wang Yiting looked up at me, then smiled, then stood up and clenched his fist at me.

I got up to see off the guests.

Wait for him to leave, leaving me and Xiao Han.

"Did he take this matter?"

I'm a little unsure.

Xiao Han pursed his lips, "I don't know this person very well, but if he doesn't pick him up, he won't say a word to you." But I also know that this person is ruthless, but he is not a decent gentleman, and the price he offers is sometimes not necessarily money. Have you really thought about it? ”

Xiao Han asked me.

The two of them sat down again, and the tea was still cold, so I took a sip.

"Think about it or not, do you think I have other options now?"

Xiao Han also picked up the cup and took a sip gently.

"Where's Arei?" I asked.

"Dead." Xiao Han's tone was flat, as if he was talking about a person who had nothing to do with him. I wondered if I should continue to ask, but she leaned her back back and sank into the couch, closing her eyes slightly, her two rows of slender eyelashes like butterfly wings, ready to fly.

But she didn't cry, she didn't have tears. How did Arley die?

"I took him to a mine, and he got used to everything I had laid out for him. He wanted meat, and I went down to the mine to feed him. But sometimes he still couldn't afford to eat meat, and he wanted to eat meat so much that he started beating me. ”

The air was quiet, and I noticed that Xiao Han had lost weight.

"Then I couldn't help it, so I started to go back to my old business, you know that place, the sow sable. My business was actually very good, but all of a sudden I got bored. Usually when I take over business, I will find an excuse to let Arley out. One time I didn't let him go far, and I hadn't fed him for a long time. I took advantage of the man's pause, and after a while, I let him in, and told Arei that I was going to be with the naked man, and that I was going to make money to buy meat for him to eat, and not to buy meat for Arey anymore. I said, "If he dies, I'll be with you and I'll buy you meat to eat." Arei rushed over desperately, slashing and slashing and slashing and slashing and slashing and slashing and s ”

I heard the sound of lights coming through the wires.

"I said you killed someone, and the police will come and arrest you. When you are caught, you run, run as hard as you can, and if you don't stop, you keep running, and you outrun the police, they will give you meat to eat. ”

Xiao Han paused, her black clothes lining her pale skin. She always wanted to go ashore, but found that there was none

The place is her shore. Even if it was like Alei, she used to think that human nature was terrible, but now she finally understands that human nature is really terrible.

There is sometimes not much difference between humans and animals. Human nature can't be looked at closely, it's all mixed with humans and beasts. When human nature has the upper hand, man is a man, and when animal nature prevails, it is man and beast.

"So he ran and ran until the bullet went through his head."

Xiao Han's eyes were still closed.

"I wonder if he ate meat over there?"

It's late at night.

Outside the window, the shadows of the trees swayed, and the moonlight tried to spill into the windows of every house, but people used thick curtains to block the moonlight out. People don't need white moonlight, because white moonlight only appears at night, and at night, people begin to sort out the joys and sorrows of the day, begin to recuperate, and begin to plan for tomorrow's sun.

No one cares about white moonshine.

It's a pity.

I walked over and sat next to her, wanting to ask when she was back, wanting to ask her how she had been here for so long, wanting to ask her if she was sad? Maybe she also wants to find someone to talk to, or just cry twice.

I can accompany her.

OK.

Xiao Han opened her eyes, her eyes were empty, I couldn't read her gaze, I don't know if she had seen everything, or if she still had a lot of doubts and incomprehensions in her heart.

I sat quietly and tried to tell her I was there all along.

How strange it is, isn't this what I want? I longed for her retribution, and now she did, but I was not happy at all.

I used to think that other people's pain could bring me happiness, but now I finally understand that I can't!

It turns out that each one, happiness can only be happy with oneself, and pain can only be painful with oneself.

I am reminded of a sentence that a master once said to me: life is a lifetime, only life and death, alone, everyone is born alone, everyone's life is a journey of one person, nothing is true.

I stood up, and when I looked back, Xiao Han was already curled up on the sofa and asleep. The sound of light and even breathing, the brow is stretched, and the sleep is peaceful.

Or, she should be grateful to Are, who let her unload all the baggage from her body.

Xiao Han has gone through three stages of life today: at the beginning, she must have been ignorant, when she worked hard and strived to the top, thinking that she would get if she paid for it. Later, she felt that there was no so-called fairness in the world, and whoever had the right to speak would have fairness, and at that time she felt that the whole world owed her; Later, she felt that she owed the whole world, until Ah Lei had an accident, until Ah Lei completely betrayed her because of a meal of meat, I can imagine the picture at that time, Xiao Han must have hesitated, must have been entangled, and must have been tender. She must have thought that she could walk away, and with her, it would be easy to get rid of Arley. But she didn't in the end.

Is she scary?

Or is Arley more terrifying?

Life is a monster that devours everything.

It's all.

Yes, all.

I approached softly and looked at her under the lamp. I don't know whether to sympathize or what, at least, we are one kind

, or we are all people who are at the mercy of fate, and we should help each other, and it seems that we should also cherish each other.

Back in the bedroom, I took a thin blanket and covered it for her. She didn't wake up, but she rolled over and went back to sleep. I gently turned off the light, and my shadow was still reflected on the opposite wall, and I went into the bedroom and lay down in my kimono. Thinking that it was daytime at this time, Gao Tiancheng wanted to talk to him on the phone, so he sent him a WeChat message.

"I've contacted someone from the 'Forgiveness' organization."

Gao Tiancheng's video request was sent immediately, I sat up against the head of the bed, and turned on the light casually, otherwise he would look at me as a dark patch.

"Why don't you sleep?"

I see that his spirit is not necessarily stronger than mine.

"Xiao Han is back."

I didn't answer the question.

It was only later that I gradually discovered that the so-called communication between people, in general, two people are talking to themselves, and everyone just wants to express their thoughts or state their past as much as possible. Sometimes the so-called high emotional intelligence is nothing more than being a good listener and being able to put the desires expressed by others behind.

"Oh?"

I saw that Gao Tiancheng's face changed.

"When you left, you once instructed me, saying that Xiao Han can be used." I say.

Gao Tiancheng nodded, "I was a little surprised that she came back, thinking that she would never appear again from now on." ”

"yes, I thought so too. Arley is dead. ”

I say.

"Oh?"

I'll tell him the cause and effect.

Gao Tiancheng was silent.

We've all grown up and finally come to understand that it's not easy to judge and define other people's lives.

"That "forgiveness" you mean? ”

"Yes, the surname of the person in charge is Wang, Wang Yiting. left without negotiating the price, Xiao Han said that the other party agreed to help. ”

Gao Tiancheng pondered for a long time, "It's only like this." Let's talk about it later. ”

I nodded.

"You've lost weight." I say.

He looked at me and smiled, "You've lost weight too." He said.

(End of chapter)